Xiao Ya and Lu Zhiyan found Ji Chengyan lying on the hospital bed.

Xiao Ya pouted dissatisfiedly: "Are you sick or is he sick?" Ruan Xiaoxi stood up, pulled the two people out of the ward, and carefully closed the door before saying, "He guarded me all night yesterday and just fell asleep. ”

Xiao Ya was speechless: "You just forgive him like that?" ”

"No, I'll just let him sleep, how can I forgive him?" Ruan Xiaoxi really couldn't understand her brain circuit.

Lu Zhiyan interrupted the two of them and stepped forward to ask, "How are you now?" You okay? Ruan Xiaoxi quickly shook his head and said, "I really don't have anything to do, it's them who are making too much fuss."

I didn't plan to tell you about this, but I didn't expect Xiao Ya to bring you again. ”

As she spoke, she glanced at Xiao Ya with disgust.

"I don't blame him for this, I haven't been able to contact you, so I contacted her in a bit of a hurry, and forced her to tell me."

Lu Zhiyan said, "You didn't tell me such a big thing, am I so untrustworthy?" Ruan Xiaoxi hurriedly explained: "I didn't mean that. ”

"You've almost miscarried now......" he seemed a little angry, "can you lie down in bed and rest?" I'm going to call Ji Chengyan up. ”

With that, he was going back to the hospital room.

Ruan Xiaoxi stopped him, frowned and called his name: "Lu Zhiyan." ”

Lu Zhiyan didn't move, and didn't continue to walk inside, but he was still a little angry when he stood there, and his face was not very good-looking.

Xiao Ya looked at the situation in front of her, looked at Ruan Xiaoxi, and then looked at Lu Zhiyan, silently closed her mouth and did not speak.

Ruan Xiaoxi smiled and pulled Lu Zhiyan's arm: "What's the matter, I'm still angry." ”

Lu Zhiyan was naturally angry.

Angry with her, even more angry with himself.

Angry that she doesn't cherish her body, angry that she didn't tell him if something happened to her, and planned to hide it from herself, angry that she didn't trust him, angry that she didn't take him to heart, angry that she couldn't understand her own mind, angry that she still cared so much about Ji Chengyan at this time.

is even more angry that he didn't protect her, angry that he didn't tell her about it after finding her for so long, angry that he was cowardly and cowardly, angry that he didn't dare to show his mind, angry that he couldn't let her see him no matter how much he did, angry that he didn't dare to say and refused to give up.

He closed his eyes, turned around and said, "I'll go get some air." ”

Then he walked to the end of the hallway.

Ruan Xiaoxi and Xiao Ya stood behind him and looked at his tall and thin back, revealing some loneliness, and were silent for a while.

Xiao Ya pulled her to sit down on the bench in the corridor, tilting her head to look at Ruan Xiaoxi: "Xiaoxi, you don't really understand, do you." ”

Ruan Xiaoxi smiled: "Understand what?" ”

"Don't play fool with me here."

As soon as she saw her attitude, she knew what she meant, and pouted, "You are like a human spirit day by day, how can you not understand." ”

"Do you think I should understand?" Ruan Xiaoxi glanced at her and asked lightly.

"And what the hell do you think?" Xiao Ya didn't quite understand what she was doing.

"I think very simply, he is so good, I can only be friends with him.

I think I'm still a woman with another man's child, do you think I'm worthy of him? Ruan Xiaoxi hooked the corners of her mouth mockingly.

"You can't think of yourself like that, just because you're so good, that's why he likes you.

Isn't it? Besides, as long as he doesn't mind ......"

"Can't because he doesn't mind, I don't mind, right?" Ruan Xiaoxi shook his head and said, "And I really don't want to think about these things at all now.

Whatever happens, let's wait until later. ”

Xiao Ya frowned: "But I think he means that, I'm afraid that as long as you don't tell him, he will always wait for you, and he will keep waiting." ”

Ruan Xiaoxi turned her head again to look in the direction he was leaving, was silent for a while, and then let out a long sigh, in fact, how could she not know? Having been through a lifetime, she now sees things more thoroughly than anyone else.

But even more because she has already experienced all kinds of things in her previous life, she doesn't dare to have much hope for anyone in this world anymore.

She sometimes even felt as if she was an outsider, as if she was looking down on the people around her through a transparent glass cover, and although she wanted to touch them, she always jumped out of the idea that she was out of place with them.

She began to dare not interact with them with sincerity, always reminding herself that she had lived a lifetime, don't be fooled again, don't be deceived again, and don't really give her feelings anymore.

So many times when she interacts with them, she almost responds with a hypocritical heart.

Even sometimes she is using them, such a self makes her feel disgusted.

Ruan Xiaoxi retracted his gaze, sat quietly on the bench, and did not speak again.

Xiao Ya didn't say anything more about it, adding to his blockage.

In fact, she has no time to take care of others now, and her own affairs are still a mess.

Ruan Xiaoxi didn't open any pot, and suddenly turned her head and asked, "How are you and Gu Yan?" Xiao Ya flattened her lips: "It's not good." ”

"Are you really going to give up?" Ruan Xiaoxi was puzzled, "How long has it been, if he apologizes to you...... I mean, after all, the two of you have been in a relationship for so many years, and I don't think he has any feelings for you at all. ”

Xiao Ya was speechless: "It's because the two of us have been doing so many years that I feel sad."

Why wouldn't he admit it if he liked me? I've been chasing him for so long as a girl, and there is nothing in the whole circle that doesn't know, every time he rejects me, he never cares about my face.

I'm human too, and I'm going to get tired. ”

Ruan Xiaoxi frowned: "But if you really give up like this, it's really a pity."

It's too hard to find someone who is in love with each other.

Besides, I really think Gu Yan is very good. ”

In fact, Gu Yan is not bad, he can be called an excellent man.

Not to mention anything else, it is difficult for this society to find people who are even better for him.

Ruan Xiaoxi was actually a little worried about Xiao Ya, she didn't believe her at all, she had liked Gu Yan for so many years, how could she take back her feelings and take them back.

If it were really that easy, there wouldn't be so many crazy men and women in this world.

Besides, even if he can really take back his feelings so decisively, what kind of man will she like in the future? Ruan Xiaoxi remembered that there was a saying that was particularly good, how could a woman who had loved an eagle look down on a crow.

However, this kind of thing is not something that others can persuade, this kind of thing is really like people drinking water, knowing their own warmth and coldness.

What is the feeling in a person's heart, others can't judge it no matter what, even if they come up with an idea, it can only be for their reference.

"That's right, Creek."

Xiao Ya called her again, "What you told me before, your plan."

What do you think now? ”

"My mind hasn't changed."

Ruan Xiaoxi said, "The reason why I returned to China before was because I wanted Ruan Jingya to pay the price she should pay.

I was going to leave with that interview, but I didn't expect something like this to happen. ”

"Are you going to leave now?"

"Hmm...... But I'm not fully rested yet, so wait for me to take a break.

And ......" Ruan Xiaoxi paused and glanced sideways in the direction of the ward, "I still have to explain some things to him."

After all, now that I'm pregnant with his child, he has the right to know where I'm going. ”

"yes, you two need to have a good talk.

I've been through so much that even I think it's incredible. ”

Xiao Ya shook her head.

I have to admit that all this Ruan Xiaoxi has experienced is too ups and downs.

"It's just that you think it's incredible, and even I can't believe it."

Ruan Xiaoxi smiled bitterly, "When I was kidnapped last night, I really thought I was going to die there.