"It's really hard for a woman to live in this world."

Li Xuezhu finished drinking his own, picked up the glass of wine in front of Guan Xiaoduo again, frowned, and drank it again.

Guan Xiaoduo didn't know how to answer these words for a while, she felt that strong emotions were accumulating in her chest at this time, and the huge waves were raging, but she couldn't find an outlet for catharsis. It seems that only by drinking can you relieve the depression in your heart a little.

Tie Han quietly pushed the wine jug aside, cut a piece of freshly roasted venison and put it in front of her: "It's easy to get drunk when you drink like this, let's try the barbecue too." ”

"Well, mine is for you too."

Guan Xiaoduo also sandwiched the slices of meat on her plate into her bowl.

"Do you know, how many of the female workers in my money bank are called 'Zhaodi', 'Pandi' and 'Laidi'?" Li Xuezhu was obviously not interested in the food on the plate, but continued:

"A woman, when she is not married, has to help the family, help her mother take care of her younger siblings, and serve her alcoholic father. When they got married, the family bargained with their in-laws like selling livestock, so that the younger brother could build a new house and marry a new daughter-in-law. After getting married, he continued to serve the whole family as a cow and a horse, and continued the incense for his husband's family to give birth to a son. ”

She exhaled slowly, finally released the empty wine glass in her hand, leaned back in her chair, and continued with a bit of laziness: "At first, I thought it was because their family was poor that their fate was so miserable. Until I found out, things are not so simple. The tragedy that happens to a woman does not change in any way because the family is poor or rich - as long as you are born as a woman, this becomes fate. Ye Sanniang can't escape, I can't escape, and even Ji Wuyan can't escape. ”

Guan Xiaoduo was stunned: "Huh? What happened to Ji Shuai? ”

"What, don't you know?"

Li Xuezhu's eyes were a little misty, glanced at her, and said coldly: "She was born in the northwest, crawled out of the pile of dead people, and followed Mrs. Qin to fight everywhere. A few years ago, when the war in the northwest broke out again, she asked the imperial court to lead troops to the battle, but was rejected by the first emperor. The ministers in the court also thought that before they reached the point where there were no generals to send, it would be a loss of face for our Celestial Empire to let a woman go into battle to kill the enemy. Snort. ”

After she said this, Guan Xiaoduo suddenly realized: Yes! Ji Shuai has such a big ability, just put it in the capital to do things and add some blockage to the emperor or something, it is inevitably too big and useless! If this had been on the front line, maybe the war would have ended long ago!

Eh, these losers who have more than enough success and more than enough to lose have little ability, and they are still thieves......

Li Xuezhu was always immersed in his emotions, with seven points of drunkenness, as if he said to himself:

"What if you have a good family? All boys are encouraged from an early age to be promising, even if they can't be named on the gold list, they must get ahead and make a difference. It is destined to be a difficult and difficult road, but the future is bound to be correct and bright. ”

Unconsciously, her eyes were full of water, and she muttered, "And what am I asked to do?" It took a lot of time, but I learned a lot of useless things, what women's virtues, women's words, women's skills, and women's appearance; Unmarried to my father, married to my husband, and my husband to my son - as long as it was imposed on me by the family, I learned the same thing! Be cautious and cautious in your every move - be 'sensible', be 'general'! To maintain the face and honor of the family...... Born in a rich family, a well-informed young lady, do you envy me? ”

She suddenly turned her face and looked at Guan Xiaoduo fixedly.

"Ugh."

Guan Xiaoduo was shocked, feeling that the goddess she usually looked up to and was always in the aura, but at this time, her eyes were red and full of grief and indignation, like a trapped beast in a trap, desperate and fierce, struggling on the verge of collapse.

"I'm like a dancer with shackles, even if I'm shackled all over, and even if I'm struggling, I'm going to make myself as light as a delphin, and I'm dancing gracefully and with a smile on my face."

Li Xuezhu showed a bleak and poignant smile, and her erratic eyes suddenly regained their brilliance, turning back to her usual appearance in front of people: "Outside, struggling to survive in the shopping mall; Inside, he taught everything he had learned in his life to his younger siblings without reservation. I did everything they asked me to do, nothing bad. Even when they asked me to give away six years of hard work, I didn't even say a word against it - I'm a fool! A complete fool. ”

She was suddenly a little excited, and finally cursed loudly.

Guan Xiaoduo has never seen her lose her temper like now, and she has never heard half a swear word from her mouth. So much so that Guan Xiaoduo felt that this was a fake Li Xuezhu in front of her, and she must have been possessed by something strange.

The eldest lady of the Li family, who is always so glamorous and well-behaved in front of people, turned out to be under such tremendous pressure and grievances in her heart, and she never told anyone about it.

Guan Xiaoduo suddenly felt a little distressed, and just wanted to speak, but saw Guan Hua waving his hand at herself, signaling not to interrupt her.

"I've really tried my best to do my best......"

Li Xuezhu's seemingly sober and calm expression only lasted for a moment, and tears broke like a spring: "But in the end, they still want to sell me cheaply to that filthy and dirty man!" ”

Her body was trembling slightly, and her beautiful facial features were also distorted by anger at this time: "Why?!" Why can they treat me like this?! Could it be that if you are born as a man, you can eat a woman until there is not even any dregs left?! ”

In the face of her anger, no words pale.

The tragedy that happened to her was not something that could be accomplished by just one man, but from the malice of the entire family, and even all men in this world: if you are smart and studious, and you study well, you should teach your younger brother well, after all, your younger brother is the one who inherits the family incense; You have the ability to make money, but every copper plate you earn back belongs to the entire family, even if you get married, you can't take a penny more, and the property can only be transferred to the eldest son, even if he doesn't know anything about it.

In short, girls are to be married, and sooner or later they are someone else's property - from the moment she is born, she is destined to be just a kind of 'property', a by-product that has to be accepted in the process of giving birth to a son.

It's like a spell that makes her, no matter where she comes from, even if she is a noble princess, she still can't escape the fate of being sold for a price. And the situation of girls living at the bottom is even more miserable.

When Li Xuezhu finally understood this, she realized that what she was fighting against was not a certain person or a certain concept, but a tradition that had been tacitly accepted by people, an ancient tradition that had lasted for thousands of years, and formulated the 'Three Obedience and Four Virtues' to nail women to the chastity archway.

So she made up her mind that no matter how difficult it was, she must continue to make the money bank. Only by mastering the ability to settle down can they have a chance to turn over.

However, a sudden war can easily bring all these efforts to naught.

I can't tell whether it is grievance or despair for the future, or whether that bit of drunkenness makes people vulnerable, Li Xuezhu cried uncharacteristically, while Guan Xiaoduo hugged her tightly with open arms, and let her bury her face in her shoulder socket and cry like a tearful person. It was as if her tears were not just for herself, but for all her sisters who were in distress, and for this damn fate.

Guan Xiaoduo inexplicably remembered what Dao Meili said: People are soft and fragile. Each time it is damaged, it hardens and grows a layer of armor. The more you are wounded, the more indestructible the armor will become. So, don't be afraid to get hurt, and don't be afraid to become a stronger version of yourself.

Although, the process can be painful and lengthy.

"It's going to get better."

Guan Xiaoduo patted her lightly on the back, and couldn't help but glance at Guan Hua: Don't you plan to say something? Whatever you want, wow.

Guan Hua stood behind her, and at this time, due to his embarrassing identity and position, he couldn't even say a word of comfort, so he could only watch her quietly from the nearest distance, patiently and anxiously waiting for her to vent his emotions.

Tie Han frowned and said nothing, and also glanced at Guan Hua.

At this time, I heard Guan Hua say slowly:

"I like her, and I know she likes me too. However, things are often so ironic - a marriage that seems logical is the biggest humiliation of the relationship. It made all that I had done for her, all that I had willingly done for her, seem so hypocritical and utilitarian, taking advantage of others, even despicable. ”

On the surface, he said this as if he was saying it to Guan Xiaoduo and Tie Han, but it sounded more like saying to Li Xuezhu: "I don't care what others say, even if our relationship is like this for the rest of our lives, there is no contract, no marriage certificate, and even a promise is not necessary, I am still willing to guard her." ”

His smile was as warm as ever, but his eyes were very determined: "I want her to be free and happy for the rest of her life, and I will support her no matter what she wants to do." ”

Li Xuezhu gradually stopped crying, she straightened up, but her back to him. With tears rippling in her eyes, she was slightly swollen, and Guan Xiaoduo hurriedly took out her handkerchief and handed it over.

It is rare for a person as boring as Guan Hua to say such a confession, but he can't wait for Li Xuezhu's response, which is embarrassing. Guan Xiaoduo hurriedly said with a smile:

"My Dahuazi is easy to raise! Usually give him food, just don't let him starve to death! You can do laundry, cook, clean up the house, and you don't have to pay for it! Moreover, you know the situation in our family, and there will never be such a thing as urging marriage and cubs! - Goddess, think about it, and take him? ”

Li Xuezhu suddenly burst into tears and laughed: "Why do I sound like you're going to sell him to me?" ”

"No, no, no, this is a giveaway, limited edition, send it as you like."

Guan Xiaoduo said: "Brand new licensed goods, non-refundable or exchanged, but lifetime warranty!" Even if the problem is too big for me to fix, my mother can guarantee that it will be repaired! ”

As soon as these words came out, everyone laughed.

Guan Xiaoduo continued seriously: "I know, there are thousands of scumbags in the world! But this one I can definitely guarantee with a packed ticket! ”

"Alright! Even if I don't believe him, I believe in you. ”

Li Xuezhu finally turned his head with a smile and looked at Guan Hua: "If there is one person in this life who can be entrusted for life, I am willing to join hands with you and live up to your time." ”

Guan Hua stepped forward to take her hand and looked at her with four eyes.

Guan Xiaoduo clapped his hands on the side and smiled: "This is a big thing!" ”

Everyone was rejoicing, and they saw Zhao Shi'an holding a teapot and a bowl, leading Xu Jin towards this side.

Chapter 191 This is a giveaway, is there a passionate feeling surging

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Chapter synopsis "It's really too hard for a woman to live in this world."

Li Xuezhu finished drinking his own, picked up the glass of wine in front of Guan Xiaoduo again, frowned, and drank it again.

Guan Xiaoduo didn't know how to answer these words for a while, she felt that strong emotions were accumulating in her chest at this time, and the huge waves were raging, but she couldn't find an outlet for catharsis. It seems that only by drinking can you relieve the depression in your heart a little.

Tie Han quietly pushed the wine jug aside, cut a piece of freshly roasted venison and put it in front of her: "It's easy to get drunk when you drink like this, let's try the barbecue too." ”

"Well, mine is for you too."

Guan Xiaoduo also sandwiched the slices of meat on her plate into her bowl.

"Do you know, how many of the female workers in my money bank are called 'Zhaodi', 'Pandi' and 'Laidi'?" Li Xuezhu was obviously not interested in the food on the plate, but continued:

"A woman, when she is not married, has to help the family, help her mother take care of her younger siblings, and serve her alcoholic father. When they got married, the family bargained with their in-laws like selling livestock, so that the younger brother could build a new house and marry a new daughter-in-law. After getting married, he continued to serve the whole family as a cow and a horse, and continued the incense for his husband's family to give birth to a son. ”

She exhaled slowly, finally released the empty wine glass in her hand, leaned back in her chair, and continued with a bit of laziness: "At first, I thought it was because their family was poor that their fate was so miserable. Until I found out, things are not so simple. The tragedy that happens to a woman does not change in any way because the family is poor or rich - as long as you are born as a woman, this becomes fate. Ye Sanniang can't escape, I can't escape, and even Ji Wuyan can't escape. ”

Guan Xiaoduo was stunned: "Huh? What happened to Ji Shuai? ”

"What, don't you know?"

Li Xuezhu's eyes were a little misty, glanced at her, and said coldly: "She was born in the northwest, crawled out of the pile of dead people, and followed Mrs. Qin to fight everywhere. A few years ago, when the war in the northwest broke out again, she asked the imperial court to lead troops to the battle, but was rejected by the first emperor. The ministers in the court also thought that before they reached the point where there were no generals to send, it would be a loss of face for our Celestial Empire to let a woman go into battle to kill the enemy. Snort. ”

After she said this, Guan Xiaoduo suddenly realized: Yes! Ji Shuai has such a big ability, just put it in the capital to do things and add some blockage to the emperor or something, it is inevitably too big and useless! If this had been on the front line, maybe the war would have ended long ago!

Eh, these losers who have more than enough success and more than enough to lose have little ability, and they are still thieves......

Li Xuezhu was always immersed in his emotions, with seven points of drunkenness, as if he said to himself:

"What if you have a good family? All boys are encouraged from an early age to be promising, even if they can't be named on the gold list