Chapter 108: The End of Zhengjing Mountain
Shen Le'an returned to the room after sending off the old tearful uncle, and sat on the chair alone and thought for a long, long time.
No, I need to leave now, I can't waste any more time here.
Fan Zheng quietly came to Shen Le'an's room and pushed the door in, Shen Le'an quickly got up and poured water for him, Fan Zheng waved his hand and sat directly beside her, Shen Le'an had to look at him seriously.
"It's decided, it's leaving, isn't it?" Fan Zheng opened his mouth to break the silence and asked.
"Yes, it's decided, it's time to leave." Shen Le'an nodded lightly in response.
"Do you know why I suddenly decided to let you go?" Fan Zheng continued to ask.
"I don't know, I don't understand." Shen Le'an still calmly replied to Fan Zheng, who looked up at her.
"In fact, over the years, I have been staring at those gadgets in Zhengjingshan in a daze, thinking about the bits and pieces with Jingyuan, we seem to be really close to fate, I asked Meng Po, if a person can't find her, then where should she appear the most? Meng Po said, why did she have to show up? Some people, it is enough to live only one life, and some people, in fact, this is the last life, but we don't know, the person in front of us is the first life, so they will always be entangled and have been looking for it, so don't easily believe in the next life, because maybe you have just started the first life, but she is already the last life, between you, it is already destined in the dark, only the fate of less than one life, after that, this person will completely disappear, no matter how to find how to pray to God and worship Buddha or fight for her, Even if the whole world is in her pocket, in fact, she will not come back, she will not come back. ”
Shen Le'an looked at Fan Zheng's sad eyes, and his sad expression was very sad.
"I just began to understand, in fact, after facing that woman again thirty years ago, it was not her disappointment, and I began to understand that it was my obsession for so many years that had been controlling me and wanted her to come back, and wanted her to appear next to me in front of my eyes, so I always ignored it, she will never come back, never."
Fanzheng's eyes began to moisten.
"When I first saw you, I thought it was the emperor who lived up to her wishes, she finally came back, and finally couldn't see me sad for her all day so she appeared, especially when you picked up the bamboo dragonfly, I was even more sure that person was her, the woman I had loved for hundreds of years, Jing Yuan. But, you're not her, you're never her, even if you look the same, even if you both like bamboo dragonflies, but you're not the same person, you're not equal. ”
Fan Zheng suddenly showed a wry smile, "I figured it out, let you go, since you appeared, your father's army has also been taking good care of it all these years, I have repaid this kindness, so I will give it to his own daughter to take away." ”
Shen Le'an looked at Fan Zheng, and Fan Zheng also slowly raised his head to meet her eyes.
"What about you?" Shen Le'an suddenly felt that this infatuated man was very pitiful. "We're gone, do you want to continue to stay in this Zhengjing Mountain, day after day, day after day, year after year?" Shen Le'an asked.
Fan Zheng was slightly stunned, although he shook his head, "No, this mountain, I will destroy it, I should also go, and it is meaningless to be stationed in this place that is not worth nostalgia and does not belong to me at all." ”
"Where are you going?" Shen Le'an asked.
"Where to go, perhaps, this is also my last life, I should also go, Meng Po has been waiting for me over there for a long time, she can't wait for me every year, and it's not easy for her." Fan Zheng smiled lightly and pretended to be relaxed.
Shen Le'an lowered his head and stopped talking.
"Your friend is waiting outside, I'll send you away." Fan was about to cast a spell when he got up, but Shen Le'an stretched out his hand to stop him, "I have a friend named Xiaoyu, was he also arrested by you?" ”
Fan Zheng shook his head: "I haven't arrested anyone in many years. ”
So where will Xiaoyu go?
"Where's the bamboo dragonfly?" Fan Zheng asked.
Shen Le'an touched his sleeves, then took out a wooden bamboo dragonfly from his arms and handed it to Fan Zheng, "This thing should be very important to you, you can take it and keep it." ”
Fan Zheng picked it up and looked at it, and then smiled, he stroked the wooden bamboo dragonfly carefully, as if Jing Yuan's face was on his hand and smiled softly.
"Take it, make a memento, I can't take anything with me." Fan Zheng handed the wooden bamboo dragonfly to Shen Le'an again, Shen Le'an hesitated for a moment, but still reached out to catch it and put it back in his arms, suddenly raised his head and smiled at Fan Zheng, "I will keep it well and help you keep it, don't worry." ”
Fan Zheng nodded, and a bright smile suddenly appeared, "Let's go." He looked at Shen Le'an, and this time he really felt that he had let go of the past.
Sheng Xuanhao and Yang Qi and his party were still pacing there, thinking about what excuse to trick Fan Zheng into sending Shen Le'an out, when suddenly a gust of wind slowly blew, and Shen Le'an and Fan Zheng appeared in front of their eyes.
Sheng Xuanhao shouted loudly after seeing the person in front of him clearly, "Le'an, Le'an, are you okay?" ”
Shen Le'an looked at him and smiled faintly, "I'm fine." ”
Fan Zheng glanced at Sheng Xuanhao, then turned around and waved slightly at Zhengjing Mountain behind him, a mountain suddenly disappeared, and everyone was surprised, only Shen Le'an looked at Fan Zheng with his eyes.
Fan Zheng smiled faintly at her, "I'm leaving, finally, hug me." "It's like Jing Yuan is hugging me, okay?
Shen Le'an was stunned for two seconds, then nodded with a smile.
Seeing this, Fan Zheng slowly opened his arms, Shen Le'an hugged him, Sheng Xuanhao and Xiao Si and the others were stunned for a while, "Le'an." Sheng Xuanhao shouted.
Shen Le'an didn't pay attention to him, his eyes looked at Fan Zheng directly, Fan Zheng hugged Shen Le'an tightly, as if it was really Jing Yuan holding him, for a long time, Fan Zheng let go of Shen Le'an.
"Jing Yuan, I'm sorry." Fan Zheng muttered to himself.
Shen Le'an still looked at him tightly, Fan Zheng suddenly looked up at the sky, a dark cloud happened to pass by, and the corner of Fan Zheng's mouth hooked up a smile.
Jing Yuan smiled at him on the clouds, "Ah Zheng, let's go, don't worry about me, I'm fine, I haven't blamed you, never, so you go and live your own life, go your own way, thank you, stubborn and prejudiced extreme love me." ”
Fan Zheng also smiled at her, and then it came to naught little by little, until it finally disappeared, everyone was surprised, Sheng Xuanhao hurriedly walked over and hugged Shen Le'an tightly in his arms and didn't let go, Shen Le'an was just startled, and then smiled helplessly, looking up at the sky.
You'll be happy, right? Of course, you used to love desperately with paranoia, but you must also have the right to happiness, right? Then I, I wish you well.
Liuli looked at Sheng Xuanhao's hand holding Shen Le'an's hand and was already green, and he was upset for a while, Yang Qi avoided Shen Le'an and Sheng Xuanhao and looked to the side and happened to see Liuli's tightly clenched fist, and immediately became vigilant.
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