Chapter 15: The Spectator Clears

Sima Jingling has always dreamed that she can have a happy home, although she seems to have had it.

At that time, she was carefree, with a father who was very fond of her, a mother who was very loving and gentle to her, and of course a gentle and polite eldest brother who was very close to her.

She used to think that everything in this world is not important, as long as there is such a happy and happy home, there are so many family members.

However, that accident not only deprived her of the right to be happy, but also revealed the truth that had been blinded to her, making her understand that the happy home she had always thought was actually false and insincere.

The father and the queen mother do not love each other as much as they think, and there are many involuntary emotions between them, but they just lack that pure love.

The father and the emperor may have a responsibility for the queen mother, maybe there is some appreciation, maybe there is a little pity, or maybe there is a little bit of liking......

But all of these are not worth a word of love.

Because there is no love, the father can choose to sacrifice his mother and his brother in the face of the choice; Because there is no love, my father will accept one lady after another, noble concubines, and even those talents, talents, and beauties who don't even have an identity......

She doesn't understand that she can't help herself, she only knows that if she really has the person who completely occupies her heart in her heart, she will inevitably fight hard, stick to her own opinions, and never back down.

It's like she's hesitant right now, just because she's not really and thoroughly in love with Apu.

She can't let herself be with Apo just because she has a little good feeling, even if Apu is wholeheartedly devoted to her, she will hurt Apu because she can't be wholeheartedly.

What's more, judging from Ah Pu's answer just now, Ah Pu himself didn't feel that she, Sima Jingling, was the most important existence in his Apu's life.

The two of them were silent like this, compared to the somewhat weird atmosphere between them before they left the palace, it has now dropped to the freezing point, which can be regarded as a real problem.

In fact, Sima Jingling has also been reflecting on whether her own requirements are stricter in Thailand.

There are so many good couples in this world, is it true that each pair really loves each other? As long as there is love in the heart, as long as there is the existence and position of the other party in the heart, isn't it also possible to spend a good life?

Especially after listening to the conversation between Apo and Wutong the night before, Sima Jingling felt that she and Apo did have a very wonderful and compatible fate.

Like her, Apo suffered a family accident at a young age and lost a very happy family.

Like her, the seeds of hatred are planted in Apu's heart, and for Apu, hatred will only be more, not less.

Such a person who is deeply rooted in hatred actually has a liking for her, and Sima Jingling is very moved by this heart.

On the one hand, she felt pity for Apu's experience, and on the other hand, she was moved by Apu's feelings for her, but because of this, she had to be more cautious, and she must not sit down and decide because of impulse.

When Xie Qingyun came out, he saw Sima Jingling and Ah Pu, who had always been very close, sitting alone at this time, with a wide distance between the two, which looked like a red dog.

He was slightly stunned, the joy on his face faded, and he frowned as if thinking about what happened between Sima Jingling and Ah Pu.

It's a pity that he was just full of satisfaction with the fact that he married Liu Ruyi, who he liked, and just now in the new house, he took off his head for Liu Rushi and kissed his wife very preciously.

Sima Jingling has always dreamed that she can have a happy home, although she seems to have had it.

At that time, she was carefree, with a father who was very fond of her, a mother who was very loving and gentle to her, and of course a gentle and polite eldest brother who was very close to her.

She used to think that everything in this world is not important, as long as there is such a happy and happy home, there are so many family members.

However, that accident not only deprived her of the right to be happy, but also revealed the truth that had been blinded to her, making her understand that the happy home she had always thought was actually false and insincere.

The father and the queen mother do not love each other as much as they think, and there are many involuntary emotions between them, but they just lack that pure love.

The father and the emperor may have a responsibility for the queen mother, maybe there is some appreciation, maybe there is a little pity, or maybe there is a little bit of liking......

But all of these are not worth a word of love.

Because there is no love, the father can choose to sacrifice his mother and his brother in the face of the choice; Because there is no love, my father will accept one lady after another, noble concubines, and even those talents, talents, and beauties who don't even have an identity......

She doesn't understand that she can't help herself, she only knows that if she really has the person who completely occupies her heart in her heart, she will inevitably fight hard, stick to her own opinions, and never back down.

It's like she's hesitant right now, just because she's not really and thoroughly in love with Apu.

She can't let herself be with Apo just because she has a little good feeling, even if Apu is wholeheartedly devoted to her, she will hurt Apu because she can't be wholeheartedly.

What's more, judging from Ah Pu's answer just now, Ah Pu himself didn't feel that she, Sima Jingling, was the most important existence in his Apu's life.

The two of them were silent like this, compared to the somewhat weird atmosphere between them before they left the palace, it has now dropped to the freezing point, which can be regarded as a real problem.

In fact, Sima Jingling has also been reflecting on whether her own requirements are stricter in Thailand.

There are so many good couples in this world, is it true that each pair really loves each other? As long as there is love in the heart, as long as there is the existence and position of the other party in the heart, isn't it also possible to spend a good life?

Especially after listening to the conversation between Apo and Wutong the night before, Sima Jingling felt that she and Apo did have a very wonderful and compatible fate.

Like her, Apo suffered a family accident at a young age and lost a very happy family.

Like her, the seeds of hatred are planted in Apu's heart, and for Apu, hatred will only be more, not less.

Such a person who is deeply rooted in hatred actually has a liking for her, and Sima Jingling is very moved by this heart.

On the one hand, she felt pity for Apu's experience, and on the other hand, she was moved by Apu's feelings for her, but because of this, she had to be more cautious, and she must not sit down and decide because of impulse.

When Xie Qingyun came out, he saw Sima Jingling and Ah Pu, who had always been very close, sitting alone at this time, with a wide distance between the two, which looked like a red dog.

He was slightly stunned, the joy on his face faded, and he frowned as if thinking about what happened between Sima Jingling and Ah Pu.

It's a pity that he was just full of satisfaction with the fact that he married Liu Ruyi, who he liked, and just now in the new house, he took off his head for Liu Rushi and kissed his wife very preciously.

Sima Jingling has always dreamed that she can have a happy home, although she seems to have had it.

At that time, she was carefree, with a father who was very fond of her, a mother who was very loving and gentle to her, and of course a gentle and polite eldest brother who was very close to her.

She used to think that everything in this world is not important, as long as there is such a happy and happy home, there are so many family members.

However, that accident not only deprived her of the right to be happy, but also revealed the truth that had been blinded to her, making her understand that the happy home she had always thought was actually false and insincere.

The father and the queen mother do not love each other as much as they think, and there are many involuntary emotions between them, but they just lack that pure love.

The father and the emperor may have a responsibility for the queen mother, maybe there is some appreciation, maybe there is a little pity, or maybe there is a little bit of liking......

But all of these are not worth a word of love.

Because there is no love, the father can choose to sacrifice his mother and his brother in the face of the choice; Because there is no love, my father will accept one lady after another, noble concubines, and even those talents, talents, and beauties who don't even have an identity......

She doesn't understand that she can't help herself, she only knows that if she really has the person who completely occupies her heart in her heart, she will inevitably fight hard, stick to her own opinions, and never back down.

It's like she's hesitant right now, just because she's not really and thoroughly in love with Apu.

She can't let herself be with Apo just because she has a little good feeling, even if Apu is wholeheartedly devoted to her, she will hurt Apu because she can't be wholeheartedly.

What's more, judging from Ah Pu's answer just now, Ah Pu himself didn't feel that she, Sima Jingling, was the most important existence in his Apu's life.

The two of them were silent like this, compared to the somewhat weird atmosphere between them before they left the palace, it has now dropped to the freezing point, which can be regarded as a real problem.

In fact, Sima Jingling has also been reflecting on whether her own requirements are stricter in Thailand.

There are so many good couples in this world, is it true that each pair really loves each other? As long as there is love in the heart, as long as there is the existence and position of the other party in the heart, isn't it also possible to spend a good life?

Especially after listening to the conversation between Apo and Wutong the night before, Sima Jingling felt that she and Apo did have a very wonderful and compatible fate.

Like her, Apo suffered a family accident at a young age and lost a very happy family.

Like her, the seeds of hatred are planted in Apu's heart, and for Apu, hatred will only be more, not less.

Such a person who is deeply rooted in hatred actually has a liking for her, and Sima Jingling is very moved by this heart.

On the one hand, she felt pity for Apu's experience, and on the other hand, she was moved by Apu's feelings for her, but because of this, she had to be more cautious, and she must not sit down and decide because of impulse.

When Xie Qingyun came out, he saw Sima Jingling and Ah Pu, who had always been very close, sitting alone at this time, with a wide distance between the two, which looked like a red dog.

He was slightly stunned, the joy on his face faded, and he frowned as if thinking about what happened between Sima Jingling and Ah Pu.

It's a pity that he was just full of satisfaction with the fact that he married Liu Ruyi, who he liked, and just now in the new house, he took off his head for Liu Rushi and kissed his wife very preciously.

Sima Jingling has always dreamed that she can have a happy home, although she seems to have had it.

At that time, she was carefree, with a father who was very fond of her, a mother who was very loving and gentle to her, and of course a gentle and polite eldest brother who was very close to her.

She used to think that everything in this world is not important, as long as there is such a happy and happy home, there are so many family members.

However, that accident not only deprived her of the right to be happy, but also revealed the truth that had been blinded to her, making her understand that the happy home she had always thought was actually false and insincere.

The father and the queen mother do not love each other as much as they think, and there are many involuntary emotions between them, but they just lack that pure love.

The father and the emperor may have a responsibility for the queen mother, maybe there is some appreciation, maybe there is a little pity, or maybe there is a little bit of liking......

But all of these are not worth a word of love.

Because there is no love, the father can choose to sacrifice his mother and his brother in the face of the choice; Because there is no love, my father will accept one lady after another, noble concubines, and even those talents, talents, and beauties who don't even have an identity......

She doesn't understand that she can't help herself, she only knows that if she really has the person who completely occupies her heart in her heart, she will inevitably fight hard, stick to her own opinions, and never back down.

It's like she's hesitant right now, just because she's not really and thoroughly in love with Apu.

She can't let herself be with Apo just because she has a little good feeling, even if Apu is wholeheartedly devoted to her, she will hurt Apu because she can't be wholeheartedly.

What's more, judging from Ah Pu's answer just now, Ah Pu himself didn't feel that she, Sima Jingling, was the most important existence in his Apu's life.

The two of them were silent like this, compared to the somewhat weird atmosphere between them before they left the palace, it has now dropped to the freezing point, which can be regarded as a real problem.

In fact, Sima Jingling has also been reflecting on whether her own requirements are stricter in Thailand.