Chapter 38: What is it like to miss and break your bowels?
"You say...... Does Yuemei not want us anymore?" Su Li asked what she had been trying to say.
Su Fengche pursed his lips, he didn't have the confidence to refute it in his heart at all, because he also thought so, and he also felt that Shen Yuemei didn't want to be himself, otherwise why would he leave without saying a word.
"I don't know......" Although I also agreed with what Su Li said, I was unwilling to accept this fact.
She obviously didn't know Su Fengche, and at this moment, looking at his situation, she knew that maybe Shen Yuemei had really left them.
"So what's going on now?" Su Li stomped her feet angrily, and kept looking outside hoping to see the familiar. figure, but again and again disappointed.
Su Fengche shook his head, saying that he didn't know what to do, he wanted to go to her, but he didn't know where she went, the night was getting darker, although Su Li and Su Fengche didn't eat at all for dinner, but now they don't have much to eat.
"I said a long time ago, you just have to live with Yuemei, now it's okay, she looks at you. He didn't give her a name for a long time, and left angrily. Su Li counted.
Su Fengche, who heard this, was not angry, but listened silently, he always thought that Shen Yuemei understood him and would accompany him for a lifetime, maybe it was really his many inconveniences that made her disheartened.
And Su Li was still gushing: "You are just ignorant!" How good people are Yuemei, they help you everywhere, even the name of the mansion has you, and I don't know what you did. went to study every day and snubbed her. ”
"I've always cared about her." Su Fengche frowned and explained.
"You care, but she doesn't feel it. You didn't treat her well, I'm afraid that she will accept the grievances, and now she does it and you almost don't help, no matter how much Yuemei likes you, she will be sad. Su Li angrily reprimanded.
I had always wanted to match him and Shen Yuemei, but I thought I was going to succeed, but Su Fengche has been obsessed with reading, and I'm afraid that Shen Yuemei won't be able to persevere.
After Su Fengche heard this, he remembered all the things before, and it was indeed that he was ignorant and wronged Shen Yuemei. I felt guilty, I missed her, but I didn't know where she went.
"I studied hard and got a name for myself because I wanted to give her a name. Now I do ignore her. Su Fengche whispered, his brows furrowed, and his tone was full of guilt.
Su Fengche couldn't sleep all night.
He was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling with his eyes blankly, his mind churning with memories related to Shen Yuemei, tossing and turning, unable to sleep for a long time. Shen Yuemei's smile kept coming to his mind. As if it was the real Shen Yuemei who appeared in front of her, Su Fengche swooped forward, intending to hug the lovely person in front of him. However, all he pounced on was a bed. Everything is just an illusion.
The sound of the watch was near, near, and far away, and disappeared into a dark nothingness.
This longing is far more than what a good friend should be.
Obviously, he was only separated from Shen Yuemei for a day, but why was he so sad? He thought over and over again, where would Shen Yuemei go and where would she stay now. However, he had no clue at all. Without Shen Yuemei's home, it is like a shed blown over by a strong wind, dilapidated, damp, gloomy, and gloomy.
Without Shen Yuemei, even for a day, it is not good at all.
Su Fengche decided to go out and look for it. He neatly rolled over and got out of bed, picked up his money bag, changed into a casual suit that was good for hurrying, and rolled down through the window. Falling silently like a light swallow, he hurried through the alley and into the street. The streets were deserted and dim, illuminated only by the few stars that provided the light. Su Fengche frowned, lowered his head and prepared to go to his friend's house to ask. At this moment, a strong light suddenly shone on his body. He was frightened and looked at the place where the light was, and there was a faint figure.
"Young man, it's curfew, what are you doing here?" An old man's voice came from the light. It turned out to be the old man of Che Meiju. Su Fengche hurriedly said, "I want to find my ...... A friend. "No, lad. You'd better go to sleep, you'll break the law if you come out now, and besides, there's no one on the street now, and you won't find your friends. ”
Su Fengche wanted to say something, but he swallowed the words into his stomach. He was a little disheartened, and suddenly an idea popped up: "Is it Yuemei, she deliberately avoided me before she moved away, doesn't she want to be with me...... It must be so. But how well I have treated her, why did she betray me......"
Su Fengche returned home helplessly and depressed. It was impossible to climb through the window, so I had to go through the door and wake up my mother. "What are you doing in the hall at night?"
"Nothing...... I took a sip of water. ”
The mother muttered something.
He didn't hear it either, turned over and went back to the bed, Su Fengche was a little angry. He suddenly wanted to know where Shen Yuemei lived now. He felt that the only answer to this question might be that Shen Yuemei had found another new love and was now spending the night with him at that new love's house. He planned to dig up all the medicinal herbs that Shen Yuemei had planted these days.
"Are you willing to let go of your herbs in order to escape from me? I'll pull out all your herbs tomorrow and sell them, and you'll be distressed when you find out. That's how I feel, heartache, heartbreak, and it all turns into my anger! Su Fengche lay on the bed and thought so. At some point, he fell asleep.
It was three o'clock in the afternoon. He didn't expect to sleep for so long, so he got up in a daze.
"Che'er, what the hell did you do yesterday? Did you not sleep well? It's three days now! If you don't get up again, I'm going to get a doctor! Su Li's angry words carried a mother's concern for her son.
Knowing her son Mo Ruomu, she knew when she thought about it that her son must have slept badly because of Shen Yuemei's matter. She knew that her son must have taken a fancy to Shen Yuemei. However, she doesn't need to mention it, she doesn't need to mention it, Shen Yuemei is a woman with good conduct, and she is worthy of her son. If Shen Yuemei herself doesn't look down on her family Su Fengche, then there is nothing a mother can do to help.
"Huh? No, I slept deeply, so I woke up late. Su Fengche's head was a little swollen at this time, and his words were a little weak. He was asleep, so he just remembered that he didn't sleep well yesterday because of Shen Yuemei. He also remembered the idea of digging up Shen Yuemei's immature medicinal materials last night and selling them to the pharmacists.