It's a wonderful feeling, knowing that you're in a state of dreaming, and it's as if you know that this kind of thing is not real, but sometimes it's really like it's real, and sometimes it's hard to tell the difference between the dream and the real.

And at this moment, Feng Zili, in his previous dreams, he thought that his mother's hateful gaze woke up in his eyes, and repeated that kind of gaze countless times.

It also made him feel very flustered and familiar, but today I don't know why, although he is very painful to wake up, but I don't know why, he has been afraid of his mother's eyes, afraid of his mother's eyes looking at him with a deep attachment.

It seems that there is an endless attachment to this world, but I can't do anything in the process.

It's really painful.

But today I don't know why, it feels like something has changed, and the nightmare seems to have changed suddenly, what kind of mother doesn't have that kind of resentful gaze, no faint, a parting gaze, no crying voice, he finds himself as if he is in a very empty kind of nothingness, but at this time he doesn't feel a little bit of warmth, I have a non-stop voice, with a gentle voice has been saying a word to myself, It was as if that sentence was a one-time resistance to the depths of his heart.

"No one will die, don't be afraid, everything will pass, everything will pass, we will live bravely, everything will be fine, everything will be wide, nothing will be afraid, everything will pass......"

I don't know how many times I said these words in his ear, but I told myself softly over and over again, but I really seemed to hear gentle words every time.

I have a little bit of a heart-warming feeling, a kind of stability that seems to be able to get my whole heart, as if I feel a kind of gaze, as if I feel a very warm thing.

Let yourself never have any more cold and any shivering, as if when everything happens, these things have a kind of spring blossom, and it is really different from the previous task.

But I don't know why, whenever I appear outside the cold palace, when I sell it every time, the voice reminds me that everything is over, everything is over, and he doesn't know why he is tightly controlled by this gentle voice.

It seems that he really didn't dare to step into that cold palace all the way, it seems like stepping into that cold palace, as if everything is over, as if everything is a very simple thing, and there is nothing special.

Everything is in the past and gone.

It's this dream that repeats itself, just like he stood outside the cold palace for a night, and the voice has been accompanying him, telling himself not to be afraid at all with a gentle voice, so he stood at the door of the cold palace.

I really don't feel that kind of very sad thing, as if this kind of thing makes people feel a kind of natural feeling of warmth, and there is no one that never leaves, as if I have a little courage to persevere.

When all these things happened in the past, he said that he felt a very hard, calm gaze, he felt a kind of warmth, and it was really a really good feeling.

I don't know why I don't have nightmares anymore, I don't tremble anymore, I don't know why I'm scared anymore, I have a mentality that has been closely accompanying me.

"It's not your fault that Feng Zili is away, you don't want anything, you don't have any ideas, you don't have any self-blame, you have to live well, how can your mother blame you? Mother sees that you are living well now, you and your own brother are living well, Mother feels very happy in heaven, you are Mother's most beloved child, Mother is really proud of you, Mother will bless you in Heaven every day, and has been watching you and seeing your happiness, happy Mother will be happy, you know? Don't let your brow furrow, don't let your sadness continue, go down the river happily and live happily with your brother, come on, mother feels ...... for you"

This kind of voice has really been in the ears intermittently, very gently, over and over again, gently caressing some wrinkles on his brows, letting his brows be stretched, so that he really seems to be a happy child in this fast process, attached to the mother's warm embrace, frolicking with the warmth of the mother.

Maybe this feeling is really good, maybe this kind of thing is really not really experienced for a long time, it turns out that my mother should really love herself.

Because my mother should be real, and I will never let myself have too much sadness in the process, it turns out that my mother must be loving herself, and I should be happy, right?

Finally he seemed to get out of that layer of fog, and suddenly his eyes appeared a very beautiful prairie, there were flowers and grass and those flowers and plants and flying insects and butterflies were flying, but I felt that there was a colorful sky hanging in the sky, and there was a lot of wonderful, a kind of blue cloud, everything was so beautiful, listening to the ding-dong, the sound of a small stream, some white cranes, and some little rabbits were jumping fast, all this was really so beautiful, It's really an idyllic life in my dreams.

Standing not far away, he finally saw his mother, who was standing under a plum tree, and beckoned to him, and looked at himself with a very smiling eye, that smile, with a very kind eye, a kind of love for his own mother, yes, this is the mother's dear self.

Everything is so real, the right mother has never forsaken herself, and her mother must love her very much. He forgave himself, forgave himself, and didn't suddenly rush out that day to protect his mother.

My mother took care of herself with a spirit of great love, and I really missed my mother.

There was not a single killing, nor any new blood, all without some hatred, but there was no grudge, no complaint, no more reluctance, no more rest, no endless crying.

There are only flowers and mountains flowing rain, only spring flowers, and mother's smile, these mother's smiles are so beautiful, really mother is so beautiful, her smile is so gentle and beautiful and kind.

This is the mother I miss the most.

"Mother!"

When Feng Zili suddenly opened his eyes at this time, when he saw the sky, the sky had already lit up, and my heart was a little sullen, and he looked down and saw that someone seemed to be sticking to himself with this octopus.

And what exactly is going on at this time?

Did you have that dream yesterday? Why did I dream so much yesterday, but I didn't have a nightmare, and where am I now?

It turned out that he was in a black cave, there was nothing here, except for himself and Yan Cangmos, there was a pile of burning goods, and there was nothing else.

It turned out that he really had a dream last night, but he had a sweet dream, and last night he was really standing here with Yan Cangmos, but what happened yesterday was so real......

It was as if everything was written so vividly, and seeing this woman sleeping at this time, she was deep in her heart. A faint feeling of well-being.

And there is a very gentle softness, the corners of the mouth involuntarily bent, a very beautiful arc, in the future, ah, no longer alone, in the future, it turns out that you can also have a home.

A complete home!

I feel that it is so good, when I suddenly wake up, I can see the woman standing up beside me, what a feeling of happiness is a kind of satisfaction, so that I really have an indescribable feeling of happiness in this feeling.

Yan Cangtao woke up at this time because of Feng Zili's action, and opened some eyes in a daze, because of the problem of Feng Zili's life last night, Yan Cangtao didn't sleep all night.

Even if he can sleep a little now, he is still in a state of light sleep, so he is extremely tired at this time.

She just opened her eyes and said in a lazy voice.

"Oh my God, because I'm always awake, I'm so tired, I really want to sleep a little longer, can you let me sleep again......"

Yan Cangmoss said these words in a daze, he really wanted to sleep, he was also a sleeping bug, thinking about taking care of Feng Zili all night, of course he was extremely tired.

Although he was too tired at this time, he still stretched out his hand and gently put it on Feng Zili's forehead, and put one hand on his forehead, he had to test this body temperature.

So I've done this action dozens of times yesterday, and I've been doing it repeatedly, so it's so natural to do it now.

"Great, your body temperature has really gone down for the most part, your high fever yesterday was really scary, do you feel better?!"

Yan Cangmoss was still in a daze, as if he was completely in a semi-conscious state at this time, as if he didn't realize it at all, this action was very embarrassing.

Normally, although their relationship has taken a step forward, it is still a little awkward after all.

Therefore, he was not awake at all at this time, and this action was a natural intimacy.

At this time, Yan Cangmos was suddenly stunned for a moment, and he suddenly realized that he was really super embarrassed to do that action just now, so he couldn't help but open his eyes.

I saw clearly that Feng Zili, who was already looking at him with wide eyes, and waited for himself to get used to the light.

OMG.

looked at this affectionate vein in his eyes, and at this time he couldn't help but be completely embarrassed.

"Brother, you don't seem to be looking at me like this, it's okay, yesterday ......"

Feng Zili followed Yan Cangmoss in a daze, there was really such a kind of tenderness in his heart, and this woman's face was really bad, and the dark circles under her eyes were so heavy, it should be imaginable.

This woman must have been taking care of herself day and night.