Chapter 142: Not a Secret

After speaking, she was afraid that Mu Wanyu would continue to ask, so she simply looked down at the rows of well-made and expensive men's clothes, and finally her eyes fixed on the long windbreaker worn by the model at the door.

In my impression, the male protagonists in Korean dramas are very handsome in trench coats, and Feng Yingjie's appearance is many times better than those male protagonists, and he must be better and better looking when he wears them.

Shen Dan thought about it carefully, Feng Yingjie's height should be 186, but he has been really thin recently, and he should take 185 clothes.

"Hello, this model is wearing a trench coat, help me get a 185." Shen Dan turned his head and said to the shopping guide with a smile.

"Okay, please wait."

The speed of the shopping guide was very fast, and after a while, he took out a newly opened windbreaker from it and handed it to Shen Dan.

Shen Dan lifted the windbreaker, squinted his eyes and imagined what Feng Yingjie would look like on his body, and hooked his lips with satisfaction. She carefully checked the various processes of the trench coat and made sure that there was no problem before she took out her card and handed it over, "Please help me wrap it." ”

This time, Bei Ran was no longer in a hurry to help her pay, and took in Shen Dan's words and deeds, a smile and a smile, and the corners of his mouth were almost imperceptibly hooked.

On the other side, when Feng Xifan and his son arrived at Anyang Hospital, Dr. Han was already waiting in the office. Seeing them coming in, he hurriedly got up and greeted each other with a smile, "Mr. Mu, Mr. Mu, you are here, please take a seat." ”

"Dr. Han doesn't have to be polite." Feng Xifan said softly, "I came here this time, mainly to ask you to show Yingjie." ”

Hearing this, Doctor Han looked at Feng Yingjie in surprise, this smile on his eyebrows didn't look like he was sick, except for the thin cheeks, of course, "Mu Shao has been under a lot of pressure lately?" It doesn't seem to be in a good mental state. ”

"Actually, it's fine."

"It's better to do this, Mu Shao will tell me what is wrong with him these days, and it's up to me to decide whether it's good or not."

"Everything else is fine, but there are two things that bother me more, first, the quality of sleep is very poor, even if I feel very tired, I can't sleep peacefully. Second, no matter how delicious the food is, it doesn't arouse my interest, and even if I barely eat it, I will vomit it all. Dr. Han, when I went to a private hospital for a check-up, the doctor said that I might have anorexia nervosa, but I thought it was unlikely. ”

Saying that, Feng Yingjie still felt incredible, and involuntarily stretched out his spiritual tongue to moisten his chapped lips, "I think about it, I think it's impossible, what reason do I have to get anorexia?" ”

Naturally, Dr. Han also noticed his excessively thin cheeks, "What is the cause of the anorexia outbreak, do you know?" ”

"Of course I know, that's why I think it's impossible."

Compared with Feng Yingjie's relaxation, Dr. Han's expression was not so optimistic, and even a little dignified, "Mu Shao, I think I need to give you a more in-depth examination in order to give the most correct judgment." ”

"How do I inspect it in depth?" Feng Yingjie frowned deeply, and resisted for no reason.

"Hypnosis."

"I don't want it." This time, Feng Yingjie made no secret of his dislike, "I'm not sick, I don't need hypnosis." "What if he is hypnotized and he forgets things he shouldn't forget?

"This ......," Dr. Han looked at Feng Xifan in embarrassment.

Feng Xifan also frowned, "Do you have to do this?" ”

"Yes." Dr. Han nodded and replied in the affirmative.

Hearing this, Feng Xifan didn't say anything more, his broad palm fell on Feng Yingjie's shoulder, and his gentle voice had a magic power, "Yingjie, hypnosis is nothing to be afraid of, you should just go inside and sleep, huh?" ”

Feng Yingjie narrowed his eyes, and his voice was very low, "Dad, I don't want to go." ”

"Why?" Feng Xifan was not angry, and bent down slightly to look at him, "Why don't you want to?" Can you tell me about it? ”

Doctor Han coughed lowly, got up and stood up, "Mr. Mu, you two talk first, and I'll be back later." ”

Knowing that Dr. Han was deliberately giving up the space, Feng Xifan glanced at him gratefully and said thank you silently.

After Dr. Han left, Feng Xifan pointed to the mahogany bench at the other end of the office, "Go and sit over there, I want to hear your reasons." ”

Feng Yingjie was silent for a long time, and suddenly spoke, "I remembered the accident when I was 10 years old. ”

Feng Xifan's pupils constricted, and his breathing involuntarily suffocated, "When did you remember?" ”

"A few months ago. Someone anonymously sent me a tape and I remembered everything after watching it. Shiyu's injury to me, my madness after the accident, and the collapse of you and my mother, I all think of it. ”

"It's been so long." Feng Xifan was slightly distracted. That kidnapping accident could be a devastating blow to Feng Yingjie at that time, since he remembered it, why didn't he react at all? Or is it all pretended that he is calm and calm?

"yes, it's been so long. When I saw it at the time, I was really miserable, but I also hated myself, why did I forget such an important thing? I forgot all about the accident, but I made you and my mom suffer all the pain! I hate myself for being so unfilial! ”

mentioned back then, Feng Xifan was also a little sad, "That's not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself, it was me and your mother who were unwilling to let you suffer, so Dr. Han hypnotized you and erased that part of your memory." ”

"I understand your and my mother's hard work. However, I don't want to go through anything like this again. Feng Yingjie lowered his eyes, with tears faintly in his eyes, "The first time I had no choice, the second time I hope you can respect me." I don't want hypnosis or being forced to forget something I shouldn't forget! ”

"I won't push you anymore, if you don't want to forget, you won't forget. I guarantee that Dr. Han will only give you a simple hypnosis and will definitely not erase any of your memories again, you can rest assured. ”

Feng Yingjie was silent, obviously resisting.

"If you don't think about me and your mother, you should always think about Shen Dan, she has always been worried about you." Feng Xifan sighed heavily, "Why do you think I suddenly knew that something was wrong with you, it was all Shen Dan told me." If she wasn't really worried about you, do you think she'd come to me? ”

Feng Yingjie's pupils constricted, and he looked at Feng Xifan with trembling lips, "When did Shen Dan find you?" ”

"Yesterday at noon, she was the one who told me you were hiding in the stairwell, and it was she who told me that you might have anorexia."

Feng Yingjie remembered the WeChat she sent at noon yesterday, and then remembered the content of her reply, her face turned pale.

So, she knew at the time that he was lying, but she couldn't bear to debunk him, and she went straight to his dad for him, right?

She didn't blame him, but he would rather she blame him!

"Maybe your original intention is to think about others, but have you ever thought that this may not be what the other party needs, and your blind concealment may make the other party feel untrusted and unwanted."

Feng Yingjie chuckled in his heart, and suddenly remembered that Shen Dan had asked him a few times how he was adapting to the company, and in order not to worry her, he didn't tell the truth every day.

In retrospect, it seems that the expression on her face after every time he finished speaking was not very good. Especially yesterday, she chose to be silent after listening to his answer.

Did she know he was lying? Isn't her heart hurting?

"It is not advisable to avoid medical treatment, you are just resisting food and insomnia, and if you don't find out the cause, you may have other symptoms later. What are you going to do then? What do you want Shen Dan to do? And those of us who love you, what do you let us do? ”

Feng Yingjie hung his head guiltily, covered his head with both hands, and was speechless for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, Dr. Han came in from outside, Feng Yingjie suddenly raised his head with a firm expression, "I accept hypnosis." ”

Although Feng Xifan didn't say anything, the joy on his face had fully expressed the joy in his heart.

Dr. Han was also very happy, and pointed to the cubicle in the office, "Mu Shao, please come in with me." ”

"Okay."

The two of them entered the inner compartment, which was softly lit and very simplely furnished.

Dr. Han motioned for Feng Yingjie to lie down on the treatment bed, and turned on the music, which was a very soft and gentle piano piece.

Feng Yingjie lay down as he said and slowly closed his eyes.

"Now start relaxing your forehead, then relax your cheeks, then relax your shoulders, your left arm, your right arm, then your left hand, your right hand, take a deep breath and you'll feel comfortable all over your body, your chest will be relaxed, and then there's a warm feeling in your abdomen, and you're breathing calmly. Now, relax your left thigh, right thigh, both calves, and your feet, and you can feel the warmth of your feet, and this warm current will keep flowing upwards through your feet to your abdomen, chest, and head, and you will feel comfortable. Now, you just have to listen to me, and the voices outside don't have to care......"

Dr. Han's voice was very gentle, the speed was not hurried, and Feng Yingjie completely entered a hypnotic state under his guidance.

"Okay, now let's talk about any of your troubles lately......

The hypnosis lasted for 45 minutes before it ended, and because of Dr. Han's hint instructions, Feng Yingjie woke up relaxed and in a better mood than before.

"Dr. Han, how's the result? I don't have anorexia, do I? ”

"Mu Shao, let's go out first, and we'll talk to you in detail later."

Feng Xifan looked at him with a solemn look and shrugged his shoulders in confusion, could he really have anorexia?

A few minutes later, when Dr. Han revealed that Feng Yingjie was suffering from depression, Feng Yingjie's father and son couldn't believe it.

"I have depression? Dr. Han, are you sure you're not mistaken? ”

"Yes, I'm sure I'm not mistaken, it's called sunshine depression to be exact."

Feng Xifan frowned, "Sunny-type depression? Dr. Han, please elaborate. ”

"Sunshine depression is when the patient hides negative emotions such as depression, grievance, and anger, and gives people a very happy and passionate feeling on the surface. But when they were alone, they had a suddenly retracted smile and a momentary pain in their hearts. Negative emotions cannot be vented, and depression is formed in the long run. ”

Dr. Han took out a book from the bookshelf behind him, turned to one of the pages and handed it to Feng Yingjie, "Mu Shao, this is the basic symptoms of patients with sunshine depression, you account for 7 out of 10 symptoms, you can compare it yourself." ”

Feng Yingjie took the book, and the more he looked at it, the tighter his brows wrinkled. Although he didn't want to admit it, the fact was that as Dr. Han said, his state was consistent with seven of them.

However, Rao still couldn't accept that he would suffer from depression. Could it be that his psychological receptivity is so fragile?

"Many people think that depression is a heart disease, caused by factors such as weak personality and weak will, but in fact, it is not. Depression is a disorder of the brain that is caused by structural and biochemical dysfunction of the brain. ”

Dr. Han babbled a lot, but Feng Yingjie didn't listen to a word. He wondered what would happen if Shen Dan knew that he was suffering from depression? Few people can accept someone with mental illness, will she leave him because of this?

"Mu Shao, you don't have a psychological burden, although depression is harmful, but it is not untreatable, more than 80% of patients with depression can be restored to health through treatment, provided that you must actively cooperate."