Chapter 1: Sealing Memory
The real college entrance examination seems to be no different from what is depicted in all youth pain literature, it passes quietly in the accumulation of test papers, not as exciting as a roller coaster, but crueler than a boiled frog in warm water.
Jian Han nervously skipped the nervousness and fear of the college entrance examination, and waited until he finished the last multiple-choice question on the English answer sheet and looked up at the wall clock, only to suddenly realize that there were five minutes left, and his high school years were coming to an end......
Suddenly, the heart was like being covered with a strange black bell, and it fluttered and hit the invisible walls around it, and it was more powerful than the next, and the ears were numb.
It turns out that reluctance will dominate the mind before liberation.
This three-year youth was washed away by the blandness and the heavy color, and finally mixed into a beautiful indigo.
That's the color of mint, and it's our color, fresh but spicy.
The next exam bell rang on time, shattering the silence of the last moment in the examination room, and the candidates stood up and left the venue under the command of the broadcast.
Outside the examination room, the sky was extremely clear, and the surrounding trees were full of water droplets, occasionally catching the passing students off guard, and the air was filled with a faint fragrance of grass and trees.
Jian Han was pushed out by the crowd, her face was as expressionless as ever, like a clockwork puppet, and she couldn't judge any emotion from her face at all. When she was about to walk to the school gate, the two rows of long eyelashes like feather fans trembled slightly, and she suddenly turned around and ran desperately towards the teaching building, the orange sunset suspended overhead and refused to set, stubbornly imprisoning a certain atmosphere that was intensifying.
When she finally climbed the handrail of the stairs and climbed to the sixth floor in one breath, she stopped at the end of the corridor and couldn't move her legs. The scorching air grazed the skin and the ends of the hair and drilled into the mouth, choking people who wanted to cry.
The young man standing in the middle of the corridor was tall and straight, hiding a bookish air, his facial features were clear and tough, his jeans and white sneakers looked neat, he carried a black schoolbag on his right shoulder, and his pure white T-shirt was dyed with a little orange gold by the sunset.
Jian Han looked at him in a daze, and those memories that had been deliberately buried for a whole year suddenly poured out like a flood. She is like a mouse meeting a cat, or a fireworks meeting a fuse, rushing out of layers of palpitations, and subconsciously wanting to escape.
"Don't hide from me, Jian Han." The young man was the first to speak, his tone slightly helpless.
Jian Han stood stiffly in place, her head bowed and she didn't make a sound, all her nerves were tense, and her blood seemed to be flowing backwards.
Chi Guiyan, I'm actually not that brave, and I'm even much more cowardly than all of you think......
It's not that I want to avoid you all the time, but after more times, I can't stand in front of you indifferently anymore.
"The laces are scattered, be careful of falling." Chi Guiyan lowered his eyes and raised the corners of his lips in her reddish ears, squatted down, and his slender and powerful fingers hooked the white laces spread out on her feet, and tied a bow in twos and threes.
Obviously, he made such a strong movement, but the hair on the top of his head was still well-behaved like a small chestnut, and the left side of his face was even flushed with a shallow abnormal flush.
Jian Han's breath stagnated, his thoughts were shattered, and his heart hurt so much that he forgot to retreat.
If it wasn't for a chance encounter, then he should have been waiting here for a long time......
Chi Guiyan stood up, his eyes fell into her watery eyes, the smile on his lips gradually faded, with an imperceptible bitterness, and the confession on his lips became, "Jian Han, happy graduation." ”
Jian Han looked at him silently, moved his lips for a long time, and asked, "What if I don't show up, do you want to continue waiting?" ”
"Wait."
"When?"
Chi Guiyan was silent for two seconds, bowed his head slightly, and his short thin hair covered his good-looking eyebrows, "...... I do not know. ”
As if she had guessed his answer, she blinked her dry eyes, her voice was a little hoarse, and she said frankly: "Chi Guiyan, I cried for you." ”
On many rainy nights, just thinking of you makes me feel so sad that I want to cry.
For all my girlish feelings, and for the young man in white who once made my heart move.
But you're not worth it.
Hearing this, the young man's back trembled fiercely, as if he had been greatly touched. The girl in front of you seems to be so indifferent forever, no matter how you attack, she is indifferent, let alone weak.
But now that she bowed her head, he was in heart-rending pain.
"We are the same kind of people, and we are easy to get hurt if we get too close, so let's protect our pride." Jian Han smiled with relief, her long hair rose in the evening breeze, and two shallow small pear vortices sank down her lips.
She rubbed his shoulders and walked over and whispered, "Happy graduation." ”
Then, I really couldn't tell whether she hid in the classroom first crying, or whether he fled first. The world seemed to fall silent for a moment, like an old movie tape suddenly snapped, and then returned to normal operation in a burst of "sizzle" noise.
When we are seventeen or eighteen years old, we will be brave because we like it, and we will walk on thin ice because we like it, and in the end, even if we miss it, we will no longer regret it.
Jian Han sat on the seat and patted his face, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and took out a water-blue hard-shell diary from the drawer.
It contained all the grandeur of her high school days.