174 Her liking has gone sour

Bai Yiyang got up and sat down in a position on her side, so that he could get closer to her.

He stared at her with a very serious expression: "You can't be blamed for this, besides, you and him...... When you're together, don't you really want to be with him? ”

Wiping the tears on his face, Lin Yu shook his head, and his soft voice was a little more hoarse.

"If I say it and don't do it, then I have failed him. Although he didn't blame me, he even put the problem down to his own lack of goodness. But I know he just doesn't want me guilty. He's actually very smart and good at studying. ”

Bai Yiyang's eyes were a little dim, he pursed his lips, as if he had made some decision, and looked at her again.

"Since you feel guilty, let's go to him again. Now that you're done, your father can't use that reason to separate you, can he? ”

Lin Yu was slightly stunned, he didn't expect him to encourage himself to find that person again.

It's just that......

"I'm not going to go to him again. Even if I meet him again, I won't have any thoughts about getting back together with him. ”

This answer was unexpected by Bai Yiyang, and he looked at her in surprise: "Why?" ”

Don't you like it a lot?

Lin Yu faced him faintly, looked at his suspicious eyes, and answered seriously.

"Because, I'm not going to go back and get back together. Long after that, I understood. I don't love him as much as he loves me. Otherwise, I shouldn't have compromised in just three days. I didn't love him that much, and this is what makes me feel the most ashamed of him. He's so nice to me......"

As she spoke, her expression darkened a little, and a tear quietly slipped from the corner of her eye.

It's not that she doesn't love, it's that she doesn't love enough.

At the beginning, she could not insist because of her father's obstruction, so she let go easily.

Then in the future, when he encounters other ups and downs, he may ......

She couldn't do it either.

So she was very guilty, and as time went by, her love for him had long since been extinguished in guilt.

Later, this guilt was slowly buried in her heart, making her so heartless to live.

When she arrived at the university, Lin Yu met Xue Shi'an again, and at that time she was just throbbing that he had saved herself, so she thought it was love.

It wasn't until later that he recognized Xue Shi'an, but he recognized himself even more.

Could it be that when she met Xue Shi'an later, it was God's punishment for her?

punish her for not insisting that year......

She couldn't help thinking about this possibility, closed her eyes, tears kept sliding down her face, and her heart was depressed as if she had fallen into a trough.

She is a bad woman, and even the goddess who is very good to her has some thoughts that she should not have.

Those thoughts were like seeds of sin, which took root in her heart, and could not be pulled out, and continued to sprout and grow.

But this is destined to be an impossible love ......

A warm palm brushed her face, carefully helping her wipe away the tears on her face, and a soft sigh sounded in her ears.

She opened her hazy teary eyes, and his beautiful face gradually became clear in her eyes.

"Goddess ......"

"Hey, I'm here." He rubbed the tears from the corners of her eyes in distress.

Lin Yu sniffed: "Why are you so good to me?" I don't deserve ......"

"What a fool, because I like you, like ...... You like me the same. ”

He curled his lips and smiled softly, inexplicably using this word to speak, saying what he really thought in his heart, but he was still worried about scaring her, and added a universal reason.

But he didn't want to the next second, but Lin Yu threw himself into his arms, whimpering and crying, like a wronged little beast.

It's not the same, it's not the same!

Her liking has inexplicably deteriorated, and she no longer simply likes friends for the goddess.

The guilt of saying it to that boy but not being able to do it, now, is she going to do this to the goddess again??

She can't......