Chapter 109: Embarrassing and sad memories
"Liruo, your body has only improved a little, why did you come out?" When Li Moxiao heard this, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, stepped forward quickly, stretched out his hand to support her, but paused the moment he stepped into the threshold. It was only because Su Liruo's slightly retreating body made him stunned for a moment, and he smiled helplessly.
Su Liruo's eyes glanced at Li Moxiao indifferently, and said softly: "Thank you, Your Highness, for bothering Liruo, Imperial Doctor Du is loyal and conscientious, and Liruo is grateful!" Now that there is no major problem, Your Highness does not need to worry. ”
"Imperial Physician Du is the personal imperial physician of his father, and his medical attainments are profound, which is indeed rare!" Li Moxiao's disappointed face softened slightly, and he said happily: "Since Imperial Doctor Du has made such a great contribution, he will definitely be rewarded well!"
"Your Highness is busy with affairs, but it is really a sin to be distracted by Liruo's illness!" Su Liruo's eyes were indifferent and calm, and her pale face was almost indifferent, "When your body is fully recovered, you can choose another place to live, and it is inconvenient to disturb Your Highness." ”
"What? Are you playing away? Li Moxiao didn't care about the politeness, stepped into the door, and approached Su Liruo. Where are you going? ”
"The world is so big, there is always a place to stay." Su Liruo moved her steps back quietly, her voice was soft, but her tone was resolute. "Your Highness these days, thank you here!"
Li Moxiao looked at her in a daze, the indescribable loss, and the sad emotions all rushed to her heart, from beginning to end, no matter how hard he worked, he still couldn't have a place in her heart! "I worked so hard to bring you back, how could I let you leave so easily?" His handsome face flashed with faint anger angrily, and his tone became heavier: "Liruo, don't I have any merit for you?"
"Your Highness, why is this so painful?" Su Liruo's cold tone was unprovoked and frightening, as if the cold air emanating from the ice kiln. "Your Highness's ambition should be mindful of the world and ambitious, how can you delay your career because of a small loss."
"Li Ruo knows that my heart is resolute and will never waver, but why do I continue to be obsessed and would rather fall into the abyss swamp than look down at the eyes?" Li Moxiao's heart tingled, and she was still entangled in her alienation and coldness, so she smiled bitterly and said: "The world is prosperous, if there is no you, but it is ethereal, how can you be happy?"
"Your Highness's words are wrong!" Su Liruo raised his head and stared at him, "Worrying about the worries of the world and taking the responsibility of the world is really the way of a gentleman, how can you mistake your ambition because of a momentary illusion, if he regrets it in the future, it is better to stop in time and wake up!" ”
Li Moxiao's heart trembled, and he couldn't help but be stunned, Su Liruo in front of him was no longer as delicate and weak as before, and suddenly, he showed another indifferent and cold appearance.
Li Moxiao lost her mind for a moment, and only then did she realize something: it turned out that this was the life she longed for! Then he said loudly: "If you like heroes and pride, and you are the ruler of the world, I will be as you wish, work hard and inspirationally, achieve fame, and allow you to be a song and a horse, and have no worries in your life." As he spoke, he smiled at her and said, "Okay! You wait! I will live up to your wishes. He stared at her deeply for a moment, then turned and stepped out of the threshold, his steps resolute, his eyes blazing, and his unhesitating gaze, as if full of hope.
Li Moxiao passed by Su Xiru's side, glanced at it, walked slowly, and said in a low voice: "Be merciful, don't be embarrassed for her!" As he spoke, he swept past.
Su Xiru was slightly stunned, his eyes were stagnant, and he was a little dazed.
Su Liruo smiled bitterly at his back, when he sang and rode the horse, he had no worries in his life? It's a pity that her mood has died, she is no longer the carefree woman full of longing, the vows of the past are vivid, lingering in her ears, but... If the love is deep, no matter how many promises are made, they will eventually come to naught. She shook her head helplessly, it wasn't that she was heroic, she was the ruler of the world, and such a wish was just someone else. Su Liruo's playful face appeared in front of Zhao Zijin's eyes, sighed deeply, and thought: Li Moxiao, you would rather waste time and be full of scenery, but you forgot that she had promised a woman in her cardamom years, she was still waiting for you to give her a wedding dress and red makeup, and her children would grow in love and bring the country together. Thinking about it, he glanced at Su Xiru, who was speechless outside the door, and his eyes were facing each other, which was meaningful.
The corners of Su Xiru's mouth rose, a hint of an unpredictable smile flashed, and he moved his steps lightly and stepped forward.
Su Liruo's eyes were low, and she said lightly: "I'm tired!" After that, he held the door and wanted to close it.
"Wait!" Su Xiru raised her eyebrows and looked at her with a smile: "What?" Now Ruo'er hates me like this? ”
"Sister has something to say... Go ahead! Su Liruo sighed lightly, staggering his hand that slowly wanted to close the door.
"Ruo'er can speak generously to His Royal Highness the Prince, which means that Ruo'er finally knows how to let go, not to go through the past, not to investigate right and wrong, so very good!" Su Xiru came to the door, but stopped, his eyes flashing with an unfathomable light. "It's just that, after all, we are strangers in a foreign land, so we always have a plan."
"Isn't my sister strategic? Where do you have to worry about that? Su Liruo's indifferent tone made it difficult to guess the emotions at this time.
Su Xiru was stunned, then smiled, and said: "If you have read the history books and scriptures of the world since you were a child, you must have the ambition of great talent and strategy in your heart, no wonder Fang Cai's remarks made Li Moxiao sincerely convinced." As she spoke, she hid her smile, her eyes were deep, and she said: "What Ruo'er said is that I have indeed planned well, but in order to be perfect, I still need Ruo'er's full help, after all, in the country of day, only Ruo'er can make Li Moxiao!"
Su Liruo lowered her eyes, pondered for a moment, raised her eyes to look at her, and said slowly: "If my sister wants to restore the country and win over the forces, if you do your best, if not, I can't follow your wishes."
"The country of Yuguo is the result of the painstaking efforts of the ancestors of the past generations, how can it fall into the hands of the thieves with the ambition of the wolf? Let him sit on the throne? Su Xiru's eyes were like torches in an instant, and his charming face showed a heroic momentum: "What if the country is not returned?" How can you have peace of mind? ”
When Su Liruo heard this, she secretly thought: No wonder her father decided to send her sister to Guangling Temple to learn art, she was really born with a kingly demeanor, not inferior to a man. It's just that... Her methods are too insidious, good at perceiving people's hearts, and always ready to take advantage of them, so it is a pity that she has a good skin. Maybe... Those who achieve great things are destined to live like this, with inconsistencies and tricks, and their hearts are as ruthless as iron and stone in order to survive.
After thinking about it, Su Liruo softened her face and bowed slightly: "If my sister's mind is only to restore the country, Ruo'er will definitely not refuse, but there is something that must be said." The plan for the restoration of the country can be frankly told to His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, and the means must not be used, if he wants to, he can not force it. In short, the people around me, my sister can't be moved to make a wrong mind, can my sister do this? ”
"Good! I promise Ruo'er! Su Xiru was stunned, but she was not embarrassed to be exposed, so she nodded boldly and said: "If you can work with me to regain the power of the country, in order to comfort the soul of my father in the sky, I will never touch the people around you."
"I hope my sister will abide by today's words, always remember, and don't go back on her word, otherwise, it will be difficult for me to obey my fate at that time!" Su Liruo's eyes finally regained some of their brilliance, reflecting her haggard face, which was pitiful.
"As long as you don't go your own way, I will abide by it." Su Xiru paused and said, "You recuperate first, and then we will discuss the plan in a few days!" By the way, if you live alone in this large garden, you will inevitably be lonely, so be it! My wife and I moved in with you, so I can take care of you. ”
Su Liruo raised his eyes and looked around the garden, wanting to say something, but he wanted to say nothing, and only nodded lightly: "Hmm!"
"Zhao Zijin's girl is very interesting, why don't you invite Ruo'er to be a companion?" Su Xiru stared at her, as if she understood something, "Moreover, she also has a master, obsessed with music, using the flute as a weapon, comparable to a sharp blade, and the tricks change endlessly with the rhythm." Ruo'er is good at music scores, and there must be something in agreement with him, so Ruo'er will not be lonely in the future. ”
It's rare that she has the heart to think about her, and for the first time, she is so harmonious with her, without the use of the honey belly sword before, and there is no longer a-for-tat indifference.
Su Liruo smiled knowingly, and her pale face was warm.
"You're tired too, rest! I'll come back to see you in a few days. Su Xiru never stepped into the threshold, and looked at her indifferent and gentle smile, and couldn't help but be in a trance: If you can, I also wish you a worry-free life and smile freely, but it's a pity... No! Just because I have a heavy responsibility, you must share it with me! This is the fate of you and me, there is no escape, we can only let go of the love of our children...
Thinking about it, her mind surged with the light and breezy face, but the cold and elegant figure appeared in front of her, and she flashed a helpless smile blankly: she was deeply confused by the pursuit of the cold and elegant figure, but she didn't know when she fell into the light and breezy face and was reluctant. Thinking about it, her heart crossed the pain: whether it was him or him? There is always no shortage of beautiful women around them! So... Ruo'er, don't blame me for being cruel to you, don't hate me for playing tricks on you, they have their responsibilities, and we have our mission. If you can't get to know each other, why not cut through the mess quickly, so as not to hurt others and yourself.
Su Liruo slowly closed the door tiredly, isolating Su Xiru's immersed thoughts, and when she came back to her senses, she couldn't help but sigh and smile bitterly, turned around and walked away.
In the room, Su Liruo leaned against the back of the door, looking around the room, for a long time, there was a trace of mist, lingering in the eyes. Suddenly, the heart tide rolled like a torrent of ocean waves, surging and hitting. A sigh stinged her intestines, a wave of dizziness, she bit her lip, pressed against the back of the door, and covered the pain in her chest. Finally, tears flowed down her cheeks, silently, and cold tears crossed her delicate face, so bitter and so helpless.
Her eyes were full of melancholy, and the lingering sound and smile emerged from the bottom of her eyes, and with tears, they dripped unscrupulously, washing away her dreams of his former soul, full of tenderness, and vows.
Unable to suppress her tears for a long time, Su Liruo raised her head, slowly closed her eyes, gasped for the dull and sad emotions in her heart, exhaled, and muttered to herself over and over again: Su Liruo, it's not that you don't love anymore, you're just tired, it's not that you can't let go, it's just that everything in the past is too unforgettable... When that day comes, he will hold her white head, and you will forget the past. So, now... At this moment, she indulged once, and finally indulged herself again, and cried completely. Today has passed, and no matter what happens in the future, she will put away her tears and stop crying.
A few days later, Su Liruo leaned against the window, and the winter of the day country was like a rich country, with a cold wind and shivering. Although she stayed in the house, the open window allowed the cold wind to rush in, and the cold was bitter cold on her face.
She thought of the Moon Country in the south, although it was cold, it was not as cold as the north, at least it would not snow heavily, and for her cold-sensitive physique, the winter of the Moon Country was exceptionally warm.
Maybe it's because of the people and things there, which are particularly warm, the majestic and kind Emperor Entropy, the elegant and graceful Concubine Ling, alas! She has said goodbye, she should be buried in the funeral! She was once pampered by her like a mother, but she couldn't send her on the last journey to fulfill her filial piety, she was really ashamed!
There is also the graceful and gentle eldest sister Dechun, the innocent Jiahui, and the extraordinary Chen Wang Feng Xuansheng, no, now it should be called His Royal Highness the Prince.
Ling Wang Feng Xuanjing seems to be leisurely and complacent, an idler, but his heart is burdened with heavy love and hatred, and he has lived up to the affection of the crown princess Xi Yao. never thought that many years later, he was betrayed by his rare and confidante. If my sister doesn't have to take on the task of recovering the country, then... Perhaps, they are an enviable fairy couple! Blowing the strings, playing the piano and singing, dancing with butterflies and swords, flying lightly...
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but smile, showing the flowing moon-white robe in front of her, her handsome face pretended to be angry, but her eyes were full of doting: "What is Ruo'er thinking about again?" Come! Come here! He spread his palms and gazed at her tenderly.
Su Li smiled, wanted to move forward, and stretched out her slender hand to put it into his palm...
Suddenly, the scene in front of her disappeared like a phantom, and her heart trembled: Didn't she say that she would forget each other and owe each other from now on, why did she actually lose her words to herself in just a few days?
Su Liruo staggered back, and the scene in front of her appeared, disappearing in an instant, and the boundless emptiness enveloped her in an instant, almost knocking her down. Tears were surging, she bit her lip and trembled, but she was powerless to stop the tears. She slowly crouched down and knelt on the ground, letting the cold air invade her knees and numb her whole body from the cold ground, and she kept muttering in a low voice: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It won't be anymore, it won't, it's the last time, really, the last time, the last time... I won't think of him again, I won't cry for him anymore... No more heartache ... No more tears..."
For a long time, she trembled and got up several times, but fell several times, she stubbornly got up from the ground again and again and fell down, until her palms were scratched and her sleeves were torn, she climbed to the window and slowly stood up straight, as if she had exhausted all her strength, her pale face was desolate and bitter smile, if she didn't force herself so ruthlessly, how could she be strong? How could she forget his voice and smile? Because she knew very well that even this embarrassment was less than one-ten-thousandth of the desperate scar in her heart.
There was a knock outside the door, Su Liruo was stunned, wiped the speckled tears, tidied up her clothes, exhaled softly, hid her sad emotions, and slowly walked through and opened the door.
"Sister Ruo!" With a crisp cry of surprise, a light figure threw herself into her arms.
Su Liruo was caught off guard, how could his weak body withstand such an impact, he took a few steps back, and fell to the ground when he saw it! A force swept across like a tornado, close to Su Liruo's back, like a wall stabilizing the bodies of the two, Su Liruo was shocked, gasping and looking at the person in his arms: "Zijin!"
"Ruo'er! You okay! Su Xiru hurriedly stepped forward to support her and asked anxiously.
Su Liruo shook her head lightly, and was about to speak, Zhao Zijin in her arms raised her head and said with guilt on her face: "Sister Ruo, I'm sorry!" I was so excited for a while, my sister was unconscious all the way after hemoptysis, but I was scared to death! ”
"It's all right!" Su Liruo smiled slightly, stroked her long black hair with pity, and said softly: "Let Zijin worry, I'm sorry, you see!" My sister is fully recovered. ”
"Really?" Zhao Zijin happily buried his head in her arms, like a child who had not seen his relatives for a long time, and was excited to be coquettish.
"Really." Su Liruo smiled and said, "How could I have deceived Zijin?"
Su Xiru snorted coldly, glared angrily and turned his face away.
Just as Su Liruo and Zhao Zijin were hugging each other and talking, a voice came from beside him: "Little girl, I haven't bothered you for a long time, old man, since you are in good health, today, you have to compose a song for me to relieve my boredom..."