Chapter 36 : Love and Lovelessness

Yu Zhiyu drank the strawberry juice in his hand, which was not very tasty. A mouthful full of mixed juice and sugar flavors.

"Achu ......"

"What's wrong?" Lin Chu looked at Yu Zhiyu,

"I want to drink Coke."

Yu Zhiyu lowered her head, she was a little embarrassed to look at Lin Chu, she really didn't want to drink the juice that Lin Chu kindly gave her.

Lin Chu was stunned for a moment, then laughed,

"Silly girl, I don't want to drink and talk about it early."

Looking at this girl who was a little cute with her head down, Lin Chu suddenly had an illusion.

Yu Zhiyu and Yu Zhiqiu are not the same at all.

He called the waiter and ordered a bottle of Coke. Yu Zhiyu raised his head and laughed.

"I didn't expect you to like to drink Coke, I saw you bought a lot of strawberry lollipops, I thought you would like strawberry-flavored things."

"Stupid ......"

Yu Zhiyu smiled very well, which was completely different from Yu Zhiqiu's feelings. Yu Zhiqiu's smile is more gentle and intellectual, while Yu Zhiyu's smile is very lively and has a somewhat playful feeling.

"I said, today is Zhiyu."

Lin Chu scratched his head, Yu Zhiyu's performance today surprised him, he was like he had just met Yu Zhiyu in front of him, and he didn't know anything about her.

"Know...... Knowing the fish? ”

"What's wrong?"

Yu Zhiyu drank very happily with Coke.

"You...... Why do you want to play Zhiqiu? ”

Lin Chu regretted it when he said this, he shouldn't have touched this line. When Yu Zhiqiu and Lin Chu met for the last time, Yu Zhiqiu once said,

"Someone will love you well for me......"

Lin Chu knew very well in his heart that this was not love at all, it was a compromise. Yu Zhiqiu has infinite tolerance and love for Lin Chu, but he imposes his duties on Yu Zhiyu.

Yu Zhiyu's love does not belong to Lin Chu.

Sure enough, Yu Zhiyu's face turned cold, and there was a long silence on the table.

In order to break this embarrassing scene, Lin Chu had to laugh dryly,

"Hahahaha......"

"What are you laughing at!"

Yu Zhiyu "smashed" the cola in his hand onto the table.

"I'm sorry...... I shouldn't be talkative......"

Lin Chu lowered his head, like a child making a mistake.

Yu Zhiyu glared at Lin Chu angrily and didn't speak.

"That's it, Zhiyu. As an apology, call me directly if you want to eat anything in the future, and I will take you to eat. ”

Lin Chu raised his head and said this in a begging tone.

"No need."

"I'm not hungry anymore, and I won't need to."

"Only Yu Zhiqiu will appear in front of you in the future, and Yu Zhiyu will not appear again."

Yu Zhiyu stood up, turned around and left. Lin Chu got up to chase after him, but was pushed back by Yu Zhiyu when he turned around.

"Don't follow me!"

Yu Zhiyu shouted, and everyone in the restaurant turned their heads to look at the arguing "little couple".

Yu Zhiyu left the restaurant, and the sky suddenly became overcast. Yu Zhiyu's tears couldn't stop flowing down,

"Bastard Lin Chu...... Bastard Lin Chu! ”

Lan Qing and Li Er were standing not far behind Yu Zhiyu,

"Is that the woman?"

"It's her."

Lan Qing nodded. He stared at Yu Zhiyu, always feeling a little strange, but he couldn't tell where the strangeness was.

After becoming a human, Lan Qing lost most of his abilities, and he could only simply see what had happened to this person recently, but he couldn't go deeper, let alone spy into people's hearts.

Strangely, Lear also has the same abilities as himself. But now he can only choose to believe in Li Er, now only Li Er is still by his side in this world, although it may be a time bomb, but Lan Qing has no choice.

A light rain fell in the sky, and Yu Zhiyu was very afraid of the rain, but he still walked on the road and did not run home, letting the rain hit him.

"She had a fight with the man."

"I know. She's a weirdo, the last time I saw her was on a rainy day, and she hid in the house with a raincoat and an umbrella. ”

"It's weird enough."

Lan Qing and Li Er still followed Yu Zhiyu unhurriedly, the two of them had no other way now, Lan Qing, who had lost the ability of the god of death, could only choose to observe Yu Zhiyu now to find clues that almost did not exist.

Yu Zhiyu's heart hurts, and she can't say why.

The pain hit my heart as if it was about to rush out. Yu Zhiyu felt that her chest was very tight, she gasped for breath, and the salty smell of rain filled her mouth, but she didn't care at all.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and Yu Zhiyu's hair and clothes were drenched.

But she didn't want to go home, and looked up at the sky, and the gray clouds trapped the land like a cage, and trapped herself.

She took off her high heels, and her white little feet stepped into the puddle. This is something she would never have done before, Yu Zhiyu felt the temperature of the water, cold and biting. Your own body, like water in a puddle, gradually loses its temperature.

She suddenly felt that the rain didn't seem so terrifying, and this heavy rain was more like God crying for herself.

The rain and tears blended, Yu Zhiyu gradually couldn't see the dark clouds in the sky clearly, everything became illusory, everything became barren.

Yu Zhiyu woke up and found herself lying at home, she was a little thirsty, and wanted to reach for the water cup next to the bed, but found that she had no strength at all.

A big hand appeared in Yu Zhiyu's sight, Lin Chu picked up the water cup, and Yu Zhiyu helped him up.

"You're awake......" Lin Chuyong said in as gentle a tone as possible.

Yu Zhiyu's eyes were still a little confused, she looked at Lin Chu, and then turned her head and pushed away the water in Lin Chu's hand.

"Let's go...... I'm not Yu Zhiqiu now. ”

"Knowing the Fish ......"

"Let's go!"

"Yu Zhiyu!"

Lin Chu was a little angry, and Yu Zhiyu was also taken aback by Lin Chu.

"Don't make a fuss! You have a fever now, who will take care of you when I'm gone? ”

"The way you take care of me is by taking off all my clothes?"

Yu Zhiyu was a little sober, and she could feel that her clothes were stripped off when she was covered with the quilt.

Lin Chu blushed a little, the anger just now subsided instantly, and he lowered his head,

"You're soaking wet, and if you don't take off your wet clothes, the fever will be worse."

Yu Zhiyu ignored him and turned his back to Lin Chu.

Lin Chu could hear Yu Zhiyu's sobbing voice.

"Zhiyu...... Sorry ......"

Lin Chu's voice trembled a little, and it was still raining heavily outside the window. God also seems to have lost his temper, and a strong wind is blowing. The rain was clanging against the glass.

Yu Zhiyu's heart was very chaotic, and the sound of rain outside added a sense of irritability to her chaotic heart. She didn't want to see anyone, and she didn't want to talk to anyone.

Lin Chu looked at her back and sighed. got up and pulled up Zhiyu's quilt, afraid that she would catch a cold.

"I'll go and stay outside, just call me if there's something."

Opening the bedroom door, Lin Chu left Yu Zhiyu's room. He looked at the bear pendant on the door of Yu Zhiyu's room, which Lin Chu bought for her when they met two days ago.

"This is so cute!"

Yu Zhiyu's eyes were shining.

"Do you like it? Buy one if you like it. ”

"I like it!"

Yu Zhiyu smiled like a child, looking at that smiling face, Lin Chu knew that it was Yu Zhiyu who was standing in front of him, not Yu Zhiqiu. Yu Zhiqiu would not like this kind of gadget, nor would he show such an innocent smile. Her smile is always so gentle and deep.

"Zhiqiu?"

"What's wrong, Achu?"

"It's getting late, I'll send you home."

Yu Zhiyu was stunned for a moment and showed a gentle smile.

Lin Chu looked at her smile and was in a trance again.

A year ago, Yu Zhiqiu passed away. Yu Zhiyu asked Lin Chu to wait for her, and she would give Lin Chu a new Yu Zhiqiu.

That's a year.

When he saw Yu Zhiyu again, he really felt that the person standing in front of him was Yu Zhiqiu, whether it was when he was angry or smiling.

But she is Yu Zhiyu. No matter how Yu Zhiyu learns from Yu Zhiqiu, her soul is still Yu Zhiyu.

Lin Chu leaned against the door and wanted to smoke, but the cigarette on his body was wet from the rain, and he could only take out a lollipop from his arms.

The taste of sugar was very sweet, but Lin Chu's heart was very bitter. He doesn't know how to face Zhiyu now, and in what capacity he should face Zhiyu.

Yu Zhiqiu is dead, and only Yu Zhiyu is alive. Lin Chu felt that he shouldn't be so selfish, he could stop loving Zhiqiu, but he didn't want to impose this gratuitous affection on Zhiyu, it was too unfair to her.

Listening to the sound of rain outside, Lin Chu's heart couldn't calm down for a long time. He gave himself a slap in the face, if he hadn't been cheap today, there would not have been such a big gap between him and Yu Zhiyu.

Yu Zhiyu kept crying, and when he heard the slap outside the door, he cried even harder. Just like Lin Chu didn't know how to face her, Yu Zhiyu didn't know how she should face Lin Chu, her heart was already in turmoil.

When Yu Zhiqiu dedicated his heart to Yu Zhiyu, Yu Zhiyu knew that he would no longer live for himself in the future. She wants to live with Yu Zhiqiu's heart. She can even give up her soul to play Yu Zhiqiu wholeheartedly.

The original heart is gone, but the original mind remains. Yu Zhiyu couldn't control her brain, and she found that she didn't use Zhiqiu's identity to love Lin Chu at all. She is Yu Zhiyu, no matter what she becomes, she is still Yu Zhiyu.

"I'm sorry...... Zhiqiu ......"

Yu Zhiyu got up from the bed with weakness and opened the bedroom door.

Lin Chu leaned against the door, and the moment Yu Zhiyu opened the door, his body fell backwards with the door. Yu Zhiyu has the strength to catch such a big body, not to mention that she still has a fever.

"Bang dang!"

The two of them fell to the ground together, and at the moment of falling, Lin Chu turned around, hugged Yu Zhiyu's waist and moved her to his body.

The air was filled with the sweet smell of lollipops, Lin Chu was lying on the ground, and Yu Zhiyu was lying on Lin Chu's body naked, his white body glowing. In a panic, the lollipop in Lin Chu's mouth was thrown out.

Looking at Lin Chu's handsome face, Yu Zhiyu kissed it. Lin Chu responded to her kiss, his heart beating fast. This feeling has not been felt in a long time.

He picked up Yu Zhiyu and put her back on the bed, taking out a tissue to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Have a good rest......" Lin Chu touched Yu Zhiyu's face.

He was familiar with this beautiful face, but the owner of this face was not someone he was familiar with.

Lin Chu picked up the lollipop that fell on the ground and threw it into his mouth again. The heavy rain outside has stopped, and so has the wind. Drops of water dripped from the branches, and everything returned to calm.

Yu Zhiyu fell asleep quietly, and Lin Chu listened to her calm breathing and kissed her forehead.

"I'm sorry...... Zhiyu ......"