CHAPTER XV
"Nian Rong, come here." Hua Rong beckoned to Xiang Nianrong, "Don't make trouble with your Aunt Shuya as soon as you come over." ”
Xiang Nianrong hugged Xiang Shuya's neck, unable to survive, "No, don't." Nian Rong still wants to be closer to Aunt Shu Ya. ”
"Nian Rong..."Hua Rong frowned slightly.
"No, it's fine." Xiang Shuya smiled, "I also want to be close to the next number one beauty in the future." ”
Hua Rong stretched her brows and said helplessly, "Okay." ”
Then he told Xiang Nianrong, "Don't toss your Aunt Shuya." ”
"Got it, got it." Xiang Nianrong responded impatiently, rubbing his face against Xiang Shuya, like a cat who has always been naughty, and provoked Xiang Shuya to giggle.
"How's it going?" Xiang Ziyu thought for a moment and asked.
"It's good." Xiang Shuya replied, "It's good to be calm like this." ”
"Hmm." Xiang Ziyu replied and stopped talking.
After sitting down and drinking tea for a while, Xiang Nianrong couldn't sit still, and jumped around, going to the ancient tree outside to pray.
"Go, go. Nian Yu worked with her to take care of her sister. Hua Rong didn't stop her, let her jump around.
"Yes, Queen Mother."
Xiang Nianyu responded, and was about to pull Xiang Nianrong's hand to leave, Hua Rong suddenly looked at Xiang Ziyu, who was sitting on the side and didn't move, "You go with them." Watch it. ”
Xiang Ziyu stretched, obviously didn't have too many ideas, didn't want to move, just wanted to stay by Hua Rong's side.
"It's good for them to go on their own, they're all seven years old, what can happen? There are palace maids and eunuchs outside, and Mama Li is also there. ”
Hua Rong frowned, so she had to be truthful, "You go and accompany." I have something to say to Shuya. ”
Xiang Ziyu looked at Hua Rong, slightly worried, and got up as if compromised, "Okay." ”
Clustered the two guys away.
"Rong'er." Xiang Shuya called softly, not knowing what Hua Rong wanted to do with herself.
"I see."
After a long time, Hua Rong choked up, "I already know." ”
Xiang Shuya was stunned, and she was a little panicked, she had been in this temple for too long and didn't know what was happening in the palace.
"Know... What's up? "The temptation of the heart.
Hua Rong's eyes were red, and she looked at Xiang Shuya deeply, "Have you hated me all these years?" ”
Xiang Shuya panicked even more, "What? What to hate or not to hate? Rong'er, what are you, why can't I understand? ”
"Ice cream. Snow. Hua Rong bit her lip to prevent herself from crying, "They died in the snowy mountains!" It's because you want to help me find ice! ”
Xiang Shuya was stunned, chilling all over, as if falling into an ice cellar, and the blood in her whole body also coagulated.
"You got it..."
"Hmm. It's all there. ”
Xiang Shuya smiled bitterly twice, and her eyes turned red, "I thought Xiang Ziyu could hide it from you for a lifetime, but I didn't expect to know it so soon..."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, "You must have been very uncomfortable all these years, right?" I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”
Obviously because of her. And she is living happily and happily, with a happy family, obviously because of her, how can she live so happily and with such peace of mind?!
"It's all gone." Xiang Shuya stretched out her hand to wipe Hua Rong's tears, "It's all over." No amount of discomfort is less uncomfortable. Don't cry. Passed. ”
Sobbing through my nose, it was really sour.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Hua Rong's tears flowed down vigorously, dripping on the table, and only repeating this sentence in her mouth, not only to Xiang Shuya, but also to Tu Shan and Hua Yu.
"It's okay, it's over." Xiang Shuya sighed, her nose was sour, her chest was stuffy, and her eyes were a little bitter.
yes, it's all gone. No amount of discomfort is less uncomfortable.
He went to the border, he never came back, he wanted to be happy.
But after all, she was still alive, and she still had something to think about. Perhaps, perhaps, some, we can meet again, we can live under the same blue and breathe the same air.
But now, there's nothing. In this world, there is really no such person as Tu Shan.
Nope.
It's already done, what else can it do?
Looking at the happiness of Huarong over the years, she doesn't know how many times she wants to be with her, the snow-capped mountain, the two people buried in the snow-capped mountain.
But what about it? They can't come back, it's just one more sadness.
Besides, her sadness must be not much less than her own.
That's her brother, the person she once loved the most.
"I'm sorry..."
Hua Rong cried on Xiang Shuya's shoulder, and her mournful cry almost connected her internal organs, and every time she cried, she felt a pain in her heart.
"It's over."
Xiang Shuya gently patted Hua Rong's back and repeated this sentence over and over again.
"If it weren't for me, they wouldn't have gone looking for Bingling, no, they wouldn't have died in the snowy mountains..."
"What stupid words?" Xiang Shuya sighed, "They didn't know it would be like this, besides, they were willing, and they had nothing to do with you." You don't know.
If I had to blame, how could I have escaped? If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have fallen into the lake, naturally you wouldn't have lost your sight, you wouldn't have suffered so much, and they wouldn't have gone to find Bingling and finally died in the snowy mountains. ”
"It's not like this, it's not like this." Hua Rong raised her head, her eyes red, "It has nothing to do with you, it has nothing to do with you." ”
Xiang Shuya gently stroked the broken hair in front of Hua Rong's forehead, "That has nothing to do with you, it's all fate, it's all fate, no one can guess it, no one can predict it, so don't blame yourself anymore."
If they were spirits, they wouldn't want you to be so upset. They are looking for this ice for you, and they are willing to go to the snowy mountains for you, how can they be willing to make you sad? Don't cry, good. ”
"Shu Ya..."Hua Rong cried and couldn't stop her tears. There was a sorrow in his eyes.
"Okay, it's all over, don't think about it anymore. They don't want you to do that either. Xiang Shuya sighed and changed the subject, "What's wrong with you and Xiang Ziyu lately?" Quarreled? ”
When Xiang Ziyu arrived, Hua Rong's face suddenly changed and became a little weird.
"What's wrong?"
Seeing Hua Rong's appearance, Xiang Shuya couldn't help but be a little worried. Over the years, Xiang Ziyu has only favored Huarong alone, and she is the only one in this harem.
Occasionally, it's a little contradictory, and it disappears after a while, and occasionally, she will come to complain a few words, but it's all sweet, but I've never seen him like this, it's weird and terrifying. I always feel like something bad is happening.
"What the hell is going on?"