10.8

Fifteen thousand a day. Is that okay?

Why don't you go to Pyeongchang and pull it again? But the potions I use are the cheapest, will it still be bad for me, and it will be wasted again.

I have the impression that the technology of big places and expensive places should be better to match, but it is often unsatisfactory, and I may be tired enough to go around the store and have no heart to refine the technology. Damn, I washed my head on a bald person before, so disgusting, now I think about it. it's okay to sh experience what a broken life teenagers, and I'm not a rich second generation and experience life I just live in my own illusory world, I used to fantasize that I was a rich and happy ordinary family, and now I fantasize that I can live alone and be isolated from the world.

No, fortunately it was deleted. Even if you don't see it, it's okay to watch it. I was mainly afraid of being seen to influence my choice.

Because I felt that the water was less than the soup, because I felt that the chili pepper was less and the chili pepper was added, it caused me to choke and cough all the time. Sure enough, I will be greeted before going to a place.,I'm coughing in class all the time on PC.,I don't dare to cough.,Now I'm choked by chili peppers and can't stop coughing.。 I was also choking on food until I kept coughing, and I felt annoyed, so he probably thought I was annoyed too. So I waited until I watched the last short and came in. Don't be out and about coughing all the time. But the chili pepper is stuck in the throat, and it is really annoying to cough from time to time.

The last time I looked at this place where I lived, I also looked at the toilet. I don't know why I suddenly feel a big smell of urine on the quilt.,It's really amazing.,Warm is warm but it's really embarrassing to have a real smell of urine permeating the room.。 Could it be that the little boy peed in the house. No, I didn't see it. I was asked if I could do my homework, I didn't know if I was in the fifth grade, I hadn't done it, the questions in Sichuan were so difficult, and I hadn't been a tutor, because I didn't think I could do it and I didn't like to go out and socialize with people. I got up at 11 o'clock today and pulled fine, but I was still not hungry, but I also ate a full bowl of noodles, and he came to the bed to borrow a mobile phone and laugh to wake up the service. Then I got up, I really couldn't get up before, I was paralyzed and didn't have the motivation to get up, and I was wearing a green turtle dress. Is my coat a pink panther? I brushed my teeth today.,There's me brushing my teeth once a few days.,It's still a girl.,So I'm not accepted by most women.,I also like to stay together.,If you're found, you'll be embarrassed and disliked.。 It was said on TV that one person's story could be made into a book, so I was inspired to do limited things with what I only knew. After eating, I said hello and did my own thing, Xiao H, I didn't take it to heart at all, mainly because I let it go in the early stage. Then I want to go to PC roller skating and billiards people too many crossed out Internet cafes to play yxlm, but I'm afraid that I can't play the rank and rest is not good to sleep, and the next day I have to go to the sleeper, but there is nothing to do and you can still go to play, but there is no place to rest where to put the bag, when the time comes, there can be a male coach to teach it, oops, there seems to be a roller skating shop somewhere, but I play these should I shoot it down, I can also shoot it, but I don't know in what form. Oops, I'm watching a movie that bridges the gap.,I don't know how the child feels when he sees it, but he shouldn't understand it, and his own home isn't PK.。 When I borrowed it, I found that I didn't delete ht. I'm going to shoot and people will definitely ask if it's uploaded.,And then how do I have to answer it.,Maybe some men don't want to be in your video at all.,But this also puts an end to those who have bad ideas and play for a night.。 If I shoot it, I can shoot less. Oh my God. I wash it in the afternoon and it doesn't necessarily dry at night, I may not be able to wash it, because I don't know if it will dry, but if I don't do it, it's very embarrassing and I can't sleep at night.

It's annoying to have a mouthful of phlegm in your throat, and you can react with a little breath.

Alas, the pictures I took were so beautiful

He moved the stool as if to say that you have to leave, can't you stay together, and you have to stay in the house by yourself, it feels like he is reluctant, and he is internalizing and digesting it, I hope it won't rain tomorrow, otherwise

I'm too lazy to get the photos ready, anyway, now they're all sent away, and I'm not around, so just go straight to it, and I can only take a new photo if I don't.

It's time to return the flowers. Otherwise, it will be overdue.

Looking at the story of when a woman meets a handsome guy and is deceived by a scumbag, I am like this, I must have met the physique of a scumbag, because I see the handsome eyes, see his eyes bright, and see his staring

Why does a piece of paper keep sliding down to the back?

I was supported by a shoulder blade.

It's a long time to get the yellow picture gone, it, it's annoying, it's like that, I don't want to care, I'm not willing to do it

There shouldn't be many people who repay Huabei in installments, a credit card, and a Huabei are going to owe to death

Alas, those who tear down the east wall to make up for the west wall will use this money to make up for the other pit. It's really amazing.

No matter how uncomfortable it is, it won't die anyway, so you have to get into the account as soon as possible.

How did I spend so much on more than 700, oh it costs money to buy a ticket to go far away

Alas, it's really money to live one more day, it's really embarrassing for a person like me to live

Delete the password, don't upload it to the Internet one day and chisel it

Why doesn't he do his homework, I'm not a helper, don't think that with my helper, you can be late or even don't have to do your homework, and if he doesn't do his homework, I'm so panicked because of this, mainly because I'm going to go on the road tomorrow and embark on a journey of wandering

If the eyes are not focused, there will be a double vision, dull and dazed effect

When I'm stable, I'll contact M again, and he's so annoyed that he can't help anything, it can only remind me of the seeds of hatred, and ask to add to the chaos

Go to PC town and have the shadow of youth again, young people in small counties

This car horn reminds me that maybe I don't have to leave so early, but I can do it as soon as possible, but I can do it

After I went, where did I go with so much time, did I go to the Internet café with a bag on my back? I left and never wanted to come back, this poor and remote place is still very far and expensive

Whether to shoot or not, how to shoot is enough, I think about it again, and I fall asleep

I think about it at night, I fall asleep, and when my body is tired, I fall asleep, it's terrible, I can't sleep when I go to work, and I don't have time to think about how to do it, so I live under the eyes and words of others

In fact, when I am lying down, others also know the state of being at home, and everyone has the same physiological reaction, why do I want to burrow into the hole in the ground so much. Where can I send my passport, I can only send it to the hotel first, and then I will pick it up when the time comes, or I can fill in the address in a few days.

But this feeling is really bad. The little P child asked me if I would do my homework, which can be regarded as asking for help, but I turned a blind eye, so should I go and see what he is doing, after all, it is a rare occurrence in my life. Something you can't touch and don't want to touch.

There's a good chance I'm going to do a fifth-grade problem later, I'm a bastard college student. My soul has dried up, my movements have dried up, my mind has slowed down, my body has rotted. I'm rotten and smelly, and I don't have the ability to get glamorous. I'm a rotten body, I want to stew and eat me, I don't know if there are insects crawling all over, mosquitoes and flies flying, and I am the first pioneer of the culture of death and mourning. Vanguard Marine Corps I want to go to sea. I'm thinking why I was scolded by my classmates as maggots in the third year of junior high school, I was already alive and out of the middle of the world's essence and was seen through by others, he peeked at my diary at that time, it was a fragmented and idle decadent language, I copied a sentence of exhaustion in study and life and was exposed on the spot and said that I couldn't do it, there was a problem with my thoughts, and scolded me, I was really struggling in the bitter sea of life at that time, yes, I was like that, I should live to junior high school, at most I died in the second year of junior high school, and then it was all bad feelings, I really hate this country and family background where only learning is important, my mind is ruined and unsound, except for what others admire, I have not experienced anything else, which has caused all my life to be not smooth, my thoughts are desperate, I seem to be on the edge of a cliff every day, every stone falls I look down and tremble, and my hands are still struggling to grasp the edge, I don't know if the stone will fall after the wind and sun, the living vultures and eagles are staring at my rotten taste, Smelling me all the time, wanting to eat my fleshy meal, eating it until I can't walk, I can't fly. Unable to spread their wings and fly.

I don't appreciate all the good, one is that I am too lazy to move, the other is that I can't learn, and all my forms of meeting make me embarrassed and disappointed, and I will guess what other people think as far as I can see, and I am disgusted by the thought of disgust, obscenity, and hierarchy. I may fit into the wonderful city of Eden, but I can't get my ideal home, just like I can't get my high school god, who spits on me and thinks I love him is a disgusting feeling, far away from me and never wants to see me again. My life messenger too, I don't know how to offend him, I just don't want to be fortunate to me, maybe I gave up too early, I don't want to try anything, I don't want to take the initiative, I don't know how to do anything, I don't know what to do, I don't want to be responsible for anything, if I can understand my mind at the beginning, if I can take action at the beginning, I won't be downtrodden for a person so far, my soul is too lonely, my faith is too fragile, I always know that I am not as good as others, I can't have the same life as others, The inferiority complex in my bones makes me weak, unwilling to fight for anything, self-pity, and submissiveness. I put a shackle on myself and I can't break free, it's fate that puts me in a shackle, I want to get rid of it but can't get rid of it. What a brilliant death swan song, it is a one-step death poem. It's so tiring to lie down and write every day, the brain is so desperate, don't those who write don't have to lie down, I really can't stop, I can suppress the cheerful people outside, but in essence, I really go back and be isolated from the world, all the things that must be done are forced, forced by myself, forced by others, forced by matter, forced objectively, just because of the theorem that I must do what I want, I am trapped and I want to get rid of it, but I can only prolong the time of its implementation, and kidnap me like black and white impermanence. The only thing I could do was to find my own interests and try to be interesting and not so dark.

If I can edit, I can facilitate the next step of shooting, which is true, why am I reluctant to open the editing software, because I don't want to face the big stuff that comes with it, what needs to be done, what needs to be learned, what needs to be found by myself, what needs to be accepted, what needs to be endured. Oh yes, I have to shoot, because otherwise I'll be angry, get angry with myself for procrastination, get angry with others, turn to be angry and can't control my emotions, turn to get angry and fight, then resent other people, and then be unhappy, and then I can't make pleasant memories, and if I don't have a pleasant experience, I won't look back and be full of despair, like before, I'm really fed up, and when I think about it, it's all hateful things, it's all hopelessness, just because I haven't been happy before. So I forgot all about the banner of decadence. When I think about it, it's all pain, youth pain literature, just know the importance of this, otherwise you will never be able to step on the footsteps of the beginning. Thankfully, I was reminded of the importance of this.

The knock on the door prompted me to go wash the dishes and decided to come back and clip how I felt like I was doing too much. After having last night's thoughts. Writing a novel while making a video is cool to think about. Mainly easy to be tempted by the outside world. Don't be tempted by the outside world. Then don't be fooled. I understand, this is the main reason why I don't want to go out, I lose myself and forget what I want. Others can never tell themselves, they have to understand for themselves. Washed the dishes.

Falling into the decadent thought that the pit 3 left the good, the previous ones were forgotten, leaving only bad feelings, the text is not intuitive without the video, the literature writes the emotional trash can to digest the bad emotions, and the video retains the good things.

The light is not turned on during the day, and I can't see the video. It's time to start shooting. But I didn't have the idea to shoot it.

Take a mobile phone outside to shoot a video, no one should look at it, no strange eyes. Even if there is, it's not illegal. At best, others are angry and say you might.

As long as you go out, you feel a discussion of the eyes.,But it's true that people do say it last time.,But there's no way to ignore other robots.,Just do your own thing.。

Only when you figure it out will you act, and even your whole body will heat up.

I write about my feelings, but how do I write a story, I can't finish writing my feelings, I really internalize, I really worry about what to do. Hope not to forget.

Goodbye beloved dream girl, I'm going to go far away to find the future,

It's because I have to do something that I will meet someone, say what I say, and do something, and I, a person with a strong personal desire, really need some measures and means to express it.

I like to lie on the bed in a casual posture with my legs curled up and one arm spread out looking at the ceiling and don't think about anything, empty myself, but I just want to write about this feeling, maybe my eyes are blank, I may want to play activities, anyway, it is impossible to do the I want to do, as if I have traveled in the world, to a fairyland-like place, and after a while I came out of relaxation and returned to the world. This feeling of flying dreams. It's just a little panicked in my heart because of the activities to be carried out.

The main reason is that it was more convenient to do what I wanted to do and how to do it at that time

How to write a story may be to put your feelings aside to write, or just completely devote yourself to another story, the story you wrote, these I really can't do it now, sometimes the breakthrough is sudden, it comes out naturally in the time situation, sometimes you have to be ready for a long time and dare not try, these internalized things are all in the school and society, teachers, parents, classmates, any outsider can't learn, this kind of initiative is lost, the collapse of the worldview that needs to be rebuilt, there is really no one who can save themselves, This kind of thing is only learned to be internalized little by little. I don't have this kind of experience, most of my life has been wasted, and I will probably be affected by the previous ones in the future, and I just have every bit of right. Is there a need to go to school?,Anyway, I didn't learn anything in school.,Except for learning a little bit of skills.,Really school is mainly about learning skills.,Thoughts and beliefs in life are absolutely impossible to learn.,It's all for your own tasks and living and doing things, not to mention so many dark areas.,It's easy to learn my kind of collapsed character without rest.,School experience is nothing more than people asking if you went to college.,I said I went to that experience.,Like now.,I can't do anything, I don't want to do anything.,I don't want to break through., I hate that everyone is disappointed in everything, so it's always okay for me to tutor elementary school students who have gone to college, right? But my faith collapsed, I don't believe I can do it myself, I still hate that form, what I can do I can do I am afraid when I see it, how can I teach people, and in the face of people are very panicked, others don't trust me at a glance, I am even more inferior and fall into a vicious circle, what is the use of going to school for so many years to mix diplomas,? Only those who are rich and powerful are useful, and those who do not have any of the above are better than doing things that can develop their potential, even if they don't do anything, it is better than going to work without their own thoughts and scolding others. If I have a child, someone else will give birth to me, I won't let him go to kindergarten, the teacher said that if you don't go to elementary school, you can't know things, I still don't know what to do, do I teach myself, I don't have the initiative. I didn't realize the importance. Alas, others are sent to school just to work for their own business, and they go to work to live, a cycle of fart. It's a boring life. The main thing is to have good qualities and what you can do. Or what is the meaning of being alive. Otherwise, what is the difference between being alive and being a machine? I think that I will raise these premises alone, because others will not agree.

Folks, I haven't seen the old man in my twenties, and it doesn't prevent you from living well.

Alas, I don't want to wash the dishes, washing the dishes can drag on for half a day. Eating a meal is also to get a little hungry and then look for something to eat, and the internal urgency is not something I am willing to do, just the physical function, the running conditions. Life is boring. The meaning of life is to lie down. The mystery of life is death. Live to die and see death as home.

Those who write novels are 2.3 thousand words a day, those who write online articles are more than 6 to 10,000 a day, and then I write more than 10,000 myself, but my head hurts now, and the top of my head is going to explode. People are writing novels, I can't write it, I don't have a theme, I want to write a novel, I won't, if I write a novel, I probably won't write about observing the nuanced life, if I can be inspired by the writer, I think I can, but now I think I still can't, the latest I just want to write about what I saw on the train because I'm about to take the train, or write a novel about the process of deciding to write a novel, or if I don't write a novel with the theme of what I saw and heard on the train, and I will be a screenwriter myself, and I will be scolded by others for the ending, and then okay? Do I think so? I don't think I can't, I can't, I want to live. But maybe writing a novel is written with a certain part of life, if I write about a train experience, then write about an urban beauty, and then write about some kind of youth campus literature, and write it myself, will I become famous in this way? Either I'll just write what I'm willing to write about what I've come into contact with.,Write about what you hate.,Write about what you don't like.,In this way, there won't be too much restraint.,Most of the time, if you're writing something.,Then you won't be in the mood to hate others and trouble others and then meet bad guys.,Human nature is too complicated.。 I never thought that I Wang Pingdan actually wanted to start writing novels on the way to the train.,Because I wrote tens of thousands of words and searched the Internet to find a writer who only wrote a few thousand words.,Tens of thousands of words written on the Internet.,I'm hanging.,I'm a good dick.,I never thought of it.,I'm really going to practice hand speed.,I have to type faster to write a few more words.,I fuck wo I think I'm about to go online with a lot of articles.,Once it's decided, I'll open it.,I don't even play games.,Because there's no computer to play games yet.。 Damn, readers, wait to see my new book, I'm going to write a novel, and I'm going to wipe it when inspiration erupts. But my head hurts. But what is it like to write a novel, can I write my feelings, I'm worried about how to overconnect in the middle, what plot is going to happen in the story, forget it, I'm still not suitable, I don't know how to structure.

Is it ridiculous that a person who wants to write a novel actually wants to learn big data.

Hey, I think the novel still needs to be true to it.,And it's about experience.,Otherwise, how can a book that writes about its own experience bring a lot of empathy to other robots.,How can you become famous.。

I rub poetry, why don't you accept poetry anywhere, from gaokao to tougao.

Exercise.

Ah I'm dead, I think I could spit all night, I don't want to sleep at all. She wasn't sleepy at all. I went to pee.

Looking in the mirror in the middle of the night, it is obvious that I am the most beautiful, and the eyebrows and bangs that I have trimmed today are too good-looking, but I can't help it if I look short. Drinking more milk won't save it. In the middle of the night, the toilet still has the fragrance of shower gel, and I went to sleep after taking a shower, and there is no way to resist it, and the fragrance is emitted. Maybe writing is just putting pictures into words. I don't want to write because I can't. I didn't want to participate in many events because I wasn't welcomed. The little fat man is sleeping on the sofa, do you want to wake him up, the TV is still on, he has lived so decadently at such a young age, he sleeps looking at his mouth, his brother is so handsome, he should be very handsome when he loses weight, so many students on the Internet, junior high school fat people, high school and college handsome guys, oops. It's so decadent, you need to use the sound of the TV to fall asleep, or did you sleep on the TV in the first place? Shall I wake him up? At 5 o'clock, AYI may wake up the service.,But he didn't sleep on the sofa yesterday.,Do I want to call wow?,I don't know anything wow.,It seems that it's too deliberate and others may blame me.。 This TV is really a bit noisy when it's on, mainly. But does he want to wake up and go to sleep by himself, how can the sofa be as comfortable as the bed, but sometimes it is indeed a posture that has been maintained for a long time and does not want to move the nest. I'm really struggling with whether I'm going to write my own thoughts or write a novel now. Or forget it, I wrote all the day's observations in my diary, how to write novels, or write about the night life of the little fat man, sleeping on the sofa with his mouth open and puffing with the TV on? I can't, really. If you don't write a novel and call me not to sleep.,Don't sleep life.,Today's sleep is restless again.,Do I want to call wow, I fuck, maybe I haven't slept yet, and I'm called or maybe I'm sleeping, oh, boys' sleep on the sofa for one night is fine.,But I felt very bad about sleeping on the sofa before.,I went to the ta's house, and everyone didn't treat me as a woman.,I actually called my fuck to sleep on the sofa.,What are the two fuqi holding the treatment of sleeping fuck to fuck me to death.。 This is still a question of treatment status. You have to care to reap the rewards. If you care, it's messy, but if you don't care, it's messy. It's really not good to use words, how to express my thoughts, I don't understand between the lines of the words, and that feeling is just a small feeling. This TV is noisy, but I don't have the habit of taking the initiative, this TV is really noisy?

It's too noisy to take care of it, and I also want someone to take care of it, and I figured it out.

Do you want to go in and sleep? I'm lying here. I still couldn't hear clearly, I asked twice, and he answered twice. No, she won't know, if she still knows, she doesn't have to sleep, she can sleep less than 5 hours a day? It's such a tiring job.

Whatever the outcome, I'm in charge. Took the initiative.

As soon as I went out, I saw that the little fat man's eyes had just closed.

Then he finally opened his eyes and closed them, and he slept restlessly on the couch, probably because he had to go to school tomorrow. I'm not used to it, I don't like to go to school, and I don't like to go to accommodation. But it's only this school, which is closest to home, but I have to live in the school again.,Alas, it's really annoying in the distance.,Oops, I'm really amazing.。

I still don't understand a lot, but I have to learn this truth, why do I have to understand it slowly in life.

Now what I want to do most is to pick my feet, because there is a sound of picking my feet, and the impact of picking my feet is not good when there are more people, and the soles of my feet have several layers of thick cocoons, so I must have a place for people to pick my feet. If you grind too much on your hands, you will get calluses, and if you walk too much on your feet, you will not be too much.

He should want to lie there, and his own family wants to lie down. How can I feel like an outsider. The idea is that I, an outsider, won't care about him, so it doesn't matter where he sleeps. Oops, it's my own home, but I really don't know me. Some things are done, so why do you have to live and do things according to other people's moral standards, and think about it yourself.

The people in the novel are not so fast. Really, by my side?

Why are they all so talkative? Can you all be a novelist? Do you know what the characters say?

I was intimidated by the complicated writing process of Chinese textbooks, but I was able to write according to my own. The stomach rang a few times, and then it didn't rise so much The effect was immediate, and I thought of the living Buddha Jigong blowing a burst of mana and the stomach was small and then it didn't rise. It turns out that my ecosystem is my living Buddha Jigong. It's just that it's late in the morning.

I was worried that I had just looked like a ghost again, with long hair and a nightdress, hoping it didn't scare him.

Blow, blow, blow my pride indulgence, sound good South Hall.

The main thing is that the TV is too noisy, and I watched it when I left, so I shouldn't understand.

Something that understands itself.

How can this paper be rolled into a roll?

If you don't want to eat and don't want to go out, you just don't buy gifts. If the ambiance is ok.

I am really a grass on the wall, and when I see the wind making the rudder, I ride the wind and raise the pole.

Got it again! What you want to write about this, the novel must have a main line, a plot, and a story that can only write one thing, so it's very restrictive. But I could have written the rest elsewhere and not in this book.

Could it be that this makes watching TV and sleeping on the sofa is ayi's default on the last night of the holiday, shouldn't it, how desolate is this, fall asleep with the TV on, and then pay for electricity, and sleep on the sofa.

This family turns on the TV from morning to night every day, and it is really rich to pay the electricity bill. I didn't even let me see it, because there was no electricity bill. I came out because there was no electricity. Why is electricity so expensive, and you still have to buy electricity. I can't use my own, I can't use kerosene lamps, and it doesn't cost money, so I'll get this thing to play with in the future, electricity, alas, I can't invent and create, as if there is no way to make money, and it is far more difficult to invent than to pay money directly to use. Can an inventor purify himself by looking for inspiration in an invention, like writing this thing?

There are a lot of side jobs at the post office, so it's no wonder that they are in such a hurry to do things. Forget it, I can't mention what is closely related to me now, because if I mention it, it may become a gap, this is my sensitivity.

Write can be written about interesting and meaningful people's stories and their own stories. Inspired by the writers on TV who write feature films.