Chapter 222: Feeling at Peace in the Heart
Seeing his parents like this, although he was a little dissatisfied, he still patiently coaxed his mother: "Mom, don't cry."
In fact, we are also doing this for the good of my sister, as long as she kills this child, everything will be the same as before. ”
How could Ruan's mother not know this truth, but when she thought that her daughter was forced to endure such pain and persecution, she felt uneasy and distressed.
She really doesn't know why, other people's children grow up smoothly, and her son feels that these two children have suffered so much from childhood to adulthood.
Especially his little daughter, not to mention being exiled to an orphanage since she was a child, and when she grows up, she will be forced to give it to someone she doesn't like by her father for her own selfish interests.
But if this person is a normal good person, it would be fine, but this person is Ji Chengyan who everyone is afraid of.
She didn't know how much she suffered from Ji Chengyan, although she didn't tell her family, but she was her mother, how could she not know, how could she not see it? Later, it seemed that he finally met someone he liked, but he was forcibly broken up by Ji Chengyan.
I heard that she didn't have a good time at school and was ostracized a lot.
Some time ago, somehow, I actually escaped and fled abroad.
When she first heard that her little daughter had disappeared, in fact, in addition to being anxious, she was still glad for her, if she really escaped like this, it would actually be good, at least she could get rid of Ji Chengyan.
She was covered with an anxious exterior, and there was a hint of happiness in her heart.
But God didn't fulfill people's wishes, and she was still arrested.
I was caught and pregnant, and now I am being forced to have an abortion.
This daughter of hers has been so bumpy since she was a child, it seems that she has never been blessed and has not enjoyed the life that a normal child should have.
How could she be at ease? "Jingya, didn't you say before that you wanted to be with Ji Chengyan? Why do you want to make such an argument today, to get him back together with your sister? Ruan's mother looked up at her eldest daughter, and she had to doubt her purpose in her heart.
"Mom, isn't this delaying time for my sister? I'm also doing it for my sister's good.
I can put the private affairs of my children behind, and you don't know Chengyan's character, who knows what kind of thing he will do to his sister, of course I have to protect my sister first. ”
"Is that really the case?" She looked at her suspiciously.
"What else could it be?"
"You don't ...... just so she can give you a kidney replacement"
"Mom!" Ruan Jingya was really a little angry now, "What kind of person am I in your heart, am I so despicable?!" ”
"It's not...... Jingya, that's not what Mom meant......"
"Don't talk about it, I don't want to hear it!" Ruan Jingya suddenly remembered her quilt and lay in, with her back to her mother, in a posture of refusal.
Ruan's mother sighed, and naturally she would not ask any more.
…… After Ji Chengyan went downstairs, he sat in his car and made a phone call.
After that, he sat in the dark car and was silent, not even turning on the lights.
He gently rang the lighter and lit a cigarette.
The smoke obscured his cold, deep eyes.
He was hesitant about what he was going to do next, and he didn't know if it was right or wrong for him to do it next.
I don't know if Ruan Xiaoxi will hate him after doing this.
In the past few days, his heart has been tormented, sometimes even insomnia all night, and he feels cold all over his body just when he thinks of the unborn child in her belly, like a heart being thrown into ice water.
But he had never thought about doing anything to the child in her womb before, but when Ruan Jingya mentioned this matter today, he suddenly felt that he had grabbed some life-saving straw, and for a drowning person, it seemed that a straw could also save his life.
When he heard that solution, it seemed that he had been anxious for days, and he had found a solution in an instant, and when he thought of that solution, his mood began to become comfortable.
Let her beat that child, can he stop care? He thought about it, although he didn't know if he could stop caring about this matter, but at least he knew that if this child still existed, he would never be able to return to his previous life, and he would never be able to return to the previous Ji Chengyan.
Although he looked no different these days, he knew that his heart was dead, like a walking corpse.
But when he thought of the expressions and eyes she might have if he forced her to kill that child, he felt retreated.
He didn't want her to hate him, he didn't want her to get hurt.
He would always remember her vivid eyes and expressions, and he didn't want that Ruan Xiaoxi to die from now on.
He didn't know what kind of relationship this belonged to, he hated her, he wanted to strangle her, and he wanted to protect her, he wanted to hide her behind him, and block all the wind and rain for her.
He took another puff of cigarette, put his hand out of the window and flicked the cigarette ash, his eyes were very gloomy, just like the weather at this time, the dark clouds were getting lower and lower, and the people outside began to walk back in a hurry.
As he finished his last cigarette, he finally saw a man waiting for him walk out of the hospital gate.
When the man saw Ji Chengyan, he said embarrassedly: "Mr. Ji, I've kept you waiting." ”
"Did you bring anything?" He didn't look at him and asked lightly.
"Bring it."
The man took a bag from his pocket and handed it to him.
Ji Chengyan looked at the bag silently for a while before reaching out and taking it and putting it on the co-pilot.
"What else?" He snorted.
"Here."
The man pulled out a folded A4 sheet of paper from his other pocket and handed it to him.
Ji Chengyan opened his eyebrows coldly and glanced at it, and threw it into the passenger seat.
Then, without saying a word, he raised the window glass and rushed out with a throttle of the accelerator.
The person who was standing next to the car was startled, and quickly took a step back, looking at the car that had gone away, and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.
…… After Ji Chengyan drove the car out of the hospital, the speed of the car slowed down.
He had never driven the car so slowly, and he didn't know if it was because he was a little reluctant to face his destination.
But no matter how slow the car is, the destination will still be reached.
When he arrived at the hotel where Ruan Xiaoxi was staying, it started to rain.
Bean-sized rain particles smashed on his car window, and the crackling sound made the car even more silent.
His windows were blurry, so he could no longer see out of the window, he stopped the car, did not turn on the windshield wipers, and sat quietly in the car for a while.
He pulled out a cigarette again to smoke, and the red spark flashed in the car until it burned out.
He put the cigarette out in the car ashtray, unbuckled his seat belt, turned sideways to pick up the contents of the driver's seat, then pushed the door open and got out of the car.
At this time, the rain was already very heavy, and he walked in the rain as if he was unaware.
…… Ruan Xiaoxi was sitting on the sofa reading a book, and heard the sound of raindrops hitting her window, so she happily closed the book and put it on the table, put on her slippers, and leaned on the window to look out of the window, sure enough, it was raining.
The rain outside the window came quickly and urgently, and it was already raining heavily in a moment.
Actually, she loves rainy days.
Although she felt a little lonely at this moment.
She squinted her eyes and touched her lower abdomen with a smile: "Baby, you grow up quickly, come out and watch the rain with your mother." ”
She looked at the huge rain curtain outside the window, opened half of the window on a whim, and then stretched out her hand, the air outside the window was a little cold, and her fingers instantly became cold.
There was a lot of rain on his white fingers in an instant, and the rain particles were quite large, and it hurt a little on his hands.
But she was in a good mood and didn't care.
In fact, if she can go out, she wants to hold an umbrella and go out for a walk.
She also likes to smell the smell of the earth after the rain, which can calm her mood and calm his impetuous heart.
Pity...... She sighed slightly, not knowing how long she was going to live in this depressed luxury suite, the freedom outside was so attractive.