How is little I?

If you want to ask people in the e-sports circle, whose love is most envied.

Everyone will definitely say in unison, it must be Mist and Riddle.

Because of these two people, it's too convenient.

They are all gentle and simple people, they communicate with each other, and they believe that each other is the only one, and there are not so many bad things about love and hatred, the key is that the family background is also matched, and the family is right, it is simply fairy love.

The probability of falling in love with each other is estimated to be 10,000 years before such a pair will come out.

On the day Jiang Chengbin and Zhong Yuebai got married, the leading figures in the e-sports circle came, and several major chaebol CEOs in South Korea also arrived, and the road leading to the most luxurious and private club in the city was blocked that day, and the road was full of all kinds of luxury cars, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it was the wedding of the century.

Zhou Yingbing swiped the circle of friends, watched a small video about their wedding, watched it for a long time, clicked on Weibo, slipped his hand, and inadvertently flipped to two years ago, after Dancer announced his retirement, AFT's official website popped out a fan Q&A vlog.

One of the questions was asked by a fan about Dancer's silence on the podium many years ago, to which he replied nonchalantly: "There's nothing to say, I was still young at that time." ”

It's still young.

Just these four words can bring the past past, and all love and hate will disappear.

Zhou Yingbing clicked a belated like and quit Weibo.

That night, she had a dream.

In the dream, she seemed to go back to seven years ago, she was still the stubborn and arrogant rich daughter, pointing to the handsome boy on the computer screen who was cheered by everyone, and said to her father, "No, I like him!" I'm going to be a pro and chase him down! ”

Her bold ambition has indeed been realized.

But if she knew that the bright future she had enjoyed was just a flash in the pan, and looking back, she didn't want it so much.

But in the dream, she was stubborn, she didn't want anything but him, she pestered him with a dead face, the more he ignored her, the more she liked it, and on the afternoon of the LCK finals, she secretly ran to South Korea, holding his light sign, and shouted for him.

On that day, AFT won the 10th championship in the history of the LCK, and on stage, he heard her voice and saw her, and after showing a surprised expression, a rare smile appeared in his eyebrows.

He ignored her no longer so much, and even occasionally accepted her double-row invitations, but he still said very little.

He is always polite and cold, which makes people feel an invisible sense of superiority.

And it's no wonder. He became famous early, and at the age of 15, he was already the first ADC in the LCK, and he was not shocked by honor and disgrace, and he was calm, which is what most people said about him.

He has a high spirit, and all he can see is a strong opponent. But for her, she still has a little more patience than others.

In the S competition that year, ALI lost AFT in the finals, and after the game, LPL fans were attacking her two waves of mistakes, she was under a lot of psychological pressure, ran out at night, and walked along the side of the road in a foreign country, and after hearing that she went out alone, he left his teammates who celebrated the merit and walked with her silently for a long time.

In November, the weather is already cold, and the nights are even colder.

A peddler pushing a cart passed by them, and he bought a cat-eared hat, and suddenly walked up to her, put a hat on her, and then curled the corners of his lips and exclaimed, "Pretty."

Even in his dreams, he could still see his soft gaze and his smile as bright as the stars.

Zhou Yingbing suddenly woke up.

Staring at the dark ceiling for a long time, she touched the corners of her eyes, which were wet.

It was probably the interview that slid in the afternoon that brought back that unbearable past, and I would dream like that at night.

The episodes in the dream happened one by one, and those days seemed to be the happiest days of her life.

Because it didn't take long after that that she sensed that Dancer liked her too.

He would accompany her all night to find her form after she lost.

After she said she was tired, he would fly overnight to see her, stretch out his arm and let her hold it up.

He would hold her hand after MSI's press conference and say softly, "You're so good-looking today, I almost wanted to hug you in front of them." ”

On her birthday, in order to make her happy and dispel her loss and anxiety about being attacked by his fans, he not only took the initiative to mention that he had a girlfriend in the post-game interview, but also directly posted a Facebook message, announcing that they were together.

There are many insider details that others may not remember clearly, but for her, they are engraved in the depths of her soul.

At that time, although there were many people who scolded her, there were even more people who blessed her.

It's a pity that later, her father was involved in the spinach turmoil, and overnight, she fell from a daughter to a street rat that everyone spurned.

It was a very bad time, and her temper became very bad, but he always tolerated it. She didn't want him to stick to her infamy, so she proposed to break up.

But she pushed him away, and at the same time expected him to come closer, probably hoping to get some sense of security.

The end result was that Tianzhizi couldn't stand her capriciousness and accepted the breakup, deleting all her contact information.

The drama is that because of the spinach incident, after the relevant departments intervened in the investigation, they found that her father was persecuted and wronged, so he was quickly released.

But no one cares about the truth of the matter, and all that surrounds them is scolding.

For half a year, she had been taking antidepressants, and after her father was released, she felt much better and wanted to go back and get Dancer back.

She chased to South Korea and lived in a strange country for two years.

She rented a house near the AFT base and visited him from time to time. He didn't want to live with her, so she bought a cute corgi to keep her company.

As long as AFT is active, she will be cheeky and come over, even if the whole base doesn't like to see her, she doesn't care.

As long as he is on vacation, she pesters him and pulls him on a trip.

But no matter what she did, he always looked at her with a faint, sarcastic gaze, wanting her to feel passive embarrassment and give up the idea of continuing the previous edge.

Maybe in his opinion, her previous behaviors showed that in her mind, he was just a plaything who could call around at any time, want it, and don't want it if he wanted it, so he didn't want to hear the so-called truth at all.

As a last resort, she learned the routines in the TV series and made a bet with him for a year, if he didn't like her again this year, she would leave, but in this year, he had to follow her and couldn't refuse her, otherwise she would have been pestering him.

Dancer was forced to move to the fifty-square-meter small apartment she rented, but his posture was always very clear, it was okay to live together, but that's all, he would rather be with Xiao I in the winter to lay on the floor than to go to bed.

She admits that that year, she put in a lot of effort and learned a lot of life skills, including cooking.

However, no amount of effort, it seems that there will be the last straw that breaks the camel's back.

In the year when AFT won three consecutive championships, the day before the players left for the United States, she went to the base to deliver his luggage, and happened to see him sign a female fan, and then smiled slightly and said "thank you".

I can't remember how long I hadn't seen his smile, at least not for her anymore.

She suddenly realized that if she continued like this, it would be a kind of torture for him and herself.

Although it is a clichΓ© that a good horse does not eat grass, it is not a cruel truth.

No matter how hard it is to accept, you have to accept the fact that he doesn't love her anymore. No matter how much she did, she also punched the cotton, and seeing that the year was about to expire, and the potted plants she kept by the window had lost their leaves and withered petals, it was time to leave.

On the day of AFT's departure, Dancer suddenly returned to his "home" and told her that he had gone to the United States for a training camp and turned off his phone. Reading the book

She knew what he wanted to say, but she was afraid that she would be uninteresting and disturb him during the game.

She smiled, said she understood, and then sorted out her things in the evening, and quietly left this sad country.

When she heard that AFT had won three consecutive championships, her father had just helped her go through the formalities of a nursing home. Her depression worsened, and her father was worried about her, so he hired the best doctor to help her.

Luckily, her father had a good friend - the current owner of ALI. The boss financed a lot of money for the family to help her father make a comeback.

Seeing that her life was getting better day by day, in order to repay him, and in order to keep herself busy and find something to do, she became the head coach of the ALI.

The past is like a dream, and it is also a lie to say that you have no regrets.

At that time, when she heard that Wave's genius ad showed her love to Mist in front of the world's cameras, she was envious and couldn't help but think: If she hadn't willfully pushed him away at the beginning, could they also be an enviable fairy couple?

However, it is too difficult to fall in love, and if you are not careful, love will dissipate.

If she doesn't have this kind of blessing, she can only envy the love of others.

Maybe one day in the future, when Dancer gets married, she can only become a supporting actress in his perfect love.

Zhou Yingbing remembered again that the morning after her hand swiped to that interview, she found herself on Weibo's hot search.

It turned out that in the second half of that question, the fan also asked him if he wanted to say anything to her.

He thought for a long time and said to the camera: "I want to ask her, how is Xiao I?" ”

Xiao I is the corgi she bought, and when she left South Korea, she also brought it back to China.

Later, the media found her and asked this question, she was prepared, her expression was as indifferent as his, and she said concisely, "It's a good life." ”

Later, on the last day of the transfer period that year, she went to work at the club as usual, but ran into him in the office.

By then, he was already surprisingly fluent in Chinese. Seeing her stunned at the door, the boss, who was talking to him, patted her on the shoulder with a red face, excitedly saying that Dancer was coming to apply for the coach of their team, and he had agreed.

She didn't react for a long time, and held back a sentence for a long time, "He is the head coach, what about me?" ”

As if at this time, she remembered that she was still the nominal "head coach" of the ALI, and the boss scratched her head, and finally became the boss of the house, "I don't care, you can negotiate who is the deputy and who is the deputy yourself." ”

Sensing that his gaze fell on her, she was silent for a moment and compromised, "I'll go behind the scenes and be an analyst." ”

He has four S-race titles, which have never been seen before, and there may not be anyone who will come after. He was the manager and the players were convinced.

Unexpectedly, that night, he knocked on the door of her bedroom with two large suitcases, saying that his bedroom had not been repaired, and the boss asked him to find a place to sleep by himself.

She thought that he wanted to take revenge on her and drive her away, so she was silent and wanted to go home and live, but her hand was stopped.

It was also then that he discovered that she had been taking medication for depression, and that she was taking a lot of it.

He forcibly stayed in her room, but he didn't let her go, a 1.8 meter big bed, she slept inside against the wall, he slept outside, but every day when he woke up, she always got into his arms.

Over time, Zhou Yingbing was embarrassed by his sleeping appearance, but he didn't know what was going on, he used to hate her approach, and refused to share the bed with her even if he was killed, but now he didn't mind her sleeping appearance at all, and helped her strictly customize the work and rest time, and she had to sleep at eleven o'clock every night.

After transitioning to being an analyst, she did have more free time than she did as a coach.

For example, in the past few days, the LPL Summer Finals have a week to start, and this week, he comes back at four or five o'clock almost every day.

As soon as I thought of this, the door of the dormitory was gently turned and pushed open.

Zhou Yingbing was hiding in the quilt to wipe her tears, but when she heard the movement, she suddenly didn't dare to move.

After a while, the soft light of the lamp turned on.

Finding that she was completely out of the quilt, a slender hand gently pulled the quilt apart. Zhou Yingbing hurriedly grabbed the quilt and didn't let go, lest he find out that he was crying.

In the next second, Zuo Ruixuan's voice rang out, "Haven't slept yet?" ”

She was quiet, motionless, silent.

Zhou Yingbing's whole person was buried in the quilt, so naturally he couldn't see his frowning slightly and the melancholy in his eyes.

In the past two years, she has been like this almost every day, silent, as if she has lost the joy of everything, only living in her own world, and can't get out.

He gently rubbed her exposed hair and asked, "Tomorrow is my birthday, did you go home and get the household registration book I asked you to take?" ”

Hearing this question, the girl hiding in the quilt let out a dull "um".

Hearing that something was wrong with her voice, Zuo Ruixuan couldn't help but forcibly pull away her quilt, and then parted her hands.

A red-nosed face that had cried suddenly came into view.

His heart throbbed hard.

Zhou Yingbing was embarrassed and wanted to turn over to cover up, but heard his voice hoarse, "We had a meeting today to practice, so we came back late." ”

She closed her eyes tightly and did not speak.

He continued, "Tomorrow you can watch us train, and sleep next to it, so that you don't have to think about it anymore." ”

She pursed her lips and bit them.

He helped her rub her slightly reddened wrist, eased his tone, and said softly, "It's okay, when you get the certificate tomorrow, you won't think about it anymore." ”

Hearing this, Zhou Yingbing opened his eyes suddenly, and a pair of red eyes looked at him blankly, as if he couldn't understand what he was saying.

However, he didn't explain anymore and got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.

Zhou Yingbing only thought that he was teasing himself, lying on the bed with a gloomy expression, and gradually fell asleep.

When the man came back from washing, he found that she was asleep, so he got into bed lightly, and then gently carried her into his arms from behind.

If someone had asked him four years ago how he felt about Ice, he would have replied: he hated her and was fascinated.

But many things, only after time, will we see the truth behind them.

He clearly remembers that when he returned home with his fourth S championship that year, he found that she had erased all traces, and that feeling of being a blow to the head was the same as when she proposed to break up many years ago, but never said the reason.

He knew that something had happened to her family, but he didn't care, so he naturally thought that she wouldn't care either. He forgot to put himself in her shoes, which led to a misunderstanding.

When she disappeared and reappeared, returning to the public as the head coach of the team, he had already made up his mind to retire. The first is that he has won all the honors and awards he should have won at that time, and he no longer has the spirit to play professionally, and the second is that the mood of wanting to meet the person he likes at any time has never changed.

It's just that after returning to her, I suddenly found out that she had a very serious depression.

When she was in Korea, she never behaved unusually, but looking back, many of her behaviors were abnormal, but unfortunately he was careless and never paid attention to it.

He didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to help her recuperate and give her a grand wedding.