People never know what will happen in the next second, maybe they have never had joy, maybe they have never had sadness. Life seems to be a gamble, sadness and joy each occupy 50%, every day of life seems simple, but the simplicity is full of different flavors, full of ups and downs, this is life, this is growth.

Meng Ting pretended to be full of grief because Manxue's home stayed until the evening before leaving, and after leaving, Meng Ting kept worrying in her heart, she was worried that Yu Manxue's mother could not bear the sadness of losing her beloved daughter. On the way back to school, Meng Ting secretly swore in her heart that she must fulfill her promise in the future, as long as she has time, she will often visit Yu Manxue's mother, even if she doesn't have time to visit, she must call often, she can experience this pain of eternal loss, which can not be made up by any kind of power in this life.

After Meng Ting returned to school, she didn't go to dinner, but directly invited Liu Jingjing to the school's botanical garden. In fact, Liu Jingjing had been waiting for Meng Ting to come to her after dinner, and she knew that Yu Manxue's departure this time was another sad experience for Meng Ting.

When Liu Jingjing saw Meng Ting, she found that Meng Ting was already haggard, and Meng Ting, who had not closed her eyes for a day and a night, her eyes turned dark and her delicate face was like a withered flower.

As soon as Meng Ting walked in front of Liu Jingjing, she hugged Liu Jingjing and couldn't help crying.

Liu Jingjing did not dissuade Meng Ting, but just stroked Meng Ting's shoulder with her hand, she could feel the discomfort in Meng Ting's heart at this moment, crying out loud was the best way to vent, better than any words to comfort. Liu Jingjing listened to Meng Ting's crying, and she also recalled in her heart the past when she used to get along with Yu Manxue, such a frank, righteous and beautiful girl ended her young life by jumping off a building in the flowering season.

Today's night, like every sad moment in the past, Liu Jingjing's shoulders became the warmest place for Meng Ting, and tears wet her shoulders again. It is said that the ivory tower is the most beautiful years, and tears are a luxury, but for Meng Ting, it has become a memory in the bottom of her heart one after another.

"Tingting, I really didn't expect that the girl who committed suicide by jumping off the building in school last night turned out to be Manxue."

"I didn't expect Manxue to choose to commit suicide, I really didn't expect it."

"What is this for? Also, why would your roommate go to the student dormitory? ”

Looking at Liu Jingjing's face full of doubts, Meng Ting fell into hesitation.

"What's wrong? Tingting, you say. Liu Jingjing asked suspiciously.

"Jingjing, I promised Manxue that I couldn't tell anyone, so don't ask."

"Tingting, do you think I'll spread the word? Don't forget, Manxue is also a good friend of mine. ”

"Jingjing, you misunderstood, I didn't mean that. It's just that it's a shame for Manxue, she just left, and I don't want to do anything to make her sad. ”

"Just tell me, I really don't want to pretend to be suspicious, I don't even know how my friend died."

Meng Ting looked at Liu Jingjing's somewhat angry look, and after she secretly said sorry to Manxue in her heart, she opened her mouth to explain the reason why Yu Manxue committed suicide.

"Jingjing, you should know what happened in our school last week in the international student dormitory, right?"

Liu Jingjing nodded: "I know, what does this have to do with Manxue's suicide?" In the next second, Liu Jingjing suddenly realized: "I understand, there should be Manxue among the three Chinese female students, right?" ”

"You're right, there is a snow in the three girls. But, Jingjing, don't think too much. Here's the thing, Manxue had a boyfriend from Africa some time ago named Dennis. Dennis often took Manxue to the bar for a drink, and once, Manxue didn't return all night, and I later learned that she was drunk by Dennis and brought back to the dormitory, and the next day there was an incident that shocked the school's international student apartment. About three days later, Manxue was diagnosed with AIDS. At that time, I tried my best to persuade Manxue, who was already desperate, to ask her to treat her well, and Manxue finally agreed, but I didn't expect Manxue to choose to commit suicide by jumping off the building when I was not paying attention. ”

"I said why did your roommate go to the student apartment to make trouble, it turned out that Man Xue committed suicide because he was infected with AIDS."

"Yes, Manxue is a strong girl, and she doesn't want to be the object of ridicule in the eyes of others."

"It's disgusting!" Liu Jingjing said angrily, "After getting drunk with other people's snow, I actually brought them back to the dormitory, what kind of place does this treat Huangpu University as!" ”

Meng Ting sighed: "Jingjing, I've been thinking about it on the way back, this is not only the sadness of the snow, but also the sadness of this era. ”

"Tingting, what do you mean?"

"Jingjing, you have also seen, not to mention the entire Chinese university campus, just our school, there are still many girls who fall in love with African students. I'm not against this kind of transnational love, let alone the so-called racial discrimination, I'm saying that the treatment given to international students in our country is a bit too high, and under this kind of super-national treatment, we ourselves will look down on ourselves, and always appreciate foreign students with a curious and adoring look. You don't know, when Manxue and Dennis were together, Manxue gave me the feeling that she had made a foreign boyfriend, as if she had reached out and picked up a star, and she completely lost her mind. ”

"Tingting, speaking of this, it really makes people feel quite strange, I remembered a sentence on the Internet, which says that Chinese students are on an equal footing when they go abroad, but foreign students are uncles when they go to China. In Chinese universities, students from abroad live in luxurious dormitories so that they can enjoy the fruits of the times. I think the same way as you, I understand how to entertain guests, how to be rich, but if you lose equality, then there is no point. In this unbalanced state, of course, foreign students will feel superior to you, so a few African students dare to bring Chinese female students back to the dormitory to play with them. Because, people know that even if something happens, they won't do anything to them. ”

"Jingjing, say a little more today, don't you think that we Chinese have stood up on the surface, but in fact we have been kneeling in our hearts. I suddenly thought that there was a case of a female student infected with AIDS at a university before, and a critic on the Internet said that when Chinese see foreigners will no longer appreciate with a curious eye, we Chinese will stand up. ”

"I don't feel as much as you do, I like to see what's going on. Tingting, do you know how many students in our school describe this phenomenon? They say that students from Africa, boys live like emperors, and girls live like maids. Why do you say that, after these boys from Africa arrived in China, they saw that the Chinese girls were so cute and beautiful, and it was naturally like walking into a thousand flowers, while the girls would lose the love of the boys in their own country, be left out in the cold, and become a maid-like existence. ”