Meng Ting's freshman year ended in a misunderstood and lonely atmosphere.

Meng Ting has been looking forward to this summer vacation for a long time, and the atmosphere in the school makes her unable to persevere, she longs in her heart for the pace of time to be faster, to go home early, and no longer have to endure the pain of suppressing her soul after returning home. At home, there is only the joy of indulging in embracing the mother of the mountain, and there is only the comfort of breathing natural air.

During the summer vacation of this year, Liu Jingjing contacted an art tutoring agency in advance, planning to exercise there during the summer vacation. Gao Wenxiang signed up for the summer practice activities in the countryside. Therefore, there were only two people on the train home, Meng Ting and Wang Letian.

"Rakuten, do you like to ride the train?" Meng Ting asked as she looked at the scenery outside the window, with a look of worry on her face.

"Me, I don't feel anything, isn't it just a means of transportation? Wang Letian replied as if nothing happened, at this moment he had not yet sensed the pain in Meng Ting's heart.

Meng Ting continued to look at the scenery outside the window: "I especially like to take the train, especially the feeling of watching the scenery outside the window after the train is galloping. Looking at these landscapes makes me forget a lot of my worries. ”

Wang Letian looked at Meng Ting, and he began to experience a trace of sadness in Meng Ting's heart.

"Meng Ting, what's wrong with you? Is there something on your mind? Wang Letian asked.

Meng Ting looked down at her hands and didn't speak, the sadness on her face became more obvious.

"Oh, that's right." Wang Letian then asked, "Meng Ting, I see that many couples in our school go out to travel together during the summer vacation, why don't you let your boyfriend take you out for a while?" ”

Meng Ting squeezed out a smile helplessly, and then shook her head: "We have already separated." ”

"Divided?" Wang Letian said in surprise, "How long have you been together, no more than three months, why did you divide it so quickly." ”

"It's divided, it's divided." Meng Ting said quietly.

Wang Letian looked at the sadness that kept flowing out of Meng Ting's face, and he felt as if for Meng Ting, this trip home was a self-escape, and the two sat silently opposite each other for more than ten seconds.

"Meng Ting." Wang Lotian broke the short silence, "Wen Xiang chatted with me some time ago, and he specifically mentioned you. ”

Meng Ting didn't look up, nor did she feel anything: "What did he mention me for?" ”

"He said he liked you very much." Meng Ting was shocked by Wang Letian's words, and looked up at Wang Letian, "He looked very sad the night he chatted with me, he told me that he has always liked you, but the real society in the future is very cruel, and he can't take his feelings and the future into account." ”

Meng Ting didn't respond to any words, and turned her head to look at the blue sky outside the window.

"Meng Ting, I don't know what you guys think? Honestly, I really envy you. ”

Meng Ting smiled at Wang Letian: "What do you envy us?" ”

"If Jingjing can have one-third of your feelings for Wen Xiang, I will definitely give everything I have to be good to Jingjing." Wang Letian said with sadness on his face.

"Rakuten, don't you feel it? The distance between you and Jingjing is slowly closing. ”

"How? I don't feel it. ”

"Didn't you feed people when you were in the hospital?" A smile appeared on Meng Ting's sad face.

"What's the feed?" Wang Letian said embarrassedly, secretly surprised in his heart, how did Meng Ting know? Jingjing told her?

"I can see it clearly from the outside of the ward."

Wang Letian smiled with a red face.

"So, Lotte, take your time, don't worry, one day Jingjing will be able to perceive it." Meng Ting's tone carried a kind of expectation and yearning, not only the yearning for Wang Letian's feelings, but also the longing for the confusion in front of her.

Wang Letian shook his head: "That's not the case at all, the gap between me and Jingjing is too big, I don't deserve her, I know this." After speaking, Wang Letian's inferiority complex in his heart began to occupy all of his spiritual space again.

"Rakuten, I think you're really wrong about that. Jingjing is not the kind of material girl, but now she only thinks about realizing her dreams. Besides, you also know that you are not the only one chasing her in our school, but in the end, she was not always rejected. So, don't always think about the gap or something. ”

Wang Letian thought in his heart that Meng Ting didn't understand his deepest meaning, he knew that Liu Jingjing was not a material girl, but a person who only wanted to pursue her dreams. But a person with low self-esteem since childhood who can understand the pain in it, inferiority complex is like a shadow for himself, as long as there is a bright place, it will appear, just like when he thinks of Liu Jingjing in his heart, the shadow of inferiority complex will turn into a demon and quickly envelop the whole body.

Thinking of these, Wang Letian seems to feel the feeling that Meng Ting likes to look at the scenery passing by outside the train window, yes, looking at these constantly changing scenery, people can forget a lot, and the sadness and loss in his heart seem to be handed over to the blue sky outside the window, only the pure blank is filled in the world of the soul.

After the train entered the mountain, Meng Ting tried her best to keep smiling, reminding herself over and over again in her heart not to think about the sad things that happened at school, and now that she was about to go home, she couldn't let her parents see her sad expression.

A few months ago, when she and Zong Wenbo had just established a relationship, Meng Ting had planned to wait until she came home for the summer vacation to tell her parents the good news. However, I never thought that this relationship would only last for a month.

It was already evening when the train entered the mountains, and the warm summer sun shone on the rolling hills, like an endless sea of gold.

Meng Ting looked at these mountains, thinking in her heart that if she stood on the top of the mountain now, she would definitely look at the boundless nature in front of her and shout loudly, pouring out all the suffering in her heart. Dashan is Meng Ting's hometown, and in her heart she is like a silent mother, never letting herself feel depressed, let alone crying.

When the train arrived at the prefectural station, it was already seven o'clock in the evening. At this time, Meng Ting's parents were still on the way, Meng Ting had to wait at the train station, and Wang Letian got on the bus to take the first step.

On the way home, Meng Ting talked happily and excitedly with her parents all the way. Meng Ting only told her parents about her studies in college, how many extracurricular books she read in the library, and how prosperous Shanghai was.

In fact, in Meng Ting's heart, how much she wanted to tell her parents about the pain she suppressed in her heart, but if she thought about it, it would only make her parents more worried in the future, after all, Shanghai is thousands of miles away. Moreover, my parents are full of hope for themselves, and they can't come home once and confide in their sadness.

In the evening, Meng Ting's parents prepared a table of meals in advance, all of which Meng Ting loved to eat. Home is really a warm harbor, where you can be unrestrained, no loneliness, no sadness, only the most selfless people give themselves the most selfless love.

After dinner, Meng Ting returned to her bedroom, except for the bed that was carefully cleaned up by her mother, the rest of the whole room still maintained the appearance she had before leaving for the winter vacation, and the flowers she put on the windowsill were still so beautiful, and the fragrance of flowers was still so intoxicating.

Meng Ting fell on her soft bed and took a breath, she could finally stop from the stinging sadness in the school, she could breathe the natural air of the mountains to her heart's content, and she could stand on her balcony and enjoy the bright stars and the mountain world with sporadic lights on a summer night.