Chapter Forty-Nine: Heartfelt Confession
When Sima Jingling returned to her room, she saw Ah Pu standing quietly by the window, not knowing what she was thinking.
She raised her eyebrows slightly, turned around and closed the door, then walked over to Apu's side and asked softly:
"What's wrong with my A-Secret, why are you so full of worries?"
After Ah Pu heard Sima Jingling's voice, he immediately came back to his senses. He looked at Sima Jingling as if she was in a good mood, so he approached Sima Jingling, and said to Sima Jingling with a smile:
"You're back. You want to ask Apo what he was thinking just now, and Apo was naturally fascinated by Ah Ling's demeanor. I have seen your majesty clearly from beginning to end, and it really makes Ah Gui unable to take his eyes off it. ”
"Look at your little mouth, you're really used to saying nice things."
As soon as she heard what Ah Pu said, she obviously knew that it was a lie, but Sima Jingling didn't care at all.
As far as she is concerned, it doesn't matter if she tells the truth or not, whether she has something to hide from her, there is a secret between them.
Besides, who in this world would not listen to good words?
Sima Jingling raised her hand to cover her lips and laughed very briskly. She looked at Apu's seemingly casual face, took Apu's hand, and sat with him in a corner of the room.
She sighed and leaned into Ah Pu's arms, as if she was emotional, and as if she had finally relaxed and released, she said:
"Now that I have completed this thing, it can be regarded as a gain, and it is not in vain that I have been acting with those people every day for so many days. But in the end, these days, the most wronged person is to hide from you. ”
Ah Pu shook his head when he heard this, and then gently placed his chin on Sima Jingling's head to show his closeness to Sima Jingling.
His voice seemed to be a little hoarse, and it seemed to be a little urn-like gentleness, listening to Sima Jingling's ears, it was really sultry.
It's just that the timing is not right now, otherwise Sima Jingling may really follow her own heart, reflexively deceive Ah Pu, and taste the taste of him that makes her a little nostalgic.
Sima Jingling could only snuggle in Apu's arms more intimately, listening to Apu's voice, and wandering quietly in her ears.
"Ah Ling's words are a little biased, although Ah Pu is very grateful to Ah Ling for her preference for me, but in this matter, Ah Pu has nothing to be wronged about?
Although Apo has always kept the events of that year in mind, Apo has always regarded this matter as my own business, whether it is to find out the truth of the events of that year, or to take revenge, I have always silently regarded it as my own business.
Although, I'm already your person. ”
When Ah Pu said this, he paused, as if he was sorting out his thoughts, thinking about what kind of way and what kind of emotion he should use to express it, and seemed to be recalling some past events and feelings at that time.
He opened his mouth several times, but finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and began to speak very calmly and slowly,
"The events of that year should have been a pain that I could never mention in my heart, after all, most people in this world gave me undisguised laughter and ridicule for what happened to me back then, or hypocritical sympathy.
They regarded this kind of thing as an after-dinner conversation, and they maliciously speculated behind their backs about why my father was killed, and why my aunt would be willing to bring an oil bottle like mine to Nanyuguo. They were ostensibly concerned about my daily life, but secretly they were asking me what was going on.
When they heard about it, they would say 'it's okay' to me hypocritically, and then when they turned around, they would laugh and share my grief with their companions, and point me to my life. Since then, I've learned to keep my true feelings to myself, show them what they want to see, and then look for an opportunity to get revenge. ”
Sima Jingling laughed when she heard this.
Based on her understanding of Apu, Apu is really a person who can do this kind of thing.
Although, when she saw Apo for the first time, she was also deceived by Apu's appearance and clean and dusty temperament.
But that feeling was only for a moment, and when Apu came to her side and became her face, she could already clearly feel the different sides of Apu.
But she didn't care.
Around her, are there still few people like arrogance who have their own careful thoughts?
But what she didn't expect was that when she opened the five-year appointment, she would only feel that she would not have much communication with Ah Pu, and the situation of being together day and night like this did not happen in her expectations.
She even had a faint feeling that the five-year covenant under the circumstances at that time was likely to be shortened by her own interference.
Sima Jingling thought a lot in her heart, but she continued to listen to Ah Pu's words in her ears, and she did not interrupt Ah Pu's narration.
She listened to Ah Xue chatter about a lot of things when she was a child, some good and some bad, and then talked about the things that have happened in the Yumen Inn these days.
“…… These things have been pressing on my mind for many years, so long that I have the illusion that I can be fearless of anything and any accident on my own. Even in my heart, I don't think anyone or anything can touch this thorn in my heart that has never been pulled out.
But when I heard the news of my brother Wei Lan, I still lost my temper, and it was very obvious in front of Ah Ling.
Ling, you don't know how panicked I was at that time, I was afraid that after you knew these things about me, I would be disgusted with me and think that I was a trouble. However, not only did you not dislike me, but you also comforted me, secretly looked for opportunities, devised various ways to vent my anger, and spent a lot of effort to finally achieve today's result, which really touched me.
So, Ling, you really don't have to say anything like I have been wronged. In my heart, with you, I will never feel wronged, you are my eternal and only warmth and happiness. ”
Ah Pu's sudden words seemed to show his heart, which made Sima Jingling's heart beat rapidly suddenly.
A few days ago, because of Apu's obvious possessiveness for her, she and Apu got along for a long time, until Apu apologized and swore that she reluctantly forgave him, and continued to get along with Apu without any guilt.
However, if a person is moved, can he really forget each other because of a momentary concession? Sima Jingling didn't believe it, but she subconsciously believed it.
If you think about it carefully, it is probably in her heart that there is a faint expectation for Ah Pu.
So, what's next?
Sima Jingling restrained the expression on her face and thought expressionlessly. But she didn't notice that her ears had already revealed her mind, so that the Ah Conceal who was holding her could see it clearly.