Chapter 181: A Lonely Existence
"the groove and be ruthless!" Lina was speechless in shock after watching Mu Anli's series of performances, and looked at Xiaobai next to her with a confused expression, "When did Amu become so powerful!" β
Xiaobai: ......
What I saw! Give me back Ah Mu!
The meal was finished in such a strange atmosphere, and with Mu Anli's matter, the girls didn't continue to get to Qiu Zebei's side, and Qiu Zebei was able to live in peace.
"Thank you tonight." Qiu Zebei rarely smiled and looked at Mu Anli, "Help me solve a big problem." β
"You're stupid, you don't want to know how to refuse. I didn't want to help you, I just wanted to talk to that girl. "Mu Anli has a hard mouth!
Xiaobai: ......
Do you think we're stupid!
LinaοΌβ¦β¦
I can't hear, I can't see, I don't know!
Qiu Zebei: ...
"Forget it, believe it or not!" Mu Anli was a little weak-hearted, and shook off them and walked forward first.
"Hey, don't go, we didn't say we didn't believe it." Lina and Xiaobai looked at each other and smiled, and chased after her to grab her left and right.
Mu Anli returned to her place of residence, because the capital budget was sufficient, and each member had a separate room for each member of the "moonlight", and Mu Anli was no exception.
This day was so tired, Mu Anli felt a little sleepy, but she felt that she still had something to do, but she couldn't remember it anyway.
Since she really couldn't think of it, Mu Anli simply stopped being entangled, and lay on the bed and fell asleep, but Mu Anli didn't sleep well.
Mu Anli had a dream, no, maybe it was a lot of dreams, and there were some strange scenes in the dreams, and Mu Anli didn't remember seeing it.
First of all, there was a girl who looked very familiar, walked up to her and grabbed her arm and kept crying, saying something like "come back quickly". vertex
But Mu Anli doesn't remember that she has seen this girl, she calls herself "Lili", who is Lili, Mu Anli doesn't remember who called herself like this, after all, everyone here calls herself Amu.
Lili, why do you call such a sad name, as if she is destined to separate, but I still like the name Amu a little more.
Then there was Qiu Zebei, who stood opposite the girl and kept saying "don't go" to Mu Anli, Mu Anli was in a dilemma, she didn't know what to do.
It was at this time that Mu Anli raised her head and suddenly saw Gu Yucheng standing in a corner far away, being stared at by such a gaze, Mu Anli didn't know why she suddenly felt a little weak and didn't dare to look at the other party.
But the sky was not as good as people wanted, in such a small place, Gu Yucheng saw her and walked towards her, Mu Anli was a little flustered, and wanted to let the two people around her leave quickly, but when she turned her head to look, she found that the two people didn't know when they were gone.
Mu Anli lowered her head a little embarrassed, "You are looking for me, is there anything wrong?" β
"I heard you're leaving?" Gu Yucheng was not perfunctory and went straight to the topic.
"I, I don't know yet, I don't know what's going on." Mu Anli replied with some stumbling points.
"Hmm." Gu Yucheng didn't wait for Mu Anli to say something, he turned around and left directly, Mu Anli was a little anxious, there was a feeling of panic when he walked, he wanted to chase but found that his feet were fixed and there was no way to move.
"Again!" Mu Anli thought resentfully. But suddenly, Mu Anli was shocked by the words she used, why "again"! Was it the same before?
Mu Anli woke up suddenly, it was already midnight, and there was silence and darkness all around, Mu Anli turned her eyes a little dazedly, and finally sat up and turned on the light.
Sitting quietly like this for a while, Mu Anli thought about the dream just now, I don't know what the situation was, whether it hinted at anything to herself, Mu Anli turned over and got out of bed and walked to the window to open the curtain.
If the smoke is the color of neon, but there is no silver starry sky, and beyond that there is endless darkness with no end in sight.
Probably, behind all the glamorous lights, there is no escape from this endless darkness, but what is the purpose of people living in it and becoming a member of the dust.
Mu Anli took a deep breath, so some people are constantly working hard to make themselves more dazzling above the lights and green, and become the arrogant and stubborn star; Some people give up struggling, live in a neon color, gradually lose their own nature, are assimilated by the world, and go to the abyss; There are also people who are abandoned by the world, constantly struggling for the simplest survival, only to be swallowed up by the abyss and become the tiniest dust in the world.
Living, probably for the sake of loneliness, everyone is an independent individual existence, like a star, if you want to keep your light from extinguishing, you have to stay away from your friends forever.
What kind of person you want to be is chosen by yourself, but you don't choose by yourself, so what kind of person is you?
Mu Anli couldn't help but ask herself.