Chapter 128: Don't say goodbye and don't like parting

Tang Sha walked to the window with an expressionless face, she really couldn't put on any expression now, her face was frozen and stiff.

She reached for the window shut. Then he went out of the room, went back to his room, changed into a set of clothes, sat down on the bed, and wrapped himself in a quilt.

Now he is cold and hungry, and if this continues, Fang'er will not find it, and he will fall.

Tang Sha clearly knew that Yuan Fang left on his own initiative. Tang Sha gathered the quilt and covered his ears.

Why is it so cold? The kind that doesn't feel warm.

Did I do something wrong, I didn't pay enough attention to it, and I didn't know Yuan Fang enough. It was she who forced people away.

He didn't leave a single letter left. Tang Sha's heart was full of frustration.

It was completely bright soon after, and Tang Sha couldn't make his body warm up by covering it like this, so when Shen Xin woke up, let her help.

In this way, another hour passed, and Tang Sha lifted the quilt and went to Shen Xin's house.

Shen Xin woke up, and when she looked at Tang Sha's appearance, she knew what she had done, her hair was very wet, her face was pale, and her lips were purple. I saw a chill.

"Shen Xin, help me keep warm." Tang Sha sat on the edge of Shen Xin's bed.

Shen Xin also went to bed and began to warm Tang Sha with the inside.

"Yuan Fang hasn't come back yet." Shen Xin said slowly.

"I know." Tang Sha replied softly.

"Isn't he coming back?"

"I don't know." Tang Sha's voice was low, and there was no emotion in his words.

Seeing this, Shen Xin didn't ask more. Tang Sha was in a bad mood when he saw it now. She suddenly remembered herself, she left this time, and did not tell the priest, would he also be in a bad mood?

Shen Xin mentally said that Yuan Fang was not sensible, and at the same time he was blaming himself. When is it time to write a letter back.

Tang Sha fell asleep in the warm air flow of Shen Xin. Shen Xin covered her with a quilt and went downstairs, even if Yuan Fang was not there, she had to eat.

Tang Sha woke up at noon, she didn't want to think about anything now, and she couldn't help it.

There are still some things to do. Tang Sha's head was a little drowsy. I'm afraid I'm going to catch a cold, when was the last time I got a cold? Half a year ago?

Shen Xin went out, not knowing what to do, but the things were still there. Tang Sha drew a portrait of Yuan Fang, and left a note for Shen Xin, saying that he was going to see Mo Chuanxiang.

Mo Chuanxiang had been waiting for Tang Sha since the morning, but she didn't see her coming. Cheng Lixue left early in the morning, as if she was busy meeting someone. When he left, he said to Mo Chuanxiang, "We will see you again."

Mo Chuanxiang felt that this was nonsense, the circle of businessmen was so big, their Mo family had a big business, and they might have to contact in business in the future.

What's going on with Tang Sha?

"The head of the family, will the little boy have something important and can't come?" Xiao Si said beside Mo Chuanxiang.

"Wait a little longer." Mo Chuanxiang believes that as long as it is not a fatal thing, Tang Sha will definitely come.

Sure enough, after a while, someone outside came to report that Tang Sha was here.

Mo Chuanxiang got up and walked out of the courtyard gate, and saw Tang Sha from a distance. Why is her steps so vain?

Tang Sha patted his face to make himself sober.

When I walked to Mo Chuanxiang's side, I found that this person was Mo Chuanxiang.

"Tang Sha, what's wrong with you?" Mo Chuanxiang frowned.

"It's fine, maybe a little fever." Tang Sha knew his situation, and it was not very serious.

"Wasn't it okay yesterday?" Mo Chuanxiang helped Tang Sha to walk into the courtyard.

Tang Sha pressed Mo Chuanxiang's hand and stopped.

"Chuanxiang, I want to ask you for something."

"Just say something."

"Can you ...... Wait a few more days. ”

Mo Chuanxiang paused, not quite understanding: "Is there anything you haven't done yet?" ”

"I'm looking for Yuan Fang." Tang Sha didn't hide it at all, and said it directly.

"Yuan Fang is gone?!" Mo Chuanxiang was surprised.

"Yesterday I left, and I wanted to know if he was safe and where he went." Tang Sha knew that if Yuan Fang took the initiative to leave, then even if he asked him to stay, he would be reluctant, hoping that he could find something he liked and live a more ...... life There is an ego.

"The world is big, how do you find it?" This is the focus of Mo Chuanxiang's concern.

"I have my own way, you don't have to help me." Tang Sha reluctantly pulled out a relieved smile.

At this time, Xiao Si beside Mo Chuanxiang spoke: "Family master, we can't delay any longer. ”

The higher the status and the richer the person, the more valuable time will be. Xiao Si naturally didn't want the head of the family to delay the Mo family's business for this friend.

"Stay." Mo Chuanxiang said without hesitation.

"I'm afraid it's ......"

"I said stay." Mo Chuanxiang's tone suddenly carried some murderous aura. That Xiao Si stopped talking and didn't say much.

"Thank you." Tang Sha saluted to the ink incense.

"When did you become so polite?" Mo Chuanxiang hurriedly picked up Tang Sha and teased.

"It's courtesy." Tang Sha really wanted to thank Mo Chuanxiang.

"Then you go find someone first." Mo Chuanxiang saw that Tang Sha was a little anxious, so he said goodbye to Tang Sha directly.

"Hmm." Tang Sha nodded, then turned around and left.

Tang Sha got out of the Tenglong Inn, went to the stronghold of Tengcheng Xinlou, and saw the little beggar that day.

As soon as the little beggar saw Tang Sha coming, he immediately got up, walked up to Tang Sha, and asked with a smile: "Tang Gongzi, what do you command?" ”

Tang Sha saw the people in Xinlou again, and his mood was a little complicated. There is a Qing family behind the letter building, so in fact, the silver he gave to the dog at the beginning is not worth anything to them.

But the people in Xinlou have such an attitude towards themselves, if it is not because of the Qing Zheng, Tang Sha himself does not believe it.

"I'm looking for someone, here's his portrait." Tang Sha studied sketching for a few years, and when he was serious about painting, he was still presentable.

Tang Sha's painting method also surprised the little beggar, and it is rare to paint so real and detailed.

"Don't worry, Childe, come at night."

"Okay, I'm in trouble."

"Feng is polite."

……

There are people everywhere in the letter building, and as long as they want to get news from somewhere, then as long as they pass through a special carrier pigeon, people everywhere will immediately move. Either it was already in the message library of the letter building, so it was more convenient.

As long as there are people in Yuanfang's place, Xinlou will get the news.

If you want to say that the only place without eyeliner, it may be southern Xinjiang. In fact, there was something at the beginning, but later when it was stolen in southern Xinjiang, the people in Xinlou were basically found out, and the Qing family did not arrange people inside.

Tang Sha returned to the inn, Shen Xin came back, and she went to send a letter to Nanjiang at noon.

"Tang Sha, you're sick." Shen Xin saw it at a glance.

"Do you have any medicine?" Tang Sha is not verbose, he has to take medicine when he is sick, and it is not good to drag it out.

"Absolutely." Shen Xin's backpack was washed and was about to dry, but it was soaked by the rain last night. She put the medicine in a large wooden box.

She dug through it and found a bottle with milder effects.

"There are twelve grains in it, two at a time, three times a day."

"Shen Xin, when will you take your medicine for several days?" Tang Sha was puzzled.

"You're too weak to eat anything else." Shen Xin's words were not to despise Tang Sha, but to tell the truth.

Tang Sha knew very well that he was determined to learn internal exercises. If others can, she will be able to.

"Who is Mo Chuanxiang?" It's normal for Shen Xin not to know Mo Chuanxiang.

"It's a friend of mine, who used to be from the rivers and lakes, and now he is the head of the Mo family in Yicheng."

"The Mo family?"

"A business-run family, very wealthy." Tang Sha's explanation has always been simple and crude.

Shen Xin nodded, I see. It turned out that Tang Sha had other friends besides Yuan Fang and himself. But I don't have any friends other than the two of them.

Shen Xin suddenly understood why Yuan Fang left. By Tang Sha's side, he lived too comfortably, and gradually, he lost himself.

She said in her letter today that she left southern Xinjiang to make more friends, and she would not stay in one place to practice medicine as before, she wanted to go to the world to see, and the worlds in Tang Sha's mouth were really too desirable.

"Tang Sha, what are your plans next?" Shen Xin began to think.

"When we find Yuan Fang's whereabouts, we will go to Diancheng, and I may stay in Diancheng for a long time."

"How long is a long time?"

"It depends, a few months, a lot of ...... Then I don't know. Tang Sha smiled and shook his head, who knows what will happen. I don't dare to plan anymore.

Shen Xin was silent, she didn't want to stay in the city anymore.

Tang Sha noticed that in addition to Shen Xin's strange appearance, he asked tentatively, "What?" Shen Xin, what do you think, just say. ”

Shen Xin didn't know if it would make Tang Sha sad if she said it, but she didn't want to lie to Tang Sha.

"I want to go everywhere, a lot of places, what you say about Persia, Rome, Greece, I want to go and see." Shen Xin said word by word, sincere and firm.

Tang Sha was stunned for a moment, wanting to laugh but couldn't. Shen Xin: What does this mean is that she also wants to leave?

"Karasa ......"

"It's okay, the world is so big, it's time to go and see it, it's your freedom, I won't stop you." Tang Sha also has no right to stop others. Tang Sha has always followed the trajectory of her life, and has never asked for other people's opinions, and others she likes may not like it. It seems that he has imposed his hobby on others.

She promised Yuan Fang that she would take him to the battlefield, but now the promise she made was like a fart. She didn't empathize, Yuan Fang couldn't afford to delay at this age. He was a man, and he had to make a name for himself when he was young.

Shen Xin's unspoken words can't be said anymore, Tang Sha is always so empathetic, thinking about others, she will always be her friend.

Tang Sha took the medicine and returned to his room and took two pills. I picked up a book and read it carefully.

……

It was dark, Tang Sha lit the lamp, and then went out. As soon as night came, the wind blew again. It looks like it's going to rain tonight.

I got out of the inn and went to the alley. The little beggar had just arrived, and had taken a shift with another person.

"Tang Gongzi came really early, this is the news you wanted." The little beggar handed her the note in his hand.

Tang Sha couldn't wait to move to a nearby storefront under the lantern and open it to see.

Almost all the places where Yuan Fang appeared on it were recorded on it, and the last recorded time was this afternoon, in Tongcheng. Tongcheng is between here and Diancheng, I didn't expect Yuan Fang to go so far in just one day.

While Tang Sha breathed a sigh of relief, his heart was empty. Did you understand it shortly after the beginning? Life is always a lonely journey.

Ask her if she feels relieved? Of course not, she was sad and disappointed. But so what? And then what?

There is no more, life still has to go on, and I believe that one day they will meet again, right?

Have good expectations for the future, so that you can live each day well. Maybe many years later, they are looking at each other on a certain street, Yuan Fang has become the person he wants to be, and Tang Sha has been doing well all these years, and each of them is very good.

Tang Sha put the paper together, put it in his arms, and left directly. Her eyes were a little hot, and her nasal passages were sour.

Even so, she didn't want to really be just one person all the time. When Chuanxiang parted with herself, was it the same? The closest people to the Mo family left, and the master and brother were gone.

The next few days will be good with Chuanxiang. Tang Sha himself is also heartless, isn't he? didn't stay because of his love for Lianxin, and leaving doesn't mean that he doesn't like them. She thought, Yuan Fang and Shen Xin were the same. Caring for each other can make that person live more freely and happily.

……

Yuan Fang had gone out the day before he left, and he didn't do anything, just kept wandering around the streets. Look at what the people on the street are doing, and see what they're all saying.

He also went to the canal ferry and helped carry some things, but he didn't take a penny. In the past six months or so, he has forgotten what his previous life was like, and this half year has been more fulfilling than the past twenty years.

Childe is changing himself, but an inexplicable pride is emerging in his heart at this time. He wants to try, not rely on Childe, rely on himself, to change himself. In this way, you can stand by Childe's side with a clear conscience.

Leaving has become an inevitable choice, if you don't leave, you will fall deeper and deeper, and then lose that hard-won courage.

It's been a long time since I've walked down the street, and my eyes have been on Childe for too long, and it's time to look at something else.

Hou Xisheng and Taishou Gongzi are actually not wrong, only when they become strong belong to themselves.

Childe, I will definitely come back, and if I can, I want to marry you.

Yuan Fang didn't know that time is a very magical thing that can change a lot, including people and everything.

……

On the second day, Tang Sha's illness was much better. Tang Sha once said to Shen Xin and Yuan Fang that he didn't like to part. That's why I didn't have the courage to go back to the temple to see the abbot. So in the end, I regretted it.

It is simply wrong to think that if you don't see it, you will not find yourself if you are sad and sad.

Tang Sha got up in a hurry and went to find Shen Xin.

But...... Shen Xin is gone.

Since then, Tang Sha has never said that I don't like parting. No one likes parting. But there is no feast in the world that will not be dispersed, and parting is always there. She didn't want to miss the opportunity to see each other because of this sentence.

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