Chapter 225: Disintegration
But it is undeniable that most of the pain in his heart has disappeared.
Days of tossing and turning and sleepless pain seemed to slowly begin to unravel at this moment.
He stood in place for a while, as if he had finally found his voice, looked down at Ruan Xiaoxi, who was pulling his shirt and crying, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Is what you said true?" Ruan Xiaoxi lowered her head and burst into tears, and said while crying: "It's true...... I, the child is really yours, why don't you believe me...... Why ......" Ji Chengyan looked at the top of her jet-black hair, and her heart finally recovered a little sense, and it began to throb from somewhere in her heart.
He wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know what to say.
"I've never ...... Never, never betrayed you," she was still crying, her hand clutching his shirt white, "how could a child be someone else's...... Why don't you believe me......"
Ji Cheng was speechless, so he could only stiffly reach out and hold her in his arms.
Seeing this, the two bodyguards looked at each other, left the house together, and went out to stand again.
Ruan Xiaoxi cried in his arms, tears and snot were all wiped on his shirt, until he cried and swollen his eyes, and then pushed Ji Chengyan away.
Ji Chengyan looked at her who was gradually calming down, and was silent for a while before he spoke: "I'm sorry." ”
Ruan Xiaoxi didn't expect him to apologize to her, and looked up at him.
But just glancing at him, she sat down on the couch and wiped her snot with a piece of paper.
Ji Chengyan stood there and watched her for a while, until the wind blowing in from the window pulled him back to reality.
He withdrew his gaze, walked to the window, and began to smoke.
The rain outside the window was getting smaller, and he lit a cigarette and looked at the rain outside the window, falling into deep thought.
He was struggling when he first came, he knew he couldn't force her to have an abortion, but he felt that he couldn't stand the child in her womb.
But the moment he saw her tears, he actually began to regret it.
She was in pain, and he was even more in pain.
He realized that this was not what he wanted at all, and he even thought at that moment that if he really forced her to kill the child, he would not feel happy either.
He will only suffer more.
Just as he was about to speak out to stop the bodyguard, she suddenly said that.
She said that the child was not Lu Zhiyan's, it was his.
It is undeniable that hope was immediately rekindled in his heart, but at the same time he was deeply suspicious.
No one knows who the child really is.
But he couldn't give her any more medicine anyway, he really couldn't do it.
Maybe any other woman today, as long as it is not a heinous crime, he will not force her to have an abortion.
He was already extra tolerant of women, but why did he have to be so ruthless when he came to Ruan Xiaoxi? What's more, this person is Ruan Xiaoxi.
Maybe it's because it's her that he hates what he does to her even more.
But so what, as soon as she cried, he was in a mess.
He couldn't force her to do anything she didn't want to do.
He finished his cigarette and turned to look at Ruan Xiaoxi, who was sitting on the sofa in a daze.
She hugged her arms tightly, and there was a pile of toilet paper on the table where she wiped her tears and snot, her eyes straight at what she was looking at.
Her eyes were swollen, and her face was still white.
Every now and then, I sobbed.
Ji Chengyan suddenly had an urge to hold her in his arms and comfort her.
But he couldn't, he knew, and she wouldn't allow him to do so.
What he did tonight seemed to push her farther and farther away.
He silently went back to the bathroom to get his coat, and when he came out and passed by the living room, he said lightly: "From now on, you can go wherever you want." ”
Ruan Xiaoxi didn't speak, his heart sank, and he took his coat and walked out.
Just as he walked to the door, he suddenly heard her voice fluttering behind him: "Ji Chengyan." ”
Ji Chengyan paused, and somehow, he was a little happy.
He raised his eyebrows slightly and turned to look at her, "Hmm." ”
"Tonight, did Ruan Jingya ask you to come?" Ji Chengyan's eyes darkened.
"You speak," she stood up, with a hint of coolness in her tone, "Did Ruan Jingya ask you to give me the abortion pill?" ”
"How?" He asked.
Ruan Xiaoxi suddenly smiled and said softly, "It's her, right?" I knew it was her. ”
She sat down again and laughed sarcastically, "Ruan Jingya, I knew it was her."
Ruan Jingya ......: "How dare she!" How dare she! She sent an email to frame her and Lu Zhi for being unclear, and now she is instigating Ji Chengyan to force her to take abortion pills, in an attempt to kill her and Ji Chengyan's child.
Nguyen Jing Ya, Nguyen Jing Ya! Her eyes suddenly changed, and she became like a madman.
It seems that if Ruan Jingya was in front of her at this time, she could really crush her to ashes.
Ji Chengyan frowned, "Regardless of her business, she thought it was ......"
"You go!" She suddenly became angry, like a lion cub, and turned her head and shouted at him, "You go! Ji Chengyan didn't say a word again, turned around and opened the door and left.
…… That night, Ruan Xiaoxi lay in his bed with his eyes open until dawn.
In addition to palpitations, her heart was full of hatred for Ruan Jingya.
The hatred of the previous life and this life was superimposed, which made Ruan Xiaoxi hate and wanted to rush to the hospital to peel Ruan Jingya and cramp now.
In addition, she was full of disappointment in Ji Chengyan.
No matter how wary she was of Ji Chengyan, she never felt that Ji Chengyan would hurt her.
Even the moment he took out the abortion pill, although she was angry, she still didn't believe that he would force herself to eat it.
It's because of such a little self-confidence that I don't know where I came from, which almost caused her a big disaster.
She almost let her child die because of her recklessness.
Ji Chengyan really asked those two bodyguards to forcibly feed her medicine, which she didn't expect.
In fact, the most painful thing is not the framing of people who have always opposed them, but the betrayal of people they believe in.
Ji Chengyan, who was going to kill her child tonight, made her shudder at the same time, and her heart felt like she had fallen into an ice cellar, and it was completely cold.
If she still had a little affection for Ji Chengyan and a little bit of trust before, then when he tried to feed her the abortion pill, it all disappeared.
His actions this time finally made her completely dead to him, and she no longer had any hope of death.
She would never trust him again, and from then on she was only wary and fearful of him.
But she can't sit still like this, she has to make Ruan Jingya pay.
…… When Ji Chengyan left the hotel, he told his two bodyguards by the way that from today onwards, they should no longer restrict Ruan Xiaoxi's movements, but let them stay by Ruan Xiaoxi's side to protect her safety.
When he returned to the villa, it was late at night and the rain had stopped.
The dark night sky was cloudless, the sky was high, and a bright moon hung in the sky.
He suddenly felt hungry, but Aunt Zhou and the others were already asleep, so he went to the kitchen to take a look.
Suddenly I really wanted to drink porridge.
Ruan Xiaoxi has always liked to drink porridge, and when she was there, there was porridge at home at any time, and as long as she wanted to drink it, she could drink it hot at any time.
But Ji Chengyan doesn't like to drink it very much, and since he left, he rarely boils porridge at home.
Now he came to look for porridge to drink in the middle of the night, but naturally he didn't.
He didn't feel sleepy either, so he wanted to cook porridge and drink it on a whim.
But when did President Ji Da ever do this kind of work? He frowned and looked at the pot for a long time, but decided to find a mobile phone to search for methods.
It turns out that the method is very simple, just add rice and boil it.
He bent his eyebrows, the little woman actually liked to eat such a non-technical thing.
He added water to the pot and searched for half a day's worth of rice in the kitchen to fill it.
Then the fire was fired, and he just sat on the side and waited.
A little bored, he took out his phone and flipped through it.
I don't know how long it took, Aunt Zhou got up in the middle of the night and was a little thirsty, and when she wanted to drink water, she saw the light in the kitchen on.
Shocked, didn't you turn off the lights? No, she remembered very well, the lights were off.
She walked over suspiciously, and saw the pot and the flames on the stove at a glance.