Chapter 140: Guilt
I really feel sorry for him, I want to warm him, not for anything else, just because I love him. ”
Ruan Xiaoxi said, and she was about to shed tears.
Xue Yaru heard her mention Ji Chengyan's cold personality now, and she also knew that all this was caused by herself, and she felt a little guilty in her heart.
Speechless for a moment.
And Ji Chengyan, who came "just in time", stood not far away and listened to all Ruan Xiaoxi's words word for word.
Ji Chengyan walked over and stood in front of the table of the two people, and said to Xue Yaru: "I never thought that my mother cared so much about me? Xue Yaru didn't expect Ji Chengyan to come, so she stood up and looked at him: "Why are you here?" ”
"Mother can come, but I can't?"
"You are becoming more and more disproportionate for a woman now!" Xue Yaru looked at the tall but indifferent son in front of her with an annoyed expression.
In fact, she didn't quite understand why her son suddenly changed his attitude towards her.
I don't know when it started, but his son became more and more estranged from her, especially after his grandfather's death, his attitude towards himself can be called a 180-degree change.
"That's not what my mother cares about."
Ji Chengyan turned his head and pulled Ruan Xiaoxi up, "After all, I just need to be optimistic about the industry you want." ”
"What are you talking about?!" Xue Yaru was very angry with him.
Ji Chengyan turned around and pulled Ruan Xiaoxi away: "The company still has something to do, let's go first." ”
"Castle Strict!" Xue Yaru shouted at him behind him, but he turned a deaf ear.
Back in the car, Ji Chengyan took her directly to the company.
"Don't be angry."
Ruan Xiaoxi wanted to reach out and pull him, but seeing that he was driving with a focused face, he took his hand back again.
"I'm not angry."
Ji Chengyan remembered what she said in front of her mother just now, and her words were sincere and sincere.
"Actually, I want to talk to your mother well, I want her to stop being prejudiced against me, and I hope she can accept me."
Ruan Xiaoxi sighed.
Ji Chengyan didn't speak anymore, and when he arrived at the company, he went back to the office directly and didn't pay much attention to her.
Ruan Xiaoxi was helpless, and went to prepare for tomorrow's live broadcast by herself.
When he got off work in the afternoon, Ruan Xiaoxi went to his office to wait for him, he didn't seem to be greatly affected, and sat at his desk and worked very seriously.
"All ready?" He saw her sitting there waiting for him, and seemed a little bored, so he found a topic to talk to her while working.
"Well, it's all set."
Ruan Xiaoxi's eyebrows and eyes are crooked, and she is still looking forward to the first live broadcast tomorrow.
"Do you want me to accompany you during the live broadcast tomorrow?" He groaned for a moment, then suddenly asked.
Ruan Xiaoxi was a little surprised when she heard him ask: "Are you interested?" I think you're going to be bored. ”
"It's better to go and see, so that you don't have to make any more moths."
He glanced up at her, unbelievable.
Ruan Xiaoxi pursed his lips, and this man could hardly say anything nice from his mouth.
After work, the two of them went home together, and after eating, Ruan Xiaoxi sat on the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the computer, and after a while, he heard Ji Chengyan coming over, and then reached out beside her and touched her ears.
Ruan Xiaoxi followed his hand and rubbed it obediently.
As if not satisfied, he bent down and picked her up, then sat down on the soft sofa himself, and let her sit in his arms.
Ji Chengyan actually rarely had such a clingy moment, Ruan Xiaoxi was a little uncomfortable, turned his head to look at his black pupils, and asked him what was wrong.
"I heard you talk to your mother today."
Ji Cheng said strictly.
Of course you have to hear it, just to let you hear it.
Ruan Xiaoxi thought so, but didn't say anything, not quite understanding what he was trying to express.
"I'm a little curious, you obviously resisted me so much at first, why did you slowly accept it later?" Ji Chengyan leaned on the back of the sofa, encircled her with one hand, and wrapped a strand of her long hair between his fingers with the other, his eyes were loose and lazy.
"Well, probably women will have very special feelings for their first man......" Ruan Xiaoxi said deliberately, but halfway through his words, he saw that his face slowly darkened, so he quickly stopped talking.
Hey, this man can't be a joke.
"I mean, you're so nice to me, it's not like I can't see it."
She smiled softly and reached out to climb his neck, like an ordinary delicate girl.
When Ji Chengyan heard her say this, his face looked a little better, and he raised his eyebrows and asked, "Really?" ”
"Of course."
Ruan Xiaoxi replied, lowered her eyes again, looked at his lips, and rarely took the initiative to kiss him.
Ji Chengyan looked at her half-closed eyes, her long eyelashes hung quietly like two rows of small feathers, her skin was fair, the bridge of her nose was high, and she kissed him seriously, there was a different kind of seduction.
He reached out to hold the back of her head, and kissed her more deeply.
Her lips were sweet, and every time he kissed her, he could barely control himself.
The heart in the chest was pounding, and the blood in the blood was almost boiling.
He has always had excellent self-control, rarely unable to control his own situations, but when faced with her, she can always easily break all his emotions.
Ruan Xiaoxi actually wanted to stop here, but he didn't expect him to be entangled with her like this, and after a while, it was like a puddle of autumn water soft in his arms.
Ji Chengyan's voice was hoarse and whispered in her ear: "I heard you tell your mother today that you want to have one or two children?" Ruan Xiaoxi had already been put on the bed by him, and when he asked this, his face suddenly turned crimson: "No, I said nonsense." ”
Ji Chengyan looked at her with a smile, bullied her, kissed her cheek, and took off her obstructive clothes without delay: "I took it seriously." ”
…… In fact, when it comes to children, Ruan Xiaoxi's heart is still very deep.
It is impossible for her to forget the inevitable joy in her heart after she found out that she was pregnant in her previous life, no matter how much she didn't love Ji Chengyan, but of course she cared about her own flesh and blood.
At that time, she thought that if she told him the news of her pregnancy, he would be happy, and even treat her well in the future.
She may not have to live so tired every day, and maybe she can have a normal life.
But she was wrong, when he forced himself to kill the child, she had never been so desperate and hated someone so much.
She even felt that this man was a devil.
And now that Ji Chengyan mentioned the child, Ruan Xiaoxi was really worried all of a sudden.
It's just that she doesn't have time to care too much about it now, because he soon ushered in his first live broadcast.
An hour before the live broadcast, she opened Weibo to see her new news, and found that a lot of news was talking, waiting for her first live broadcast.
That night, not only what her fans were looking forward to, but also the first time she was looking forward to going live for the first time, and it began.
When the live broadcast room first opened, a large number of people poured in.
In fact, she doesn't know if there are any fans arranged for her by Ji Chengyan among these people, in short, the scene is hot.
"Hello everyone, I'm the wind.
Thank you very much for coming to watch me live, this is my first time live, and I'm actually still very nervous.
If something goes wrong, don't laugh at me. ”
Ruan Xiaoxi said this and gave everyone a preventive shot, while slowly opening PUBG, "I'm sorry that due to many personal reasons, I can't show my face in the live broadcast, I hope you will forgive me." ”
There are actually a lot of staff members sitting around her, as well as Ji Chengyan.
He was leisurely putting his long legs together casually, looking at her for a long time.
Ruan Xiaoxi glanced at him and stuck out his tongue.
And when the netizens in the live broadcast room heard her say this, the barrage suddenly brushed up: [Big big volume]: Wow, the wind god is really a girl!! [A meal of hairy blood]: It's really a girl! What a god! [You are Trensu]: The sound is so good! [Has Fengshen started a live broadcast]: Finally waiting for you! [Jedi Chicken King]: I declare that from today onwards, the god of wind will be my goddess! [Little fat man wants to be thin]: The goddess's voice is so good! So cute! Good Q! [Fengshen Fengshen I love you]: Listening to this voice, she must be a soft girl! Not only the barrage, but also all kinds of gifts were brushed up at this time.