Chapter 19: The Final Dialogue

Because Bai Xuesong lived with Chen Hong's parents, since they got married, they have developed a habit that as long as they have some disputes, they must not show it at home, which they have no one to restrain anyone, it is completely natural, from the beginning to the present.

This is also something that Chen Hong has always been proud of, quarrels are commonplace for the two of them, but in front of the old man, they never show conflict, on the contrary, Bai Xuesong can make the two old men smile with his clever tongue, even if there are some small conflicts with Chen Hong, he will easily resolve them in front of the old man, and the two old men also know Chen Hong's temper, so they don't care too much about their every move.

They quarreled in two fixed places, and if it was cold, they went to a garden in the center of the community, because it was quieter, and the neighbors rarely came here when it was cold. If it's summer, they go back to the outside of the community and find a place with fewer people to have a quarrel.

There is a gazebo in the grove, and below the pavilion is a bay of water pavilions, with low wooden fences surrounding the banks of the water.

Bai Xuesong has realized one thing at this moment, that is, Chen Hong often talks about it, the two of them don't even have a chance to fight now, which is usually considered a good phenomenon by people in common sense, but Li Xuesong now understands that there is nothing wrong with Chen Hong's complaints, if a family doesn't even exist to quarrel, then this family is almost finished.

When they first met more than 20 years ago, this grove was there, and the wooden fence of the pavilion and water pavilion was also the same as it was then, but it had become dilapidated, clean and tidy, bright in color, and now it was mottled and broken.

Although Bai Cedar is very careful in life, he is often sarcastically ridiculed by Chen Hong as having no mood. Every time he says this, Bai Cedar will defend himself, where does life come from so much emotion? What does a driver want to be emotional? I can't compare with a writer like you, you are passionate.

At this moment, witnessing everything in front of him, Bai Xuesong suddenly felt a little sad, these scenes seem to be very similar to his marriage to Chen Hong, after so many years, the wear and tear of the wear, the paint of the paint should be off, the essence has not changed, but the surface no longer looks glamorous. It's just that it doesn't affect everyone to sit here for a while, but people will never feel the feeling of a small bridge and flowing water again.

I remember that when he first came to Chen Hong's house, the two of them chatted here for a long time. Bai Xuesong was very appreciative of the small scenery in front of him at that time, quite a bit of Jiangnan atmosphere, and he also said to Chen Hong hypocritically, with this beautiful scenery, I will also marry here. Unexpectedly, he really lived here for more than 20 years.

When Bai Xuesong asked Chen Hong downstairs, Chen Hong also realized the importance of the matter, although they often came here to quarrel before, Chen Hong jokingly called this matter "Xiaoqiao on the sword", but this time is completely different from the past, this will be a discussion about the life and death of their family, the matter has come to this, there is no other choice.

"What the hell are you going to do?" Bai Xuesong asked bluntly.

Chen Hong had already figured out how to answer him on the road, he had been hypocritical for more than ten years, and this time he had to be completely hypocritical.

"I just want you to go, out of our house."

"Your family? This is also my home. ”

"Do you have a home?" Chen Hongfang went out, and she was a little scared when she said this.

But Bai Xuesong didn't care about the meaning of this sentence.

"Why are you letting me go?"

"We're both divorced, and you're always living here and affecting my normal life." Chen Hong eased the tense atmosphere slightly.

"What normal life? Normal life is not going home in the middle of the night? ”

"What does it matter to you if I don't go home or not?"

Chen Hong's answer made Bai Xuesong suddenly realize that there was nothing wrong with her words, but he was a little unreasonable. Bai Xuesong thought about it and could only move the problem to other aspects.

"That's not the reason I'm asking, you let me go because you want to find a new person, right? Maybe it's been found. ”

Chen Hong was a little nervous when he asked, she remembered Xu Yi's matter, although this matter had never been said to him, but she knew very well in her heart that this was not a glorious thing. So she dodged the white cedar's gaze for a moment.

This small action made Bai Xuesong more convinced of his conjecture. Recently, Bai Xuesong saw Chen Hong's secret actions very clearly, and also guessed nine times out of ten. But he didn't dare to think too seriously, after all, the two of them still lived under the same roof, and thinking too much was also stimulating for him. Now he has to say it, and if he doesn't say it, he won't have a chance.

"When you filed for divorce, did you already have someone else?" Bai Xuesong has always been relatively confident in his intelligence, but when he said this, he suddenly felt stupid, but he immediately forgave himself, and he didn't have time to think too much about this special situation.

"You mean I had someone else before I divorced you? You are not allowed to slander me like this, although I don't look down on you, but I am not so bottomless. ”

"You have had a lot of contact with Wang Jing, and it has a very bad impact on you."

"We've been friends for more than 20 years, who do I not contact with her? Besides, you know about her divorce, and you know what the reasons are, what impact can it have on me? Our lives are completely different from theirs. ”

"Then if you go out with Wang Jing all day long, you will inevitably come into contact with some people, so can't you be damaged?"

"I can tell you for sure, before we divorced, I went out with her purely to relieve boredom, and it can be regarded as accompanying her to relax, I don't have any ideas, and going out to play is just a show, I am not interested in the activities she participates in, and I am not interested in those people. If you don't believe me, you can ask her. As for where do I go and who do I contact after the divorce? You can't take care of it, can you? ”

Chen Hong always boiled down the topic to such an ending, leaving Bai Xuesong speechless, he could only continue the problem of the old man and children, he regarded this as his last magic weapon. Although it has been mentioned over and over again, there is no ending, but it is precisely because he can't find a way to solve it that he can stay at home.

He felt that the relationship with the two old men was deeper than that with Chen Hong, even more than with the child, their son's real personality was very similar to the two of them, belonging to the kind of playful and simple child with no emotion, and the two old men helped them take care of it, so the two of them hardly bothered too much about the child.

For the two old men, they didn't pay much, but because they have lived together for 20 years, the kind of closely related feelings can't be let go, Bai Xuesong can leave Chen Hong, that is the boredom accumulated by 20 years of marriage, but it is really reluctant for him to leave the two old men at once.

"Then after I leave, how are you going to explain to the old man?"

Chen Hong hesitated slightly, she really didn't think about this problem, she was more urgent to let Bai Xuesong leave the house now, as for what the parents and children would say in the future, she really hadn't thought about it seriously, and she couldn't think of any way.

"You don't have to worry about this, you can go your way, and I'll arrange the rest. There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, what can I do? I'm their daughter, so they're not going to out. ”

"That's for sure, they can't be as ruthless as you."

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"What about the kids? What if I want to see it? ”

"You can watch it at any time, go to school and see it."

Bai Xuesong concluded that Chen Hong had made a complete decision, and even she had thought about all the things that followed, which made him have no choice. Originally, he thought that a reasonable quarrel might change the reality, but now it seems that everything can't be changed, the key is that Chen Hong's answer is reasonable, and he has no need to worry about the rest of the things.

This is the first time that Bai Xuesong and Chen Hong have talked very seriously after they got married, and in Bai Xuesong's memory, there has never been a conversation like this before, including when they were in love. He would never discuss anything with Chen Hong seriously, it would be useless to do so, and Chen Hong would never analyze a certain matter with him in a down-to-earth manner, Bai Xuesong was in charge of everything outside the home, and Chen Hong almost did not participate in the opinions.

This result made Bai Xuesong calm down a lot and understand a lot, the matter has come to this, everything is over.

But Bai Xuesong still felt that the last negotiation with Chen Hong was a failure, because before that, he didn't expect Chen Hong to be so decisive, he thought that this matter would pass like every time he fooled Chen Hong with sweet words for so many years. He also concluded from the previous clues that Chen Hong had other thoughts, but he felt that it was nothing, and with his friendship with Chen Hong, these could be settled, so he was a little careless and underestimated the enemy.

Of course, the main reason is that Chen Hong's words made him really sad, when he divorced, he didn't realize that it was divorced at all, not only was the two still together in form, but in essence, he also felt that Chen Hong was just having nothing to do in exchange for the two red books, and when he was happy one day, he might pull him to replace the two books with new ones, so he didn't care too much.

Bai Xuesong was a little relieved after the negotiation, but he still secretly decided that he would not leave this house easily, not because of how nostalgic he was for Chen Hong, but because the family was still inseparable from him, although Chen Hong said that everything could be arranged after he left, but he knew that she couldn't arrange anything well, and he would have to fill the hole by himself when the time came.

With a dilemma, Bai Xuesong began to pack up his things slowly and leisurely, from marriage to now, there are really not many things that can belong to him at home, the clothes of the four seasons together are a quarter of the wardrobe, and Chen Hong's clothes not only account for the remaining three-quarters, but there is another wardrobe that only belongs to herself, this and three-quarters of the clothes, Chen Hong still feels that it will never be enough to wear.

In fact, Bai Cedar was just cleaning up and didn't take anything away, because he didn't know where to take these things.