Chapter 165 Look Forward

Fortunately, Mingyue broke free from the rope on the road, and ran out with perseverance, and Zhang Yuan and the soldiers successfully found Caixia on the way.

Both of them were frightened when they were sent back, and the imperial doctor came over to take a look, and after confirming that they were okay, Qin Huai let them go back to their rooms to rest.

Qin Huai soaked in the bucket alone, throwing the tattered clothes aside, not wanting to take a second look.

The mist in front of him, the whole room was immersed in a haze, surrounded by warmth, this time I felt alive, but the whole person's brain was not clear.

Xiangzhou's conditions are limited now, and having a bucket of hot water is already good, and Qin Huai can't force anything else.

She held the splash of water in her hand and poured it on her shoulder, trying to wash away the smell from the outside, and by the way, wash away today's memories.

I thought that she would cry a lot when she knew this love story, or drop everything in front of her, but she was surprisingly calm at this time, and she didn't even know how to react.

Li Que died, and the first thing Li Shuxian suspected was himself.

may not even have the need to doubt, so many people saw Li Que tying himself up, and now he is safe and sound, Li Que is dying, no matter how you think about it, you can think of the cause and effect.

Except for Gu Baixiu, she didn't tell anyone about what happened afterward. Although Zhang Yuan was suspicious, he still resisted his curiosity because of his identity, and everything was according to Qin Huai's orders.

Her fingers were already white and wrinkled, and her face was hot, but Qin Huai didn't have the extra strength to support her to stand up and leave the bucket.

Li Que's words appeared in his mind again and again, and when Qin Huai wanted to empty himself, those remarks would keep appearing.

She really ...... Is it just from the Yan family, not the father's biological daughter?

In fact, if you really think about it, you can guess why her grandfather said those things to her, why the Bai family and daughter looked down on her for no reason, and even Concubine Shu almost told the truth before she died.

She said, how could the divination of the Xiangge be wrong......

It's really ironic, in fact, Liu Yanxin and Mu Guanqing should have known about it a long time ago, but they didn't say anything because they were afraid that she would be hurt.

It turns out that she really isn't a princess.

It turned out that everyone knew, but they were just hiding it from her.

Originally......

Her eyes were suddenly filled with chaos, she couldn't breathe, and an uncomfortable feeling surrounded her.

Mother ...... Is it the shadow of the mother?

"Bang-"

Listen to the sound of the rushing water, the sound of warm bath water spilling out of the barrel and flowing onto the ground.

A pair of strong arms fished her out of the bucket......

"Princess, princess......"

Ah, it's Gu Baixiu.

The face of the man in front of her was still so dazzling that she couldn't bear to close her eyes.

What, a little groggy?

I opened my eyes in a daze, and the twilight was four, and the afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled on the windowsill, as if everything was shrouded in silence, and everything around me was infected with purple gold.

Gradually, Qin Huai realized that he had returned to the couch, still wearing a clean underwear.

Turning his head slightly, Gu Baixiu sat by the desk and wrote, his white clothes fell vertically, and his long black hair was draped over his shoulders. There are a pair of dark shining eyes under the thick eyebrows, like a light in the dimness.

At that stop, there is a painting of ingenuity.

Noticing Qin Huai's gaze, he also raised his eyes slightly, looked at him, and asked.

"The princess is awake, is she hungry?"

Frankly speaking, Qin Huai didn't want to eat at all, and his stomach seemed to be filled with something.

She shook her head and tentatively spoke, "Who helped me change my clothes?" ”

In fact, the answer is already obvious, Mingyue Caixia didn't come to serve so early, and at the moment when she almost drowned in the bathtub, it was Gu Baixiu who fished her out.

Myself...... It must be useless.

"I changed it for the princess."

It's straightforward, it's short, and there's nothing wrong with it.

Qin Huai looked at Gu Baixiu, desperately trying to catch a different expression from his face, but there was no at all.

It's so easy to say something like that?

Qin Huai turned over and covered his head with the quilt.

Since she is no longer a real princess, what reason does she have to change the people's opinion, and what reason does she have to prove her identity?

"Gu Baixiu, let's go, let's go back to Xunyang. I'm here, and nothing can change me. ”

Her eyes were closed, tears sliding down the corners of her eyes and onto the pillow.

Gu Baixiu seemed to feel her emotions, and this time he didn't agree quickly, but asked rhetorically.

"Even if you're about to be accepted, do you want to go back?"

Rather than leaving, it is better to say that she wants to escape, wants to hide in an inaccessible place, avoid this limelight, forget all Li Que's words, and never look for the depths of the lotus flower.

Just be her princess with peace of mind, even if someone scolds her, as long as she doesn't listen to it, it won't come true.

Qin Huai didn't move, and Gu Baixiu walked directly to the edge of the collapse.

"The princess has done this with great difficulty, and it may not change if she tries it, but if she doesn't try, she will definitely not change. There are so many people who believe in you, and you have to believe in yourself too. ”

Believe in yourself?

What do you believe in yourself?

In the past, Qin Huai acted recklessly, and that was because she had royal blood flowing through her, and she would be forgiven no matter what she did.

But not anymore, she is just a person who has nothing to do with the royal family, and she will never have such privileges again.

Is...... Just an ordinary person who is hated.

Gu Baixiu seemed to be able to guess all her thoughts, and accurately intercepted her weird thoughts.

"No matter what status you are in, you are still the people of Tianyu, and you are also the expectation of the people of Xiangzhou, and you are ...... A one-of-a-kind princess in my heart. ”

A one-of-a-kind princess?

Maybe it was because he knew that Qin Huai didn't want to see anyone now, Gu Baixiu just stretched out his hand and squeezed Qin Huai's hand hard. Sit down on her couch and feel the silence of the sunset with her.

No one has ever been with her like this, knowing the bitterness in her heart, knowing that she needs to figure it out by herself, so she would rather spend her time with her.

Sometimes Qin Huai really felt that he had delayed Gu Baixiu, such an earth-shattering hero, a genius of heaven.

He obviously has more important things to do, and he obviously has more important missions to accomplish.

He deserves to meet someone better, and he is by no means a princess with an infamy like himself. No, not a princess anymore.

The hand was pinched again.

Could it be that the ten fingers connected to the heart, and Gu Baixiu spied on his mind again?

"In fact, sometimes, an identity is like a shackle, and many people have been breaking free from this shackle all their lives, some have escaped, and some have not succeeded in their lifetime. The reason why I was able to swim in the world was because the master helped me unlock the lock...... Qin Huai, you are the same. ”

This is the first time Gu Baixiu has called her name like this.

His voice is very good, and he always has the power to comfort people's hearts, Qin Huai has listened to it for a long time, and he still feels heartbeat at first glance.

"Don't trap yourself because of an ethereal thing. Some glory is given to oneself, and it cannot be inherited. ”

Glory, is it given to oneself?

This sentence was like a marble that didn't work, hitting Qin Huai's heart all the way to the bottom of his heart, breaking the mirror called "Royal Bloodline".

I don't know how long it took, Qin Huai couldn't go on like this anymore, she wiped away her tears with a brocade quilt and poked her head out of the quilt.

She figured it out.

In the first twenty years, Qin Huai had no talent and no virtue, and all his reliance was on the name of a princess. But now she knows that she is not a real princess, and she has to live for herself.

Everyone said that she was proud and indulgent, and everyone scolded her for ignoring etiquette, but what if she wasn't a royal bloodline? She has to be the most prestigious princess in the history of this day.

She wants the world to know that she Qin Huai is the true princess of Tianyu.

"Thank you Gu Baixiu, I understand what you mean, the princess is just a false name, what people really want to see is the character of the princess, not a waste person with the name of the princess. As long as I do a good job, the people will have nothing to say; If I don't do it well, even if I'm just an ordinary person, I'll be pulled out and scolded. ”

Qin Huai brushed away the broken hair that was blocking his eyes, tidied up his loose underwear, and felt very comfortable looking at Gu Bai Xiu's delicate face.

"Some fame is innate, and some fame needs to be acquired. I am the princess of Tianyu, I don't need to prove it to anyone, I just need to prove it to myself. ”

It wasn't until he saw Gu Baixiu smile that Qin Huai was convinced that he had really figured it out.

Yes, what do you do so persistently, even an ordinary royal woman will have good and bad, and those things recorded in the annals of history are themselves left for future generations to evaluate.

This life is only a few decades of discontinuity, as long as you have a clear conscience, it is enough.

"The princess can figure it out so quickly, it's really lean."

In the face of Qin Huai's rapid breakthrough, Gu Baixiu didn't expect it.

So when did he know about it?

On the first day of the state banquet, Liu Yanxin had mentioned the content of the mountains and rivers scroll, but Liu Yanxin also knew that Gu Baixiu never lied.

She told Gu Baixiu that Qin Huai was the real princess, and asked him to take care of Qin Huai during this time.

"It's all because you're by my side."

Qin Huai stretched out his hand, hugged Gu Baixiu's waist, and sent himself into his arms.

"Will you go back then?"

I don't know if Gu Baixiu wanted to tease her deliberately, so he asked this question again.

Qin Huai was not angry, and said solemnly.

"If I don't go back, I want to stay and do everything well, I have been working as Princess Tianyu for the past twenty years, and what I want to do in the future is Qin Huai himself!"

The epidemic in Xiangzhou will inevitably be solved, and she now has a stronger motivation to do it.

Of course, not only because of this, but also because of this person in his arms.