We went out of the mountains, and this section of the road was not difficult to walk, but the car was so shaky that it almost threw up. At several times, I almost thought I would die in the car first, and in the end, I was safely transported to a hospital in Baoji.

My injuries were more serious, and the others were basically fine, and after hanging on glucose for a day, the doctor urged me to vacate the bed. The old generation was anxious to take the ground Maitreya back, the gloomy wooden box did not open, and he had to go to the old man of the Shen family to open it, so he and the fat man had already discussed going north.

Before leaving, the fat man went back and forth at the door a few times, and finally returned to my bed: "Your uncle, when did you see you like this, I was still reluctant to let me go." ”

"Fuck you." The fat man scolded, fumbled in the pocket in front of him, and while touching, he said: "There is something that was searched from your brother's body, I didn't plan to give it to you before, and I am afraid of you...... Yes, I don't care about these problems, it should be yours, and it should be given to you. ”

As he spoke, the fat man took out a crumpled piece of paper from his pocket, and along with the paper, there was a thick pile of yellowed things like rags, and the fat man handed me the paper, but the rags were still in his hands.

"What's that?" I raised my head and glanced at the rag in his hand.

"What you have in your hand is something that your hapless brother has in his jacket pocket, probably written for you. Well, it's also on him, and it has nothing to do with you, but you may not know it. ”

Before I could open it and take a look, the fat man had already dismantled the tattered rag, which was cut from many pieces of cloth of the same size, like diapers for children in the countryside.

The fat man spread a few rags on my bed, just took a look, I gasped, more than a month ago, the three people who are now here have taken a boat to a distant sea in the East and met a very strange ghost ship, in the cabin command room, we have also got a lot of these rag-like things, this is a piece of cloth book printed with graphics, the content was not complete at that time, we just pieced together a few times, and found that it seemed to be a map of an ancient city, Its shape is also somewhat similar to Tang Chang'an City.

"How could this thing be on him?" I looked at the fat man in shock.

"You don't know, I know where to go. Well, I'm not going to talk nonsense, this bereaved family...... Letter, letter, has been sent to you, in short, your own mourning is smooth, the days are for you to live, a little less and more nothing is not a big deal, you look at your fat man, how good it is to feed the whole family without hunger, oh, by the way, this is not also a daughter-in-law, hahaha. ”

The fat man didn't forget to tease me before leaving, he spoke, and deliberately glanced at Tahara who was sitting next to my bed. The little girl's face immediately turned red, and she didn't know what to do when she sat on the stool.

I scolded a few times to get out, the fat man finally went out of the room, and he didn't forget a few polite words when he went out, and he called him if he was in trouble in the future. I secretly thought that I would not see him again in the future, and I met him as unlucky, and I didn't have to discuss it.

The fat man and the old generation left, and the seven masters and the gang did not show up after paying a lot of medical bills in advance, I sent Tian Yuan to say that there was nothing to do and he should hurry home, but the little girl buried her head and wiped her tears.

This scene immediately made a big brother in the same ward cast a disdainful glance, as if he thought I had done something shitty, and now I don't want to be responsible, I am sad for a while.

I stayed in the hospital for a week, and the doctor suggested that I could be discharged, although the injuries on my body were serious, but they had healed a lot before I went out of the mountain, the only serious thing was that I lost too much blood, and these days I also made a solid soup for all kinds of blood tonic soup made by Tahara himself, and I learned that it was okay, and I was out of the hospital.

Tahara took care of me for a whole week, although extremely reluctant, but I already knew that we were never all the way, people were innocent, I would never push people into the fire pit again, although it still felt obvious, but I still said goodbye to her, and hurried back to my kennel alone.

When I got home, I didn't stop at all, and immediately found a moving company, this time I was going to make a break with all the things in the previous months, the next morning, I had moved to a mountain village not far from Qinling, my previous savings were not much, I couldn't do big things, but eating, drinking, Lasa and lived, or let me live comfortably in this place for a year and a half, now I'm a lot easier, and then I can't go out to do odd jobs for nothing, sure enough, I still believe the fat man's words, one person eats enough for the whole family is not hungry.

For half a year, I didn't do anything, I kept repeating yesterday's things every day, sleeping until noon, getting up to eat, boring scrolling through the webpage, and then continuing to sleep, this life is very comfortable, and there is no pressure to pay the rent next month, in short, for me, the days of the gods are just like that.

I have been depressed for half a year, and my phone has not rang much, Tahara called a few times in the first month or two, but I did not answer, this is not pretending, because I already know that my future life may be like this.

Until May of the following year, I was lying in the shade of the tree in the yard to hide from the sun, and the phone had been down in arrears since a month ago, and I was using it to surf the WiFi Internet in the house next door, but at this time it rang inexplicably.

I heard the voice, and I was anxious for a while, and it took me a long time to pick it up, and when I saw it, the name of the note immediately made my scalp tingle. The person who called was fat.

After thinking for a few seconds, I answered the phone, and a scolding voice immediately came from the other end of the phone: "I said that you are a little prince, and you haven't paid the phone in arrears, I thought you were dead, and I paid you two hundred phone bills, don't forget to pay me back later." ”

After a long time, I felt inexplicable and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

"There's one thing, you have to come to it." The fat man's voice immediately sank, and I was so upset that I immediately hung up the phone.

didn't wait for me to do other actions, the phone was not put down, the fat man's call came in again, I immediately picked it up again, and without waiting for the fat man to complain, I asked straight to the point: "What's the matter?" Say it in a minute. ”

The fat man hummed in surprise, and then hurriedly said, "It's not clear on the phone, you have to come by yourself, or the before." It's a bit tricky. ”

As soon as I heard this, I immediately hung up the phone, turned off the phone, and lay back on the recliner. By this time, the sun was not very hot, and there were fans and cold beer on the side, but I was exceptionally hot. The sweat on the door of the head, for some reason, flowed down like turning on the faucet.

Since the phone was turned off, I haven't been born in peace, all kinds of thoughts are flying in my heart, I already have a kind of want to go to Beijing, but I still feel that this time is more likely to be more than lucky, my heart has become a pot of porridge, and I have been restless until noon the next day.

Finally, I turned on my phone, and the screen lit up, and more than a dozen text messages had already come in. The fat man, this idiot, is playing with text messages as WeChat, and he sent a few messages in one sentence, and he doesn't care about the wealth.

The content of the text message is nothing, and I didn't mention a word about what it is, but I just said that this matter is very important, and I want to go quickly in the next two days, and there is an address at the bottom, and I see that it is the address of the travel agency.

Finally, I still set foot on the road to the north, this time I was so poor that I could only take the green car, or stand on the ticket, the road for more than 20 hours was not a little uncomfortable, I and a few people who went to work nestled in the junction of the carriage, full of smoke and cigarette butts on the ground, none of us disliked anyone.

I didn't expect all kinds of intermittent nightmares, and when I used to go to school, I had the experience of dozens of hours in a row in a green car, but that was a sleep until the terminal, like now, there has never been.

The dream was the content of the letter I had received from the fat man when I was hospitalized half a year ago. In fact, what the fat man said at the time was right, it was almost a suicide note, my brother's suicide note.

It's very short, hundreds of words, but it sends chills down my body when I see it.

Maybe in the near future, you will see this less formal letter, maybe by the time you read it, I am already dead, please don't be too sad, Xiaoliang, people always have to die.

There are some things that I can't explain to you, and I don't really want to make it clear to you, and I've never really closed my eyes once in all these years, but your life is slightly more comfortable than mine, and I'm not jealous of anything. In the initial thoughts, I thought it was all going to end with me, but God didn't seem to have had enough, and he made a joke on me and played me a joke. A few times, I almost made the absolutely wrong decision, but in the end, I still figured out a truth, it seems impossible to change my life against the sky with me, but what I want to tell you is that you can.

Fate, or more appropriately, fate, the result now is my fate, which is the fate that I have been pursuing for a long time, and this is probably the best result for me. But you're different, you're just getting started, and you're going to have to deal with far more than I do, but rest assured, I've paved the way for you to a greater or lesser extent for all that will happen, and it's going to help you a lot, but it's not necessarily going to save your life, so you'll have to walk on your own after all.

Also, eat less sweets in the future, be careful of stomach upset, goodbye!

I was a little surprised, this letter was read by me half a year ago, and after reading it only once, I flushed him down the toilet, and I almost forgot a lot of its contents, these words seemed to remind me, but I never understood, and telling me everything that happened directly seemed to allow me to live a little longer, at least where to go, and I also knew where to go.

But the last sentence is completely incomprehensible to me, I never eat sweets, he definitely knows this, but he definitely doesn't care, indeed, sweet and greasy things can make me vomit half of my stomach of acid water once I eat them. What does this mean? Could it be that he had a premonition that I would be nervous when he was writing the letter, so he suddenly came to relieve my emotions?