Chapter 25: Reminiscences

"Hey, tell me what the two of you went out to play with, I mainly listen to the details, the finer the better, and don't miss a small seam." Riemann sipped Coke and smiled wickedly at Gong Yao as he interrogated Gong Yao like an entertaining gossip reporter.

They hadn't seen each other for five days, and Riemann felt that he was almost no longer aware of Gong Yao, as if sitting in front of her was a stranger with Gong Yao's skin. Shy, gentle, and smellable sweet smells ripple around her, and there is always an enviable sweet smile on her face, and it feels like pink bubbles are spitting all around her.

This is completely similar to the Gong Yao who poured milk tea on the school bully in public, and falling in love is completely a complete transformation of people!

"It's just a simple visit to the attractions, nothing else happens, it's just ordinary tourism!" Gong Yao concentrated on digging the sundae ice cream that was about to melt in his hand, and he didn't plan to say anything, after all, he was also very surprised, everything was out of his control, everything went astray!

"If you don't say it, you have to say it, I'm the one who asked you out as soon as you got home, tell me quickly, you haven't replied to my messages in the past few days, do you know how worried I am about you?! What does that person have to do with you, did he treat you badly, didn't force that you, right?! Li Man put down the fries in his hand, his tone changed from curiosity to excitement and worry, and a person appeared inexplicably, and he went out with Gong Yao, was it suddenly or had it already been arranged? Her baby roommate can't just be walked away for nothing.

"No, no, nothing happened, don't think about it! I didn't have time to pack my luggage before you called out, I knew that I would make an appointment somewhere else when you said you would eat KFC..."Gong Yao said.

"What's the matter, if you go out with someone for a few days and look down on KFC, don't forget that we are a fried chicken league, don't forget your old love if you have a new love!!" Riemann took a fried chicken leg and pointed at Gong Yao's nose and reprimanded.

"No, no, hey, I am a member of the Fried Chicken Alliance to death, and I dare not shake my identity, but I have eaten too much fried chicken in the past few days, I have to take it slowly, the noble food can't be eaten every day, otherwise it won't show its preciousness!" Gong Yao slowly put down the fried chicken in Li Man's hand, immediately smiled flatteringly, and immediately breathed a sigh of relief after speaking.

"Isn't it, if you hang out with him, he'll take you to eat KFC?" Li Man thinks that there is a problem with this boy's method of picking up girls, and he "abducted" Gong Yao in order to eat KFC in other cities?

"I said I wanted to eat it myself, and every time he asked me what you wanted to eat, I couldn't say it, after all, KFC is available everywhere, it's delicious and convenient." Gong Yao remembered that he had eaten more than 3,000 for dinner that night, where did he dare to let him take him to dinner, and every time he asked what to eat, he had to say that he ate KFC...

"So tell me what you've been doing these days?" Li Man held the spirit of breaking the casserole and asking the end, if Gong Yao didn't reveal something, it seemed that he wouldn't be able to go home.

Gong Yao had no choice but to tell Li Man everything about what they did on the first day until the fourth day, but those intimate details were still kept in her stomach, she didn't know what the relationship between herself and Teng Xiaofeng was, and Yuda was not in love?

The confusing feeling seems to have pasted a layer of window paper on the relationship between them, and it is up to someone to pierce it, but let alone Riemann, even Gong Yao himself didn't figure out whether he misunderstood him, he was a difficult person to guess, as if he was such a person, and it didn't seem to be.

Gong Yao felt that he didn't know him at all, and there were many things he didn't know, so Gong Yao planned to take a few steps back, he had never been in contact with love, but he asked his parents what love was when he was an adolescent, why did some of the classmates start to fall in love? Why do they seem to have some kind of chemistry between them and then fall in love, and then behave strangely.

People will always have a certain curiosity and expectation about their empty space, as well as an irresistible sense of fear.

Gong Yao still remembers that her mother said that love is the first time you see that person, and the deer begins to collide in your heart, not knowing the southeast and northwest. Love will make people secrete dopamine, when Cupid's arrow hits itself, dopamine will be secreted continuously, we will have a feeling of love, sweet and even dizzy, but Dad said that Adam and Eve were stolen to eat the forbidden fruit and fell into the mortal world, love is not only sweet and happy, it may also leave a wound or even a scar on your body, after all, the father does not want to let his adolescent daughter fall in love too early, although he knows that love is free, but for a father, She will always be a child who will not grow up.

Gong Yao is still at a loss, but since junior high school, the classmates around her are experiencing adolescent rebellion and love, she just rarely speaks, but never touches a drop of water in the river of love, even after the third year of junior high school, orthodontic surgery, gradually faded baby fat, and the whole person has become different.

The following summer vacation, Gong's mother began to help her daughter do a full-body transformation, from head to toe, from the inside to the outside, making her the focus of the neighbors, and then the class reunion absolutely surprised everyone, the suitors began to line up, and the phone at home to find Gong Yao kept ringing, which made her very unnatural, they were just a group of hypocritical people, and that was the first time Gong Yao felt the ugliness of the people around her.

In the past, the people around her excluded and ridiculed themselves, Gong Yao at least felt that their real appearance was so ugly, it turned out that it was more than that, once they saw that you had changed your appearance as if nothing had happened before, and they dared to please themselves, which really made her feel disgusting.

So she began to hate wearing skirts, wearing high heels, hating to attend the party or the social dinner party with her parents or their work, she stuffed all the skirts, high heels, bags, and cosmetics into her storage room, although this will disappoint her mother, but she still wants to choose to live with her own happy lifestyle, she decided to be herself seriously, raise her head and chest, throw away all the previous inferiority, she hates all false occasions and hypocritical people.

After saying goodbye to Riemann, he walked alone on the street, recalling all the things when he was still in junior high school, he was obviously a little transparent in the class, and he was even bullied from time to time, and if something broke in the class, he was framed by Gong Yao, Gong Yao's exam, the first place in the competition was cheating, and he would get the cynicism of the people in the class, no one could explain why, it seemed to be a default law for everyone.

She has been surviving in such a class, and the stubbornness of adolescence has made her bear all this silently, and she has endured it silently for the past three years, and she still remembers those ugly faces, and she dressed up to attend the graduation dinner with the help of her mother, which surprised all the people who had bullied her, which did make her happy, but after that night, she felt a kind of maggot-like disgust.

She felt that the world liked beautiful skins, and no one would fail to notice the haughty, elegant and beautiful roses, but few would focus on the inconspicuous weeds, which was a waste of time that was not worth seeing.

Aside from the little boy, he was a special being. He was different from the people around him, and he never had a real friend by his side after he left. The little boy was the first and only one to reach out to himself.

Even the snobbish neighbor, Mrs. Henry, who had called herself for several years, was now called Miss beauty. She didn't feel like it was a compliment to her, she felt it was more of a sarcasm. She hated this kind of practice of the world, she looked at her gorgeous clothes and felt that she had become less like herself, so she went home and changed her clothes into sportswear, and put all the new things that her mother bought for herself into the storage room, she told her parents that she wanted to learn boxing, taekwondo, she wanted to live her own life, she didn't want to care about other people's eyes, she no longer let other people's evaluations negate herself, and she didn't want to let other people's hypocritical praise praise praise to praise herself, Gong Yao just wanted to be her own happy.

She couldn't help but laugh when she thought of her parents' surprised expressions at that time, thinking that she had spanned from junior high school students to college students, and time seemed to be really faster than the 24 hours it defined, and she didn't know if it knew the time.

Thinking of this, she suddenly inserted the appearance of the little boy in her mind, after so many years, she still hasn't met him, I don't know if he's still in the United States, I don't know if he remembers himself, I don't know how he's doing.

It was dark and dark, pitch black, black and steady. There was still not a single star in sight overhead, and the streets began to be filled with neon flashes and people honking at the cars.

She sorted out her thoughts, sighed, swallowed her expectations and fears, fear of losing, fear of being hurt into her stomach and stopped thinking about it, love is indeed a difficult problem for her, it is always better to be cautious, it is better to take a few steps back and see the road clearly and then walk than to run forward in a hurry and then find that you have taken the wrong road.

Live well now, and what comes in the future will be safe.

Gong Yao walked forward, the breeze ruffled her hair, and the phone suddenly shook, and she saw a message from him behind her.

--Your hair is messed up.

Gong Yao immediately turned around and saw Teng Xiaofeng standing under the street lamp, the light shining on him, and the neon behind him, for a moment, Gong Yao felt that he was the little boy, and emotions surged into his heart, blurring his vision in an instant.

"Are you alright?" Teng Xiaofeng asked.

Gong Yao waited until Teng Xiaofeng stepped forward before he reacted, he might be too tired, thinking too much, and he actually associated Teng Xiaofeng with the little boy. Gong Yao lowered her head to sort out her emotions, straightened her hair, raised her head again, and looked at Teng Xiaofeng with a smile, "Why are you here?" ”

Teng Xiaofeng pointed to the car next to him, "I just took a taxi to pass here, and when I saw you here, I stopped for a moment and sent you back?" ”

Gong Yao looked to the side, and there was indeed a car parked there with its lights flashing, so he shook his head, "No need, I also took a taxi, I'm waiting, and the car will come soon." ”

"Okay, then you stay safe." Teng Xiaofeng got into the car after speaking, Gong Yao watched the car slowly move away, and thought of his impossible conjecture just now, and smiled helplessly.