Explanation for late arrival
I looked at my mother's lonely back, lowered my eyebrows and thought about today's events, my mother should have guessed a long time ago, but I didn't understand.
Thanks to Zhang Miao's thick skin, otherwise I wouldn't know that I was so useful, and I could "earn" a house for them to come back, thinking that I was so embarrassed to be bullied today, I had tears rolling in my eyes, clenched my fists and hammered the coffee table hard, I can't let others bully me like this, I must hurry up and become stronger.
After tidying up the things at home and looking at the homework on the coffee table, I made up my mind that I must be admitted to a good university and not let others look down on us anymore.
"Nono, Mom wants to talk to you."
I had just sat down at the coffee table when my mom came out of the bedroom again, and it took me a long time to make up my mind.
"Okay."
My mom was still tired, and slowly sat down across from me.
"Nuo Nuo, I divorced your dad at that time and did have a certain relationship with Uncle Lu, but, at that time, your dad was ......" My mother paused for a few seconds, and finally made up her mind to speak: "At that time, your dad cheated on him...... I, I originally thought that you were still young, and I thought that I would divorce after a while, but that day, ...... my mother choked up several times, "you ran out to play again that day, I went out to look for you, and saw your father holding that Zhang Miao and going to the hotel with a smile...... I couldn't bear it anymore, you were gone, I called him several times, he said he was busy, that's the thing, I decided to divorce you. ”
Hearing this, I was shocked, I never thought that it was because of my father, Zhao Yong cheated, and he was with Zhang Miao so early. My hand holding the pen was hanging in the air, trembling all the time, and I could only bite my lower lip to keep myself from crying.
"That'...... So what's going on with Lu Yihan's mother? Why did she kill herself? My voice was shaking, and I was almost unable to utter a complete sentence.
"Aunt Lu, she suffers from depression, that day I saw your father and Zhang Miao together, and went to the hotel, I felt uncomfortable, so I went to discuss with your Uncle Lu, he will always give me the courage to make up my mind. It's always been like this. My mother hung her head and rested her hands restlessly on her laps, wringing all the time.
"It's also my mother's fault for this, my mother shouldn't go to you Uncle Lu whenever something happens, I'm used to this." My mother sniffed and said, "Your Aunt Lu originally knew about our relationship, and after they took you home that day, they should have seen me go to him, which stimulated her depression......"
I couldn't hold my pen anymore and fell straight on my book, leaving a black mark on the book. It turned out that the source of the matter was my father, Zhao Yong! He made me feel sorry for my mother for so long, since I saw the photos of my mother and Uncle Lu, I always thought that it was my mother, it was my mother who made me without my father, it was my mother who made Lu Yihan without a mother, all this is outrageously wrong for me.
"Mom, it's me who is wrong, it's my random speculation...... Mom, I'm sorry" I cried out of breath, and I pumped and sobbed.
"I said today that I didn't want to go with him because I thought it would be too easy for my mother to leave, and I wanted to stay and continue to be angry...... Angry Mom...... It's me who is too stupid, I think I'm smart......" I slid off the sofa weakly, knelt on my feet, tears and snot on my face, the book was full of tears, one by one, the words on the scroll were blurred, like my current mood, also relaxed.
I sat on the floor and cried hoarsely for a long time, venting all the things I hadn't vented in years.
My mom sat on the couch and sobbed softly.
This Sunday made me and my mom cry so badly, I thought there would never be anything worse than this, of course, but I thought at the time.