His fingers holding the ointment trembled slightly, instinctively trying to hide his wrist.

It's a habit he's developed over the years.

Ever since he committed suicide and left this scar, he has been very afraid of being seen this wrist.

He was not afraid that people would know that he had committed suicide, but that the incident between him and Lin Cen would be known.

Or maybe he's been subconsciously running away, avoiding that the incident really happened.

Even now that Lin Cen and him have released their previous suspicions, even if he and Lin Cen have started a new life.

He understands very well that this is his problem.

It has nothing to do with Lin Cen.

It was his psychological problem that year, and he has not completely recovered yet.

Jiang Su's wrist retreated, and he stopped abruptly.

He seemed to be competing with himself, struggling and shaking for a long time, and finally showed his wrist in front of her eyes generously.

He slowly screwed the lid of the ointment back, trying to keep his tone as steady as possible: "Why are you awake?" ”

Lin Wei stared at his white wrist for a while before moving her gaze to his face, "I'll go to the toilet." ”

Jiang Su nodded: "Then you go." ”

Lin Wei turned her head and walked to the bathroom, and after walking two steps, she thought that the bathrooms in this hotel were all frosted glass, and they were not soundproof at all.

She retreated to Jiang Su's side step by step: "I think you should go out." ”

Jiang Su glanced at her inexplicably, and then realized what she meant.

He laughed sullenly: "I've kissed everything, and you're still afraid that I'll listen to it?" ”

Lin Wei: "......"

Lin Wei stared at Jiang Su expressionlessly for a few seconds, then rolled up her sleeves.

"Okay, I'll get out." Jiang Su tore the bath towel on his body, threw it to the side, and walked out naked in front of Lin Wei.

Lin Wei was dumbfounded.

As the door of the bathroom was closed, Lin Wei gritted her teeth and opened the door of the toilet cubicle.

When Lin Wei came out, Jiang Su had already put on his pajamas and was leaning on the bedside to look at his phone.

She lifted the quilt and wrapped her whole body tightly.

From the moment she saw Jiang Su at the door of the bathroom, she completely lost her sleep, she turned around, faced Jiang Su, and called him: "Jiang Su." ”

Jiang Su put down his phone and looked at her: "Huh? ”

Lin Wei didn't speak, but her eyes fell on his wrist.

Jiang Su usually wears a wrist guard or a watch after taking a bath.

It's rare to have an empty wrist.

Even if I'm alone with her, I've never been.

But now, his wrist is empty.

has known Jiang Su for four years, Lin Wei rarely talks to him about his wrist, she knows that it is his taboo, and she also knows that it is a hurdle that he can't overcome.

And she didn't mention it because she didn't want to uncover his scars.

Lin Wei swallowed and returned her gaze to his face.

His expression was calm, not like he had forgotten to put on his bracers or watch.

She pursed her lips and tentatively pointed at his wrist, "That...... When did you get it? ”

Jiang Su turned his wrist over and looked at the tattoo on it: "Just the day you slept all day." ”

No wonder she woke up once that day and the room was empty.

Turns out he's out to get this thing.

Lin Wei thought for a while and asked again, "Can I take a look?" ”

Jiang Su gave a light "um" and stretched out his hand in front of her.

His tattoo is not special to Lin Wei at all.

Because this pattern was drawn on his other wrist on the first day she came to Beijing after the college entrance examination in the year.

SUV letters, and an arrow, two hearts.

It's pretty cheesy.

The arrow was a little wide, pure black, just enough to hide all the scars on his wrists.

But cheesy is cheesy, Lin Wei still thinks it's very pleasing to the eye, "Why did you suddenly remember to get this?" ”

Lin Wei pinched Jiang Su's hand and didn't let go, and raised her head: "Do you want to cover up your scars?" ”

Jiang Su watched his little girlfriend squeeze his hand and shook his head: "No." ”

"Why is that?" Lin Wei thought for a while, and asked with a smile on her eyebrows: "Do you want to learn from those TV series and scenes, and also leave a mark on the two of us?" ”

After a pause, Lin Wei said again: "Classmate Jiang, I didn't expect you to have the potential to act in idol dramas. ”

Jiang Su laughed, rubbed the back of her hand lightly with his thumb, as if thinking about how to tell her, and after more than ten seconds, he spoke: "There are reasons for this, but not all." ”

He didn't think about it at first.

It was only when he heard her and Song Jin's phone call that night that he had this idea.

Over the years, no one has ever felt sorry for him, Jiang Yongzhi loves him, he has to admit it, but the way he loves makes him miserable.

She was the only one who felt sorry for him.

And the only one who believes in him unconditionally.

His life itself, at the age of sixteen, turned into a tragedy.

And her appearance reversed his ending, and turned the tragedy that had seen the ending into a comedy.

He hadn't thought about it so much before, it was only that night that he began to look back on the past and start to reflect on their bits and pieces.

He found that the girl he loved had really suffered a lot of grievances along the way with him.

He thought that he could love her to the core, love her more and more day by day, and love her so much that he was willing to give her his life because she was also loving him with her life.

Jiang Su flashed his eyelids, pinched Lin Wei's fingers, and said in a very light tone: "Another reason is that I want to come out." ”

"Get out of it completely."

"I've thought about it, Wei Bao, I'm going to sign up for the student council after a while, and try to get you a boyfriend with the student council president's ID card in the second half of the semester."

"I'm also going to go rock climbing next year, and if you want to learn, I can teach you."

"Did I tell you that I was very good at robots in junior high school, and I'll try to see if I can compete with the mathematics department and computer science department of our school."

It's time for him to come out.

His little girlfriend had been pulling him desperately for so long, he had to come out.

It can't be her working hard all the time, he doesn't do anything.

What's more, she's so good.

He had to be the best, the best one to be worthy of her.

Lin Wei really didn't understand what he meant at first, after all, her boyfriend wanted to save face, and he was always stingy when he spoke.

Hearing the back, she understood.

I'm very satisfied, and I'm very proud.

It's like seeing your son suddenly very sensible and motivated.

Lin Wei was amused by his analogy, and then thought of the first thing he said to her on the first day he met her.

I always feel like it happened just yesterday, and four years have passed in the blink of an eye.

"Eju?"

"Huh?"

"Do you remember the first thing you said to me?"

"Hmm...... Remember. ”

"How long are you going to press on me...... I thought you were teasing me, and I wondered if I should punch you...... It was only later that I realized that you were referring to the workbook, and you know what my first impression of you was? It was Shirami who told me that you slept all morning and didn't go to the toilet, and then a sentence popped into my mind at the time, you have a very strong kidney. Lin Wei said and smiled: "Your kidneys are quite powerful." ”

Jiang Su also laughed.

"Eju?"

"Huh?"

"What was your first impression of me?"

“……”

"Tell me about it."

“……”

"Overnight."

“…… It's mine. Jiang Su couldn't bear it: "This girl is mine." ”

PS: Wow, I really wrote a lot of words seriously today!!!! When Wei Bao asked Susu which female star she liked, someone actually said Chen Enci, did you see the knife that Qin Xiao stretched out? !