Chapter 118: Why hurry back

Su Liruo clutched her chest and gasped with difficulty, although she could understand Grandma Xi's sadness at that time, but when she heard the person she loved, Su Liruo still couldn't believe that Grandma Xi would do it!

Master Wushuang trembled and whisked the dust, the past seemed to have hollowed out her strength, she had not spoken for a long time, her eyes were gloomy, and her face full of wind and frost was as calm as water. Perhaps, after peeling back the scars that have been sealed for decades and dripping with pain, it is easier than ever. Once, Nianhua was in love with Hongchen, and accidentally fell into the abyss, wandering and depressed, lost and helpless, and even heart-wrenching pain. However, after the transformation of nine deaths and a lifetime, the past has come to fruition.

"I didn't expect these dusty pasts, but Lao Ni told Ruo'er everything!" Just when Su Liruo was suddenly stunned, Master Wushuang sighed and smiled bitterly: "Cultivators should be relieved of the red dust, and they have nothing to worry about, but... When you enter the world, how can you be debt-free? Okay, late at night, if you go to rest, you don't have to be obsessed with disturbing your heart. With that, he turned and walked straight away.

When Su Liruo came back to her senses, there was no trace of Master Wushuang, she looked around the quiet and quiet room blankly, it seemed that everything was like a dream, no one had ever come, it was just her fugue.

Su Liruo and Yi were lying on the bed, half-asleep and half-awake, unable to sleep peacefully.

The next day, Su Liruo was preoccupied and thought about it again and again, so he came to Master Wushuang's room and knocked on the door, but found that the door was empty. She was stunned, her heart moved, and she walked into the house quickly, but she didn't see the figure of Master Wushuang. She touched the letterhead on the table, unfolded it, and saw that it was left for her:

If you see the words!

A dream of red dust, a gloomy journey, sighing and sorrowful, ruining the intestines, laughing back, forgetting to return!

My calamity is over, this intention is long, scattered, who can pity that? Empty depreciation, white clouds return.

Er's heart is sorrowful, he is still in love at first glance, the end of the world is concerned, the thrush sighs slowly, the incense path is outside the clouds, and he wants to find a garden.

What is the limit of Luo sleeves? But the years are late, still melancholy, full of sadness, and a few degrees.

After some persuasion, he was already helpless, and he was able to dissipate and send a message.

Two thin gifts, a little dedication, light years, and a leisurely appearance.

Lao Ni has no frost!

Su Liruo held the letterhead, stunned, it turned out that Mrs. Shi had left the garden! Although she didn't say where she was, she mentioned that when Baiyun returned, she should have returned to Huashan. She recounted the catastrophe, sorrow, and love in the red dust, and finally returned to seclusion with relief.

Su Liruo sighed faintly, no wonder Mrs. Shi confided in her old dreams last night, it turned out that she had already made up her mind to say goodbye and leave.

Master Wushuang earnestly warned her again, knowing that she was obsessed, and persuaded her to let go for fear of her miserable life. In the end, Mrs. Wushuang said that she gave Su Liruo two gifts, so that she could use them for walking in the future, Su Liruo turned her eyes suspiciously, and caught a glimpse of a small sandalwood box on the table. She hesitated for a moment, then gently opened the box, only to see that there were two thin and transparent masks in the box. She looked at the two masks in a daze and was puzzled, what did Mrs. Shi mean?

When Su Liruo was puzzled, a sound of light footsteps came, and she hurriedly put away the box and letterhead and hid them in her sleeve.

Suddenly, the door had been pushed open, and Su Xiru appeared!

She caught a glimpse of Su Liruo in the room and was a little stunned, so she asked with a calm face, "Why is Ruo'er here?"

Su Li disappeared from the confusion in his eyes, and said calmly and indifferently: "I had a thorough conversation with Mrs. Shi last night, and I had a deep understanding, so I came to ask questions, but I don't know where Mrs. Shi was in the morning?" Why, my sister also likes the Heart Sutra and Taoism? ”

"I didn't expect Ruo'er to be so concerned about the way of Qing cultivation, but..." Su Xiru softened her face, but her eyes were still deep, she stepped forward and took Su Liruo's hand, caressing her delicate and white slender jade fingers, and said meaningfully: "Ruo'er doesn't need to be too serious, reciting the Heart Sutra is just to calm the chaos and clear the obsession." You and I are both in the world, how can we abandon the red dust and escape the Tao? Mrs. Shi is a person who is destined, and he has cultivated for half a lifetime, and he naturally has a deep way, if he can't force it, you and I have a heavy burden on our shoulders, how can I do what I want. ”

"My sister is reasonable, but Ruo'er is stupid!" Su Liruo bowed slightly, and said with a faint smile: "Throughout the history, the Dao is broad and profound, and the mysteries are hidden and mysterious, how can we comprehend and penetrate the mundane world?" It's just a matter of having nothing to do and passing the time! ”

"If you can think like this, it will reassure me!" Su Xiru gently put down her hand, moved into the house, looked around, and said quietly: "I have left the palace since I was a child, alone, and wandering outside. Shitai's kindness, I can't repay it in this life, I can only remember it. Since she has accompanied me all the way through hardships and hardships, how can she not share my achievements with me? Just left a book, and left me with a few words..."

Su Liruo's heart was shocked, looking at her heroic back, stunned, I didn't expect her to have such a fragile side? At this time, she seems to have hidden the sharp water chestnut, strong character, and treacherous gloom. This kind of Su Xiru made Su Liruo more willing to accept it, and even wanted to get close to her.

"Mrs. Shi has already left, Ruo'er doesn't have to come to her room again in the future." Just when Su Liruo was about to step closer to her, wanting to reach out and caress her shoulders and comfort her loss, Su Xiru had already recovered a deep and cold tone and said: "You are bored, get closer to Senior Bai, if you can let him teach you a trick and a half, then it would be the best."

Su Liruo froze the hand stretched out behind her, stagnated, her warm eyes cooled instantly, she withdrew her hand hanging in the air, and sneered: "Sister really has a lot of thoughts, I want my music score to tie Senior Bai for your use, and I want Zijin to be controlled by you, the prince helps, and now it is difficult for me to teach Senior Bai." My sister wants too much? Do you think that if you are gifted and calculating, you can do whatever you want? ”

Su Xiru turned around slowly, stared at her coldly with a sneering smile on the corner of her mouth, and sneered expressionlessly: "Why, Ruo'er's kindness has not been exhausted?" It seems..."She stepped forward, reached out and pinched Su Liruo's chin, sneering. "Ruo'er's suffering is not enough, the pain is not thorough enough, the heart... Not dead yet, right? Still hoping for... Can you get back to carefree days? Or affectionate love? Listen! I advise you, there is no turning back... You... I... I can't go back..."

Su Liruo shook off her hand angrily, turned her face away angrily, and said angrily: "Your ambition is to trample on the dignity of your relatives, calculate the conspiracies of others, and use the power of the powerful. Do you have to lay the foundation of the world with a wail of pain? Do you have to kill wantonly, and the blood will flow and the bones will be everywhere? If my sister's heart is so cruel and unkind, how can she win the world? Why bother recovering the country? ”

Su Xiru was surprisingly calm, she looked at Su Liruo's anger coldly, stared at Su Liruo's side face, for a long time, she raised her eyebrows and smiled, and said, "What a good virtue has to win the world, why should he restore the country?" So let me ask Ruo'er, who is better than me and Feng Xuanyu? Isn't the world bloodless and cruel? ”

Su Liruo was shocked, turned around and looked at each other angrily, but did not say a word.

Su Xiru watched her face change greatly, her smile became more and more charming and bright, piercing Su Liruo's eyes, she walked around Su Liruo's side, put her hand on her shoulder, and whispered: "Why, Ruo'er can't make a decision?" Let me give you a hint or two. As she spoke, she straightened up, took a step back, and squinted at Su Liruo's hands trembling slightly with a smile, "I don't know if Ruo'er has been to Yueyi Villa, it is majestic and magnificent, jade inlaid with gold, beautiful, comparable to the heavenly palace." I heard that Ruo'er has also been to the capital, where it is prosperous and splendid, and it is rich. However, the vibrant capital was once a desolate place, and Feng Xuanyu spent ten years to create glory, so if you know how many bleak white bones have made the capital prosperous today? ”

Su Liruo clenched her hands tightly, but she couldn't suppress the trembling all over her body, she bit her lip, and was still silent.

"So... Can you have a judgment in your heart? Who is more vicious, me or Feng Xuanyu? Su Xiru's smile almost overflowed the corners of her eyes and mouth, and she seemed to be in a very happy mood.

Su Liruo slowly looked away, walked to the door lonely, and when he reached the threshold, he suddenly stopped, and said coldly without looking back: "You are not worthy of being compared with him!"

"What?" Su Xi's face sank suddenly, and in an instant, the smile disappeared, and she scolded angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"At least... He won't calculate me! Su Liruo stepped out of the threshold with her head held high, leaving her with an arrogant back and drifting away.

Su Xiru looked at her invincible proud figure, angry and smoky, unable to say a word, watching her back disappear.

Su Liruo walked around the corner, slowed down, frowned, and slumped down his straight back. She held on to the wall with one hand and her heart in the other, gasping for breath and almost collapsing to the ground.

The colic in her heart made her face pale and cold sweat, since the last serious illness, although she was cured, she left a lot of roots, this angina is one of them. She had hemoptysis in the past, and now her body is getting weaker and weaker, and she has been worried about Li Zhenchen's night visit for the past few days. I ventured to see Emperor Zhen last night, and when I came back to listen to Mrs. Wushuang's confession, I aggravated my heart, and I couldn't sleep at night, so I was tired physically and mentally. Fang Cai had a fierce dispute with his sister, and he was even more angry, especially Su Xiru deliberately mentioned Feng Xuanyu, where she could still hold her weak body, and the disease of colic was shocking.

Just when Su Liruo was crumbling, a figure flashed in a trance and held her body.

Su Liruo only felt that his eyes were dark and fainted.

I don't know how long later, she woke up slowly, and Bai Guansheng was shocked to put his hands behind his back, frowning, shaking his head and shaking his ears and pacing back and forth in front of her bed.

"Bai Senpai!" Su Liruo sat up and asked, "It was the senior who saved me just now?"

"You finally woke up, and you slept for a day and a night!" Bai Guansheng turned around when he heard the sound, walked quickly to the bedside, bowed his head and asked eagerly, "By the way, Liruo, how do you feel now?"

"What time is it for a day and a night?" Su Liruo was secretly surprised, looked at him blankly, and shook his head in confusion: "Why did the predecessor say this?"

"Oh, you don't care what time it is, it's another day anyway, why don't you run the internal strength quickly?" Bai Guansheng said with a worried face: "Is the qi smooth and smooth, and the internal force has increased greatly?"

"This..."Su Liruo was very puzzled, but when he saw him scratching his head and ears anxiously, he stopped asking. Bent her knees, concentrate her mind, and use her internal strength, only to feel a breath protecting her heart, which made her feel relaxed and happy. Su Liruo raised her eyes in shock and looked at Bai Guansheng, could it be...

Before she could speak, Bai Guansheng saw her panicked, so he laughed and said, "How is it?" Is it a great increase in power? ”

"Senior... Senior..."Su Liruo already understood eight or nine points, she was stunned for a while, and she didn't know how to speak.

"Okay, okay, the old man is most afraid of his mother-in-law and mother-in-law's verbosity!" Bai Guansheng waved his hand, said indifferently, and then hurriedly said, "Don't cry!" Isn't that a good thing? In the future, no one will dare to bully you casually, the old man's true qi is all superior skills, your weak little body will not worry about it in the future, and those problems will be cured. Ah! You... Are you still crying? ”

Su Liruo looked at Bai Guansheng with tears in her eyes, choked her throat with a thousand words, she remembered that half of Feng Xuanyu's true qi was eaten by the non-entropy sword, and the remaining half was conveyed to her, at that time, she was distressed after knowing the truth, and she only felt unbearable for him to be so affectionate. Now, Bai Guansheng actually sent all his true qi to her, wouldn't it make her even more uneasy!

"Seniors are so right to Liruo? I... I'm really unbearable, and I hope that my seniors will regain their true qi..."Su Liruo waited for his mood to calm down, and hurriedly said: "This is the foundation of the senior's body protection, how can I ignore the life of my predecessor and fall into a crisis!"

"I didn't expect you to know the true qi? It's so good, and it's not in vain for the old man's hard work. Bai Guansheng was a little surprised, and thought for a moment and said: "If you don't bother to speak, if you feel that you owe the old man, you can offset it by composing more tunes..."

Su Liruo lowered his eyes and sighed lightly: "It is understandable that the predecessors are obsessed with music and rhythm, but the predecessors are so obsessed, I'm afraid it is not a good thing after all, if it is calculated by people with intentions, won't it ruin the minds of the predecessors?" With that, she got out of bed and pulled out a box from under the bed. She opened the box and took out a stack of notes, handed it to Bai Guansheng and said: "This is the music score I created before from memory, now I am physically and mentally exhausted, and my aura is exhausted, I am afraid that I will not be able to compose a novel work again, if my predecessors don't dislike it, take it!"

Bai Guansheng was stunned, and then suddenly came back to his senses, he was ecstatic to take the score, looked at it, and couldn't help but marvel: "Sure enough, it is a superb work, a peerless song, if you practice it quietly, you will definitely be able to play a mirage, a dream, and a peerless fantasy."

Su Liruo's heart moved, and she said slowly: "So... Seniors should devote themselves to practice, sonata movements, and research and development of peerless sounds. ”

Bai Guansheng was startled, stared at his blazing eyes, and asked in disbelief, "Could it be... Li Ruo is willing to give it all to the old man? ”

"Willing to give up! Bosom friends are hard to find, but Li Ruo is blessed. What's more, my predecessors have given me kindness, so I am naturally willing to do it! Su Liruo paused, his eyes flashed and said: "It's just that the other garden is not a quiet place after all, if the predecessors want to play the peerless illusion, it is better to hide in the mountains and forests, find a good home, and then slowly practice the score, so that the sound can move with your heart and think leisurely."

"That's right! That's right! Bai Guansheng stroked his white beard, and frequently shook his head and suddenly realized: "Li Ruo's words woke up the old man." As he spoke, he looked up and laughed, and strode out of the room with the score in his hand.

Su Liruo looked at his back in a daze, sighed deeply, and then smiled bitterly.

In the evening, Su Liruo was a little uneasy when she thought of Bai Guansheng's sudden realization, although she couldn't bear to tie him up and spend her effort here, but because she gave all the music scores, Bai Guansheng resolutely left, and her sister would definitely not be able to spare her.

Thinking of this, she sighed helplessly, and just as she was hesitating, suddenly, there was a sharp knock on the door.

Su Liruo was suddenly startled, and heard Jiu'er's panicked voice outside the door: "The girl has been unwell for the past two days and has never come out, how can the son be so careless about disturbing the girl's rest?"

"What? Two days in bed? What if my sister is sick again? Zhao Zijin's anxious voice sounded: "Then don't you hurry up and open the door, in case my sister makes any mistakes, won't you do evil?" As he spoke, he shouted at the top of his voice: "Sister Ruo! If sister! Are you okay! ”

"This..."Jiu'er was even more frightened, her voice trembling.

"Is it Zijin? Come on in! As soon as Su Liruo's words fell, the door was pushed open, and Zhao Zijin swept in front of her like a tornado, and was about to ask her how she was doing, but seeing that she was refreshed and had no symptoms of weakness, she couldn't help frowning slightly and muttering: "This little girl, how dare you deceive me?"

"Why are you so reckless? And shouted at the door. Su Liruo saw that she was reckless, and couldn't help but ask with a smile.

"Sister Ruo, Master is gone!" Zhao Zijin was mentioned by her, and only then did she remember the purpose of finding Su Liruo, she presented the letterhead in her hand and said, "Look, the master left a few words and left like this!"