I slept in a daze, and the aches and pains in my body had not yet subsided.

"Huh? Mom, you're back? I got up right away. ”

"Okay, then mom goes out first, you hurry up."

I propped my hands on the bed board, and I felt that my arms could not be used, alas, it was really, the passing of the year was not good. I got out of bed and pulled my slippers and went to the kitchen, where my mother was already sitting at the table eating.

"Come on, today is your favorite roasted eggplant."

"Okay."

"How was your school this week, how was your studies, how was your rest?"

I chewed on the roasted eggplant in my mouth and replied vaguely, "It's fine, nothing else."

Suddenly, my mom stared at my face seriously, and I looked at my mom with a puzzled expression.

"Why are you looking at me all of a sudden?" Then I reached out and touched my face, felt the stinging pain, and reacted violently, my face should still be swollen.

"Mom, is my face a little swollen?"

"Well, yes, it looks red and swollen."

"Alas, Mom, you don't say I forgot, I have an inexplicable toothache this week, I have to buy some anti-inflammatory drugs for me." I said as I covered my face with a toothache.

"Oh, okay, tomorrow Mom will come home from work and buy it for you, let's eat first, don't eat those sugars all the time." My mother lowered her head and continued to eat, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately she didn't ask me the bottom of it.

"Eat eggs? I boiled a few eggs. ”

"Well, I'll eat one later."

"Mom, has my dad been here this week?" My mom was visibly stunned, "Not yet, I guess it's tomorrow." ”

"Okay." I reached out and took an egg from the pot, but the egg was so hot that I didn't catch it and fell on the table, and my mom picked it up for me with a smile.

"Mom, how long have you been divorced? Because of what divorce? I took the egg, sat down and slowly peeled the shell.

"Nuno, you'll know about this later, now you should study hard. I'll take care of our business. ”

"Really? Can it really be handled? I took a bite of the egg and looked at my mom level.

"Huh? Yes, don't worry. ”

"Mom, do you remember Lu Yihan, who was a neighbor with us when he was a child?"

"Remember, that kid is very smart, and he is very powerful at a young age, but his mother is not in good health and died earlier. Then his father moved away with the boy. ”

"He's also in our school now, he's learning well and he's very popular."

"Well, what's wrong? This child has been great since he was a child, and it is normal for him to study well now. My mother's eyes dodged, and Nuo Nuo praised Lu Yihan repeatedly.

"Mom, I've seen it."

"What? What have you seen? My mom stood up excitedly.

"Photos." I opened my mouth to eat the last bite of the egg, picked up a rag to wipe my hands, and stood up and looked at my mom calmly.

"I saw the photo of you and Uncle Lu." I didn't shy away from it at all, I was just as straightforward.

My mom looked a little flustered, she took a few deep breaths, propped her ten fingers on the dining table, her right index finger tapped up and down, the chef's "da-da-da" sound, and then raised her head, put her right hand on the seam of her pants, clenched her fists tightly, and her joints were white.

"Yes," my mother's voice trembled, "you and Uncle Lu were first lovers, but in the end we separated, separated, you know?" I married your dad and gave birth to you! ”

"Then why moved, why did I move in the first grade of elementary school? Don't say it's for the good of the school there! ”

"Isn't it? Is that school bad? Everyone says Luhua Primary School is good, what's wrong? Isn't it right for me to send you to a good school? "My mom yelled at me.

"Really? Isn't there any selfishness at all? There are many good primary schools in the city! But you moved to the vicinity of Uncle Lu's house. "I restrained myself, but my body was still shaking.

"I said, everyone says Luhua Primary School is good! There is nothing selfish. My mom raised her hand to cover her forehead and shook her head in pain.

"Then why did you move there for two years, I was in the third grade, and you and Dad were going to divorce?" I continued to ask my mother, "Why did Aunt Lu die so early?" Does it have nothing to do with you? ”

"Alright, alright! Don't talk about it, you won't let me live in peace as soon as you come back! Get out of here, get out, don't come back tonight! ”

"Did I hit me in the sore spot?" I was like an angry rooster pecking at my mother's wounds.

My mom was completely angry, pushed me hard and pushed me from the kitchen to the door little by little, pushed me out of the house, and reflexively locked the door from the inside.

"You just don't dare to face it! Why else would you want to move! "I continued to shout outside, but there was no sound inside, and after a while, all the lights in the house were turned off, and the house was dark.

I stood in the doorway, feeling a burning pain in my throat, and moved my arm to make it seem less sore, and I kicked the door as if I was angry, and the sound of clattering was incessant, which was particularly harsh in the silent night.

I looked at the sky overhead, countless dazzling stars twinkling in the sky, and I sat on the slope outside my house, looking at the sky with my face bracing in boredom. There are so many stars, they just don't work very much, and the light is unstable, like me.

The wind on the summer night was very cool, blowing in bursts, very comfortable, I looked at it and began to nap, one by one, little by little, and finally my body was crooked, leaning against the door frame and falling asleep.

In my dream, I seemed to go back to the time when my parents divorced, I took a small pair of scissors, lying on the window in the yard and watched helplessly watching them quarrel in the living room at home, and the content became clearer and clearer.