Chapter 85: Thank you in person

"I haven't thanked you in person for the last time, and I've always wanted to find an opportunity to thank you in person." Liu Tingyuan said this sentence sincerely.

Su Mian looked at the coffee cup in his hand, smiled slightly, and didn't take it to heart.

"It's just a gesture, if anyone saw it, you were unconscious at that time, you must have wanted to save you, I really thought you had fainted at the time, but I didn't expect to see the expression on your face, I felt a little terrifying, how are you feeling these days?"

"I've gotten better, these days are actually better for me than before, many of the times before I have no one to take care of me, even if I die in the middle of the road, no one will feel pity." There was a hint of sadness in his obscure eyes, and Su Mian couldn't help frowning after hearing this.

"Anyone who lives in this world has a certain role, so don't think so, and if you encounter this kind of thing, anyone with a conscience will choose to save you."

Su Mian understood why Liu Tingyuan thought like this, because people in good health have no way to imagine what people with poor health think in their hearts, Su Mian was in very bad health at that time, so she hoped that someone could accompany her every day, at least on the road where she was about to die, not so lonely.

But there has never been such a person, until the moment he died, Su Mian found that he was lonely, the previous experience was like a dream, generally these four words were just a content in the text, but since he experienced those life and death, Su Mian felt how embarrassing and lonely the four words of floating life and dream were.

"Although it is difficult to find a person in this world who can truly understand you, because everyone's experience is different, he can't empathize, but he can empathize, I think if you can empathize, you can at least understand what your pain is, I can understand you!"

Liu Tingyuan looked at Su Mian with some shock, with a hint of doubt in his eyes.

"I know you won't be able to understand for a while, maybe it's because I'm a different person from other people, that is, what I've experienced can't be understood by others, and what I've experienced is not as simple as it seems on the surface, and I've experienced life and death......"

"But I heard that ......" Liu Tingyuan obviously didn't believe what Su Mian said, Su Mian's life is estimated to be clear to everyone, and at this time Su Mian also came back to her senses, she is no longer the same as in the previous life, her current identity is Su Mian.

"I mean that I had some dreams before, and those dreams are no different from the real ones, so I treat those things as if they were real things, if it weren't for that, I wouldn't have become what I am now, and I didn't know that I was a vase, and I wouldn't do anything, maybe I did some measures, but now I won't let myself repeat the mistakes of the past."

Su Mian regarded all those things as his own dreams, and generally told Liu Tingyuan, when he heard Liu Tingyuan, he had a faint suspicion at first, but slowly it was as if he had entered that story.

It wasn't until he was dead that Gu Hongyun suddenly raised his head and stared at Su Mian's face, looking at Su Mian for a long time, Su Mian was very uncomfortable.

"I can still feel the pain until now, although I am dreaming, but the feeling of death and loneliness invade me, even if it is loneliness in daily life, it is like burying myself all at once."

"I can also understand your feelings, although you are just dreaming, but that kind of dream may be too unreal, so it will make you change, but I don't think this change is bad, because your previous reviews are really not good, and I, like other people, will slowly not understand you as a person, but only through the mouths of others."

When he said this, Gu Hongyun apologized embarrassedly.

"At that time, I misunderstood you like everyone else, thinking that you were just a vase, but now my thoughts are completely different from before, because I have learned that you are real, your acting is also very good, and you are also a very kind person, and you speak very freely, and you will not hide it."

Hearing so many praises, Su Mian scratched his head a little embarrassed, he hadn't received such praise for a long time, for Su Mian, the life and death he experienced were not caused by others, but the life and death that he should have experienced.

The two of them sat quietly like that, drinking coffee with each other, in fact, they both knew in their hearts that it was different from when the two of them didn't know each other before, and the two of them were much better now.

Before, the two of them stayed in the same crew like strangers, and they didn't know each other, and even if they acted, they couldn't invest in real emotions, including now when the two of them are facing each other, they actually feel different.

"Since that happened, in fact, my life has changed a little, I feel that the feeling of death invaded me at that time, and you saved my life as if you were a god."

"It's not as exaggerated as you said, I just heard movement outside, so I just went out to take a look."

In the face of Liu Tingyuan's hot gaze, in fact, Su Mian was still a little uncomfortable, the two of them just experienced this incident, in fact, they didn't have too much communication, including when the two of them stayed in the crew before, they were just trying to play, and at that time, Su Mian always felt that Liu Tingyuan had some unkindness.

It is because of this that Su Mian feels that even if he stays in the same crew, Su Mian will not regard everyone as his friends, and the only person who is a friend is Jiang Yingrong.

"Why are you in the mall? It's so dangerous, maybe you will be chased and intercepted by those reporters. ”

"I'm not afraid now, anyway, you've all solved that matter, and I'm not afraid of shadows."

When he said this, Su Mian curled the corners of his lips and smiled.