Before the alarm clock woke up, Gong Yao heard the sound of rain outside in a daze.

She opened her hazy eyes and stared blankly at the ceiling until her vision cleared from hazy. It was almost two o'clock in the morning, and now she woke up at half past five, and if it wasn't for the next day, she wouldn't have woken up before the alarm clock. The strange thing is that there was no exam the next day, and there was nothing particularly important, so I should have slept until dawn, but now I woke up before dawn.

Gong Yao looked out the window at the sky as dark as night, the rain ticked and knocked on the balcony railing, the raindrops splashed over the balcony, and then a gust of cold wind blew over, sweeping Gong Yao's skin, and the pores stood up.

How long has it been since it rained? Autumn has passed, and it will be almost winter soon.

Gong Yao looked out the window and thought.

Gong Yao can't sleep back once she wakes up, and she has never had the habit of sleeping back. Gong Yao cautiously got out of bed, walked to Riemann's bedside to help her cover the quilt, and then quietly walked to the balcony.

She leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window of the balcony, watching the rain splash on the railing, every drop was crisp and neat, and she let the cold wind blow her sobers and straighten out her thoughts.

Should I give him a bank card directly, or just make it clear to him and then transfer money to him? Or don't say anything about direct WeChat transfer? He may not accept WeChat transfers, do you want to set an Alipay account with him and then Alipay will transfer it to him? What the hell is the right fit...

Gong Yao was still worried about how to pay off the debt for the things he bought for himself when he was traveling.

"Hey, why don't you sleep? What are you doing? Riemann's voice was still very hoarse, as if he didn't want to wake up, and his voice was hoarse with a hint of getting up.

"You're waking up so soon?" Gong Yao turned around when she heard Riemann's voice.

"Nonsense, your windows are so wide open, and it's so windy, I'm awakened in the cold!" Riemann sat up as he spoke, but his eyes had not yet opened, and he was in a state of dissociation.

Gong Yao realized that she had forgotten to close the window, and immediately walked in and closed the window.

"Sorry, you go back to sleep." Gong Yao said.

"What are you doing standing outside, what time is it?"

"Well, I was woken up by the sound of rain, so I'll see if my clothes are dry, it's almost six o'clock."

"Why are you up so early?" Riemann yawned and stretched, looking weak.

“emmm… I'm so hungry, I'm hungry, I'm going to wash up. After Gong Yao finished speaking, he went into the bathroom, and the sky began to slowly brighten, and Du Nan began to slowly wake up.

"You said you were hungry, why did you eat so much?" Li Man saw Gong Yao and bought a bun and a glass of milk, and didn't eat a mouthful, and then looked down at the egg cake and two buns in his hand, a siu mai and a cup of soy milk, as if he was the one who was woken up by hunger.

"It seems that I am so hungry that I am not hungry..."Gong Yao said and took a bite of the bun, and he didn't know why he said that he woke up hungry, and he didn't know why he always had to hide his uneasiness.

I woke up very early, and I didn't know what to rub on, so I actually had to step on the classroom. Only this - class is always on the spot, Gong Yao seems to have found the feeling of being a college student in this school.

"Okay, students, now let's start class." The professor clicked on the computer on the podium, and surprisingly there was no roll call today.

Gong Yao looked around, there were not many tall boys in the class, and there was no one sitting by the window who wanted to see someone.

"Li Man, didn't Teng Xiaofeng come today?" Gong Yao turned her head to look at Li Man and asked.

"Isn't it you, who haven't seen you overnight like every other day?"

"Oh, no, I was going to give him back the money after class, but I didn't seem to see him." Gong Yao was a little disappointed.

"It's a big deal for a college student to skip class, alas, if it weren't for this teacher's roll call in every class, I wouldn't want to come! If Teng Xiaofeng doesn't come today, the professor will automatically skip the roll call, whether they are colluding or not! Riemann slowly took out his textbook, and then played with his mobile phone seriously.

Gong Yao didn't think much about it, it just so happened that he didn't have to see him if he didn't come to class today... After all, it was so embarrassing yesterday, and I don't know how to speak if I see him for a while. I thought that I would forget it, and I would pay him back the money in two days. Gong Yao shrugged her shoulders, took out her notebook and took notes seriously, and suddenly WeChat rang loudly, instantly attracting countless eyes and becoming the focus of the class...

Gong Yao was embarrassed and whispered sorry to the people around her, and the professor on the stage also stopped: "I said a few times, I want you to turn the bell to silent in class, are you still elementary school students?" Do you still need me to teach this? Please respect the teacher and respect the class! ”

Gong Yao wanted to put her head in a drawer at the moment......

Most of the time the phone is silent, but today... I accidentally turned up the full volume... The sky is playing tricks on itself...

After turning her phone to silent, she opened the WeChat page and saw Teng Xiaofeng give her a message:

- If you have something to do and go out for a few days, don't read it.

Yes? What does that mean? Excused me? How many days are you going? What are you doing? But why do you want to report it to me? This... What does that mean? I didn't ask him why he went, why did he tell me? Let's not make it clear... Where did it go?

No, where does he go, what does he do, and how many days does it matter to me? I'm not his girlfriend... He doesn't automatically think that I'm his girlfriend after kissing me that night? No way?

......

This fierce psychological struggle finally made Gong Yao lose her mind, and the powerful voice in her head kept lingering in her ears: "Because you are his girlfriend, of course I have to report to you!" "Because he likes you and you like him, isn't it normal to talk to you?" "He's kissed you, doesn't that count?" Don't you admit it yet? ”

Messy thoughts began to take over her brain, and the more she thought about it, the more chaotic it became...

"You want more!" Gong Yao stared at the phone screen and shouted, her miscellaneous thoughts were frightened by her shout... Gong Yao also calmed down, but the scene was embarrassing again, not only the people around her, but the whole class looked at her, staring straight at Gong Yao as if watching a play, with a smile...

The professor also stopped the board and looked at Gong Yao, "That classmate, if you have any questions, raise your hand to speak or discuss it after class, loud noises are not allowed in class, it will affect the teacher's teaching of the students!" ”

Gong Yao immediately got up, bowed her head and said sorry to the teacher and the classmates around her... In full view, she almost wanted to dig a hole next to it and bury herself... N+1 times of humiliation...

"What are you doing? Who thinks too much? Riemann asked her in a whisper.

"No, no... I just didn't get enough sleep... It's that I'm thinking too much..."Gong Yao was lying on the table, and his pitiful and disheartened appearance made Li Man scratch his head.

"If someone doesn't come, you're going to be weird today." With that, Riemann continued to play with his phone.

Gong Yao turned his head to the other side and looked at it, "If you have something to do and go out for a few days, don't read it." The words of these culprits were suddenly furious, and they knocked on the screen fiercely and typed five words: "What's the matter with me?" I was about to press send, but suddenly I calmed down, deleted those words again, and replied with "Oh." ”

Until the end of the last class, Gong Yao still hadn't recovered from the moment when she was embarrassed.

"How can I be so embarrassed?" Gong Yao said to Li Man weakly, his eyes were dull and listless, as if he was out of his body.

"I must have not woken up, go back and continue to sleep!" Li Man put his hand on Gong Yao's shoulder, "Alas, it's fixed, what's the matter?" Anyway, the person you care about the most is not in the classroom today, so what does it matter if you lose face? Am I right? Riemann looked at Gong Yao and smiled evilly.

"Oh?"

Teng Xiaofeng looked at the short one-word reply on the screen, and smiled coldly, "How many meanings does 'oh' mean?" Teng Xiaofeng waited for a reply all morning, but it wasn't: where to go, what to do, who to go with, how many days? and so on, but an "oh" that he never thought of, Teng Xiaofeng felt that he was left out, and even felt a little ashamed, he looked at this "oh", and several situations of replying to "oh" were derived in his mind: maybe this "oh" wanted to express her empathy that she didn't want to interfere too much in her private affairs, or it could be to express "I know, you're busy!" "Similar gentleness, or maybe it's not very convenient to play with mobile phones in class, so I don't have to worry about it first, but could it be that Jiang Chen has already told her about her itinerary? So she actually knew about it for a long time?

Teng Xiaofeng, who has never done reading comprehension, looked at this "oh" and thought about it, this question is a bit deep!

Gong Yao's WeChat page gradually dimmed until a phone call shattered Teng's conjecture.

"Boss, the car has been arranged for you, the ticket has also been checked in for you, and you can leave for the airport." Jiang Chen said.

"Jiang Chen, let me ask you, you... Have you ever told anyone about my trip to the United States? ”

"I swear, absolutely not! Boss, you said you can't tell others, I'm absolutely obedient, what's wrong? ”

"It's okay, forget it, when I didn't ask. Oh yes, if she comes to practice during this time, remember to help me take care of her. ”

"Who?" Jiang Chen asked stupidly.

"Your future boss lady!" Teng Xiaofeng shouted at the other end of the phone.

"Oh, oh, you know, you don't have to sour me on the phone."

"Less nonsense. Hung up. ”

Teng Xiaofeng hung up the phone, and saw the cold "oh" again, "I'll clean you up next time." Teng Xiaofeng said vindictively to the "oh".

After two years, it's time to go back and take a look. Some things, if not dealt with, will rust and leave traces in the heart forever.

The car started to go to the airport, Teng Xiaofeng closed his eyes, and his thoughts were confused.