Chapter 53: No Harm
The sound of breathing was slow and powerful, and Shen Dan was about to kick Feng Yingjie to the foot of the bed, but in fact, Shen Dan really did it. Shen Dan pushed Feng Yingjie's shoulder, not much strength, but enough to shake Feng Yingjie awake.
Even if Shen Dan did such a thing as soon as he was stunned, Feng Yingjie continued to fall asleep, as if nothing happened? Shen Dan half-raised the culprit's hand in the air, but did not wait for Feng Yingjie's movements.
Is this man really asleep? The sound of breathing still ringed slowly in my ears.
Shen Dan's ghost really seemed to kick Feng Yingjie out of bed, but this time Shen Dan riveted enough strength and kicked Feng Yingjie's buttocks.
Before this kick was kicked out, Feng Yingjie grabbed his ankle, and Feng Yingjie took advantage of the situation.
Feng Yingjie's smile was as if he had been waiting for Shen Dan to make this move for a long time, and Shen Dan knew that he had been calculated.
"You didn't sleep? Are you kidding me? ”
Feng Yingjie smiled in his eyes, and said seriously, "I fell asleep, but I was woken up by you, do you know?" ”
Shen Dan really wanted to beat people, "You obviously don't have it." ”
"Since you said no, then no." Feng Yingjie's head was buried in Shen Dan's hair, "Shen Dan." ”
"Shen Dan ......"
"Shen Dan ......"
Feng Yingjie called Shen Dan's name three times in a row, and his voice was softer than the other, and the voice was more addictive than the other, and he couldn't tell the direction.
"Hmm." Shen Dan's voice was also very soft.
"I said I owed it to me, and I will get it back." Feng Yingjie braked so many times, so naturally he had to get it back with interest.
Shen Dan turned his head away and didn't speak, and pushed Feng Yingjie's hand away, which was also a lot less powerful.
"Isn't it hot to wear so many clothes?"
Feng Yingjie took out a condom from the drawer, and Shen Dan didn't dare to open his eyes to see Feng Yingjie's movements.
Shen Dan: "How many times is this?" ”
Feng Yingjie didn't say such a bad thing at this time, and directly chose to ignore it.
But this move made Shen Dan's heart as painful as pouring cold water.
But this is Shen Dan's first time!
Feng Yingjie felt that Shen Dan's movements were no longer enthusiastic, and looked at Shen Dan's somewhat indifferent little face, there was really nothing wrong with this woman's heart.
"I can wait for you, but I can't wait for you forever."
Feng Yingjie got up and threw the whole box of condoms in the trash, used and unused.
Feng Yingjie took a shower, Shen Dan felt a chill on his body, and Feng Yingjie was really angry.
Shen Dan didn't speak and put on his clothes, but Feng Yingjie had been cold for a long time and hadn't come out yet. Until Shen Dan got up and picked up the unused condoms in the trash can and put them back in the drawer, Feng Yingjie didn't come out yet.
It's been more than half an hour!
Shen Dan lay on the pillow and reached out to put the contents of the drawer in a conspicuous position under the bedside lamp.
It's been more than forty-five minutes, and if you catch a cold, I don't know what it will look like.
Shen Dan put on his nightgown, got up anyway, knocked on the door, and did not speak.
Feng Yingjie has been boiling cold water for a long time, but he still hasn't dissipated the deep desire in his heart, the incense that gives birth to lust, and the action movie of love. The question Shen Dan asked was not that Feng Yingjie didn't answer, but because it was a long time ago, and Feng Yingjie himself didn't remember the last time.
Not to mention, those who don't have love at all.
Shen Dan's sound of knocking on the door came slowly, knocking and stopping for a long time, and the sound was very weak, and it couldn't cover the sound of sprinkling water at all.
It wasn't until Feng Yingjie calmed down a lot that Feng Yingjie turned off the water and heard Shen Dan knocking on the door.
Even if Feng Yingjie is still angry, Shen Dan's behavior is a lot more comfortable for Feng Yingjie, this dead girl who has no heart, she still remembers herself.
Feng Yingjie casually tied a bath towel and opened the door, with many water beads on his body.
Shen Dan lowered his head and didn't look at Feng Yingjie, but he was already a step away, which made Shen Dan feel the cool air on Feng Yingjie's body. This cool air came from the cold water that Feng Yingjie had just brewed, and there was even a fog coming out of the cold water.
The water droplets slid down with Feng Yingjie's muscle lines, and finally landed where Shen Dan didn't dare to look.
Feng Yingjie strode over Shen Dan and lay on the bed, Feng Yingjie directly threw away the bathrobe, and before Shen Dan could close his eyes, he saw Feng Yingjie's undressed scene.
The male color is current, and the calm is the greatest.
Feng Yingjie was naked, walking around in front of Shen Dan just to find a new pair of pants.
I have to say that Feng Momo is still very well prepared, leaving only Feng Yingjie's suit and shirt. How does Feng Yingjie find clothes? Feng Yingjie's face was a little dark, and he didn't expect this girl to calculate on his head.
In the end, Feng Yingjie couldn't find it, so he simply fell asleep.
In fact, Feng Yingjie saw what was picked up by Shen Dan, but Feng Yingjie pretended not to see it and continued to sleep on his bed, with his back to Shen Dan. This time there was no sound of steady breathing, this time it was quiet, very quiet, Feng Yingjie was pretending to sleep.
Shen Dan also lay on the bed, and the cold water was really washed for too long, so that Shen Dan felt Feng Yingjie's coolness through the quilt.
Shen Dan mustered up his courage, but still squirmed his body and came behind Feng Yingjie. Circled Feng Yingjie's waist from behind, and his hands were still tightly stirred, for fear that Feng Yingjie would throw himself away in disgust.
"Still angry?"
Shen Dan pressed his forehead against Feng Yingjie's back, it was really cool. Shen Dan's hands and feet were originally very cold, but now Feng Yingjie is much cooler than Shen Dan.
Shen Dan was a little distressed and a little self-blaming.
Feng Yingjie's back seems to be pasted with a heater, which warms more than just his body.
But Feng Yingjie still didn't react, half a sound, this is the movement of his body, but he felt Shen Dan's shackles. The more Feng Yingjie moved, the tighter Shen Dan's hand became.
Feng Yingjie held the back of Shen Dan's hand, Feng Yingjie would not be angry with Shen Dan in the end. Feng Yingjie: "Let go, it's too tight." ”
When Shen Dan heard this, he still held on for a few seconds, and then like a deflated ball, he simply let go, turned around, and almost fell asleep to the edge of the bed.
Shen Dan was circled back into Feng Yingjie's arms, "Not afraid of falling?" I don't think I'll push you, you'll get out of here. ”
"Although the bed collapse is not high, after all, downstairs is grandma's room, don't frighten her old man."
Feng Yingjie slept, and when Shen Dan slept, he was only wearing pajamas, and there was only a layer of tulle between the two, and even Shen Dan could feel every part of Feng Yingjie's body.
Fortunately, it was the cold that had been washed for more than an hour, and it calmed down a lot, and it didn't make Shen Dan feel oppressed.
"Scared?"
"Nope." Shen Dan is not afraid of fake, Shen Dan is afraid of that kind of thing.
Feng Yingjie patted Shen Dan on the shoulder, as if coaxing a child to sleep, "Sleep, don't think so much." ”
Shen Dan felt Feng Yingjie's breathing in his neck, a little itchy.
I don't know how long Shen Dan has been stiff for a while, Shen Dan can't sleep, but Shen Dan heard the regular breathing sound of Feng Yingjie next to his ear. Gradually, he became sleepy and slept in Feng Yingjie's arms.
But in the dream, Shen Dan was not as beautiful as reality, Shen Dan had a dream, and dreamed that Feng Yingjie was asked to make a choice between Su Mo and Shen Dan. Feng Yingjie chose Su Mo without any hesitation, leaving Shen Dan alone in the same place.
Even, Shen Dan became a certain member of Su Mo's family, in the most corner of the position, a lonely self-appreciation, watching Su Mo and Feng Yingjie get married, and even have a baby for the two, living happily and happily together.
Feng Yingjie also swore that he would only love Su Mo in this life.
And Shen Dan has become the most redundant person in the world.
Shen Dan was shocked and found that it was just a dream, but the corners of his eyes were wet, even a wet pillow.
Shen Dan's side was already empty, and Shen Dan's clothes had already been placed at the head of Shen Dan's bed. It was prepared by Feng Yingjie, and it is still every size, not bad.
Feng Yingjie's understanding of Shen Dan's figure is even better than Shen Dan himself.
Shen Dan lay on the bed, changed his clothes, and looked at the bite marks on his neck in the mirror, Feng Yingjie was indeed a canine animal.
Through the window, Shen Dan saw Feng Yingjie in the courtyard, leaning sideways, building plants in his hands, as if he was giving Uncle Zhang a hand.
When she went out, all the maids were doing their jobs, Mrs. Feng was reading, and Feng Momo was still sleeping. All the people are busy with their own business!
Shen Dan followed his memory just now, and walked between the paths of the garden, the so-called garden designed when he was sixteen years old, another sixteen years, and the garden was still preserved as in the early days.
The courtyard of the Western chessboard, only by walking in it, can you experience the grandeur. However, it is also easy to get lost, and Shen Dan got lost like this.
After looking at the spot for a long time, this was as if he had seen Uncle Zhang's back, but as soon as Shen Dan ran over, he found that he couldn't find Uncle Zhang at all.
Shen Dan looked around, and now he couldn't find the way back the way he came.
Shen Dan heard the voice ringing from somewhere he didn't know what it was, and even Shen Dan could hear the voice of the person on the other end of the phone.
"Ah Zhe, I'm coming back, miss me?"
The other did not speak.
"Every day in country F, I think about you, I wonder if if we insisted on it at the beginning, would the children be in elementary school now."
"Every child in country F is very cute, I ask them to read and practice calligraphy every day, but this can't make up for the self-blame in my heart. Our children left like that, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have insisted on going......"
"It's all in the past, there's no need to bring it up." The man's voice was very cold, but it was very close to Shen Dan, so close that it sounded in his ears.
"No, there is no past, as a mother who has lost a child, I ......"
Feng Yingjie was a little impatient, "The child was not born, you have not become a mother, when the child was lost, it was only two months, and everything was not formed." ”
The woman's sobs came from the other end of the phone, "You know, I'm in a physical condition and can't conceive a child. Besides, we weren't fit to ...... at that time."
Feng Yingjie forcibly interrupted the voice on the other end of the phone, "Su Mo, if you come back, I will definitely greet you." However, in the past, whether you come back or not, there is no need to mention it again. ”
Su Mo: "You're still hating me, aren't you?" ”
Shen Dan's ears rang softly, and he didn't know what Feng Yingjie was talking to Su Mo behind him, but he couldn't hear it clearly.
Shen Dan didn't know where to go, nor where to leave, and followed the path, if he reached the end of one road, he turned around and entered another path.
The woods in front of him gradually became denser, but walking on the path was so gloomy that Shen Dan felt scared, and what caught his eye was the attic that Shen Dan saw last time when he was in the room and looked at it from afar.