I was awakened by the morning sun, and birds chirped on the branches of the trees outside.

Our community is not new, the facilities are not comprehensive, but the community is very green, away from the downtown area, quiet and serene, you can hear the birds in the morning, you can hear the insects at night, I often sigh, I want to live in such a quiet place when I get married in the future, and the family lives happily.

At six o'clock in the morning, I went out for a morning run, sweated all over my body, came back and took a shower, and applied my mother's newly bought shower gel, which was fresh and full of vitality.

After breakfast, I brought my wallet and other things, passed by Xiao Xu's door, and found that he was still sleeping soundly in the quilt, tiptoeing to change his shoes, and ran out of the community with a smoke.

Walking to the minibus stop, I waited while looking at the watch on my wrist and counting the minutes and seconds.

About ten minutes later, a minibus drove over slowly, got in the car, and kept fantasizing about seeing Gu Ze for a while.

The time was fast, the speed was not slow, and I finally arrived at my destination when I was dizzy from motion sickness.

got out of the car, walked to the door of Gu Ze's house with a familiar car, and rang the doorbell a little nervously, after all, I haven't seen him for more than a month, I don't know if Gu Ze will be angry with me.

After a while, I heard footsteps inside the door, and my heart jumped, and sure enough, the door slowly opened, and a familiar face came into view.

"Aze." I smiled and called his name.

Gu Ze's hand as he opened the door stiffened, and his expression was a little stunned: "Qingqing, you, why are you here?" ”

"Can't I come?" I said a little dazed.

Gu Ze moved his mouth, and just as he wanted to say something, I heard footsteps coming from the house again, and then a delicate voice asked, "Who is coming?" ”

My heart jumped suddenly, and then I saw Gu Ze chattering: "A classmate." ”

"Classmates? I'm your classmate? I questioned Gu Ze word by word, holding back tears rolling in my eyes.

Gu Ze was silent and did not speak.

Soon, a beautiful girl with long hair appeared in front of me, and at this moment, I still didn't understand something.

No wonder Gu Ze is always very busy these days, he is too busy to contact me, and he can't say a few words on the phone.

"You're really busy, aren't you?" I said coldly, my eyes full of mockery: "It's just that even if you're busy, you have to have time to say goodbye." ”

Hearing this, the girl's face changed, and her eyes wandered between me and Gu Ze: "Who is she?" ”

Gu Ze looked at me without hesitation, and said indifferently: "I thought that I broke up last time, but you couldn't figure it out yourself." ”

Gu Zeyi pulled the girl next to him into his arms: "This is my girlfriend Lulu, what I like now is her, if I didn't express it clearly before, then I will make it clear now that we break up." ”

"Hehe~"

Where he didn't express it clearly, he didn't say it at all.

Now that he has generously picked himself up in front of his new girlfriend, he has described me as an entangled ex-girlfriend.

I stared at his usual gentle face, and suddenly felt as if I had never known him, gentle and gentle, and sunny It was just a package for him to show others.

I can allow him to leave me and dislike me, but I can't allow him to leave me so disgustingly, and he will beat me up.

"How long have you been together?" I asked, staring at Lulu.

"We have been together for three months, and the relationship is very good, since Aze has broken up with you, I hope you can respect yourself and don't come to pester Aze, after all, the person Aze loves now is me." Lulu said proudly, leaning on Gu Ze's arms with the appearance of a victor.

I suddenly couldn't help laughing, hehe, I always thought that the man who was as gentle as jade turned out to be such a real scumbag.

How blind I must be.

Thinking of the words I praised Jiajia in the past, honest and dedicated, affectionate and single-minded, now I really want to deduct my eyeballs.

"Three months, Gu Ze, three months together?" I stared at Gu Ze with sharp eyes and asked.

Obviously he has already split others, but he still shamelessly wants to take me to open a room, and even makes me feel guilty and sad as if an innocent person is broken, how can he be so shameless.

Gu Ze's eyes flashed with panic, and he finally couldn't maintain a calm look on his face, and said loudly angrily: "I don't like you anymore, I only love Lulu, don't pester me anymore." ”

Finally, I laughed, raised my hand and slapped Gu Ze hard and walked away without looking back.

I don't know how I got out of the community, I don't know how long I've been gone, and the tears in the corners of my eyes have been dried by the wind.

There is sadness, there is sadness, but what is even worse is that I have been blind for two years, I have been hacked, and I didn't even break up with dignity.

Looking up at the sky, the breeze on my cheeks brought a chill to my heart. The sky is no longer the clear sky when I went out in the morning, but it has become foggy, faintly giving people a hint of stress and melancholy.

At this moment, I regret coming here incomparably, because it is not worth it, but I am extremely glad to be here, because it allows me to see Gu Ze's true face clearly.

Sitting on the minibus home, looking at the scenery along the way, the mood was very different from when I came, and when I arrived at the station, a strange grandmother woke me up, and I fell asleep unconsciously.

After getting out of the car, I wandered aimlessly on the street alone, the sky was getting dark, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the street, I didn't know where I wanted to go, in short, I just didn't want to go home, I was very depressed, very lonely, and helpless.

As I walked past a bar, I didn't hesitate to walk in when I saw the people coming and going at the door.

Perhaps I hate this kind of occasion the most on weekdays, with the deafening music, the dazzling lights, and the swaying men and women on the dance floor...

But looking at all this now, there is an inexplicable sense of satisfaction in my heart, as if the world is not alone.

The waiter was a clean and handsome boy, about the same age as me, and he didn't look at me as weirdly as the rest of the bar, but politely asked me what I wanted to drink.

I was stunned, of course I came here to drink, and I just want to drink now.

After a while, the waiter brought over a lot of wine, all I knew was wine, beer, cocktails, and so many of them that I couldn't even name them.

I opened a can of beer in my hand and drank it in a big gulp, the taste of alcohol stimulated my taste buds, and it was strange that what I had thought was difficult to swallow before felt very dripping and refreshing at this moment.

After drinking the beer, I picked up another glass of blue liquor and took a sip gently, there was a refreshing feeling, the alcohol taste was almost none, and I was down in a few sips of a shallow glass.

After that, cup after cup, I drank non-stop.

I don't know how long it took, but my vision began to blur and my head became dizzy.

As I staggered to my feet and tried to leave, a hand was placed on my shoulder, and I looked back as a strange man.

"Who are you?" Maybe it's because the wine is strong and intimidating, or maybe it's because I'm really angry today, and I impatiently slapped the salty pig's hand.

"Yo, my little sister is weird and has a temper, choking on the little pepper, it's delicious." The strange man touched his chin and looked at me with a wicked smile.

"You go away." I said a little panicked, and then I wanted to bypass him and leave, although I am top-heavy now, but there is still a sense of security, and the accosting of a strange man in the bar is ill-intentioned, especially this man does not seem to be a good person.

"Huh? Little sister, we haven't finished talking yet, don't go. The man still didn't want to let me go, so he smiled and reached out to pull me, and I resisted and pushed him, but he caught me to death.

"Let go of me, I don't know you." I yelled at the man, panicked, the whole bar was a mess, at this moment, I was really scared, and I regretted coming here alone and drinking.

The man tugged at my wrist, smiled obscenely, and even reached out and touched my arm: "I don't know what I'm afraid of, once I am born and twice cooked." ”

"Fuck off! Get away from me. I yelled at the man out of control, but the other party still didn't let go, and even leaned closer and closer to me.

At this moment, a voice sounded from behind me, saving me from despair: "Are you deaf? She tells you to let her go. ”