A warm palm rested on my shoulder, and I looked up through my hazy teary eyes.

"Tong Tong, you're still there......"

She crouched down and looked me in the eye, "You think I'm leaving?"

"Anyone will go, no one will accompany anyone to the end, and so will you."

"Why do you think that?"

I wiped the tears from my face, and a smile squeezed out of the corners of my mouth: "It's a very obvious thing, and I prefer someone now."

Tong Tong sat next to me with her knees crossed, she put her chin on her knees and looked at the carpet quietly, the two of us were silent for a long time, and we could only hear each other's breathing.

"Are you still blaming yourself for that girl?"

"Because it's really because of me, because of me, how can I enjoy this stolen time with peace of mind?"

I patted my chest hard, and the dull pain in my chest from time to time made it difficult for me to breathe, as if a hand was holding my lungs tightly, making me unable to breathe.

Every time I think of Li Jingjing's immature face, the scene of falling on the road covered in blood, I can only squat down, I feel pain all over my body, and I can't walk in pain......

Tong Tong raised her hand and wrapped her arms around my shoulders, her eyes shining brighter in the dim environment, as if they were full of stars.

"I've experienced this kind of thing, even more than you...... Cruel. ”

"What? You've killed people too? ”

"yes, I killed my mother with my own hands."

After speaking, Tong Tong exhaled deeply, the tears in his eyes began to roll again, and the arm on my shoulder was also trembling.

I was stunned for a moment, smiled wryly and said, "How come? You don't have to say that to comfort me. ”

"I didn't lie to you, two years ago on my birthday, I had to ask my mom to go out and buy me a birthday present, and I experienced the ...... that night It's a nightmare I will never forget in my life. ”

Tong Tong looked up and wanted to force the tears in her eyes back, but there were still crystal tears sliding down the corners of her eyes, and they sank into her hair along the corners of her eyes.

Then she told me little by little, how she lost her mother, and how she had come through the past two years.

The two of us talked a lot that day, and it was only on that day that I learned that Tong Tong was one year older than me, and she had just gone through the college entrance examination and failed, and then she gave up the opportunity to repeat her studies and came to Gu Amo to work.

"Why didn't you repeat it?"

I asked her this sentence that day, and Tong Tong gave me an answer that I will never forget for the rest of my life, she said: "She wants to go out and see more in this short life, she doesn't want to, and she can't be confined here, and in memories."

"Then how did you meet Gao Haoyi?"

"When I just lost my mother, I came to the bar every day to drink, and Gao Haoyi was just a junior high school student at that time, and he always spoke in an old-fashioned manner, I couldn't get used to it, so I beat him."

Tong Tong laughed out loud as she spoke, and with her two hands she and Gao Hao fought and how they were pulled apart, it seemed that she was very happy in that fight.

"I don't know each other, I know Gao Haoyi because I gave him a slap in the face."

"I know, after he was beaten by you that day, he came to me with interest and told me about you."

I am still a little curious about Gao Haoyi's evaluation of me: "What did he say?"

"He said he hadn't met such a spicy girl as you for a long time, so he just came up and gave him a slap in the face."

I smiled and said, "It's been a long time since I've seen him so thick-skinned, and he's always followed me, and he'll see him wherever I go."

His face seemed to appear in front of my eyes, and he was still smiling at me so shamelessly.