Chapter 454: Deep
Yu Shu was stupid for a long time and didn't know what to do, and his eyes didn't know whether it was painful or frightened, and now he was looking at Jiang Chongji brightly, Jiang Chongji clenched the futon under his hand fiercely and forced him to warn himself that he must not go further, and he must control it not to frighten Yu Shu.
Jiang Chongji pulled away some distance slightly, panting as if he hadn't come to his senses, the room was quiet for a while, only each other's breathing and heartbeats were left, Jiang Chongji looked at Yu Shu who was dizzy and well-behaved opposite, his heart was soft, and he didn't know what happened to him to be able to make a foolish move.
But fortunately, Yu Shu did not resist fiercely and showed resistance, if this was placed before yesterday, Jiang Chongji must have happily immediately hugged Yu Shu into his arms and told him all the words in his heart, but today, the more Yu Shu did not resist himself, the more Jiang Chongji felt that he was extremely guilty, he pursed his lips and took two steps back, and finally sat down on the edge of the bed.
Yu Shu didn't expect that he wouldn't feel the slightest discomfort from Jiang Chongji's contact, but the first time he did this kind of thing, he was still ashamed and didn't know what to do, but before his violent heartbeat calmed down, Jiang Chongji sat calmly on the edge of the bed as if he had lost all the heat.
Yu Shu looked at his back, and there was a pain in his heart, what happened to Jiang Chongji this night, he was obviously so nervous and concerned about himself, but he seemed to be restrained all the time, and he pretended to be alienated, and it was the feeling of being hot and cold, and the feeling of being near and far made Yu Shu's heart flutter and be stinged from time to time.
Yu Shu also grabbed the futon under him, as a passive party, he never learned how to speak, and finally Jiang Chongji turned around again after adjusting a few breaths, he didn't have the slightest explanation for the kiss just now, but glanced at Yu Shu, then got up and walked to the table to pick up the neatly arranged blood-invigorating ointment.
He returned to the bed again, gently pulled up Yu Shu's right hand to help him take off this half of the clothes, Jiang Chongji pursed his lips and didn't say a word during the whole process, and didn't look at Yu Shu's face, Yu Shu sat on the bed obediently and let him fiddle with it casually, looking at the top of Jiang Chongji's black head, he couldn't help but raise his other hand and gently cover it.
Jiang Chongji's body shook, and then stiffened in place, Yu Shu's eyes were hot and sour, and he slowly comforted the top of Jiang Chongji's head with his little hands, and said softly with crying and trilling, "If you feel embarrassed, why don't you let me go, I can feel your goodness, and I can also feel indifference," Yu Shu sighed softly, "Is it because you are about to get married, so you have no time to take care of me?" Don't worry, I'll be fine with my life again. ”
Yu Shu endured not a single tear, but everything in front of him had become blurry, and his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe, but he still decided to repay Jiang Chongji's love for him for so long with a gentle goodbye, and the only reason he could think of for everything in front of him was that Jiang Chongji was about to get married.
If it is because he can't balance the relationship between himself and the lady who has not passed through the door, then Yu Shu can leave very sensibly, after all, he is the one who can't see the light, and what qualifications do he have to fight for and still make Jiang Chongji favor.
Jiang Chongji was stunned, he guessed that Yu Shu would be uneasy and resentful, maybe he would be hysterical and ask the bottom of the matter, and finally leave with resentment, but he didn't expect that he was still thinking about himself, obviously he was treated so indifferently and even if Jiang Chongji didn't explain anything to him, he would still comfort him warmly.
Jiang Chongji's heart was hit again and again, he was glad that he was not wrong, but regretted that this relationship was too difficult after all, Jiang Chongji raised his head again, his eyes were the same red, he was stunned, squeezed out a bitter smile and forced a laugh, "What are you crying about, it's a big man, I can still rely on you to be responsible, tomorrow I will leave here, maybe I will meet my beloved woman, and then ......"
Before Yu Shu finished speaking, he was suddenly vigorously embraced by Jiang Chongji into his arms, Yu Shu's eyes widened in shock, let him hold it like this, but there was a bitter desolation in his heart, is he finally going to say goodbye, although what he said just now was so gentle and generous, but this time it still made Yu Shu cry like rain in a place where Jiang Chongji couldn't see, he forced himself not to cry, and wanted to covet the last bit of taste on Jiang Chongji's body.
Jiang Chongji was not like this, he buried his head in Yu Shu's neck socket reluctantly, his voice trembled, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I did everything on purpose tonight, I want to force myself not to think about you and not to see you, but it's just that I can't get through it for one night, as soon as you are sad and frown, my heart hurts," Jiang Chongji protected Yu Shu's right arm with one hand and was about to rub him into his arms with the other.
Yu Shu was slightly stunned, shouldn't Jiang Chongji say something like 'don't meet again in the future', before he could react, Jiang Chongji's muffled and eager voice came from his neck socket, "Can you forgive me," Jiang Chongji's big palm trembled slightly, "I wanted to deliberately alienate you and force you to leave, and I still ...... Can you still regret it? ”
Yu Shu was almost amused by his childish apology, and he couldn't believe that these were true for a while, so he only said hoarsely, "Then why are you alienating me?" But you won't really let me go back? ”
Jiang Chongji buried his head deeper, and said in a muffled voice like a child who had made a mistake to his parents, "I'm afraid that you won't be able to go back to recuperate, and I'm afraid that you will be sad and want to protect you until you are completely cured, as for the ......estrangement, Jiang Chongji told the ins and outs of Yu Shuniang's relationship with Yu Shuzhang Luo that day, "Looking at the look of Godmother's expectation, I felt that everything was my wishful thinking, and I didn't consider your feelings at all, so I thought about forcing myself to stay away from you while you hadn't fallen in." ”
Yu Shu's tear-stained little face finally burst into a smile at this moment, and he raised his hand to reach the top of Jiang Chongji's head and touched it gently, it turned out that this was the case, so much so that he thought it was ...... Yu Shu said softly, "Do you think I haven't fallen in yet?" ”
As soon as the words fell, he could obviously feel a slight shock in the body in his arms, and then Jiang Chongji raised his head in a daze and looked at him with a shocked face holding Yu Shu's face.
One is red, the other is tear-stained, but at the moment when the four eyes are facing each other, the bottom of his heart suddenly warms, as if driving away the endless cold of winter, Yu Shu glared at him angrily, but the next half of the sentence made his face red.