Chapter 79: I don't want to live in vain
Seeing that Zhao Yuean was on the verge of going violent, Xiao Rui also rolled his eyes when he was pinched, and Guan Li immediately knocked Zhao Yuean out from behind.
Xiao Rui coughed violently on the ground, but no one around reached out to her.
She looked at Zhao Yue'an in Guan Li's arms, staring at her with vicious eyes.
"She's going to die a bad death!"
"She will be happier than anyone else, because she never uses others to prove her existence, and she does not care what others think.
She lives for herself, not for others.
People like you will never understand in this life. ”
Guan Li glanced at Xiao Rui sympathetically, hugged Zhao Yuean and turned away.
Then the people in the team brought Xiao Rui and her accomplices, that is, the spies in the team, back to the criminal investigation team.
The murder case of a professor at North University of China was quickly solved, and Zhao Yuean also became a legend in the hearts of many younger students.
When he returned to the team, Guan Li interrogated Xiao Rui and the spy overnight.
Xiao Rui is a child after all, and it didn't take long for him to recruit all.
In addition to instigating Xu Xiaoke to kidnap Zhao Yuean, he often spread rumors at school to slander Zhao Yuean.
However, he refused to admit that he kidnapped Zhao Yuean with Xu Xiaoke, saying that he was not at the scene of the kidnapping.
didn't let Xu Xiaoke kill Zhao Yuean.
In this case, Xiao Rui doesn't need to lie.
So who really instigated Xu Xiaoke to kill Zhao Yuean?
As for the spy, his mouth is very hard, and he doesn't say a word.
However, after Xiaofan's research, she worked in the supervision room of the criminal investigation team, in order to help the people behind it eliminate the adverse surveillance video.
After all, the supervision room of the criminal investigation team is connected to the monitoring equipment in major public places and can be retrieved at any time.
Just when Guan Li was about to interrogate the spy again, she suddenly died.
No one knew who killed her, and surveillance did not capture it, and there were only a day's finest strangulation marks on her neck.
The next day, Zhao Yue'an woke up.
She touched her aching temples, and her mind was full of images of Professor Yan's death.
Tears couldn't stop falling, in this world, people who were comparable to her parents were killed.
And she, seeing that the murderer was right in front of her, couldn't kill her.
Just like the death of her parents, she knew that Skynet did it, but she couldn't do anything about it.
Maybe Xiao Rui is right, on her own, she can't do anything...
Suddenly, a warm, firm chest hugged her from behind, and a familiar aura surrounded her.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Guan Li's deep voice was full of pity, he could feel Zhao Yuean's pain, but he couldn't feel how much it hurt.
All he can do is accompany her and be by her side all the time.
"Am I really useless? I can't do anything without you ... ”
Zhao Yuean's desperate voice sounded in his arms, and his heart trembled when he heard it.
Zhao Yuean, who was once confident, independent, and omnipotent, felt inferior for the first time.
"An An, believe in yourself, you are great, what you did was right, it is not your fault that your loved ones are leaving...
"But Mom and Dad and the professor died because of me!
Why am I the only one alive ... Why... ”
Zhao Yuean burst into tears in Guan Li, this is the most collapsed cry she has cried in 20 years.
Guan Li hugged her tightly, and tears appeared in the corners of her eyes.
"The husband is not guilty, but he is guilty. An An, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself.
You have to work hard to grow and live a better life, so that they can live up to their love for you... ”
At this time, Zhao Yue'an couldn't listen to anything, and fell into deep self-blame.
She cried for a long, long time, as if she had vented all the grievances and pain of the past few years.
In the end, he cried until he lost his strength, and under Guan Li's comfort, he fell asleep again.
Looking at Zhao Yuean, who was still sobbing in his sleep, Guan Li covered his face in distress, and tears flowed down quietly.
There is nothing he can do about this matter, only Zhao Yuean can survive by herself, otherwise, this will be her inner demon, a thorn that cannot be touched, and it will also become her weakness.
I don't know how long it took, Zhao Yue'an woke up with swollen eyes.
She looked at the familiar ceiling, her tears had dried up, and she couldn't cry anymore.
Suddenly, she felt a notebook in her hand, she slowly sat up, and turned on the lamp on the side.
It was an old notepad with lots of ink on it.
Turning the first page, Zhao Yuean's heart ached.
[You have to live like a flower, beautiful and moving.] Live like a star, dazzling and desirable. Live what you want to live like, because these are the people who love you the most, the way you love the most. - Yan Zhenfeng]
This is Professor Yan's book, which Guan Li brought over!
Zhao Yuean wiped her tears and continued to watch.
[Qiming, I was shocked when I learned of the death of you and my sister-in-law.
Why did you end up like this? 】
[How can you be so ruthless and leave Yue'an alone... 】
[Such a good girl, but in such a flowering season, she has to bear all kinds of malice in the world, and the only bloodline of the Zhao family cannot be destroyed here. 】
[Lao Zhao, your daughter is a genius, he inherited your mantle, repeatedly solved strange cases and contributed to society, she was not defeated by the malice of the world.
Yue'an is a good seedling, she didn't disappoint you. 】
[If Mrs. can stay with me for a few more years, maybe we will have a daughter as good as Yue'an... Madame... 】
The entire notepad is a secret that Professor Yan does not tell anyone.
It carries his thoughts about his best friend, his care for his best friend's orphans, and his mourning for his deceased wife.
Zhao Yuean turned over page by page, and the tears that had been stopped flowed down again at some point.
It wasn't until dawn that she finished reading the notepad.
She looked out the window with swollen eyes and made a decision in her mind.
She got out of bed and opened the door, and saw Guan Li sitting at the door, guarding her all night.
Seeing Zhao Yue'an come out, Guan Li hurriedly got up, hugged her in his arms, and buried his face in her hair.
"An An, I will always be with you, with me, don't be afraid...
Zhao Yuean chuckled, with a sense of relaxation in his voice, completely devoid of yesterday's fragility and collapse.
Guan Li looked at her in surprise, and saw her swollen eyes like walnuts, and felt distressed.
Zhao Yuean looked at him, reached out and touched his face, fortunately, he was still there.
"Guan Li, I think clearly. I'm not just a consultant.
After graduation, I will join the criminal investigation team and use my ability to solve all the cases.
Use everything I have to reduce more crying, let the dead be wronged, and let the living mourn and be relieved.
Only in this way can I live for the people who love me, and I have not lived in vain in this life. ”