Chapter 286: Growing up in your hands
"Ruan Xiaoxi! I said I apologize to you! "She has always been a person with a proud personality, and she has been held since she was a child, when has she ever done this kind of thing to apologize to others? This is even more painful than beating her and scolding her.
"Did you go to school for too short a time, and the teacher didn't teach you, how should you apologize?" The corners of Ruan Xiaoxi's mouth outlined a faint smile, "Since that's the case, then you better go back and learn how to apologize, and then come to me." ”
After saying this, she was about to hang up the phone.
"Wait a minute!" Ruan Jingya stopped her anxiously, "Don't hang up the phone yet!" Ruan Xiaoxi asked, "Oh, is there anything else?" Ruan Jingya held back for a long time, and just when Ruan Xiaoxi was about to get impatient, she finally spoke again: "I'm sorry." ”
She clenched her fists in humiliation, trimmed her rounded nails, and even punctured the skin of her palm.
After Ruan Xiaoxi heard this, a happy smile flashed in her eyes, God knows how long she waited for this sentence.
She originally thought that she would be relieved and see everything after hearing her apology, but she found that she was wrong, and after listening to this apology, she not only did not feel happy, but felt even heavier.
She found that it was absolutely impossible for her to forgive this man.
No matter how humble Ruan Jingya apologizes to her, the injuries she has suffered will never be wiped out.
How could the pain she had really experienced really be offset by her apology? "Huh? Where are you wrong. ”
Ruan Xiaoxi asked lightly.
"I ......" she built up her heart for a while before she said: "Everything I did to you was wrong, and I apologize for everything."
From what happened when you were a child, to everything that happened when you came back.
I was all wrong, I'm sorry.
I beg your pardon.
Stop it, don't continue, you don't know that Mom and Dad are sick now, and the company is in danger......"
"Okay, I received your apology."
She interrupted her tirade.
Ruan Jingya was relieved when she heard her say this: "Then you quickly contact the media......
"Wait a minute," Ruan Xiaoxi interrupted her again, "I said that I received your apology, but it doesn't mean that I forgive you, and it doesn't mean that I will let you go." ”
Ruan Jingya screamed loudly: "Ruan Xiaoxi, you slut, what the hell do you want to do!" You're just ......."
"Toot."
Ruan Xiaoxi cut off the phone cleanly.
The three girls looked at her in a daze, and after a while, they all began to praise: "Wow Xiaoxi, you are so handsome!" ”
"I almost thought you were going to forgive this woman!"
"I'm glad you're quite assertive."
"No, no, God, I worship you too much!"
"Is it so good...... Ruan Xiaoxi couldn't cry or laugh, and quickly stopped: "Stop, stop." ”
Gu Tian was still unsatisfied, Ruan Xiaoxi threw the phone to her: "Na, I'll give you a heavy responsibility." ”
"What?"
"From now on, if any media wants to visit me, they will all agree."
She said it with a lot of pride.
"Huh?" Shocked and puzzled.
Ruan Xiaoxi looked at the appearance of these three people, and didn't explain, just smiled and said: "Buddha said, don't say it, don't say it......" Xiao Ya threw a pillow.
Ruan Xiaoxi shook his head: "The secret of heaven cannot be leaked, and it is ......" The other three people rolled their eyes: "......"
Before Ruan Xiaoxi was interviewed, Ji Chengyan found her first.
That is, in the afternoon of the same day, not long after Xiao Ya and the others left, Ruan Xiaoxi had just taken a nap while lying on the bed when he heard a knock on his door.
She thought she was dreaming in her sleep, but the knock kept on and on, and she woke up from her sleep and reluctantly opened the door.
She installed the door that was only opened after installing the anti-theft chain, and glanced out through the crack in the door, and was very surprised to see Ji Chengyan, who she hadn't seen for a long time.
He was still the same as she had remembered, meticulously dressed in a tailoring suit, but he seemed to have lost some weight.
Now I watched her open the door, and was staring at her carefully for a moment.
Ruan Xiaoxi's hair was still a little messy, and because he had just woken up, he couldn't react a little when he saw him now.
Ji Chengyan didn't speak, just stood outside the door and waited patiently for her to react.
Ruan Xiaoxi sighed before opening the door: "Come in." ”
In fact, the moment she sent the email to his mailbox, she knew that he would definitely find her, and she was already mentally prepared.
Ji Chengyan didn't say much, and walked in.
After entering, he casually glanced at the layout of this guest room, and instantly frowned: "You live here?" Ruan Xiaoxi closed the door and nodded casually: "Yes, I'll live here." ”
"Why don't you go back to the hotel I booked for you?" He was obviously very disgusted by the layout of this room, and asked puzzled.
Ruan Xiaoxi shook his head: "I don't want to go back."
Wouldn't it be nice for me to be self-reliant? ”
"Then you're going to have a little better stay, right?" His tone was full of disgust.
Ruan Xiaoxi was very reluctant to continue this topic with him, he didn't understand human suffering at all, and discussing this issue with him was like playing the piano to a cow.
"Did you come to me for something?" Ruan Xiaoxi poured him a glass of water.
Ji Chengyan didn't even want to touch the cup, but said, "Before I went on a business trip, I seemed to have told you to wait for me to come back." ”
Ruan Xiaoxi nodded: "Yes, I remember." ”
"But you didn't wait for me to come back."
There was some grumbling in his tone.
Ruan Xiaoxi sighed: "It's not that you don't know what I've experienced during this time, if I really waited for you to come back obediently in that hotel, what you see now is my corpse." ”
Ji Chengyan saw that he took the initiative to mention this matter, so he asked, "What the hell is going on?" ”
"Didn't I make it clear in my email to you? What more could you ask? Ruan Xiaoxi raised her eyebrows.
"How did you know in advance that she was going to do this?" He has a keen sense of observation and asks the right questions at this time.
Ruan Xiaoxi was in a good state of mind, and replied: "Lu Zhiyan installed eyeliner in the hospital, and you can see that a lot of the evidence was also obtained by that eyeliner." ”
Ji Chengyan's focus was a little strange, and he squinted his eyes and said a little dangerously: "Lu Zhiyan? Ruan Xiaoxi knew what he meant, ignored him, and said to herself: "If I don't hide during this time, I'm afraid I will really let Ruan Jingya's neurosis kill me." ”
Ji Chengyan didn't have any expression: "If you want to contact me, you can contact me no matter what." ”
Ruan Xiaoxi pulled the corners of her mouth almost invisibly: "You said it, if I want to contact." ”
Ji Chengyan looked at her for a moment, and only spoke after a while: "Ruan Xiaoxi, now that the matter is settled, go back with me." ”
He had to admit that he missed her.
He misses the time when the two of them were together, misses the brief happy time, and he also wants her to come back to him.
He just looked at the girl in front of him now, and after so long, he realized what he wanted, it turned out that what he wanted was just one of her from beginning to end.
But he had already done too many things to hurt her, and when he made this request, even he felt a little powerless.
I knew that there was no reason for me to let her go back with him, but he had a glimmer of hope, after all, she now had his child in her belly.
He slowly moved his gaze to the position of his lower abdomen, and his gaze had some warm colors, which simply rippled.
In her slightly bulging lower abdomen, there was now a new life, it was the child of the two of them, and the thought of this made his heart warm and wrap up.
However.
Ruan Xiaoxi almost didn't hesitate, and directly rejected him: "Don't go back." ”
Although Ji Chengyan had already thought of this result, when he really heard his refusal, it didn't seem to be the same thing.
His eyes gloomed and he withdrew his gaze: "Don't you want to forgive me?" ”
"Why should I forgive you?" Ruan Xiaoxi's eyebrows were extremely cold.
She was right, why should she forgive him? For so long, he had no respect for her, no freedom, no trust, not even love.