"Nono, don't sleep! Wake up! ”

I was woken up by Wang Ziyi in a daze, and I got up from the desk in a groggy state and turned my head to look over.

"What's wrong?"

"Yuan Datou has been staring at you for a long time, why did you fall asleep?"

"I don't know ......"

I sat up straight with my swollen head, and the tiredness of not sleeping for many days was not relieved by the sleep just now, but I felt more tired.

"Ding Ding Ding"

When the bell rang for the end of class, I covered my ears with some irritability, and just as I was about to lie down, someone suddenly poked me in the back.

"Hello classmates, I am a newly transferred student, my name is Zhao Pengcheng."

I glanced back at the smiling transfer student and fell back to my desk with a blank face.

"I'm sorry, Nuo Nuo is not feeling well today, hello, my name is Wang Ziyi."

"Well, it's okay, it's okay, everyone will be classmates in the future."

Zhao Pengcheng and Wang Ziyi were talking happily, and I looked at the students in front of me blankly, and my thoughts drifted to the day of the accident again.

Since that day, I have had an inexplicable fear of the sound of brakes, afraid to go to the road, afraid to see the big truck.

I feel like I've survived a pair of Chinese medicine every day, tumbling over this indescribable bitterness. Every pore is crying silently, and self-blame is tormenting my soul all the time.

I feel that the world has suddenly fallen into a piece out of thin air, all sounds, all colors have disappeared, and all the future seems to have been buried in the deep riverbed, buried under the thick silt of the riverbed for a thousand meters, and there will never be a day.

It's more like someone with a knife, pinpointing the weakest and most undefended part of me and gently stabbing it in, then pulling it out, the flesh blurring, and then stabbing it in again, until finally the pain becomes numb.

I even dreamed of Li Jingjing, I was standing in an unknown place, she was lying flat under the river, and the river was blood-red and blood-red, and I only saw Li Jingjing's pale face and trembling hands raised.

"Zhao Xiaonuo, someone is looking for you."

Someone shouted at the door, I stood up with my arms propped up, and walked slowly to the door, and there was Gao Lanxi standing at the door with an anxious face.

"Sister-in-law...... Sister Nono ......"

I walked up to her and asked, "What's the matter with coming to me?"

Gao Lanxi remembered what his brother said when he left, and then he made up his mind and said, "It's okay, I'm just coming over to see how your body is."

"I'm in good health, you don't have to worry about me."

"But your face is not very good, looking listless, is your body still uncomfortable?"

I waved my hand and said, "It's okay, it's just that I didn't sleep well last night."

Gao Lanxi paused for a while, looked hesitant, kept biting her lower lip, and looked at me several times in a panic, but she didn't speak.

"What else do you have to say?"

"My brother...... My brother said......"

I rubbed my temples, frowned, and said, "What your brother said has nothing to do with me, and I'm not interested in knowing, so I'll go back first if there's nothing to do."

After speaking, I turned around and left, and before I could take a step, Gao Lanxi, who had been hesitating, almost roared and said, "My brother said to let you wait for him!"

Gao Lanxi didn't continue to stay in the aisle after finishing speaking, I listened to the sound of hurried footsteps in the distance behind me, and my heart seemed to be clutched by someone with a hand.

I...... Wait for him......

The bitter taste in my heart spread, why should I wait for him, what qualifications do I have to wait for him, if it weren't for my insistence, things wouldn't have developed to this point at all.

"Nono, how are you? You okay? ”

Wang Ziyi ran to me with a worried face, and Lu Ziran, who came back from outside the classroom, sneered when she saw my appearance.

As he passed me with a cup in his hand, he slammed it into my shoulder, and I was hit by someone and threw myself straight to the classroom door.

"What are you doing?" Wang Ziyi questioned her.

I covered my elbows and glanced at Lu Ziran expressionlessly, raised my legs and returned to my seat, and Lu Ziran, who was hanging aside, looked at me in disbelief.

"Zhao Xiaonuo, are you stupid in the hospital?"

Hearing Lu Ziran ask, I raised my eyes to look at her: "How do you know that I am in the hospital?"