Chapter 80: I Must Go
"Yes, this is a good thing to take the villagers to live a good life, I don't think it will be delayed, I will ask with Lao Qin."
Uncle Xu also hurriedly responded, and was about to pull Uncle Qin away.
Bai Qianning saw that they were so active, but he didn't hinder them, and when he saw that the people were far away, he carried the two jars of wine on the carriage into the house, and Aunt Xu also followed behind with two bags of rice noodles. ”
"Auntie, where's Xiao Douding?"
Bai Qianning saw that only Grandma Zhao was peeling beans in the room, so she asked.
"Hey! This child is idle, as soon as you leave, she will run to Ah Qi, if you want me to say that this child is really close to Ah Qi, just like his own, you look carefully, even the eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar. ”
Aunt Xu was packing up the things she had brought in, chattering at the same time, and she seemed to be in a very good mood.
Bai Qianning listened to this, and only let out a soft sigh, and a smile appeared on the corner of his lips. Sometimes, she is really envious of Xiaodouding, whether she likes it or not, she can put it directly on her face, and she misses her father, so she runs to see it. But as for her, she has neither identity nor confidence to see her.
Just thinking like this, the voice of Xiao Douding sounded outside the house.
"Mother, mother, Grandma Xu, but my mother is back?"
Before Bai Qianning and Aunt Xu could answer, Xiao Douding was already shaking her little fart, ran in, and when she saw Bai Qianning at the door, she dragged her out.
"Oops! Where to go? ”
Bai Qianning was inexplicably pulled out of the door and asked hurriedly.
Xiao Douding stood still and explained: "Daddy said let me call you over, and Daddy said that he had something to say to his mother." ”
"Your dad told you to come to me?"
Bai Qianning only felt that her heart twitched slightly, and a trace of excitement bloomed from the corners of her eyes and eyebrows.
The stone that was still standing in the courtyard feeding the forage for Uncle Qin's horse listened to Xiao Douding's words, and his face twitched, but his mood was exactly the opposite of Bai Qianning.
Xiao Douding didn't know what these adults were thinking, so he only nodded and pulled Bai Qianning out of the courtyard.
"Mother, let's go, maybe my father is going to ask us to go back to live!"
"What to go back to live!"
Bai Qianning muttered hesitantly, but with anticipation, he involuntarily followed Xiaodouding in the direction of Zhan Qianche's house.
The stone opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say a word, and could only stand there in a daze, until the horse chewed the hay and almost chewed it into his hand, and he regained his composure and quickly withdrew his hand.
When she arrived at the gate of Zhan Qianche's courtyard, Bai Qianning stopped again, Zhan Qianche's words were still echoing in her ears, like a basin of cold water reminding her not to have extravagant hopes, how could Zhan Qianche let her come back to live.
Thinking like this, Zhan Qianche had already opened the door and walked out.
"Coming? Come on in. ”
Zhan Qianche's tone was flat, without a trace of waves, only the dark pupils revealed the gloom in his heart.
Bai Qianning originally thought that maybe Xiao Dou Ding had come over to her, but now looking at Zhan Qianche's appearance, as if she really had something to say to her, she squatted down and touched Xiao Dou Ding's little head and said, "Daddy and my mother have something to say, you go back to Grandma Xu's house to play first, and then wait for your mother to come back and make something to eat for you." ”
Hearing this, Xiao Douding rolled his eyes slightly, nodded and ran back.
Bai Qian Ningyuan watched Xiaodouding enter the door of the Xu family's courtyard, and then turned around and entered Zhan Qianche's courtyard and entered the house with him.
"I'm getting out of here."
Bai Qianning didn't expect that the first thing Zhan Qianche said to her after entering the door was this, so she only stiffened and stood in place with her back to Zhan Qianche.
Zhan Qianche saw that she didn't speak, so he continued: "I probably won't come back when I go here, you always live in the Xu family and it's a little disturbing, this house will be left to you after I leave, it should be enough to live, if you want to build a new house in the future, this house can also be used for transition." ”
Hearing these words, Bai Qianning took a deep breath, forced back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes, turned around and asked, "Where are you going?" Do you have to go? ”
"Gotta go! I have no comment on where to go. ”
Zhan Qianche replied, he could see that there was mist in Bai Qianning's eyes, but he could only choose to say goodbye to her in this cold way.
"Good! If you want to go, it's your freedom, and I have nothing to do with you, do I? ”
Bai Qianning looked up at the things in the house around the week, and the scenes that happened a few days ago began to echo in front of him, but when his eyes fell on Zhan Qianche's cold face again, he felt that his heart was so cold that he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar, and he only said coldly: "As for this house...... If you burn it or tear it down, I won't live there. ”
"Don't do that."
Zhan Qianche's tone was much warmer, and looking at Bai Qianning's appearance at this moment, his heart throbbed.
He has a blood feud, if his whereabouts are exposed, he will always worry about his life, if he lets Bai Qianning and the child stay by his side, he is afraid that he will be more auspicious, so for him, leaving is the best choice. If he wants revenge, he can only cut off this feeling temporarily, even if he does so, he will be misunderstood, resented, and even forgotten by Bai Qianning.
The two of them were in a stalemate like this for a long time, and the air seemed to freeze, until Bai Qianning clearly felt a tear that he had endured for a long time slipping down from his face, then he raised his hand and wiped it with his sleeve, and said, "If I wait for you, are you willing to come back?" Five years, ten years, twenty years? ”
"I'm not coming back!"
Zhan Qianche's voice returned to cold, although he also looked forward to Bai Qianning waiting for him to return, he also knew that his enemy was not an ordinary person, he might not be able to come back if he went, how could he bear to let Bai Qianning wait stupidly.
Listening to his decisive words, Bai Qianning only felt that the last glimmer of hope in his heart was also shattered, and he only nodded stunned and said, "That's it, I shouldn't have expectations, when will I leave?" ”
"Tonight"
"Are you in such a hurry?"
"Hmm!"
The voices of the two were almost suffocating, but they were not cold or sharp.
Bai Qianning squeezed out a faint smile, and asked again after a while: "That...... Then I'll cook you another meal, and see you off, okay? ”
"Good! It's a shame that you won't be able to eat your food again. ”
Zhan Qianche said lightly, but every word was sincere and calm.
But although he said so, Bai Qianning didn't leave him with the same words as before, but just tugged at the corners of his lips and said, "Then I'll light the fire first, you go to Aunt Xu's house to pick up the child, and by the way, you should also say goodbye to Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu, don't forget to bring a jar of wine I bought back today." Seeing you off, there's always a good wine to accompany you, isn't it? ”
"Hmm"
Looking at the far-fetched smile on Bai Qianning's face, Zhan Qianche nodded, then turned around and walked out.
Looking at Zhan Qianche's distant back through the window, the tears in Bai Qian's eyes finally couldn't be held back, rolling down his cheeks like pearls with broken threads, and in this twilight of winter, the tears were as cold as if they were about to condense into ice.
......
When Zhan Qianche came back with Xiaodouding, there was no trace of crying on Bai Qianning's face, the fire had already been lit, and the few wheat noodles left in the rice bowl were taken out by Bai Qianning and kneaded into dough, and he was awake in the bowl, ready to make hand-rolled noodles.
Xiao Douding heard his father say that his mother wanted to cook food for them, and he was so happy that he almost rolled on the spot. After all, this means that her parents will not quarrel, and she and her mother will be able to move back in the future.
When Zhan Qianche said goodbye to the Xu family, she ran around with the little fox in the yard, not knowing that this might be the last time she and her father would meet.
Bai Qianning saw that Xiao Douding was so happy, no matter how uncomfortable he was, he still squeezed out a little smile on his face, turned his head and saw Zhan Qianche carrying a lot of vegetables in his hand, and put the wine jar on the table, just like no one, and said with a smile: "I still think that there is only this bit of flour at home, it is really difficult for a clever woman to cook without rice, I didn't expect you to know to bring some vegetables together, now it's okay, today's meal is quite rich." ”
"Oh, Aunt Xu heard that you were going to cook here today, so she picked up the good ones and asked me to bring some."
Zhan Qianche replied, handed the vegetable basket in his hand to Bai Qianning, and said, "There is still a chicken in the cage, I'll deal with it first." ”
"Well, good!"
Bai Qianning didn't dare to look up at his face, for fear that the tears would not be able to stop again, so he hurriedly replied, sat down with Xiaodouding and began to pick vegetables.