462: If you don't owe each other, you can be calm
Jiaojiao finished eating the last bite of frangipani and dried buns, and returned to the hotel to prepare for work after watching the music fountain briskly, and got to know the new team.
It turns out that Jiaojiao's luck is very good, the chef's surname is Gu, and the kitchen was inherited yesterday when Jiaojiao was interviewed, taking advantage of the hygiene, Jiaojiao has been familiar with the other three men who make the cutting board, and she is called Chen Xiaozhu who makes Sichuan cuisine and local dishes chopping boards, a relative of the ancient kitchen, and the other two are Cantonese anvils, one of which is the head anvil, and the other is called Scar.
Jiaojiao's hotel in Xinjiang is halal, she hasn't even cut shredded meat, but it doesn't matter, the shredded potatoes that tried the knife skills are still eye-catching, Chen Xiaozhu assigned her the dishes she is responsible for, the freezer, the sanitary area, Jiaojiao went to the Guangdong anvil to see other people's knife skills when she finished doing things, and studied carefully.
Yongzi was transferred to Xi'an, temporarily working on the third brother's construction site, Jiaojiao occasionally passed, but the two would always quarrel and fight coldly, Yongzi thought that Jiaojiao was still thinking about Yu, Jiaojiao knew that Yongzi and Yang Xueqin were disconnected.
Jiaojiao thought to herself, it has been two months since she arrived in Xianyang, and she only started working in Chang'an Hall at the end of May, and the third brother also mediated between the two of them, and Yongzi's attitude made her have no reason to stick to the marriage anymore, she was really tired, physically tired, and mentally tired.
Jiaojiao often thinks that she actually doesn't like Yu Yu as a person, because she can always see through his essence very clearly, judge the pros and cons that this person's words and deeds will bring to herself, and understand the shortcomings of the other party at a glance and make an analysis.
What Jiaojiao lacks is a person who can miss, what she misses is that feeling, and it has nothing to do with who the other party is, especially when she and Yongzi are depressed, suffocated, and both of them try their best to tolerate and suppress the volcano that has already erupted in their hearts when they lie on the same bed, Jiaojiao misses even more the half of the good she once got.
A friend in Xinjiang called Jiaojiao to tell Jiaojiao that Yu Yu had brought a girlfriend she had dated when she went home to work in a hotel, and that Yu Yu was extravagant when the girl celebrated her birthday...... After talking for a long time, Jiaojiao said "oh", just a little melancholy in her heart, but not sad.
From now on, there is no need to think about this half a point.
Jiaojiao made a general comment on this half-point liking that she once had, representing the end of eternity.
Jiaojiao wrote: Please be happier than me, so as not to live up to my embarrassment and quit, no matter how bitter you are, love does not need to apologize to make up for it, I am fulfilling your pursuit, it is good to be a friend, I will wait until my happiness, still thank you for your company, just like the splendid grassland, that feeling can not be taken away, like the dazzling fireworks, fleeting, empty melancholy. I don't say goodbye to you, because we won't say goodbye.
The book says that the reason why people remember that feeling is because of the strong hormone secretion.
She had wanted to go to the rest of the place, but she didn't have the courage to repeat the path she had already walked, and if the two of them ended up in the same situation as her and Yuko, it would be better to continue on the current path, because there were children to be responsible.
She doesn't owe anything else, so she can be calm.
In addition to work, Jiaojiao is extremely lonely, lonely, groping for a shortcut on this road that everyone must pass, and she has to go to the park every night after work to take off her shoes and socks and walk the cobblestone path, which is conducive to the recovery of her right leg for the second operation at the end of the year.