Zhang Chenyi hugged her distressedly, let her cry and vent, and asked himself painfully over and over again in his heart, what should I do?

What to do with her?

said to let go of her, but where can I let go of this heart!

really let himself ignore her, then what's the point of him living, what's the point of his hard work!

If he appeared, it would bring her so much pain and put so much pressure on her, he could not appear in front of her, but only silently protect her behind her back.

He is willing to give her time and space so that she can slowly forget herself, forget the scarred love between them.

As long as she can stop crying so painfully.

Gong Xiangqin cried for a long time before stopping, and when the painful emotions of collapse gradually calmed down, she began to feel ashamed and embarrassed, pushed Zhang Chenyi away, and after coming out of his arms, she lowered her face and wiped her tears, not daring to look at him.

"I'll never see you again, is it more comfortable for you? Better than some? Zhang Chenyi asked in a low voice.

"Are you, want to hear, the truth?" Gong Xiangqin's action of wiping her tears stopped, because of the crying just now, her body sobbed uncontrollably from time to time, and she spoke one by one.

"Well, the truth." Zhang Chenyi heard her crying, a little funny and distressed, and rubbed the top of her hair uncontrollably.

He thought that this might be his last chance to spend time with her, so he indulged himself this time, just to surprise her this time, to want to be closer to her, even if it was just to rub the top of her hair.

"It's useless, you don't see me, you can't, make me feel better." Gong Xiangqin sobbed and said, "To, at least for now, not now." I'm good, I'm scared. I live every day with a sense of fear.

A lot of the time, I think that if I can't save my parents this time, if I get killed, I will be killed. When I die tragically, will I regret it?

I regret that I can't let you go, but because I have a grudge against your mother, I know that you are sincere to me, but because you chose me to help your mother disappointed in you, I separated from you like this. Such a painful breakup.

I think, if I can't find the murderer behind the scenes, if I am killed, I won't live next month, and I can't change the tragic fate of my parents, I will definitely regret not letting go of these resentments at this time, these hatreds, regretting not being with you well, spending the last few days together, or dozens of days......"

Zhang Chenyi was heart-warming and distressed when he heard this, he grabbed her shoulder, grabbed it hard, made her raise her head, and said to her:

"Listen, let's work together to find the real culprit and get past this life-and-death hurdle first! We forget about the painful breakup for a moment and let go of our feelings for each other. Now, you just need to remember that I love you, love you with all my heart, don't think about my mother, don't think about everything in the future. All you have to think and do is to keep your best, be vigilant, find out the real culprit behind the scenes, and take revenge! Do you understand? ”

Gong Xiangqin was stunned for a moment, then nodded heavily, signaling that he understood.

Zhang Chenyi smiled, gently wiped the tears on her face, and comforted: "Clean up your emotions, Luan Hang and they may come over in a while." ”

Gong Xiangqin wiped her tears and responded with a smile.

I don't know if it's because of the reason for crying and venting, or because he said that he will get through this difficulty hand in hand before talking about other things, her heart is not only a lot lighter, but also a kind of happy joy.

And a sense of peace of mind and steadfastness slowly poured into her heart, so that she was no longer afraid of it.

Zhang Chenyi must have cast a spell on her, Gong Xiangqin couldn't help but think at this moment.

-

"It seems that this outing was very successful, what happy things did you meet? It's been a long time since I've seen you smile so happily. When Gong Xiangqin returned home, Zhong Yue saw her and noticed the change in her mood, and couldn't help but ask with a smile, and she was really relieved in her heart.

"I'm not smiling." Gong Xiangqin touched the corners of her mouth and wondered, "Mom, how can you see that I am smiling." ”

"You were dead when you left, but when you came back, you were full of energy, you don't have to laugh, from the inside out, you are telling me that you are very happy." Zhong Yue said with a smile.

When Gong Xiangqin heard this, she lowered her head in embarrassment, grabbed her hair and said to her, "Mom, I just went out to meet Zhang Chenyi...... I talked to him and felt a little more comfortable. ”

"You can't break up, do you want to get back together?" Zhong Yue was not surprised, after all, only Zhang Chenyi could make his daughter so happy.

"Nope. The pain and entanglement are still there, and they haven't been resolved, but I don't have the energy to deal with the feelings with him, it's too sad. He and I decided to put aside our feelings and breakups for the time being, and work together to overcome the difficulties of our family. When everything is settled, the breakup will continue, and we will talk about it when the time comes. ”

"You are ......" Zhong Yue tried to find the vocabulary, in order not to hurt her.

"Mom, I know that I'm running away, I'm dodging, maybe I'm deceiving myself again, and then cowardly delaying, but I've tried for a month and a half, and I really can't forget it, it's too painful. I was often distracted, unable to concentrate, let alone vigilant, for fear that I had made a fatal mistake by negligence, which would affect everyone. ”

Gong Xiangqin covered her face and said weakly and tiredly: "I can only deceive myself like this first, let me feel better, Mom, I'm sorry, I'm too useless......"

"What are you talking about? Everyone has feelings that can't be handled, I couldn't bear the pain of losing you at the beginning, and I, a strong and ruthless person, tortured myself crazy. You can't let go of your love with Chen Yi, what does mom have to accuse you. I'll put it there for now, and we'll talk about it when it's over. Zhong Yue gently stroked her hair.

"Thank you, Mom. You really are like my friend, thank you. Gong Xiangqin hugged Zhong Yue with emotion, and said with red eyes and a little choked: "I will definitely not let you have an accident." ”

"Silly girl." Zhong Yue smiled and patted her on the back.

-

Because she made an appointment with Luan Hang to take pictures, the next day, Gong Xiangqin went to the studio again, and Yao Wenwen wanted to join in the fun, so she came along. "Why are you here so early?" As soon as Gong Xiangqin and Yao Wenwen walked into the photo studio, they saw Zhang Chenyi and Luan Hang, who were already sitting there waiting.

"Never being late is our rule." Luan Hang snapped his fingers.

Zhang Chenyi looked at Gong Xiangqin, smiled at her, and handed her the bag in his hand: "For you." ”

"What's that?" Gong Xiangqin glanced at him a little inexplicably.

This person, as soon as they met in the past two days, he began to give her things, and he seemed to be addicted to sending them.

Gong Xiangqin opened the bag and looked down, and exclaimed in surprise and joy: "It's dark and it's sky?!" How can there still be this this season? Aren't they all gone? Where did you find it? ”

"Yesterday I went to the mountains and forests for training, and when I saw it, I picked it up. It's sweet, you taste it. Zhang Chenyi said with a smile.

"Tsk, don't listen to him so easily, yesterday he almost fell off a cliff to pick this thing." Luan Hang exposed his shortcomings on the side.

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