In March, the peach blossoms begin to bloom and fall on the brown earth. When the wind blows, it hangs around, and it is very beautiful and eye-catching.

The fragrance and the mud blend together, and the flowers are made into mud, and the mud is mixed with flower fertilizer. Therefore, no matter how beautiful the flower is, the most natural thing is that the ending will eventually turn into dirt, and the residual fragrance will be gone. But a year later, the peach blossom tree was full of peach blossoms, scorching its brilliance, daring to compete with the sun.

Year after year, it seems that time is constantly repeating, but if you look closely at the past, it is a scene of things and people. For example, the peach blossom tree is thicker, and there was more than one person hugging it before, but now it can't hold it. For another example, this year's peach blossoms are more colorful, and the girl who comes to see the peach blossoms every year is already old.

Again and again, but not the final ending.

So it is with all things in heaven and earth.

At the end of February, Li Yuqing went to Yan'an Fucheng to see her godmother according to the original plan, stayed for a few days, and returned to Qingluo Town with several masters that Mrs. Meng found for her.

There are four masters in total. Two men and two women.

A gentleman in his forties, a man in his forties, was a thin and capable man, with a sparkle of wisdom in his eyes and a strong spirit.

Specializing in teaching five books is a female gentleman, surnamed Meng, who is a member of the Yueyan Chamber of Commerce. She is a gentle old woman with a gentle temperament and kind eyebrows.

The other two are a pair of dragon and phoenix siblings, in their forties, both with a baby face, the appearance is not similar, the elder brother with a red mole at the end of the eyebrows, and the younger sister with a black mole. The two are proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and complement each other best.

The carriage stopped at the door of Li's house, Lu Ju lifted the curtain, and Bihe helped Li Yuqing get out of the carriage.

Li Yuqing took everyone in, and the spring in the courtyard couldn't be hidden, but after leaving for a few days, the growth of flowers and plants changed again, as if the neck was raised, and the head was pointed, desperately rushing to the sky.

All kinds of flowers bloom gorgeously and brightly, which makes people feel more happy when they see it.

All the way in, the house is neat and clean, and the pavilion rockery has been repaired very elegantly.

The vibrant and elegant house was very much in line with Li Yuqing's wishes, nodded with satisfaction, and became even happier in his heart, walking briskly on the neat and clean path.

This is a small world of her own, and it is so suitable to live in, how can she not be happy and satisfied.

After passing through the bamboo forest near and far away, Li Yuqing realized that something was wrong, there was the smell of burning paper money and incense candles on the edge of the bamboo forest.

What's going on?

Mama Yang didn't come to pick her up at the door today.

Something must have happened!

Li Yuqing's heart trembled, and she raised her feet and ran to the inner courtyard.

Thoughts swirled in my head: dead people... Burning paper..., who..., Mother's Day is not today... Nurse ,... Or purple ink...

His throat tightened, and terrible thoughts popped up in his mind involuntarily, and he pinched his hand desperately to calm down.

Suddenly remembered the various abnormalities of Zimo last year, and remembered very clearly what Zimo said to her on the first day of class, and she will leave in March next year...

Out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly saw Mama Yang coming out in plain clothes, describing that she didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

She's pretty sure...

Li Yuqing's throat rolled hard, she couldn't swallow it in one breath, and a tear slipped through the corner of her eye.

Li Yuqing followed Mama Yang all the way to Zimo's room in silence. The room was clean and tidy, and it seemed to have the fragrance that Zimo often had.

Li Yuqing's tears rolled again, and he looked around the room, but he didn't see the coffin of the spirit card. After relieving his breath, he opened his mouth hoarsely: "When did Aunt Zimo leave?" ”

Seeing her sister's sad appearance, Mama Yang's eyes drooped, and she was a little uneasy: "I left on the first day of March, and it has been five days since the sixth day of the first lunar month. ”

Li Yuqing closed her eyes slightly, and her moist eyelashes trembled.

The morning dew shook off the wind-blown leaves.

Cool and clear.

"Hmm." , Li Yuqing responded, opened his mouth and choked again, before he spoke: "Where is the coffin?" Where is the spirit card? I'll pick a good place for Aunt Zimo and let her rest in peace. ”

"Sister!" Mama Yang shouted, but she didn't know how to speak, her heart was dull, and she felt sorry for her sister's sad appearance.

The face was a little unnatural, "It's been buried a long time ago, it's a good place, Zimo said, let's not bother her." ”

Li Yuqing was silent: "Didn't you leave a letter?" ”

Mama Yang was afraid that her sister would blame her for knowing the truth, so she wanted to be full, but finally gritted her teeth and said, "I didn't stay, but I knew, she didn't want to live anymore, these days are just messing around!" ”

On the night of last year, they talked a lot all night, including their plans after death, Zimo asked her to pick up the ashes and bury them next to Zhou Hui's grave not far away, she didn't ask for any feng shui, she just had to look at the young lady well.

Li Yuqing was a little distracted, and her heart felt a deep tingling, she had never had relatives and friends leave in modern times, and it would be almost difficult to breathe after tasting this bitter and difficult taste.

She remembered the fun of Zimo fighting with her for nearly a year, Zimo still smiled often, and the pear vortex on her cheeks was deep when she laughed, like an innocent and simple girl, very good-looking, looking at this pear vortex would quietly lose her mind for a moment.

… There are many, many more, Zimo comes to have breakfast with her every morning, and she is very happy to eat while disgusting. … Zimo likes to drink milk tea from matcha pudding, often drinks it, likes to eat spicy skin, and tells her to sprinkle more chili peppers every time.

Zimo's words are very ugly, but he doesn't admit it, and he always praises himself for his beautiful words. … After the Chinese New Year, Zimo also gave her a duckling woven with colored threads, fluffy appearance, she and Wenxiang both like to play every day, touch it, and only one person and one cat are willing to sleep obediently. And Zimo went out with her for a picnic a few days ago, and asked her to put on a very tender makeup, and the two stood together and laughed like sisters...

The tears on Li Yuqing's face rolled down like beads of broken threads, it turned out that in just one year, there were so many unforgettable memories between the two.

She and Zimo are no longer just a simple master-apprentice relationship, they are still very good friends.

"Why?" Li Yuqing muttered, carefully thinking about the cause and effect, and sat directly on the floor.

Later, the green oranges who came over stood on a plate fixedly, and did not go over to comfort them.

They knew that it was useless to comfort them at this time, and it was better to let the young lady be quiet by herself.

They looked at the young lady, and then at the room, and their eyes flashed with grief and sorrow.

This good person, why is it so gone.

Li Yuqing began to recall Zimo's abnormality, until the day when Mama Yang brought Zimo to teach her, she carefully and carefully brushed it again, and her lips opened and closed with a little trembling: "It's me!" It's because of me!"

Li Yuqing burst into tears.

Her arrival made Zimo lose its meaning.

Whether or not there was another reason, she was the culprit.

Her arrival directly killed a person, a person who could be her friend, a person who had been her teacher, a person who had carved deep traces in her memory.

She was so uncomfortable.

When Mama Yang heard this, she was startled, and hurriedly hugged Li Yuqing: "Why are you!" It's a nurse! If you want to blame it, blame the nurse! The nurse watched her go and didn't stop her! ”

Mama Yang was flustered in her heart, her sister was so kind and soft, she counted everything on her head.

How could Zimo blame her for this? She also selfishly didn't want Zimo to go, but their selfishness was a shackle to Zimo, which could only make her live like a miserable walking corpse, with a smile on her face and bitter tears in her heart.

Such days are just torture for Zimo, it is better to walk away and end up clean and happy, which is both liberation and redemption.

But who can really watch someone close to them leave with their own eyes?

She is also in great pain, but Zimo has no need to stay any longer, stopping her this time may not be able to stop the next time, the strict family guards and restricts her life to keep her alive, and she is painful and emaciated every day, it is better to be ruthless and let her be relieved as soon as possible.

She wanted to tell her sister about Zimo, but this was about her sister's mother, Zhou Hui, and she was afraid that her sister would not accept it, and she was in a dilemma.

hugged her sister and comforted her, and gave a few green oranges a look.

Bihe immediately spoke: "Miss, don't blame yourself!" Aunt Zimo has really been unhappy since her wife left, and she has been boiling lamp oil as painfully all these years, so it is better to be happy to leave! ”

Hongmei also persuaded: "Yes, Zimo now sees that there is someone around this young lady who is rich, and she has recognized the powerful godmother, and she has taught her all her skills to Miss, and she is also relieved, and she leaves easily without worrying." ”

Fan Sakura is very smart: "I also know that Aunt Zimo is very painful, don't see this Aunt Zimo is full of energy and vivid appearance during the day, several times I have seen the lights in the Zimo house turn on at night, and Aunt Zimo is sitting on the chair!" ”

Li Yuqing's expression relaxed.

Green orange took advantage of the situation to help the young lady up.

Mama Yang glanced at a few maids with great appreciation, and also stood up, half-hugging and half-beating to help Li Yuqing.

Wenxiang woke up, got out of the specially sewn embroidery, and looked at everyone with a puzzled expression.

Sensing the atmosphere here, he pulled down his tail very quietly, and looked at Li Yuqing curiously with big cat eyes.

Li Yuqing was touched by this simple and innocent look, her nose was sour, tears came out of her eyes again, she wiped her nose and tears with her cuffs, and said calmly and sadly: "Wenxiang, Aunt Zimo is gone, and we will never see Aunt Zimo again." ”

Wenxiang let out a sad "whoop", her head drooped, and she hid in Li Yu's feelings and shrunk into a ball, not moving.

Wenxiang seemed to understand what she was saying.

Li Yuqing sighed deeply in her heart, Aunt Zimo, you see, Wenxiang also likes you very much, and she knows how sad she is for you.

…

The last thing Li Yuqing saw was Zimo's urn, the cold jar felt very cold to the touch, as if it was going to freeze her hands and heart, who would have thought that a person who was once alive would become such ashes, pale and cold, as if blocking the warmth of the yang world, so that they were separated from her yin and yang.

Li Yuqing still feels that Zimo's departure has a lot to do with her, if it weren't for her, how could Zimo lose the motivation to live?

Li Yuqing was immersed in this kind of self-blame for several days and couldn't extricate herself, her cheeks were visibly thin, and she had no intention of taking care of the shop.

Mama Yang and Lu Ju looked at Li Yuqing's gloomy appearance, and they were all anxious, and one of them had a few big bubbles in his mouth, and he couldn't get through as soon as he spoke.

Wenxiang also meowed at Li Yuqing, Li Yuqing didn't want to pay attention to it, Wenxiang also turned in a circle in a hurry, and snorted threateningly at Li Yuqing, but Li Yuqing didn't sweep it over.

In the afternoon, a group of people were chattering quietly in the courtyard, but the wing room was quiet, and Li Yuqing looked at the top of the bed curtain in a daze.

The afternoon sun shone a dark shadow on the crowd on the ground, and Mama Yang and Bihe, as well as the colorful people and Li Tiantian, talked about how to make the young lady happy, and Wenxiang's cat meow was added from time to time, as if they were also involved in the discussion.

Li Yu was unhappy, and Wenxiang also fell out of favor.

It only let Li Yuqing touch it alone, Li Yuqing ignored it, and it has not been able to climb into Li Yuqing's bed recently, and it runs around on the ground every day, rolling into a gray coal.

Everyone and a cat chattered and cooed for a noon, and after a trace of movement came from the room, they scattered like birds and beasts.

There are many such group activities, and there is no good way to discuss and discuss, these amusing methods are only temporary happiness on the surface, and the hurdles in the heart still cannot be solved.

Only treat the symptoms but not the root cause.

Mama Yang is struggling in her heart, she may tell those old things and the knots in her sister's heart will disappear, but...

It's hard to say, my sister likes to respect Zimo now, if you say it, won't your sister dislike Zimo if she can't understand it? Zimo has had an excellent relationship with her sister over the past year, and she can feel Zimo's love for her sister from Zimo's attitude and conversations with her.

Zimo is gone now, and she probably doesn't want her sister to be disgusted with her in the sky.

Then this matter is really difficult, on the one hand, it is a child raised as a daughter, and on the other hand, it is a sister who has been in love with the same master and apprentice and friend for many years, and it is not good to make any choice.

Mama Yang lost her hair in sorrow, and the bubbles in her mouth were getting bigger and bigger, and it hurt more and more, but she just didn't find a good solution.

And these secrets are not easy to tell people.

The green orange is very entangled, and she has been a lot haggard for this young lady's affairs in the past few days, and now there is a big black green: "Mama Yang, do you have an idea, but this idea makes you very embarrassed?" ”

Green orange has always been a meticulous person, and in the past few days, I have found that Mama Yang is very anxious, not because she can't think of a good idea, but because she is anxious and entangled.

Mama Yang raised her eyes and glanced at the green orange in some surprise, and was seen by this girl.

Lu Ju looked over very calmly: "Mama is too anxious these days, and her emotions are easy to be exposed, so I can see some signs." ”