Chapter 31: Painful Memories
You see, the world has never been fair.
Wu Qiuxi took Yu Ying's hand and walked out of the toilet: "Forget it, don't talk about them." You and Zhou Yu have to be good. ”
Yu Ying promised in a low voice: "Ah, yes." ”
Is it good? Zhou Yu is so good, he should be the one who stands at the top.
On the other hand, it is like being crushed under the mountain and never able to break free.
Hey, let's take one step at a time, and be at peace with what happens.
In the end, Wu Qiuxi drove them to the station.
"I'll send you here, and you must make an appointment to play when you have time in the future."
"Good, good." Gu Ranyi, who was successful in chasing stars, agreed happily, but he didn't expect that Wu Qiuxi didn't have an idol frame at all, and belonged to the kind of approachable.
It wasn't until Wu Qiuxi received a call from the coach urging her to go back to the meeting that she reluctantly hugged Yu Ying and Gu Ranyi.
also said a word to Zhou Yu and Yu Zhe very intimately.
said to Zhou Yu: "If we are together in the future, we must be together for a long time." ”
said to Yu Zhe: "Don't miss this girl who is full of you." ”
……
In the car, the four of them had their own thoughts, and even chatted with each other.
Half an hour later, the car drove to Xicheng. A few people said goodbye slightly, and went home in twos and twos.
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A big thing has happened in school today.
During English class, the old witch did not arrive in advance of the classroom as usual, and even when the bell rang, she was not seen.
A few minutes later, a young female teacher walked into the classroom: "Hello students, you can call me Teacher Liu." In the future, I will take your English lessons. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, there were various voices in the classroom.
There is a well-informed person: "Have you heard? Yesterday, a girl jumped off the building in our school, which was the class where the old witch was the head teacher. ”
"Yes, yes, but yesterday the girl was dragged to the office by the old witch before school, and she was probably scolded miserably."
Gu Ranyi listened and asked, "How is the girl?" ”
"I've been saved, half-dead. The old witch is estimated to have been arrested and investigated. ”
"Everyone is quiet." The newcomer Teacher Liu patted the podium, "Your English Teacher Qin has some things for the time being, so don't talk about it." Today we will explain the first paper of the test. ”
The lesson ended in a whispered conversation.
As soon as class ended, Yu Sheng ran to Yu Ying and Zhou Yu's side, looking like he understood a lot: "I'll tell you, you weren't at school yesterday." The old witch and a girl in their class was bloodied by the dog she scolded, and she had an accident when she went home. At that time, there was no one in the office, and there was no recording or anything. It's hard to explain this clearly......"
Without waiting for Yu Sheng to finish speaking, Yu Ying gently pushed him down and left irritably.
She borrowed a lighter and walked to the rooftop of the school building.
I don't know how this feeling came about, it could be a shadow of childhood.
As soon as Yu Ying pushed open the heavy security door, she was startled.
A girl in a senior high school uniform stood on the steps, looking down at the ground, and her mouth kept whimpering, as if it would disappear in the next second.
Yu Ying's heartbeat missed half a beat, and she scolded in a low voice: "." ”
Why do you want to come to the rooftop to smoke a cigarette to calm down and calm down, and still give her this scene.
How much pressure or how low is a person's endurance that he will choose to end his life at a young age.
Before Yu Ying could react, the girl on the steps moved, as if a gust of wind could blow her down.
Yu Ying immediately put the lighter in her pocket and ran to the edge of the rooftop.
Just when the little girl was about to jump down in the next second, Yu Ying pounced and hugged her down.
The girl's whole body was heavily pressed against Yu Ying.
"Hiss", Yu Ying's back slammed to the ground, and the pain in her heart immediately swept over, and her arm was also rubbed on the ground.
"You ......" The rescued girl couldn't speak, and there were two tear streaks on her face.
"Get off me." Yu Ying's voice was very cold, and she really couldn't move.
The girl nodded resignedly, and immediately sat down next to her: "I'm sorry." ”
Yu Ying stood up with the pain and glanced at the girl with her eyes, only then did she see her appearance clearly.
It's a good-looking girl, with beautiful eyebrows, Chu Chu and lovely, just like a little fairy.
But it doesn't have much to do with her.
Just as she turned to leave, the little girl stopped her in a small voice: "Wait a minute. ”
"There is no need to apologize."
Maybe it's her strong temperament, or maybe it's the shadow left by her childhood friends, Yu Ying doesn't want to talk to this group of people in her heart, and she has done everything she should have done anyway.
Whether the rest can be figured out or not is up to them.
"Can you sit down and listen to me?" The girl's voice grew weaker and weaker, and finally turned into a pleading, "Just a few minutes." ”
Yu Ying stopped, thought for a while, turned around, and sat next to the girl casually.
The girl's name is Lu Xiaoqian, and she is a senior high school student in Xicheng No. 5 Middle School.
Seeing Yu Ying sit down, the girl was a little moved, and she sniffed: "My grades have always belonged to the middle and lower reaches of the class. The college entrance examination is approaching, and I feel like my whole body is broken. I stayed up late every night to review, and came to school early every morning with a groggy head. ”
Yu Ying nodded to indicate that she was listening.
"In the small exam, I couldn't do it because the test paper was difficult. But the top student next to me is already working hard to write. When I finally finished half-guessing, they were already asleep.
But I really worked hard, I studied until 3 o'clock in the middle of the night before going to bed, and got up again at 6 o'clock in the morning to recite books. Sometimes you have to make choices when you eat and wash your hair. No matter how sleepy and tired I was, I didn't lie down. ”
Yu Ying didn't know what to say, why was this so similar to her and Zhou Yu......
The girl's eyes stared straight ahead, and she continued: "But I just didn't do well in the test, I failed the test." That day, the teacher was very angry and threw the test paper on my desk, pointed at me and scolded me for why I did so badly in the exam, and I didn't work the eve of the college entrance examination. But I tried really hard, but the teacher still didn't believe me, she thought I was lying.
I came home aggrieved and wanted to seek some comfort from my parents. But I gave up again. When they got home, they got angry because of the company's affairs and poured all their anger on me. ”
Speaking of this, Yu Ying's heart was touched, and she patted Lu Xiaoqian's back: "Don't say any more." ”
Lu Xiaoqian bit her lip, wiped her tears, and said calmly: "When they knew my score, they scolded me without waiting for me to explain, they said they regretted giving birth to me, what is the use of me?"
Do you think I'm really useless? Why are all the people and all the things in this world persecuting me? I really don't have the courage to face the long life ahead. I've been trying, but the results are always so bad that everyone doesn't believe me, and I'll never be able to satisfy them. ”
After Lu Xiaoqian finished speaking, she closed her eyes and leaned against the wall, her face full of despair.
The wind whistled, and there was a deathly silence on the rooftop.
Yu Ying has never experienced this feeling of not seeing any hope no matter how hard she tries.
After a long time, Lu Xiaoqian said in a hoarse voice: "Thank you." ”
Thank you for saving me, and thank you for being willing to listen to me through it all.
"Actually." Yu Ying calmed her breathing, and her voice was gloomy, "The moment you stood there, I thought of someone. My parents divorced when I was very young. No one wants to take me, no one loves me. ”
"When everyone in the town scolded me, bullied me, and stayed away from me, she stood up. Regardless of the exclusion of others, he insisted on being by my side, and we quickly became good friends.
But that day everything changed. Her early love was discovered by her parents. At that time, the school and the parents of both sides joined forces to forcibly separate him. The man was forced to change schools, and she yelled like crazy, cried, and even attempted suicide several times. Her parents simply locked her in the house, locked the doors and windows, confiscated all communication equipment, and hid all sharp objects.
Later, she did become obedient and stopped going on a hunger strike. But how can a person who doesn't want to live at all be willing? None of us knew the specifics, except that the sirens were heard, and her parents knelt in front of the door and wept bitterly.
is obviously such a good girl, why did she reach the point of no return. As soon as I saw you standing there, it occurred to me that you must have been as desperate as she was then.
That's why I hate you, why can you be so brave and desperate to leave everyone behind and leave this world.
It was also from that time that I really began to rebel. If someone scolds me, I will scold back, and if someone beats me, I will fight back......
Now I've figured it out too. Life is one's own, and everyone has the right to choose whether to continue or not. Although I can't understand your pain, I still hope that you are alive and well. ”
After Yu Ying recalled, she didn't leave a single tear.
In fact, when Yu Ying was willing to sit down just now, Lu Xiaoqian was already regretting her impulsiveness at that time.
She hugged Yu Ying: "Thank you." To be alive is to have hope for change. Can I know your name? ”
"Yu Ying, the seventh class of high school."
Lu Xiaoqian's hand holding Yu Ying suddenly stiffened, and immediately retracted her hand: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know it was you." ”
She looked at Yu Ying with a blank expression, and explained in fear: "I've only heard of you, they said that you fought fiercely, and you were a girl who even Zhou Yu had to cover." ”
Yu Ying: "...... Not really. "Which little bunny said that?
Wind criticism was killed.
"That's because they don't understand you. I think you're a gentle person. Lu Xiaoqian glanced at the time, "Ah, I'm sorry for wasting your time for so long, let's go back to class." ”
"Well, adults, stop being impulsive." Yu Ying took out a cigarette and handed it to Lu Xiaoqian, "I smoke one when I'm upset." ”
"Huh? I won't. Although Lu Xiaoqian was afraid, she still took it tremblingly.
Yu Ying patted her brain, are you a fool? She's a good girl, how can she smoke?
She snatched the cigarette and stuffed her with a watermelon-flavored gum: "Wrong, wrong." Eat this, and your mood will improve. ”
"Thank you."