06 Shen Xin had suicidal thoughts

After Shen Xin left the company, he wandered like a wandering spirit, and he didn't need his eyes to watch everything around him at all, and it was also a shame that Shen Xin was walking on the pedestrian passage at this time, otherwise something would definitely happen. When passing by a shopping mall, Shen Xin was suddenly pulled by his shoulders and dragged back, Shen Xin looked up and saw that it was a sanitation aunt who pulled him, so he opened his voice and said, "Auntie, do you need my help with anything?" ”

"Hey girl, you walk and look at it, be careful." The sanitation aunt said vaguely while motioning Shen Xin to look at the ground with her eyes. "What is this?" Shen Xin looked down and saw a large area of blood one step away from him, and his high heels were also stained with a little, the blood that had not yet dried was stained on the white high heels, like a flower in full bloom, Shen Xin seemed to be deeply attracted by the blood stains on her shoes, she stared at the blood stains on her shoes with fascination and muttered: "It's so beautiful." ”

"Auntie, what's wrong with you, girl, don't scare me, okay?" The sanitation aunt on the side was so frightened that her face turned white when she heard Shen Xin's words, and she hurriedly took out three sticks of incense burning in her hand and stuffed them into Shen Xin's hand, and said in a soft tone: "Girl, you put this incense on the ground and apologize to the child." After the sanitation aunt finished speaking, she put the incense in her hand in the flower pond on the side, and then bowed to the bloodstains, and then picked up the water hose and began to rinse the bloodstains on the ground. Shen Xin looked down at the incense in his hand in a daze, and after a while, he learned that the sanitation aunt inserted the incense in his hand in the flower pond, and then walked to the rest area on the side and sat down, quietly watching the blood stains slowly fade away. Oh, it was really scary just now, and the girl turned around and jumped down. At this time, a middle-aged woman sitting next to Shen Xin lowered her voice and said to her friend. Tsk,The girl nowadays is too unloving.,I heard that it's a suicide for love.,It's really going to die.,Don't choose a place where no one jumps here.,But people come and go under the mall.,This is going to hit others.,Isn't it a crime? Her friend replied with some irritation. It's just that whoever doesn't have it in these years can't live, and for a man, even his family doesn't want his life, I really can't figure it out. The middle-aged woman said a little angrily: "I actually jumped down immediately when I heard the people below coaxing, why do you say that the psychological quality of today's children is so poor?" I can't withstand any wind and waves. ”

"Hey, let's go, don't stay here." After the middle-aged woman's friend finished speaking, he dragged her away. After the middle-aged woman left, a group of students who had been patting around the neighborhood walked over. A flat-headed boy urged the male classmate who was fiddling with the camera: "Hey, hey, hurry up and take a picture of the video of that aunt washing the floor, let's go back and synthesize the video and put it on the live broadcast platform, tonight our click rate will definitely easily break 10,000." ”

"This is also filmed, it will, it will, it won't be good." The male classmate with the camera said with some hesitation. "Oh, you were not afraid of the moment she fell to the ground just now, and now you are afraid of the blood? Are you a man or not? It's really cowardly. Forget it, I'll do it. Before the flat-headed boy could speak, the little girl with a ponytail on the side grabbed the camera and took a picture of the blood intently. Qingke, let's stop shooting, I'm afraid it's not good. The male classmate thought about it and said to the girl with some hesitation: "This is a little disrespectful to that girl, or we will delete the film." ”

"Chen Mu, you're really useless, you still want to be a popular anchor like you." The flat-headed boy pushed Chen Mu aside and laughed: "Chen Mu, we came here today to make a film just to become a popular anchor, tsk, as soon as we came, we bumped into someone and jumped off the building, isn't this a God-given opportunity to become popular?" As long as we make the copy better and sadder, then we are not far from success. ”

"But this? This... Chen Mu was so anxious that he was sweating profusely and couldn't speak, the flat-headed boy looked at Chen Mu's appearance, his eyes were immediately full of disdain, and he stretched out his hand to push him to the ground and said mockingly: "If it weren't for your good photography skills, I really wouldn't want to see you, it's obviously a boy, but you shrank like a girl." "Hahaha..." After the flat-headed boy finished speaking, the other students around him also started laughing. Shen Xin, who came back to his senses, just wanted to go over and help Chen Mu up, Qing Ke, who had been shooting videos, immediately put down the camera and walked over to pull Chen Mu up, and counted at the flat-headed boy: "Just say it, why do you push people?" Shen Xin didn't care about it when he saw someone helping, but Shen Xin, who left, didn't know that when she walked away, Chen Mu was pushed to the ground again, and this time the person who pushed him was Qingke. Even if you want to do it, you have to choose a time when no one is around, how bad it is to be seen. Qing Ke wiped his hands with a handkerchief, then looked at Chen Mu, who was lying on the ground with a pale face, and said disdainfully: "As a man, he is so cowardly. ”

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"Today's most sad and ironic news is the news that the girl Lin Xiaoyan jumped from the Dulwich Plaza mall building and died on the spot. It's really sad to choose to leave this world at the age of fifteen, but why do I say ironic? Now let's take a look at the video provided by the netizens at the scene. The host on the TV switched the picture to the scene as he spoke, and there was a commotion on the TV in an instant. Why are you still standing on it? What about the scenery? "Really, it's you who are making a fuss about jumping off the building, but you haven't jumped for more than ten minutes, and I raised my phone until my hands were sore." "Tsk, don't be another one who uses fraud to get attention." "Hurry up and jump, you can be cured of madness after jumping, and you will be able to be a normal person in the next life." "That's it, this year, there are more and more people who die every day with abnormal minds, and the more these people die, the better the air can be fresher." These voices were followed by the image of Lin Xiaoyan smiling and jumping straight from the roof with her arms outstretched, and the police car and ambulance arrived at the scene just when she fell to the ground.

"If those who raise their mobile phones can call the police at the first time instead of picking up their mobile phones to shoot videos, then this young life can be saved, if those words do not reach Xiaoyan's ears, will they be able to survive until the arrival of rescuers, but unfortunately in this world, time will not turn back, and it will never go back to before Xiaoyan committed suicide." The host on the TV wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, turned off the video, and continued to say sadly: "Many people say that Xiaoyan committed suicide due to falling out of love, but according to the police investigation, Xiaoyan was molested by gangsters on the way home from school before her death, because she couldn't stand the discussions and strange eyes of the people around her, so she thought of ending her life." And Xiaoyan's father found a suicide note with only two sentences written when he was sorting out Xiaoyan's belongings. It reads: Other people's injuries are all long on the body, but my injuries are engraved on the soul and can never be healed. Speaking of this, the host's voice began to be hoarse: "When many people hear that others behave irrationally when they encounter something, they will definitely say that they will never do that when they encounter something, is this really the case?" This question is really worth pondering, and I think a person who is outside the theater is not qualified to judge someone who is in the game. ”

Until it came on TV: "Audience friends, this news broadcast is over, thank you for watching, goodbye, goodbye." After hearing this, Shen Xincai, who was sitting on the sofa expressionlessly, stood up and walked to the entrance, picked up the blood-stained high heels, stroked the blood stains on them with his hand, and said in a low voice: "Don't abnormal people even have the right to live?" After finishing speaking, he took his shoes and walked to the bathroom, put them in the bathtub and soaked them, and gently wiped the blood stains on them with his hands, and laughed softly while wiping: "Go, go where you want to go, this place is not worthy of you." ”

The next day

"Shen Xin, Shen Xin, you come out for me." Early in the morning, Yao Shushu came to Shen Xin's door and knocked on the door desperately: "Shen Xin, get out of here, come out, get out of me immediately." Yao Shushu saw that Shen Xin had not opened the door, and the sound became louder, and the neighbor who was about to go out shrank back in fright. Shen Xin inside the door was eating breakfast leisurely, and only after eating breakfast did he pick up his mobile phone and dial the phone in the security room: "Hey, security guard?" I'm the owner of the fifteenth floor of Building 21, Unit 3, and someone yelled and kicked in front of my door, oh, she's just a friend of mine who doesn't know me at all, okay thank you. (In the security booth: Wang Guojian was very angry after putting down the phone: "This, this, this little girl is so unbelievable that even an old man like me dares to lie." After finishing speaking, he walked towards the unit where Shen Xin was. οΌ‰

After Shen Xin put down his phone, it took five minutes before he walked to the door, and when he saw Yao Shushu kicking the door from the cat's eye, he immediately opened the door. "Shen Xin, you shrunk your head, ah... Yao Shushu, who kicked in the air, fell to the ground in an extremely indecent posture, and then tore Yao Shushu's tight hip skirt and cracked a hole. "Miss Yao, why do you want to make such a big gift to me?" Shen Xin looked at Yao Shushu and smiled slightly: "I'm just an ordinary person, I can't stand Miss Yao's kneeling ceremony." ”

"You slut, you think I won't be able to cure you if you quit your job, right?" Yao Shushu stood up with the door frame, gritted her teeth, and said fiercely to Shen Xin: "Yu said that if you don't return to the company in the next two days, we will see you in court." ”

"I have already given the compensation that should be paid, and even if I really have to go to court, it will have no impact on me." Shen Xin pointed to the elevator door and said to Yao Shushu: "Miss Yao, the elevator is coming, and you can't send it slowly." ”

"Hmph, Shen Xin, do you really think everything will be as you wish? You're too naΓ―ve. Yao Shushu tidied up her hair, raised her chin and smiled proudly at Shen Xin: "Yu told me this morning that you are suspected of leaking the variety show planned by the company to our opponent, and the other party has already put it on the platform one step ahead of us, when I came, Yu has already asked the people in the secretary's office to draft an indictment, you should hurry up and wash yourself cleanly, put on beautiful makeup, and then sit and wait for the court summons." ”

"That's also my personal business, and it has nothing to do with you, Miss Yao, so I don't need you to bother for me." Shen Xin was not annoyed when he heard Yao Shushu's words, put away his smile, and said lightly: "Miss Yao, please leave immediately, otherwise I guarantee that the person who advanced to the police station will definitely be you." ”

"Huh, it's up to you? Shen Xin, do you never look in the mirror? Yao Shushu looked at Shen Xin with sarcasm on her face. It's a trivial thing that can't send you to the police station, but I still have the right to leave you. Before Shen Xin could speak, Wang Guojian, who rushed over, spoke first: "Didn't this young lady tell me when you came in that you were a visiting friend?" But why do I think Miss, you're more like a burglary, hey, no, it seems that I'd better call the police first, and my little security guard can't handle criminal cases. ”

"You, you, you all wait for me, I tell you that today's business is not over." Yao Shushu pointed at Wang Guojian, then pointed at Shen Xin, and said fiercely, and then took the bag and covered the cracked place of the skirt, and walked away menacingly. "Miss Shen, I'm sorry, I let people in without asking clearly." Wang Guojian looked at Shen Xin, who was pale, and said worriedly: "Miss Shen, are you okay, or I'll send you to the hospital to see if you're sick." Shen Xin pressed his forehead with his hand before he smiled: "Uncle, thank you for relieving me, I'm fine, but I didn't sleep well last night, so my spirit is a little bad today, I'll go back to sleep and I'll be fine." Oh yes, if you get a complaint, just let me know and I'll explain it to your boss. ”

"Hey, I'm old, and I'm doing this job, just to move the old bones, it doesn't matter." Wang Guojian said with a smile: "Miss Shen, go and rest, it's better to stay up late when it's okay, staying up late is not good for your health, when you are young, don't you think that when you are older, you will have more things to do?" ”

"Thank you uncle for your concern, I won't stay up late in the future." Shen Xin's eyes were dodgy when he replied to Wang Guojian's words, and he didn't dare to look directly at Wang Guojian, but the careless Wang Guojian didn't notice it. "Then Miss Shen, I'll go back to the security room first, and you can call me if you have something." Wang Guojian left after speaking. After Wang Guojian left, Shen Xin quickly rushed into the bathroom, shaking his body and vomiting wildly, and after he couldn't vomit anything, he slowly walked to the living room by holding on to the wall, and just sat down Nangong Yu's phone came. Shen Xin pressed the answer button and did not speak, but pressed the amplification and put the phone on the coffee table. "Senior sister, how can you put such a heavy hand on Shushu? When she returned, her hands were bruised and her feet were swollen. Nangong Yu on the other end of the phone saw that Shen Xin had not spoken, so he had to speak first: "Senior sister, she is different from you, she has been pampered by everyone as a princess since she was a child." ”

"Hey, senior brother, she is your princess and not my princess, what does it matter to me whether she is injured or not?" Shen Xin smiled sarcastically: "Senior brother, do you want me to post the video of your princess insulting people slamming the door on the Internet, or will you hand it over to the police to deal with?" ”

"Shen Xin, you... Nangong Yu paused for a moment before sighing and said, "Shen Xin, you have gone too far, you used to... ”

"It's not before, senior brother, you should just say the purpose of your call." Shen Xin said in a light tone: "Don't beat around the bush anymore, I don't want to say one more useless word to you." ”

"The information of the variety show project of "Back to the Origin: Nature and Me" was leaked to Yaowen Media by the company's internal employees, and now this show has been put on the platform by the other party before us. Sister, all the information about this project was sorted out by you before. Nangong Yu said a little heavily: "Senior sister, you have followed me for so many years, I know very well what kind of person you are, but there are so many people in the company, I have to give them an explanation, otherwise it will be difficult for me to convince the public." ”

"When will the court summons come to me, please let me know when you appeal." Shen Xin's tone was still faint, and there were no ups and downs at all, as if Nangong Yu was talking about someone else's business. "Senior sister, you have never understood me, if I want the court to give you a summons, will I call you first? I have deleted the resignation letter, and I have also returned the contract breaking fee to your card, junior sister, you will go back to the company in two days, and these few days will be regarded as the leave I granted you. ”

"Senior brother, is your next document a joint effort between Xinghua Media and Yaowen Media?" Shen Xin smiled: "Senior brother, you never do loss-making business. ”

"My junior sister is so smart that she can always guess what I think at the first time, and Shushu will never be able to compare to you in this regard. The decision on whether the junior sister goes to the court or drafts the cooperation document is up to you. Nangong Yu smiled: "I have all the evidence, Yaowen can't rely on it, they will cooperate with me." ”

"Senior brother is very scheming, and he can get a lot of profits without spending a dime." Although Shen Xin was still smiling, tears had already dripped down his cheeks and fell to the ground, Shen Xin took a breath before saying, "How about giving me two more days, senior brother?" ”

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Nangong Yu returned to his previous gentle tone as he spoke: "You can rest at home for the past two days." ”

"Okay." As soon as he put down the phone, Shen Xin fainted due to physical exhaustion. When Shen Xin woke up from her slumber, it was already afternoon, she stood up and walked outside the balcony to look at the scenery outside the house blankly, and when the sun was about to set, she slowly turned around and returned to the house like a cash puppet, picked up the wallet and key on the coffee table and went out. After going out of the door, the puppet Shen Xin disappeared inside the door, and Shen Xin outside the door had a gentle and decent smile, if someone familiar greeted her and said that her face was bad, she would reply softly: "I had insomnia last night, I didn't sleep well, just sleep well." Shen Xin bought a lot of beautiful clothes, shoes, cosmetics and so on before going home, and when he arrived at the gate of the community, he also entered a small shop on the side and bought a small fruit knife and a few catties of apples.

"Why are you again, Wang Ge, you are so old and alone, how can you still be like a child all day long." As soon as Shen Xin returned to the entrance of the community, he was bumped into by Wang Ge, who was playing with Liang Kaiyu, and the bag containing apples in his hand fell to the ground because he didn't carry it properly, and all the apples inside rolled out. "Shen Damei didn't expect us to meet again so soon, it's too heavy for you to carry so many things alone." Wang Ge squatted down and picked up all the apples, and then said to Shen Xin with a smile: "How about I carry this apple for you?" Free delivery to your doorstep. ”

"No, I don't." Shen Xin snatched the bag and glared at Wang Ge fiercely, then turned around and left. "New clothes, new shoes, new makeup, apples, fruit knives? Isn't it okay for you to go home first and I'll go over and have a look? Wang Ge glanced at Shen Xin's things and was about to step forward to chase Shen Xin, but was pulled by Liang Kaiyu behind him: "Brother, do you want to change careers to become a stalker?"

"What kind of stalker, I'm afraid that she will do something stupid, she just fell out of love a few days ago." Wang Ge turned around and said with some anger: "It's not normal to buy so many new things and new knives at once. ”

"Brother, you have a lot of talk about how to chase women every day, but I didn't expect to know women at all." Liang Kaiyu looked at Wang Ge with some disdain: "When my sister fell out of love, she went to sweep a street of things and came back, and then ate herself from ninety catties all the way to one hundred and forty catties. This proves that Miss Shen can buy and eat, and she has slowly come out of her emotional wounds. ”。

"So she lives right across from us." After listening to Liang Kaiyu's words, the uncomfortable feeling in Wang Ge's heart receded slightly, and he was more relieved to see that Shen Xin was living in the building opposite him: I hope I think about it more this time. Thinking of this, Wang Ge returned to his usual hanger in the blink of an eye: "She actually lives opposite me, this God-given marriage is simply wonderful!" It seems that the sex toys I bought before can be used tonight hehe... Liang Kaiyu on the side was directly petrified: Is it only three seconds to be serious? Shorter than a fish's memory.