Early in the morning, there was a bell ringing in a suite in a high-end community, and after the bell rang, the wardrobe door in the bedroom was pushed open by a pale hand, and then a woman with pale face and disheveled hair staggered out of the closet. Oh, by the way, this woman is me, Shen Xin is twenty-eight years old this year, has a high-paying job that everyone envies, and her appearance is even more in line with the aesthetics of the public's lover, but if anyone sees my current appearance, they will definitely not believe it. As for why I have a bed and don't sleep in the closet, well, I just think it's safer to sleep in the closet than outside, haha, why? Well, that's because I'm an invisible person with major depressive disorder. Yes, for as long as I can remember, I felt that I should not have come to this world, everyone said that this world was colorful and colorful, but in my eyes it was just a chaos of black and white. In order not to let the people around me realize that I am crazy, I have been trying very hard to make myself a good person: strive for perfection when I work, laugh more than everyone else when I am happy, and cry harder than everyone else. But a madman pretending to be a normal person will be noticed sooner or later after staying in a normal crowd for a long time, and I don't know what I will choose after that day comes, and I dare not imagine the result in my mind. I often wonder if a madman lives with a group of madmen, does that mean that these madmen are all normal people? I can't find the answer either, because no one in this world who has become a madman can live with another madman. (Shen Xin's confession)

"Okay, that's all for today's complaints, I hope I can still finish it safely today and then see the sun tomorrow." After washing, Shen Xin leaned over and kissed himself in the makeup mirror, and then picked up a puff to put on his own makeup, and half an hour later, a beautiful Shen Xin with a smile on his face appeared. When passing through the entrance, Shen Xin stood in front of the full-length mirror on the side of the shoe cabinet for a while, and silently said to himself in the mirror: "It's up to you today, my other half Shen Xin." "The strange thing is that Shen Xin in front of the mirror didn't have any expression, but the 'Shen Xin' in the mirror kept smiling, and Shen Xin didn't notice these self-talks, and then turned around and opened the door and left.

Downstairs at the entrance of the community

"Wow, brother, you are so powerful, you are an unnumbered assistant police officer who can actually buy a house in such a high-end community, when you asked me to share a house, I thought you were renting in a house to be demolished, because you had no money to pay rent, so you found someone to share a house?" A sunny-looking boy in an assistant police uniform scratched the back of his head with his hand and said embarrassedly: "No, I didn't expect you to be the landlord." ”

"Tsk, Kaiyu, you underestimate me too much." The man standing in front of Liang Kaiyu was about 1.85 meters tall and his facial features were as handsome as a knife, but the person who should have been suave was ruined by his beard, swarthy skin, torn white vest, army green pants, and flip-flops that had been broken, and his obscene smile made the whole person's image even more miserable. Brother Wang in Liang Kaiyu's mouth picked his nose with his hand, then wiped it on his vest, and then stretched out his hand to pat Liang Kaiyu's shoulder fiercely, and said with a smile: "Kaiyu, in the future, you will follow my brother and me, make sure that you can fly into the sky in the future." I'll tell you, brother, I'm just an assistant police officer just to experience life, and those high positions in the bureau are just inappropriate for me if I don't want to be. ”

"Really? Brother, you're amazing. Liang Kaiyu looked at Wang Ge and said with admiration on his face: "Brother, if you need my help in the future, just ask, I will help if I can." ”

"With your words ... Hey, hey, hey, hey, old man, what are you doing here? "Before the man finished speaking, he was splashed with tea by the security guard in the security booth next door." Why? Old man, I'll clean up your bastard for your mom and dad today. Saying that, the security uncle picked up a broom and rushed out of the security room with a red face, and beat Wang Ge with a beating. Hey, old man, are you in a second menopause? How can I beat people when I see them, I didn't pester my aunt to cook for me today, hey, don't beat me to death. Wang Ge laughed while jumping around dodging the security guard's broom: "Could it be that my aunt has a second spring, so you came to take my anger out?" ”

"I'm going to talk nonsense, you, you, you, look what it is?" The security uncle gasped, withdrew his hand, held a broom, pointed to a big box with sex toys written on it outside the security booth, and said angrily: "Look at the good things you have done, our Wang family's face has made you lose everything." ”

"Oh, it turns out that you are anxious with me because of this, haha, I told the courier in advance to ask him to write these words for me to tease my other half, so that when she came to pick up the mail, she blushed and added some interest in life, tsk I didn't expect them to really write it for me." Wang Ge touched his chin and said cheaply: "For the sake of their service, I'll give them a five-star praise when I go back." ”

"Love, play, toys." Liang Kaiyu on the side looked at the box and said with a red face: "Is there still a sister-in-law at my brother's house?" ”

"I said, young man, don't be deceived by this bastard, this wife is so poor that he can't even pay the utility bills." The security guard uncle stretched out his hand to hold Wang Ge's ear and said fiercely: "Bastard just handed over the bill of water and electricity bills you owe for three months to me, saying that you deceived the young man to come just to let him pay the water and electricity bills for you." ”

"Hey, Uncle Wang Guojian, my uncle stop it, it hurts, it hurts, I, I said uncle, how can you slander me, a good citizen?" Wang Ge grinned and said: "I just saw that this kid didn't have much money to rent, so I rented the house to him at a low price, and I didn't want to find a free laborer who could pay water and electricity bills, do laundry, cook, and clean." After Wang Ge finished saying this, the air around him instantly became quiet. Hahahaha,Ah, I didn't expect me to say what I thought in my heart.,Haha... Wang Ge saw that both of them were looking at him dumbfounded, so he had to speak out again to make a round. Brother, I'll go back to the dormitory today and squeeze with the other brothers first. Liang Kaiyu said a little embarrassed, while Wang Guojian stared at Wang Ge with hatred. Well, in this case, Kai Yu, I'll give you another 200 rent reduction. Wang Ge smiled cheaply: "Anyway, you also have to cook for yourself, and adding me to eat alone is actually just one more bowl." ”

"Brother, where is your home? I'll take it for you. As soon as Liang Kaiyu heard that the rent was reduced by 200, he immediately held up the box on the ground with one hand, pulled the luggage with the other, and looked at Wang Ge with glowing eyes: "Brother, I can move in at any time." In the next few years, Liang Kaiyu, who became a housekeeper, hated himself for selling himself for 200 yuan.

"Liang Kaiyu, hold this box for me steadily, don't fall it, the things inside are very expensive, and if they are broken, I won't have the money to buy a new one." Wang Ge looked at the box in Liang Kaiyu's hand and staggered, and immediately walked over and stretched out his hand to help him, but this walk just happened to bump into Shen Xin, who was walking towards him. Shen Xin, who was hit, was not angry, just looked at Wang Ge who was leaning on him, then looked at Liang Kaiyu and the boxes in their hands, smiled and said: "If you want to quarrel, it's better to go home and quarrel, it's easy to hurt others if you quarrel here." ”

"Beauty, can you leave me a call? I seem to have fallen in love with you at first sight. Wang Ge reached out and touched the back of Shen Xin's hand, and smiled lightly: "If you don't dislike it, how about I go to your boudoir to get together with you tonight?" ”

"I'm sorry I'm going to disappoint you, I already have a lover." Shen Xin shook off Wang Ge's hand, then turned around and left with a smile. "Hey, what kind of evil did our old Wang family create in their last life to attract such a thing." After Shen Xin left, Wang Guojian covered his face and sighed and walked into the security room. "Brother, this girl is not only good-looking, but also has a good temper, which is much better than those in our bureau who fall over the shoulder at every turn." Liang Kaiyu looked at Shen Xin's back and smiled stupidly: "It's a blessing that her other half can marry her." ”

"I didn't expect such a cold beauty to exist in our community, and I don't know if all the treasures I bought can be used on her." Wang Ge looked at Shen Xin's back and smiled cheaply: "It would be better if I could open the door directly and go in and have in-depth contact with her." ”

"Brother, I just saw that beautiful woman driving a 4-zero car out, so you better stop being delusional, not only do we not have a number, but we even have to squeeze the bus to work." Liang Kaiyu looked at Wang Ge a little helplessly: "There are already lovers in other people, brother, don't make it up, I, I don't want to collect your body, and brother, we are going to be people's policemen in the future, no, we can't do such a lack of morality." ”

"Kai Yu, being a people's policeman, such a big thing as being a people's policeman is left to you to do." Wang Ge put away his hanging appearance, held his chin, and said with a serious face: "Your brother and I still have more important things to do than our lives." ”

"Really?" Liang Kaiyu looked at Wang Ge with a look of disbelief and asked innocently, "Brother, what is your big thing that is more important than your life?" Wang Ge looked at Liang Kaiyu and smiled narrowly: "Of course, the big thing is to be a little white face who eats and drinks without worrying." After Wang Ge's words were finished, Liang Kaiyu immediately became petrified: God, what kind of roommate did I choose for myself, can I take back what I just said? Grandma, I want to go home.

"Bastard, if you dare to discredit your parents' badge, I'll definitely break your dog's leg." As soon as Wang Guojian heard Wang Ge's words, he immediately rushed out and poured a cup of tea on Wang Ge: "Bastard, don't you hurry up and roll home with your shameful things, why are you not ashamed enough to stand here?" ”

"Old man, if you splash me with water again, I'll go to my aunt's to sue you, I remember that someone went to drink with Lao Liu the day before yesterday without telling her." Wang Ge wiped the water on his face, shook his hair, and smiled at Wang Guojian: "Auntie said that if you go to drink again, she will go back to her parents' house to live." "This time the response to Wang Ge was a tow of buckets of water." Hey, the old man doesn't take you to play like this. Wang Ge hurriedly dodged the spilled water, pulled Liang Kaiyu and ran away quickly.

Xinghua Media Building

"Sister Shen is early." "Sister Shen is early." As soon as Shen Xin entered the building, he ushered in a series of greetings, but Shen Xin did not respond to the greeting person early, but nodded and smiled and entered the elevator. "Look at what kind of attitude she has, she actually doesn't take people seriously, isn't she just the president's secretary? What's the big deal. "After the elevator door closed, the female front desk A, who was still smiling just now, immediately pulled her face long." What are you angry with an old woman? How much youth can she have like that, didn't you notice that the powder on her face today is thicker than yesterday's? Female front desk B said with a disdainful face: "The president is about to marry Yao's daughter, this is something that the whole company knows, and she is ashamed to call the president a senior brother." "It's also that I'm so old and still dreaming of a pheasant turning into a phoenix, it's really disgusting." The female front desk A smiled and said, "Miss Yao went up with the president first, and we will have a good show to watch later." The two front desks who were chatting hotly didn't notice that the elevator on the side did not go up, and Shen Xin in the elevator silently read in his heart a few times: "It's okay." Only then did he take a deep breath and shake his hand to press the button on the top floor.

"Shushu, this is the office, don't do this, it's not good." "We have to hold a wedding next month, and now you don't want to kiss you, so it's not okay to touch you after you get married." "Shushu, these intimate things, can we do them when we get home?" "Excuses are excuses, you either tell me to work overtime or work overtime every day, it's been almost half a year since you got engaged, and the number of times I've met you is not enough for ten fingers. Nangong Yu, do you only have your good sister in your heart, do you avoid me everywhere just to get along with her day and night, if this is the case, we don't get married. "Sook, where do you think you have gone? I let her be my secretary just to appreciate her ability to work, I have always treated her as a sister, besides, who I like, Shushu, don't you know best? "Brother Yu, you will always only talk to me, I, I will ignore you." "Oh, doesn't Shushu like me being poor? Then who should you find in the future? "Brother Yu, you don't have to divert the topic, you have to put down your work tonight to accompany me, otherwise I will tell my mother that you always have an excuse to work overtime and then you are unwilling to accompany me." "How can it be important to work well as our Shushu, I will postpone tonight's work in a while and come to accompany our little princess Shushu." The two people in the door were happily flirting, but outside the door stood Shen Xin, whose face was pale and his eyes were red. Shen Xin clenched the contract in his hand, looked at the door that was not closed tightly, and said to himself sadly: "Shen Xinmeng should wake up, it's time to let go, he doesn't have you in his heart at all, others are right, how can a pheasant become a phoenix." ”

As soon as Shen Xin wanted to adjust his mood and then knocked on the door and went in, Yao Shushu inside pushed open the door and walked out. "Yo Shen Xin, you are late, and you are still standing here calmly as a door god, Brother Yu, this is what you said about strong work ability, not only is it late for work to see the boss with a sad expression on his face, and people who don't know still think that our Xinghua is abusing employees?" Yao Shushu stared at Shen Xin with a happy face, Yao Shushu deliberately left a crack in the door just now, in order to let Shen Xin hear the conversation between herself and Nangong Yu, but when she saw Shen Xin's face that was more bright and delicate than herself, the pleasure of opening the door dissipated instantly. Yao Shushu said to Shen Xin with a calm face: "Shen Xin, what am I asking you about?" Why don't you even give me an answer, it's rude, or do you think that as long as you have a face, no matter what mistakes you make, someone will forgive you. In response to Yao Shushu's questioning, Shen Xin just replied nonchalantly: "Miss Shen is good." As soon as Shen Xin's words came out, Yao Shushu's face was directly deformed. Shen Xin don't be late next time, and next time you will go back to the administration department and stay and let someone else come over to take your place. Seeing that Yao Shushu was angry, Nangong Yu raised his head from the desk and said solemnly to Shen Xin, and then said to Yao Shushu gently: "Shushu, don't be angry with this wood who doesn't understand human feelings, it's not worth it if you are angry, go home and wait for me, and when I finish these things at hand, I will rush home to accompany you." ”

"You have to remember what you said now, if you work overtime tonight, I'll tell Faber to lock the door and not let you in." After Yao Shushu said to Nangong Yu softly, she squinted at Shen Xin fiercely before turning around and leaving.

"President, this is the contract I just went to Lianyue Group to get back, I just read that Lianyue Group added a few more unreasonable treaties to the contract, and the person in charge of Lianyue told me that if you can accept the more contracts, then you can officially sign the contract tomorrow. Oh, by the way, they also gave me an invitation, saying that they invited you to the Grand Hyatt Hotel tonight to attend President Lian Yue's birthday party. After Yao Shushu left, Shen Xin put the contract and an invitation letter in his hand on Nangong Yu's desk with a straight face, and said with a straight face.

"This company is really an old fox, he actually wants to take the big head, and he is not afraid of eating too much to die." Nangong Yu closed the contract in his hand, then picked up the invitation letter on the side and smiled: "Okay, I'll go meet him tonight and see what he wants to do." ”

"Then I'll go and inform Miss Yao." Hearing that Nangong Yu was going to attend the banquet, Shen Xin subconsciously turned around and prepared to go out to find someone to inform Yao Shushu. However, Shen Xin was stopped by Nangong Yu before he could walk to the door, Nangong Yu touched Shen Xin's hand and said affectionately: "Shushu, she is just a child, and she is not suitable for that kind of occasion full of jackals and foxes, she can't cope with it, this kind of occasion is the most suitable for you to go, junior sister." ”

"President, I'm just your secretary, not your female companion." Shen Xin quietly withdrew his hand. "My good junior sister, are you angry about what happened just now, well, it seems that you are very angry, and even your senior brother is unwilling to call. You also know that Shushu's child has a bad temper, and I was talking to her father about a big project recently, so you can let her do more, okay? Nangong Yu stretched out her hand and patted Shen Xin's shoulder and said with a smile: "You don't have to be afraid that Shushu will come to the company to trouble you again, I will call her in a while to explain clearly." ”

"I know, president, don't worry, I'll go to tonight's banquet, if the president doesn't have anything to do, I'll go out and do something else first." Shen Xin took a step back, dodged Nangong Yu's hand, and said with a slight smile, although Shen Xin didn't care on the surface, but the moment he turned around, his eyes were still red: "Shen Xin, Shen Xin, you are really blind, you would fall in love with such a shameless person." ”

After Shen Xin closed the door, Nangong Yu picked up his mobile phone and dialed President Lian Yue's internal line: "Mr. Lian, did you add so many unequal treaties to let me run errands for you, junior brother?" What do you say it was because Shen Xin gave you a look at your face the day before yesterday, oops, even Mr. Shen Xin's girl habitually put on her face as soon as she was shy, and she didn't mean to be disrespectful to you. The girl just took the invitation letter happily and told me that she was going to your banquet, or I wouldn't let her go, I could let her work overtime or something tonight, after all, I didn't make any money on this project, so I won't worry about it, okay, if Lian always can go according to the original contract, I promise to dress Shen Xin up beautifully tonight and bring it to you, so Lian is happy enough, and the contract will be signed tonight, Lian Zong, you can rest assured, tonight, little brother, I will definitely bring the beauty to the scene on time. ”。

"Well, my Shen Xin is really capable, and he can actually get into the eyes of Mr. Lian. Senior sister, after taking this project, I will be able to get rid of Yao Nanxiong's old thing's control, so I have to wronged you. Nangong Yu hung up the phone and smiled lowly: "But junior sister, don't worry, I won't really send you out, you can only be mine." ”