Little four also has a little bit of that meaning for me!!

I stared at her shyly, my mind was full of this thought, my brain was full, it made me feel dizzy, and when she spoke to me, I was a little slow to react, and I seemed to be perfunctory to her.

After a sentence or two, Xiao Si saw that I was still absent-minded, so she gave up and continued to stir up the topic, lay on the table, and told me that she was going to sleep for a while.

I replied softly, and I could feel that she was a little disappointed now, and I wanted to make amends, but I hesitated for a moment and didn't know if I should do it.

Because at this moment, my mind is also in chaos, and the two thoughts are constantly fighting, forcing me to be entangled, not knowing how to choose.

The first thought, and the one I really desire, was to chase her, whether to take advantage of the victory and chase her, take her down in one fell swoop, and let her be my girlfriend.

The second thought is not to provoke her! Such a good girl, she can't guarantee that she can give her a stable life, so let's let her go.

My feelings longed to be close to her, and I felt like she was like a sun that would automatically shine and glow, close to her, very warm, very warm.

With her, my world will never be dark again.

However, no one knows that under my tough appearance and seemingly chic and uninhibited personality, there is still a fragile and inferior self-loathing self living in my heart, who dare not fight or rob, and feel that I am not worthy of her and will harm her.

I was entangled, all kinds of thoughts flashed in my head, but my eyes were honest, and my eyes fell on Xiao Si, just staring.

"You...... Staring at me like this, I couldn't sleep. Xiao Si raised his head, looked at me with red cheeks, straightened his loose hair, and said shyly.

She's uncomfortable being stared at by me!

"Then don't sleep, it'll be cold when you fall asleep. Talk casually, and soon arrives. "I said, not explaining the 'beast' behavior that I kept staring at her.

I saw that she moved her lips and stopped talking, probably wanting to ask me, but she was too shy to ask, but followed my words and asked me what I wanted to talk about.

"What do you want to hear?" I asked.

In fact, I'm already roaring in my heart, Luan Hang, you are so despicable, you have flirted with others, and you dare not admit it.

"Then tell me about your affairs in the army, shall we?" Xiao Si looked at me.

I do it out of compensation, but also because I love the army and I like to be a soldier, which is all I have for the past 20 years.

If I am ashamed of my father, then what still maintains a little bit of my self-esteem and pride is these years of military career.

As soon as I opened the chatterbox, I couldn't hold it back, not that I didn't want to accept it, but she was too supportive, putting on a very interested and intoxicated look, which made me more expressive.

I said that my mouth was dry and my throat was on fire.

Then, before you know it, the train has arrived.

"Luan Hang, you are such an amazing soldier!" When he got out of the car, Xiao Si raised his little face, his eyes flashed, and he said in admiration.

In this moment, I saw the heartbeat in her eyes.

But in the face of this heartbeat that made me throb, I did a very cowardly act, I hurriedly dropped a sentence that the army had something to do and could no longer accompany you, and then I fled!

Escaped!