Chapter Thirty-Eight: But I'm Not Worthy of Him
Today's atmosphere is a little subtle.
"Brother Yu, your business ability is so wide?" Along the way, Yu Ying kept asking Zhou Yu programming, "Are there many languages for these programming?" β
Zhou Yu raised his eyebrows slightly: "There are C, C++, C#, Java, Python, etc., what?" Are you interested? β
"It feels amazing." Yu Ying nodded, "Then which one will you have?" β
"Hmm... JavaοΌPythonγ Learn anything else when you need it. Zhou Yu smiled, "Actually, they all have something in common." β
"Is there any awesome language that you can learn now?"
Yu Ying admires people who can code, she always thinks it's cool.
Zhou Yuleng paused for a moment, thought about it and said, "How to say this, it is possible that this language is popular now, and another language will be popular after a while." So, you're good at one or two. β
"But," Zhou Yu said, "I don't recommend you to learn." It's too much effort and hair. β
Yu Ying pursed her lips and touched the top of her head: "...... Okay. β
The cold moon hung in the night sky, and the wind stopped the noise.
The world is quiet.
After Zhou Yu sent Yu Ying to the door, he grabbed her again.
Yu Ying: "Huh? β
"Xiao Ying'er, are you thinking about falling in love?" Zhou Yu looked at Yu Ying's eyes seriously, and his voice was low, "Why don't we give it a try?" β
Is this a confession?
Yu Ying's heart sank, and she had no response to this sudden confession.
But at Zhou Yu's gaze, she felt uncomfortable, as if every second was torment.
In the past, I did too many evils, like an emotionless killer, and when someone confessed, he directly said "I'm too good, you don't deserve me".
But now it'......
Is this retribution?
For a long time, Yu Ying only felt that her mind was very messy.
She lowered her head and heard herself say, "Thank you Brother Yu for your love, but I'm sorry, I'm not ready." β
Then, without looking back, he fled back to the house.
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Inside the house.
Hu Yingfen, who woke up not long after angina, was shocked when she saw Yu Ying walk in with tears in her eyes.
This granddaughter of mine never cries easily.
Seeing the lit up living room, Yu Ying immediately ran over and hugged Hu Yingfen: "Grandma." β
It seemed that when she saw her grandmother, she cried even harder, and tears poured out like rain.
Of course, Hu Yingfen was distressed, she hugged Yu Ying tighter, she patted her back over and over again, and asked, "Yu Ying'er, what's wrong?" β
Yu Ying cried silently: "It's Zhou Yu." β
"Did he bully you?"
"No, he confessed to me." Yu Ying raised her already wet face and looked ahead with two red eyes, "But...... I refused. β
Hu Yingfen was stunned, she could often hear her granddaughter being chased and confessed in the town before, but she rejected them one by one, and none of them were spared.
It seems that there has never been a situation like this.
Hu Yingfen wanted to figure out the reason first, so she straightened Yu Ying's scattered wet hair and asked, "Why?" β
The living room suddenly fell silent, leaving only Yu Ying's whimper.
Outside the window, I don't know when it rained heavily, smashing the railing unscrupulously......
After more than ten minutes, Yu Ying gradually stopped crying, tried to calm herself down, and laughed at herself: "Grandma, my feelings for him are different from everyone before. β
"I'm sure it's not friendship, it's love."
"I really want to be with him all the time."
"But Zhou Yu, he's really perfect. The only heir of Zhou's technology, he is good-looking and good at learning. β
"Such a good, shining person, can't there be a gloomy me standing next to me."
After speaking, Yu Ying closed her eyes and sat on the sofa as if she had no bones, her head empty.
yes, I'm not worthy of him.
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The next day, the air was fresher after the rain, and the scent of herbs was permeated.
Everything is brand new.
In addition to the relationship between Yu Ying and Zhou Yu.
Before coming to school, Yu Ying was still thinking about whether to take a few days off.
But until noon, Zhou Yu did not appear.
"Yu Ying'er, how was your coming-of-age night with Zhou Yu yesterday?" Gu Ranyi ate fried rice and asked, "Talk to me." β
Yu Ying was absent-minded all morning, she couldn't listen to anything the teacher said, and she just made a few random strokes on the topic.
Even when I eat now, I just pick up my mobile phone after two bites of casual lying down and look at WeChat in a daze.
She looked at the empty chat list and said, "Nothing." After playing the game for a while, I went home. β
"Huh?" Gu Ranyi was a little disappointed, "I also prepared a big gift for you." β
Yu Ying looked at Gu Ranyi with a bad face, and had an ominous premonition in her heart: "Huh? What the? β
Sure enough, in the next second, Gu Ranyi leaned into Yu Ying's ear and whispered, "That's it...... Durex. β
"Get out."
"Actually, I'm ready for Okamoto, too." Gu Ranyi was afraid that Yu Ying wouldn't like it, so she deliberately bought two for them to choose from.
"Get out." Yu Ying glanced at Gu Ranyi, this girl didn't change her face, and she was even a little proud?
"Don't, it's all big brands, there won't be a problem."
I don't know people but I don't know my heart, I didn't expect Gu Ranyi to be this kind of person?
"Don't, give it to your Yu Zhe." Yu Ying didn't talk to her anymore, and looked at WeChat blankly.
I don't know what to expect.
"I want to, too." Gu Ranyi continued to eat fried rice, "But I don't have this opportunity." β
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Until she came home from school, Yu Ying never saw Zhou Yu.
As for what the teacher taught and what the homework was written on this day, Yu Ying didn't know anything.
Rao is Gu Ranyi, and he couldn't help but complain: "What a ruthless scumbag, I will leave you here alone after one night." β
Yu Ying "hehe" twice to hide her embarrassment.
It wasn't until she walked to the school gate that Yu Ying said slowly: "Actually, I'm the most scummy one." β
"Huh? What are you talking about? β
Yu Ying didn't continue to explain, and waved goodbye: "It's nothing, see you tomorrow." β
"Okay, bye-bye."
Seeing that Yu Ying's state was wrong, Gu Ranyi planned to ask again tomorrow.
After saying goodbye to Gu Ranyi, Yu Ying did not go home directly, but went to yesterday's Internet cafΓ©.
She sat in front of Zhou Yu's machine yesterday, opened the web page made for her, and fell into deep thought again.
If he agreed to Zhou Yu's confession yesterday, then he would be better off today, right?
In fact, it's not impossible to try, two people don't necessarily separate after being happy?
No, Yu Ying, calm down, you can afford to climb high?
Don't be together without thinking about anything if you have a little heartbeat.
As a result, these two thoughts began to fight in Yu Ying's brain.
But in the end, it didn't work.
After playing two games in a frustrated manner, she turned off the computer and returned home.
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It's been two days, and Zhou Yu still hasn't come today.
Yu Ying looked at his seat in a trance.
It wasn't until the end of the second class that Yu Zhe walked towards Yu Ying, put away his old smile, and said, "Yu Ying, what did you and Zhou Yu do the night before yesterday?" β
Yu Zhe didn't think much about it, but when he heard Gu Ranyi say that Yu Ying was wrong, he came to ask a few words.
"Huh?" Yu Ying felt that things were not good.
"Zhou Yu never comes to school without saying a word." Yu Zhe showed Yu Ying the chat record between him and Zhou Yu, and the record was still stuck when he went to the Internet cafΓ© the night before, "So I want to ask, what happened to you that night?" β
Yu Ying hesitated and spoke: "We...... I ......"
"Wait a minute!"
Yu Ying suddenly remembered that that night, it rained not long after Zhou Yu sent her home, and the rain was not small.
Thinking back to Zhou Yu's state at that time, I'm afraid I wasn't strolling in the heavy rain?
Isn't there a high probability that he is sick?
Yu Ying didn't think about it anymore, dropped the sentence "He may be sick, help us both take a leave", and rushed out of the classroom.
Gu Ranyi and Yu Zhe hadn't reacted yet.
Sick? Leave?
Qiao Ducai, who had just entered the door, was knocked back a few steps back by Yu Ying, and when she stood firm and wanted to find trouble with Yu Ying, the other party had already disappeared.
Only the sentence "Zhou Yu is sick" came to her ears.
She suddenly remembered that she had a good girlfriend who told her something similar to caring for a boy when he was sick and making that boy have a crush on you.
It seems to be usable.
She immediately opened WeChat, deleted the previous chat record of "out of sight is clean", and typed again.
Qiao Ducai: Brother Zhou Yu, I heard that you are sick. You have to take care of yourself.
Qiao Ducai: Is there any fever medicine at home? Anything else you'd like to eat? Just tell me I'll have someone buy it, and I'll send it to you after school.
After the call, she turned off her phone and nervously waited for a reply.
If you see such a move, the distance between Zhou Yu and her will definitely become closer.
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And here, Yu Ying, who had just finished "fighting wits and courage" with the security guards at the school gate, immediately stopped a taxi and rushed to Zhou Yu's house.
Brother Yu is alone at home, who can take care of him when he is sick?
"Uncle, hurry up, I'm in a hurry."
"Little girl, I'm already the fastest." The driver glanced in the rearview mirror, "Don't rush, it's here." β
It's really unlucky, the first guest I picked up today was like a ghost.
Two minutes later, the car stopped at the entrance of the community, and Yu Ying paid and got out of the car.
Because the community is not high-end, the security guards do not check the work of people entering and leaving.
Yu Ying ran all the way to Zhou Yu's house with her memory.
But while in the elevator, she stopped.
How many floors does Zhou Yu's family live on? It's all because I was too nervous last time, and I just looked at the advertisements posted in the elevator.
It seems to be the 11th or 12th floor?
Forget it, it's a big deal to knock on the door on the first floor.
Fortunately, with God's favor, Yu Ying went to the 11th floor first.
Zhou Yu's house is the southernmost household, and the southernmost household on the 11th floor has a mat in front of the door.
That's the 12th floor.
Sure enough, there was nothing in front of the southernmost house on the 12th floor, and there were no curtains or blessing characters on the door.
"Ding Ding Ding"
Yu Ying hesitated, but chose to knock on the door.
Although she didn't know how to face Zhou Yu.
The soldiers will come to block, and the water will cover the earth.