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Chi Ying remembers that year clearly.

For a long time ago, her life was not easy.

It's her own reason.

Plus nightmares.

Realize that you are sick.

It's not a general physical illness.

Secret trouble.

There is no cure.

No one can save her.

She is like a victim who is about to drown and cannot be saved, and the whole person feels hopeless. Coupled with the pressure of filming, she fell into a predicament of self-doubt and could not be relieved.

knew that something would happen if it went on like this, and during that time, Director Xu Qing rarely took a holiday to let everyone go home for the New Year.

Chi Ying left decisively and stayed alone in a hotel abroad.

No one told.

Dozens of high-rise buildings.

Chi Ying leaned on the windowsill and glanced out a few times, estimating the height of the floor and the degree of his own fall.

If you don't jump, you'll be fine.

In the middle of the night, she lived in a hotel room dozens of floors high, looking at the lights of thousands of homes outside, afraid of death, and tortured and wanted to die.

It's not going to be painful.

"Chi Ying, are you still going to Xu Huai's concert?" Joan, a friend at the time, struggled to adjust the camera angle.

Look at the person on the screen who doesn't look very good.

Chi Ying was lying on the desk weakly, and the mobile phone camera on the stand could barely see her dark and thick hair.

Xu Huai debuted for ten years.

There are a lot of popular songs.

At that time, the popularity of mobile phones was not very high, and the stereos in front of many stores in the streets and alleys would play this man's song.

Chi Ying walked home from school with his classmates with his schoolbag, and he always heard different songs when he passed by the same place every day. But it's all sung by one person......

I thought about it at that time.

and so on, economic freedom. Be sure to go to an idol concert.

It's just that Xu Huai was injured and half retired from the circle, except for the occasional new song that appeared in front of everyone, the concert or anything was already in a half-stopped state.

In the blink of an eye, Chi Ying also grew up.

But I still can't wait for a concert I like.

As time passed, she almost forgot the singer she once loved.

Fortunately.

When the spring of that year was coming, it was announced from Xu Huai's studio that there would be a concert called 'Reunion after a long absence' in winter. Chi Ying began to look forward to it, although after so many years, it may not be as strong as it was when he was young.

But in those years, Xu Huai's healing singing voice made people not forget it for a long time after listening to it.

Those who grow up with themselves on the playlist.

It's youth.

Because of his life of self-doubt, he almost missed this opportunity, and Chi Ying almost did not hesitate to ask for a ticket.

It can also be regarded as a tail for his youthful regrets.

That year, Chiying had not yet become popular.

That year, the favorite singer continued to sing.

That year, the person I was looking for was not found.

The girl who followed the flow of people in a coffee-colored coat, because her beautiful face would also attract the attention of passers-by, simply bought a hat and a mask outside the gymnasium to wrap herself tightly.

Such outfits are not uncommon at concerts.

Some people watch, others turn a blind eye.

Chi Ying found a seat according to the position on the concert ticket.

From a short distance, I watched that I was about to stand on the stage where I liked idols.

The stage has begun to warm up.

Deafening screams and shouts can be heard through the walls.

The moment the music sounded, Chi Ying's eyes had already been attracted.

I didn't notice that someone was coming to the vacant seat next to me.