Chapter 4 Self-Enlightenment

Sima Jingling's words were a bit heavy, making the plausible and ambiguous atmosphere that had always existed between the two of them instantly become cold.

This is also because Apo is too carried away.

In Sima Jingling's long-term relationship with each other, his relationship with Sima Jingling is getting closer and closer, and he feels that Sima Jingling has his place in his heart, so he ignores some of Sima Jingling's obedience to him during this time, as if the reason for responding to requests is that Sima Jingling herself does not mind, and that Ah Pu has not crossed the bottom line drawn by Sima Jingling in her heart.

But today, because Sima Jingling showed her appearance to a person who had only met once and didn't know whether it was friend or foe, Ah Gui's heart was already a little unhappy.

What's more, as a woman, Liu Ru was so stupid to look at Sima Jingling, and she said so many rebellious and delusional words, which made Ah Pu really uneasy, and he lost his sense of proportion for a while.

It had been a long time since he had heard Sima Jingling speak to himself in such a cold voice.

In other words, since he came to Sima Jingling's side and became Sima Jingling's face, he has never seen Sima Jingling with a cold face towards him.

He watched Sima Jingling leave his arms without affection, as if he was preparing for the bath after reigning for a while, and never gave him a look again, and Ah Pu's eyes couldn't help but surge with emotion, and gradually became frantic and dim.

Ah Pu felt the throbbing pain in his heart, and bit his lip unwillingly, he was really a little dissatisfied with Sima Jingling's attitude.

He has always felt that Sima Jingling does not have no feelings for himself, but Sima Jingling is controlling herself all the time, controlling herself not to do superfluous things, and buying that unacceptable step.

Obviously, they have done more intimate things between them, but they simply put a stamp on their relationship, but it has not been realized.

An impulse rose in Ah Pu's heart, and he wanted to directly press Sima Jingling under him now, forcing her to look at no one but herself, and let her belong only to herself.

This impulse has actually been born in his heart for a long time, but it has never been stronger or more impulsive on this day. But Apo knew that now was not the time, and he could not do this yet.

Let's not say that his own affairs have not been dealt with yet, just talk about Sima Jingling's temperament, if he really did such an unforgivable thing here and now, Sima Jingling would definitely not look at him again.

She will simply complete the original agreement with Wei Shuyi and let Ah Pu live for the past five years, but how Apo will live in the past five years will not be something that Sima Jingling considers.

The only thing that can be determined is that Sima Jingling will never be so close to him again, she will be together day and night, and she will always take him by her side;

will not teach him the way of fighting face-to-face, so that even if he is in the Imperial City of the Southern Imperial Kingdom, he can take into account the hatred he carries and take into account his northern arrogance.

Therefore, for Apu, he would rather Sima Jingling be cold at this time than Sima Jingling stay away from him for a long time in the future.

Now he just wants to pay more, be coquettish more, sell grievances, and there will always be a day when Sima Jingling will lose her anger.

Besides, Sima Jingling is so angry now, does that mean that Sima Jingling also cares about him in her heart?

If it weren't for that, he would have treated them like ordinary people, and he didn't care about them at all, and he never had him in his eyes.

Just like when he treated Huang Ying, Du Juan, Xuehua, and Wutong, he called them to relieve their boredom when they were bored, and when they didn't need them, let them stay alone, no matter what they were thinking, as long as they didn't do something that was too out of line or something that violated the laws of the palace.

But why did he hide it, which attracted Sima Jingling's attention, and was so obviously cold by Sima Jingling, telling him to hide it and not be delusional?

Regardless of whether Sima Jingling had such a mind or not, when Ah Pu thought like this, she miraculously calmed down her heart, which had been surging.

He seemed to have entered an extremely strange situation now, quietly hearing Qiulan knock on the door, quietly hearing Sima Jingling answer, and quietly seeing the guy bring buckets of hot water into their room like an outsider.

He felt as if Qiulan hadn't noticed the strangeness in the room, so he didn't say anything, and naturally and directly walked into the bathtub behind the curtain in the room and poured hot water into it.

She didn't say anything to avoid suspicion for him, the only man present, and Sima Jingling didn't open her mouth either, so he watched so quietly as Sima Jingling took off the outermost layer of gauze, walked into the curtain, and slowly immersed her body in the hot water.

He felt that he should be familiar with every place and every detail of Sima Jingling's body, but he seemed to feel that he had found a new charm in Sima Jingling.

He seemed to sit in place for a long time, and then seemed to stand up unconsciously, and slowly walked to the side of the curtain, listening to the sound of Sima Jingling bathing in the water, and carefully depicting Sima Jingling's figure through the curtain in front of him.

He seemed to see Qiulan and looked at him in surprise, but seeing that Sima Jingling did not object to refute, he lifted the curtain, handed over the cloth towel in his hand, and motioned for Ah to go in.

Ah Pu clenched the cloth towel in his hand, feeling the scorching temperature on the cloth, as if the steaming heat on it was not coming up from the hot water, but from Sima Jingling's body.

He gently soaked the cloth towel in his hand in the water again, and then carefully placed it on Sima Jingling's back, as if he were treating some fragile and extremely precious treasure, extremely gently.

As the water droplets flowed through Sima Jingling's back, they refracted colorful brilliance under the reflection of the candlelight in the room, which made people can't take their eyes off it, and at the same time, it seemed to bloom a touch of splendor in front of them, dazzling people's eyes.

However, in Ah Pu's opinion, he just didn't know whether it was because of the illusion in front of him, but because his eyes were full of that whiteness, so he couldn't see anything else.

His hand, imperceptibly, stopped.

Sima Jingling felt that there was no movement behind her for a long time, and she didn't know what she thought, but she finally smiled softly, and said to Ah Pu behind her, as if she was laughing as usual: "Why is Ah Pu so distracted, isn't it really scared by this palace?" ”